This is a long sequence, a draft and now very insufficient to the task and a great great disappointment getting worse each year. To stop me messing about with it any more I'm putting it here so that it stays as a warning. Giacometti advised we should show our worst material rather than hide behind what we might find worthy enough not to be embarrassed.
How To Read Moby Dick
Open the novel and pretend the lamps are the first creatures. Each wick lifts like a rib from Genesis and learns to breathe in. Light separates from light, and what looks like a boarding house becomes a small creation, too domestic for thunder, yet stubborn enough to outlive it. From here the lover is easy. You collect witnesses the way a beach collects weed swell. Job will mutter about scales, Jonah will remeasure direction with his guilt, Psalms will take the swell for a metronome, Isaiah will scold your metaphors until they repent. Then, when the reader is properly staffed with scripture and sloop brain, let Montaigne bring a wicker chair and Rabelais a plate, and notice how everything suddenly consents to be serious while tasting of cider. The learned will ask for authorities and the sea will provide them. Holland’s Plutarch sets the table with moral fibre, practical stools for those who perform courage by habit. Holland’s Pliny provides a cabinet of wonders where the squid already understands rhetoric and the moon plays tide like a stringed instrument. Took’s Lucian smuggles satire aboard, and once aboard it behaves all goony. Meanwhile, Other’s verbal narrative, that dockside Herodotus, reminds you to trust rumour when it keeps the hour. One needs such company because Melville is greedy for fat witnesses. He will accept a scrap of loglover from Spitzbergen as readily as a scholium on Isaiah. He will pin a whale tooth beside a Platonic sentence and demand that both shine with equal clarity. They do, at least for a page. I break down in the night, tears like seeds that scatter themselves and continue to grow when out of sight. What the careful reader neglects is the way women keep placing the lamps. The lover is supposedly a masculine brain, all rope and quarrel and the long bachelor night of voyages. Yet everywhere that counts a woman is quietly arranging the air. She stands in kitchens where oil loses its smoke, in counting rooms where sums remember mercy, in island schools where vowels catch the wind, in pews where a psalm is pronounced so that the sea must listen. She keeps names, binds letters, sells bone without apology, trims the wick when men enlarge their mouths. Observe her as if she were a biblical creature, not Eve to be accused nor Ruth to be praised on cue, but a sovereignty that looks like care. Call her eros if you must. Call her the white whale if you dare. At least admit that heat with no owner crosses from her work into the story and steadies it when the brain forgets itself. Stowe’s Annals gives you a grammar for towns that do not need to pose. Lord Bacon’s Psalms, made of Latin thunder and Tudor brass, teaches you to accept a certain audacity in prayer. Ibid, poor Ibid, the ghost citation that haunts pedants, follows you like a gull and steals bread. King Henry and Hamlet bring presiding tones. One speaks policy as if rows of barrels were arguments, the other learns that thinking is a kind of sea trial. The Faerie Queene stains your eye with allegory until even a rusted boat hook becomes a symbol for moderation. Davenant offers stage carpentry for moonlight and yards. Browne arrives with Of Sperma Ceti and turns head matter into liturgy. He is the physician of clear substance, the saint of refined utility. Read him in a room warmed by oil and you will feel your hands become more articulate. The women remain, partly in view, partly not. They are not sirens and not merely widows. They are arbiters of the inland climate. They run shops that smell of tar and arithmetic. They read a ledger that closes true because lovers need shoes. They conspire with the alphabet, teach a primer to breathe, decide which rumours earn space on a press. They are also erotic, quietly decisive. Not the novelist’s embroidered disaster, not the sentimental governess, but bodies that cause decisions to ripen. A kiss in a lane that teaches a sailor his courage. A hand on a sill that tells a judge what fairness costs this week. A skirt that brushes the ropewalk and the rope learns its manners. If you have ever wondered why the lamps in the lover so often steady by a finger’s breadth without a named cause, it is because these women enter the paragraph by a side door and repair it. Walter’s tale of the Sumer Islands keeps powder dry and memory smoky, while Hobbes’s Leviathan places sovereignty on the deck and calls it necessary. Holy War and Paradise Lost wire the quarterdeck for apocalypse and angelic logistics. Fuller’s Profane and Holy State offers portraits honest enough to live beside a rope maker’s hands. Dryden teaches the city how to count its fires. Edge’s Spitzbergen, Herbert’s Asia and Africa, Schouten’s circumnavigation, and every Greenland that must be approached as if it were a sentence, they all furnish ways to stand at a rail and distinguish chance from current. Sibbald’s Fife and Kinross pushes the land forward to meet the sea and proves that coasts are already negotiations. The Bermudas letter stiffens your back against humidity and misrule, while the New England Primer raises the stern alphabet that will be needed when whales begin to make their case. Captain Cowley, Ulloa, and Cook bring maps that never quite stand still. Uno von Troil hands you aurora in a pocket diary. Jefferson writes his whale memorial as if light were a constitutional promise, and he is right. Burke corrects your awe with proportion, Blackstone trims your enthusiasm for righteous storms with the simply stated claim that roofs are law, which is to say, mercy. Falconer keeps the deck from drowning in adjectives. Cowper returns you to the room where patience survives fashion. John Hunter shows anatomy as an ethics for hands. Paley insists that hinges are sermons if properly heard. Cuvier gives fossils a tone so firm you suspect they are still living. Colnett teaches how a season learns to be lawful. Montgomery supplies antediluvian imagination, a courier between flood and conjecture. Lamb puts a crown on the beast and slyly questions the court that offers it. Macy writes a single island until it becomes a world. Hawthorne makes piety translucent. Cooper teaches the wheel to whisper. Eckermann sits with Goethe and discovers that conversation can be a climate. Owen Chase enters with hunger that does not complain and therefore becomes scripture. Elizabeth Oakes Smith watches Scoresby judge ice with a pencil. Beale replaces superstition with method and refuses to blink. Bennett makes a republic of tools. Browne draws men in ink that remembers laughter. Lay and Hussey, and Tyerman and Bennet, set presses humming in lagoons where the alphabet becomes a civic water. Daniel Webster speaks as if the tide respected cadence. Cheever exhorts with a voice that smells of rope and moral vinegar. Comstock counts casks in a shop that learned justice by weight. McCulloch corrals commerce into definitions that feel like doors. Currents and Whaling teaches that arrows on maps are promises kept by water. The Arctic voyager confesses patience to the floe. The Hobomock account demonstrates that a ship can be taken and retaken without losing its posture. Cruise on a whale boat gives the close work every myth requires. Miriam Coffin arranges a town to the meter of rain. Ribs and Trucks instructs you in how curves survive pressure. Darwin introduces time that edits with kindness. Wharton insists on price and silence. Nantucket sings only what it can keep. Whale Song reveals pressure as music. Now return to the novel and notice what is. The whalemen are not ascetics. Their bodies burn. They remember the particular softness of a neck, the ecstatic whimper of a breast’s dark nipple after a winter bath, the courage living there in such atrocious agonies. In their pockets are notes that would embarrass a preacher. On their tongues are women who stand like piers in their lives. These women arrive at the Spouter Inn without names, steady the landlord’s wife by a nod, unnerve Ishmael because tenderness is better discipline than fear. They are in the sermon, too, in the breath of widows who find their dead useful, placing them in prayers with the precision of a cooper. They are in the squeeze of the hand, because erotic labour moves through pulp and laughter until disgust dissolves and a common warmth remains. Why treat eros as a whiteness rather than a firework? Because the lover does not announce, it insinuates. Because the famous whiteness does double duty. It terrifies when it erases boundaries at sea, then returns to town as clarity, as legible rooms, as time for the body. That is eros, not merely appetite but a light by which care can see. When the chase ends with loss and a whirl that refuses funerals, eros still circulates in the lamps the whale paid for, in the children who continue their alphabet, in the women who set bread and do not apologize for grace that is practical. Consider the quarterdeck. Ahab swears by the ounce of gold and the scratched coin shines like a sacrament. Under that scene Webster rearranges sentences into law, Hobbes tests them for sovereignty, Fuller sketches the moral faces on either side of zeal, while a woman nobody names trims a lamp at home and asks nobody permission to do so. Such is the counterweight. The ship storms outward, the inland room keeps a small republic intact. Melville lets both stand because he wants to remain indecent. The anatomical chapters, which many flee, are the erotic centre, though the lover is too tactful to say so. Hunter opens the head with a reputation for calm. Paley watches the hinge. Browne calls the clear fullness a sacrament. Beale verifies method. The oil that results is not only fuel for trade. It is civil heat, intimate light, and the novel knows it. When men squeeze, friendship becomes a body and bodies discover they were never enemies. That the scene is comic does not make it less sacred. It makes it safer to print. One could be pedantic and ask for chapter and verse. Better to ask for women’s hands. They appear when menus arrive, when debts are forgiven, when young men act like fools and are tolerated because next week they must sail. Old men too. They appear when Lay and Hussey build a press out of patience and bark cloth, when Tyerman drafts a notice in short lines so the wind can carry it to poor readers, when Miriam balances accounts so that a widow may buy weight at cost rather than at shame. They are present when a missionary refuses to scold and chooses to listen, when a shopkeeper places the jawbone carving in the window so a girl can learn hardness. Speak of eros now and do not blush. It is the movement of warmth across a face that has been cold too long. It is the breath from the blowhole touching the cheek of anyone who keeps a lamp by their window. Whiteness behaves like a logic. It is not purity, which withers into boredom, nor annihilation, which is only panic improved. It is a pervasive medium, a field condition under which rooms become legible, ribs remain unbroken, and vows can keep. In the chase it is judgment, unmoved by our lovely words. In town it is civility with a mild temperature. Here is the pleasing paradox. The monster that erases is also the mother of clarity. The lover never settles the account because it is more ethical to leave the problem live. Genesis knew this when it placed light in sequence and kept waters stubborn. Job knew this when the behemoth refused audition. Jonah knew this when his direction corrected itself. Psalms knew it every time it found breath at night. Isaiah knew it when he scolded ornament . Let the humour remain. The novel cannot live in a single tone. Rabelais makes bawdy safe for work. Montaigne gives permission to be wrong for a while without perishing. Browne shows how ornament can be a courtesy when substance would be raw. Hawthorne lends a shade where conscience can cool. The jokes on deck are valves in the lover’s heart. When Stubb talks, wrath lowers its shoulders. When a sailor sings, the sea, which famously does not care, pauses for a moment to listen because rhythm is the only human language it halfway respects. Science is not devout, yet it kneels correctly. Darwin goes ashore to watch barnacles argue and comes back to sea with a kinder vocabulary for change. Scoresby builds a theology of ice in the margin of a map. Bennett writes tools into a constitution. Colnett formalizes patience into routes. Beale removes a false mystery and leaves a truer one standing. These are erotic acts as surely as kisses, because attention is the body’s ongoing pledge to the world. In that sense every bench is a bed, every dissection a fidelity, every entry in a ledger a love letter to an exact thing. By now the bibliography lives in your wrist. The scriptures have turned the lamps into instruments, the jurists have kept roofs above your head, the travelers have widened your appetite for particulars, the anatomists have trained your tenderness to avoid lies, the merchants have taught your admiration for storms to serve a loaf, the poets have kept your hunger within meter, the islanders have printed a small republic one sheet at a time. Even the pedants, bless them, have been placated by names and dates long enough to let the page breathe. A last suggestion for how to reread. Change the music under each chapter. If the Spouter Inn stood beside Genesis and Rabelais last time, let it stand beside Blackstone and Hawthorne next time. If the quarterdeck was framed by Milton and Webster, try Fuller and Stowe. Read the try works with Hunter and Browne, then with Currents and McCulloch, then with a woman you love trimming a wick in your peripheral memory. The chapters do not move. Your lamp learns to. There is a corridor in the lover. No architecture marks it. It runs from the first inn to the last wave and continues into a thousand kitchens and shops. Along it moves a warmth with no owner. It crosses faces in boats, persuades lanthorns to be brave, enters towns and steadies flames by a finger’s width, visits schools where a girl reads a perfect line and a boy does not cough, stands in a counting room where a small debt is forgiven, turns in a bedroom where a woman lets the sheet cool and then warms it again with her knee, touches the hands of men at sea who pretend not to notice they have been comforted. Call it eros if you like. Call it whiteness if you must. Call it the whale. The name does not improve the fact. Now shut the anthology in your head and open the novel. Do not be in a hurry. Let a lamp come to full height on the page. Listen for Job’s refusal and Jonah’s correction, for Psalms in the line and Isaiah in the smoke. Let Plutarch weigh Stubb, let Pliny nod at a curious tide, let Lucian grin in the ropes, let Montaigne shrug us into prudence, let Rabelais feed us, let Browne bless the clear substance, let Hobbes remind us to be civil even about madness, let Milton place horizon where it belongs at the front of your mind, let Fuller point out which portrait resembles you today. Keep the travel writers beside you so that every latitude will seem like a sentence. Keep Paley and Hunter for the bench work, Beale and Bennett for tools, Browne for ink, Lay and Hussey for letters, Tyerman for notices that do not scold, Webster for cadence that teaches breath to stand up straight, Cheever for the stern reminder that cups should be set down at the right hour, Comstock for a shop where totals refuse theatrics, McCulloch for a term that learns to be honest, Currents for the arrows no storm erases, Arctic patience for the inches gained, Hobomock for rooms retaken without noise, the whale boat for the close work, Miriam for the town, ribs and trucks for the curve that does not break, Darwin for time, Wharton for price, Nantucket for chorus, and the last song for the pressure that means tenderness. Read one page. If your face warms, let it. If your hands remember someone else’s hands, let them. The novel is not a puzzle and not a sermon. It is an arrangement of hours in which civility survives brain. The women will keep returning with the lamps. The men will keep departing with their long, coarse courage. The whale will keep writing its law on the surface and refusing to comment. You will keep learning how to breathe in rooms you did not know were yours. And that is how to read it, and how to write it again by reading it the way light reads a room. So this is the lover, again. Call me if you like, and a name is only an oar laid across water. Imagine that. The story begins where light learns civility in spit and sperm. A room in New Bedford, a table with a lamp that stands up as if remembering a first day in Genesis. The wick is a rib. It divides the dark without anger but nevertheless can’t help but prick. Outside, winter presses its face to the panes and finds its reflection corrected, screaming, devastated by its interior witness. Inside, the air acquires a slower grammar. I arrived there to get well, or to let the sea finish an argument it had started with me when I was a child standing at a rail. The city breathed a mixture of brine and arithmetic. Women carried baskets with an exact strength, as if their hands had signed a compact with the hour. Men walked with the inward tilt of a creature that remembers masts even when facing bread. The harbour kept its law, tide upon tide, and the lamps along the street offered a mild theology that needed no sermon. The Spouter Inn held a painting that was a brain forecast written by God without apology. A chaos of gray muscles, a white eruption, a boat the size of a mouth. I sat to stew in awe and was interrupted by a body that moved like a sentence with no wasted words. She crossed the room with a tray and set down cups without making a sound. Her dress smelled faintly of oil and starch. The room had been arranged by women, though the talk thought otherwise. I ate with an obedience I had not practiced in years. The landlord’s voice was wind across a field of bottles. The night grew practical. A stranger of sable skin and careful tattoos came to share the bed, and the scene that should have produced a riot in a smaller soul produced only the strange peace of adoption. We spoke little. We slept with the ease of tools that had found their hook. The lamp stood in its clear circle and did not blink. Sunday brought Jonah’s parable in timber and salt. The chapel gathered grief as a harvest. Widows sat with accounts that had learned patience. A preacher raised the lover and read with the clipped generosity of someone who had buried too many boys to lie to any mother. Jonah was not about disobedience to a God who loved a straight line. Jonah was about a direction that tries to escape its own meaning and is returned without malice but probably mad. While he spoke, I watched the lamps along the walls. The wicks were trimmed by a woman whose hair had learned the salt air. She moved with the authority of someone who had once held smoke. She steadied the congregation rolling between her legs and listened better. Afterward I signed on the Pequod because the ship looked like work and because the lamps kept their posture when I passed her by. The yard smelled of tar and oakum and coffee that had been boiled until it learned compliance. At the counter a man named Comstock counted casks and trued coins. He had the mercy of a precise hand. Behind him a carving of a jawbone ship sat in a window and retaught hardness how to be useful. A woman came in to buy a line for a boy who would go as boatsteerer. She tested the rope with a calm that made the clerk forget profit for a breath. There was an understanding between them that did not require courtship. The ledger closed true. If the world were only brain and men, I would have turned monk and finished quickly. The world contains other sovereignties. They keep houses. They run presses under breadfruit trees. They rule shops with a glance that measures a pound without putting it on the scale. They place lamps in the right place at dusk. Their bodies have heat that crosses to a man’s face without permission and corrects his thought. When I say eros I do not mean a pantomime of appetite. I mean the mild flame that enters rooms and asks them to be better. Call it whiteness if the word helps, though that word has already been burdened with too many sermons. Call it the whale if you enjoy risking your sleep. We sailed at a polite dawn. The water finished its handshake with the keel and we entered the civic empire of currents. The Gulf Stream traveled like a patient senator, the Labrador returned with a cold memory that taught moderation. Along the seam of two waters something moved without haste, as if a large vow were practicing. The deck learned a politics of order. Ahab was not on deck. He arrived like a verdict that refused to slam its gavel. He stood and the spars remembered how to hold still. He spoke once, and gold lit the air, not as glory, more like a coin that remembered the warmth of a pocket. He swore us to a pursuit that sounded like justice if you listened from the right angle. From the wrong angle it was a prayer without humility. Webster could have argued the case for a day, and Hobbes would have asked for a chair with arms. At noon the crew settled to their stations and made of the ship a city that walked. Stubb joked with a voice that saved lives, Flask proved that small men measure well, Starbuck kept his soul like a polished tool, and Queequeg ran palm over rope until the rope confessed friendship. The women were present in the work by their absence in the talk. Their cooking kept our blood. Their letters turned the mess table into a courtroom where appetite apologized. Their long approvals and refusals waited inside every packet a man pressed into his shirt. I saw a sailor stand longer at the rail because he remembered a wrist that had steadied a cup while a storm attempted philosophy. Plutarch watched from the topgallant yard with tasteful approval. Pliny nodded at a moon that lifted tidelines like scripture. Lucian grinned in a coil of line and did no harm. Montaigne sat on a bitt and defined the essay as a harpoon practice. Rabelais taught the cook how to season a pot with laughter. Stowe would have written the minutes kindly had she been on board. Browne blessed the clear substance he would one day see in pots that roar like sanctified thunder. Dryden counted the sparks like an honest historian of fire. Edge and Scoresby made ice into a school. Sibbald walked with a map folded under his ribs. Stafford’s letter reached us in a dusk where the air tasted of lime and law. The first lowering was a grammar lesson. The animal rose as if the ocean had remembered a syllable it needed to complete a thought. The breath climbed. Warm. A column that corrected the air. The oars took the old meter. Irons spoke their simple yes. The line sang. The tub smoked. Our ribs learned to read speed. The lance went in where patience told it to. Silence came down as if folding a blanket with the care of a mother who finally had a minute to herself. The oil lifted like a second water. We named tools because names of men were not steady yet. Back aboard, the tryworks began their red sermon and the ship accepted the sermon like a parish that has learned to love its priest by knowing his faults. The head matters required a bench and a mind that could refuse panic. John Hunter would have approved our calm. Paley would have blessed our hinges. Cuvier would have sketched extinction on the air with a finger and asked nothing cruel. Browne would have pronounced a liturgy without Latin. Beale would have taken notes with plain joy. While we worked I remembered rooms where women trimmed wicks to draw the smoke away from a child’s throat. Those rooms were not in the lover according to men who think the sea is only for men. The lover included those rooms and had always done so. When we strained the clear substance, I thought of a girl in a school reading the New England alphabet under a wind that liked to tease paper. I thought of a woman adding columns with a pencil chewed down to honesty. I thought of a name on a letter pressed to a chest. Erotic, yes, because it made blood choose mercy. We made ports where rumour had learned to eat fruit. Lay and Hussey arranged a press that printed decency in short lines. Tyerman posted a notice about nets that remembered justice. The wind read the notice aloud for those who could not. Women taught vowels to cooperate. Children learned to pronounce yes without fear. In a chapel that smelled of bark cloth and cocoanut oil, a psalm found the right meter for a reef that did not often forgive. Outside the pass a pale breadth turned and the lagoon paused, as if the island had been visited by a thought it would keep for years without telling. On other coasts trade made its case. McCulloch would have approved the accuracy of our terms. Comstock would have refused to cheat a widowed buyer and slept better. Cheever scolded us about cups and knives and was correct. Daniel Webster spoke to a pier piled with timber as if it were a jury. He asked the law to be fair where it meets the sea. He kept his coat on in the wind. I stood and listened and thought that cadence is a gift the tide respects. Storms rehearsed and performed. The ship bowed the way a proud man bows when an old aunt insists. Milton placed a horizon around us and removed ornament with a clean blade. Burke shamefaced my awe until I learned proportion. Cooper met the wheel and whispered until it answered correctly. Fuller pointed out which face in the crew resembled me too closely and asked for the small amendment that saves a life. At night, under the click in the skull that announces pressure, Whale Song wrapped the hull with a belt of sound that was also touch. The lanterns remembered their job and widened their circles by a little without show. Between voyages I fell in love twice. Not with pageants. With women who had the courage of ledgers and a mouth that refused to scold when silence would do better. One ran a shop where the floor kept time with the sea. She raised her head when I entered and I felt the day take a breath. We walked together to the end of a ropewalk. She spoke of price, then of a cousin whose child had learned letters by a candle she had paid for with bone. She touched my wrist with one cool finger and asked that my ship be punctual at dawn. I loved her because she honoured time. Another kept a school where boys were taught to break bread with their grief and girls were taught to look at men as if men were not the centre of anything. She let me hold an ink stained primer and told me that fish listen to short lines better than long ones. I loved her because she believed in air. The white whale kept its jurisdiction. It rose at a distance at noon. It wrote a curved law on water in the presence of men who had learned not to bow to any man. Ahab set himself to repeal that law. He did it with all the proud intelligence at his command. He quoted scripture and tragedy and commerce and could have won any court except the one that matters. His mind had been trained by lovers and storms, and if he had turned its jurisprudence to the keeping of rooms he would have been a saint. Instead he placed his whole faculty in the service of a wound that never closed. Starbuck argued from prudence and was no match for fever. Stubb joked from kindness and was no match for zeal. Queequeg prepared his raft with the competence of an exemplar in Plutarch and nearly became my salvation by that. In a calm that smelled of limes, the crew squeezed hands inside amber. Erotic labour blessed every knuckle. The men laughed and the ship remembered that laughter is a harness. The oil grew clear as a thought that has finally chosen the right sentence. In that hour I believed the lover might become only an inventory of mercies. It was not to be. The captain hammered his will across water. The horizon turned to iron. The animal accepted the provocation with none of the heat we brought to it. It spoke with the voice of a system. It erased. We followed. The chase declared its form. It could not be reformed. Before the end, nights brought dreams that were simply honest. Women walked them without shame. One came into my cabin without sound and stood by the lamp, watching it as if she had been appointed. She did not look at me. She reached out and steadied the flame by a finger’s width. She left. I woke and the lamp held its shape. I took this as a gift and said nothing in the morning. Another dream gave me a girl in a school on an island. She held a slate and wrote the letter that begins mercy without knowing what she had done. Outside the pass, a pallid ridge traveled. The lagoon changed its mind by a degree and accepted a lesson no man had taught. We saw the animal fully on a day so simple the deck blushed. It rose and went forward. It turned and came back. It fulfilled a geometry. It had all the majesty of a court that has never known scandal. It had all the kindness of a fact. We cast and were drawn. We cut and were cut. Miltons unrolled in the mouth. Jobs muttered in the blood. No sermon could be preached to that situation that did not make the congregation laugh without humour. The sea took what lay loose and returned what had learned to hold. The ship wrote a paragraph with its last air. The last word belonged to a silence that did not hate us. I cannot improve upon the whirl. It folded us with the courtesy of a napkin on a table cleared for the next meal. When I rose among casks and night I discovered that the world had continued. A plank remembered me. A current knew the route. I was carried out of the jurisdiction of spectacle and deposited in the province of small work. A woman found me later with a bowl of soup. She held it not as a nurse but as a magistrate who understands that hunger must be negotiated. I ate and regained my correct mass. There is an afterward that refuses to be printed. Lamps in towns we never saw stood stiller. A widow counted and found her breath lengthen. A child read without coughing. On an atoll a notice was printed with lines so short that the wind obeyed. In a shop a clerk forgave a small debt because the figures behaved and he could afford kindness. On a ropewalk a woman walked past and the rope forgot to snarl. The whales sank and rose and wrote their sentences on water without filing for copyright. I kept company with Darwin for a season and learned that change can be coaxed out of a barnacle by sheer fidelity. I read Paley and forgave his watch because he loved its hinge. I looked at bones with Cuvier’s appetite and tried not to become cruel. I sat with Bennett and learned to respect tools as citizens. I stood by Comstock and watched him close a ledger like a prayer. I listened to Webster and became a little more polite. I schemed with Miriam Coffin and understood that commerce is the art of keeping grief from spoiling the bread. I walked the island with Macy’s plain lover and learned that a town that seats its lamps correctly can outlast a dozen tempests of fame. I laughed with Browne’s ink at the foibles of men who would otherwise have stabbed each other for want of laughter. Sometimes I returned in thought to Queequeg and his calm. He had carved his coffin into a grammar that would carry a man through water. He understood pressure and accepted instruction from it. I considered Ahab and wished he had sat one evening with a woman who knew how to tell a story that ends at the proper time. I considered Starbuck and wished he had a friend who would take his sorrow out for a walk that lasted until grief grew bored. I considered Stubb and thanked him for keeping the ship human. I considered the lamps and acknowledged that their steadiness had always been the protagonist. There are those who read the lover and fail to detect any heat except the friction between pride and fate. They are to be forgiven. They were raised by an education that smuggled shame into appetite. Let them sit for a time in a kitchen where a woman measures flour with a hand that never lies. Let them help print a notice in a school where a girl sets vowels on a clean line and enjoys them without fear. Let them carry a cask through a shop where a man has decided not to pocket the ounce he could have taken. Let them watch a lamp take air on its small schedule and hold fast. They will begin to suspect that eros is not spectacle. It is a warm clarity that enters every room the whale passes and leaves behind an ability to see. If I were to write a final instruction, I would write it on the inside of a door rather than on any page. It would say, place the lamp first. Read by that light. Learn to count with mercy. Believe rumour only when it is generous. Let scripture teach breath. Let travel teach patience. Let science teach tenderness. Let trade teach proportion. Let women arrange the air. Pursue nothing that insults the room where a child learns her alphabet. When the white breadth rises at the bar, nod. When it goes, get on with the evening. When grief comes, allow it exact time and exact bread. When laughter insists, seat it near the knives. When work demands, give it your hands and keep your manner. The sea will offer law. Accept it when it helps the roof and argue with it when it flatters pride. The lover will remain what it was, a corridor in which warmth without owner passes through faces and glass and refuses to be thanked. The whale will continue to write a curved line under the stars. The lamps will continue to read that line and decide to stand still. If you must rename the animal to sleep, call her love. If you must keep the old name to be brave, call her what the crew called her and then keep your voice low. Either way, the rooms will hold and the day will be legible.
Whale (A prose poem)
Preface
In the beginning there is not light but someone listening. The sea is a syllable that does not end. A mouth opens in the dark and what it says is whale. The word rises in the formless waters and floats like a lung. I stand where the firmament should divide waters from waters and the division fails. Leviathan breathes. The breath is a planet. I accept that creation was merely the rippling of an eyelid. The garden is a cove, unmade and remade by tides that never consult the sun. A fig leaf lifts and is a fin. Adam leans toward the pool and meets a pupil that is older than the garden. Eve tastes not an apple but the oil that sweats from the head of the sea. Knowledge is a blubber fire that burns without flame. The serpent threads itself through a baleen comb. Innocence has teeth. We do not leave Eden. We are exhaled from it, like spray. A flood approaches before the rain. Animals enter a hollow rib that has already crossed the waters many times. The ark is a Jonah reverse, a belly that swallows the storm. The whale, immense and interior, lies still as a hill and lets the hill float. Noah counts days on the inside skin. Each day is a notch in cartilage. Each night is a hymn without subject. The world ends and begins in the same baleen, a curtain through which nothing passes but the smallest light. Job calls from the ash, asking for measure. The answer is a bulk that cannot be fathomed because it is the fathom. Where were you when the sea chewed the moon to milk. Behemoth is land that wants water. Leviathan is water that wants a throat. The hook is a question mark that cannot puncture a sentence this large. Job is given the mercy of proportion and it frightens him. Jonah is a vowel that falls into a cavern and becomes a choir. The walls breathe. He kneels on the tongue’s slick floor and prays to the god who is also the darkness. For three days he is a second womb and a library. On the shelves are voyages yet unwritten. Montaigne’s hesitation. Rabelais’s sailcloth laughter. Browne’s amber sentences describing a head filled with oil and galaxies. He reads by the phosphorescence of digestion. He promises to speak. The belly opens like a door and the prophet is a candle briefly visible on the beach. Kings make speeches to winds that refuse allegiance. Hamlet sees the cloud shaped as a whale and hears in it the father’s hoarse instruction. The Fairie Queen swims in armour. Davenant sets a stage where the ocean is the curtain that never rises. Hobbes names a lover after the ungovernable and believes himself safer for it. The Holy War is only a foam line. Paradise is not lost but submerged and therefore inaudible. Fuller divides the profane from the holy with the flat of a blade, yet both sides come away wet. Dryden counts disasters like beads. Edge and Herbert write islands that winter keeps. Schouten solves the circle by walking it. Greenland is a white thought that refuses to warm. Sibbald’s Fife is a spit of land gnawed by a precise mouth. Stafford writes a letter from Bermudas where every sentence is a palm frond and the margin a reef. The Primer recites, In Adam’s fall we sinned all, and a calf of whale vomit shines in the schoolroom like a moon brought to heel. Cowley’s globe is a looped rope. Ulloa’s South America slides under the keel like a reptile asleep. The Lock is raped by combs of ivory teeth. Goldsmith tallies the cost of light poured from a liver. Cook draws a map that is also a scar. Uno von Troil writes to banks of ice that answer with polite silence. Solander files the snow by species. Jefferson memorialises a whale to the French, as if an embassy could be sent to appetite. Burke measures the sublime and forgets it is already measuring him. Blackstone asks how law can hold a creature that will not sign its name. Falconer’s shipwreck is a psalm to splinters. Cowper listens to harpoons singing their straight notes. Hunter dissects a giant as if it were a cathedral finally consenting to be read. Each organ is a chapel. The spermaceti is a thought that refused to rot. Paley finds a watch in the dark and does not notice it beats like a heart torn from the sea. Cuvier arranges bones into futures. Colnett extends a fishery the way a shadow extends a body. The world before the flood lies just under the tide line, patient as a bruise. Lamb crowns the whale in triumph and the crown is made of hooks. Macy writes history by the light that smokes. Hawthorne tells twice because once never holds. Cooper pilots through the alphabet of waves, the letters breaking and rejoining like schools. Goethe listens as Eckermann empties his pockets of small oceans. Owen Chase keeps in his skull a sudden hole shaped like a white head. Elizabeth Oakes Smith walks the strand and cannot decide which is more tender, the calf or the knife. Scoresby names winds like children. Beale writes a lover that sweats. Bennett goes round the globe and discovers it is only another kind of inside. Browne etches the cruise onto a plate that will never dry. Lay and Hussey sound like a prayer. Tyerman and Bennet catalogue mercies that resemble exports. Webster stands up in a room while the sea moves the floor. Cheever’s sermons drip salt. Comstock counts casks as if counting were a penance. McCulloch defines value and accidently includes the moon. Currents are paragraphs that refuse to end. Tales of the Voyager stack nights like crates. A newspaper prints the taking and retaking of the Hobomock and the ink spreads like oil across the page. A cruise on a whale boat is a sentence without commas, the oars the only punctuation. Miriam Coffin sells futures to widows and the future buys her back. Ribs and trucks are a grammar of bone and leverage. Darwin walks the deck and the deck walks him. Naturalist is another word for pilgrim. Wharton kills a whale and the echo kills him. The Nantucket song thins the air to a whistle. The whale song thickens it again until breath becomes a liquid and the lungs are compelled to swim. I dream an index that eats its entries. Genesis is first and also last. The alphabet becomes circular the way a horizon is. In that ring the whale sleeps with an open eye. Commerce is a delicate machine lowered into the deep to ask for a favour. Theology is a net that catches only its own knots. Law is a ledger that keeps a single number, the weight that will not balance. Poetry is the spill that cannot be mopped, a sheen over all sight. Sometimes the whale rises under a chapel and lifts the nave a little and everyone believes they are raptured. Sometimes it rises under a courtroom and the scales tilt and the judge weeps because the decision was always underneath him. Sometimes it rises under a theatre and the tragedy becomes an anatomy lesson and the audience leaves oiled and speechless. Sometimes it rises under a schoolhouse and the children learn to write their names in steam. If God rested, it was on the surface of this animal, which is not an animal but a field of interiority made visible. To touch it is to touch the thought that precedes touch. We harpoon in order to pronounce, and what we land is a question that keeps bleeding. We boil to make lamps and the lamps reveal what boiling cannot simplify. In the end there is not light but listening again. The sea returns to its first syllable. The word is still whale. The mouth closes. The dream does not end.
Job The ash heap buried before language. Job sits in the margin. The letters around him are insects, then stars, then small scales from the throat of a great creature that sleeps beneath the city. His friends arrive like footnotes that correct the wind. They carry reasons in jars and the reasons rattle like pebbles. Each jar is labelled with a law older than salt. They urge him to accept proportion. He answers with a torn garment of silence. Night comes up through the soil. It is not the end of day. It is the underside of day made visible. The moon lowers its face to the cistern and drinks until the water remembers its first shape. Job rubs his body with shards of pot and every shard is a mirror. He multiplies himself into a parliament of grief. A child of dust speaks for him and declares that the world is a kiln, and the human heart is the vessel that always cracks on firing. The others applaud as if a verdict had been read. Then the sea lifts its eyelid. Not far from the dump there is a plain of shallow brine where past visions come to be descaled. A fin writes a line through the moonlight. The line is a sentence that no alphabet admits. Job reads it anyway. He reads with his skin. A hidden ribcage heaves, big as a town with a bell in it. The bell is a lung. It tolls for nothing and therefore for all things. A whirlwind forms with the neatness of a law. It is a throat clearing itself. It gathers the ash, and the ash willingly becomes scripture. The voice within is neither thunder nor speech. It is measurement refusing to be small. Where were you when the first nail was driven into the floor of the sea. Where were you when the doors were fitted to morning and evening. Job answers with the only truth he has, which is his absence from all great beginnings. He says I was a smudge on the margin. The whirlwind laughs without moving. It shows him storehouses cut into the cold. Rooms full of snow that wait like conscripts. A clamp for the Pleiades, a key for Orion, a loose bridle for the wild ass. It shows him the ostrich mislaying her eggs in warm sand because forgetfulness is a sacrament. It shows him the horse trembling with war that has not yet been declared. It shows him the raven whose chicks cry to the sky and are fed from an arithmetic Job cannot learn. None of this relieves him, yet his breath begins to rhyme with the brain. The great beasts arrive in order, as if summoned by a catalogue. First Behemoth, a hill that grazes. Its bones are the rafters of long houses. Its belly is an archive of quiet. Rivers present themselves to its mouth and are not noticed. Job is invited to take a reed and measure the thigh, but the reed grows soft. He counts to ten and the number refuses to stop. Behemoth turns its eye, which is a shallow sea with its own tide. In that tide a boat rocks, rigged with human conjecture. The sail is scripture sewn from linen and good will. It hangs clean and useless. Then the water tightens. From beneath the mirror a furnace opens. The whale that is also dragon that is also lawless governance rises by increments like a long thought climbing a spine. Its back is a library of shields none of which can be opened. Sparks move in its throat with the serenity of a forge at prayer. It sneezes and the air becomes a chapel of pearls. It makes the deep boil like a pot and the pot is the world and we are all the scum that insists on being named. Job does not run. He surrenders to scale. Can you hook it. The question arrives dressed as iron. The hook descends. The line sings. The sea replies by becoming thicker than history. The hook beds in the laugh of an impossible lip. The line is drawn straight and the straightness is an accusation against all curved things. Men on the shore compose laws around this straightness. They declare that a creature thus taken is already justice. Leviathan continues to breathe. The breath is hotter than truth. The line smokes and the smoke writes psalms on the wind. Job enters the water to read them. His friends cry out that he is mad. He knows that sanity is the husk of a fruit already eaten. He swims until the ash washes from him and his skin is a new tablet. The whale rolls, revealing a country of scars. On that country he reads the minutes of every court that ever sat to weigh pain. The writing loops and overlaps. It cannot be copied. When he touches a line it ceases to mean and becomes merely warm. The voice, still in the whirlwind, asks him about architecture. Who taught the hawk the south. Who freshed the lion’s young with meat they did not earn. Who set the sea its cradle and then tied a ribbon to the waves so that children might laugh. Job answers with an apology for existing, which is all the architecture he has. The voice is pleased and annoyed. It has no furniture for pity. The whale regards him with the patience of a mountain. To be looked at by such a thing is to become geographical. Job feels himself divided into gulfs and shoals. He becomes a coast. He becomes a cliff thrown down from the laughter of God. He becomes a harbour without names. The whale breathes and the coast is fog. Inside the fog a theatre opens and stages his earlier life. He sees himself rich in camels and supposition. He sees the messenger galloping with burnt news. He sees the house falling on his children and the silence that followed, the clean white silence that dared to be beautiful. He steps back from the stage and the fog pours itself into the whale’s nostril. The theatre collapses into a wet smell. Job discovers his teeth. He finds, with scientific precision, that they are thin as a margin. By the skin of my teeth, he says, and the phrase becomes a bridge over nothing. He walks the bridge and arrives where the hook enters the mouth. There hangs a hallway of metal questions. He places his hand upon them and they ring like glass. He places his head against the iron and hears in it the old poems that thought the sea could be domesticated. The friends on the shore continue their ministry of jars. They have found new reasons and the reasons are brighter. One speaks of algebra. Another of brain. Another of the moral leverage of consequence. Their words reach the water and float for a moment like petals. Then the boil of the deep takes them and they become broth for the larger appetite. The friends, not seeing this, believe they have ministered well. They ask for God to endorse their minutes. The voice turns, and a softness enters the cyclone like a seed. It informs the friends that they have translated the wind into small coins and spent it on vanity. They are told to ask the man of sores to pray for them because he, who answered nothing, has understood the size of the question. Job, who has no coin left, pays with his breath. The breath spreads and calms the local brain. A heron steps into the margin and writes a narrow letter with its ankle. The whale sounds. The water closes as if nothing immense had ever used it for a door. The hook is left hanging from a sky that does not care for iron. Job climbs back to the heap that knew him. He sits and the shards around him shine without judgement. The friends hand him their last jars and he fills them with a silence that is finally not a wound. The silence matures. It oils everything that once caught. In the morning a caravan assembles from nowhere. Sisters he had forgotten arrive with bracelets. Brothers too, each carrying a small share of unaccountable blessing. The animals return, now numerous beyond arithmetic. The loverkeepers lay out their stones and try to count and the stones slide back into the sand to cool. Now that he owns again, Job understands that ownership is only a way of measuring the time between breaths. He accepts this without pride. At evening he walks to the brine plain where the moon rehearses its descent. The sea behaves as if innocent. He kneels and presses his ear to the wet. Beneath the skin he hears a machinery, slow and tender. It is not the churn of teeth, not the clack of armour, not even the bellows of an enormous heart. It is the sound of patience learning to speak. He says amen to it, which is a small word that means I have heard something larger speak for me. The whirlwind breaks apart respectfully. It becomes a brain we can live under. The snow stays in its room until called. The constellations loosen like hair at night. The ostrich forgets beautifully. The horse discovers battles of grass and indulges them. Behemoth sleeps on its own back. As for Leviathan, it keeps the deep sweet by stirring it with disdain. From time to time it rises under a city and lifts it a little, and everyone believes they have been judged when in truth they have only been reminded that the floor moves. Job sleeps. His dream is a ledger in which every debt is rewritten as a tide, and every tide is forgiven by the shore it scratches. When he wakes, the scar on the sand is a hymn. He reads it aloud to the morning and the syllables turn to birds. They rise toward a sky that remembers each feather because remembering is its nature. Somewhere far below, the great creature turns and offers its cold forehead to the tree of light, as if asking to be named again. The name arrives in the old accent that began the world. It is not hook or law or profit. It is simply breath.
Nineveh The city is a mouth that never closes. It pronounces Nineveh all day until the name fills with heat and shadows, and still it chews, solemn as loom. I am asked to carry a word into that mouth. The word is small and sharp and burns the hand. I wrap it in silence and try to leave by water. Tarshish is a rumour disguised as a destination. The ship at Joppa is a plank stretched over an idea. I pay for escape with coins that sweat. The sailors nod, are men who have seen many forms of fear and prefer the ordinary ones. We push off. The shoreline folds up a letter that will not be read. Night arrives in a closed eye. Beneath us, a chest opens. Storm comes out smiling with too many teeth. The sky lifts and drops its hem again and again, like a widow deciding how much leg shows grief. Her thigh is a sentence that keeps changing tense. The sailors pray to their household gods, tidy little hearths they carry in their throats. I pray to sleep, which is the only god that knows me. It refuses me to my face. Fuck off then. The lots are thrown and all the pebbles point to my name as if they were iron filings and me a stubborn magnet. Who are you, they ask, and what have you done to make the brain remember your birth. I tell them I belong to the off key voice that invented dry land as a joke. Throw me, I say, and the sea will stop gnawing the hull. They try ropes and repentance first, because men hate simple solutions when a complicated misery will do. The ropes turn to water in their hands. The repentance falls through the planks like coins in a dream. They lift me. I bless them with a nod, the only liturgy I own, and they give me to the mouth below. I am bleeding down. So much blood. Black and colossal like a flood. The first touch of the sea is a forgiveness colder than law. It closes over my head without curiosity. I fall past the blue windows where the drowned look out, their hair like very polite weeds. A city of silence grows lighter as I descend, then goes out. When I am almost finished, the dream that has been following me all my life reaches me at last and becomes flesh. The whale is not a fish, not a cave, not a coffin; it is an argument about measure. It opens and the world narrows to a doorway. Inside is evening without horizon. The floor breathes. Ribs rise and fall like patient gates. I am carried forward through corridors of salt thought. The stomach sings a low psalm that knows my first name and has no use for my family name. I kneel because there is nothing else to do when a cathedral grows around you of its own appetite. I pray. The prayer is not words. It is a slow fire, and the smoke is gratitude. I am lifted on a wave that never breaks. There is a lover in here, bound in slick black, and when I open it I am reading my disobedience like a tide table. Beside it sits a lamp of spermaceti that no one lit. Around the lamp are saints who smell of rope and tar, men who learned theology from the brain and arithmetic from the price of oil. Job enters without knocking, still granular with ash; he does not lecture. A king in armour of question marks tilts his visor. A queen with a sea’s diadem looks for a mirror and finds only my eyes. Someone has misplaced a garden. We share it, pit by pit, fruit too luminous to eat. We don’t fuck. I sleep and wake with no change in the darkness. Time is a spine bending and unbending. Sometimes the ceiling lowers until my thought flattens to a scale. Sometimes the ceiling lifts and I become a tower with bells in my chest. I hear Nineveh breathing on the far shore of the whale, the way one hears a city through a wall at night: cooking, weeping, bargaining, the small bravado of loneliness. I promise the darkness that I will speak the burning word when the world is renewed. The darkness accepts my promise like an IOU written on skin. On the third day the whale takes a great instruction and obeys. The throat becomes a road. The road becomes a slo-mo cannon. I am shot into daylight wearing the smell of origin. The beach receives me with an old tenderness, as if I am a child who has returned from running too far, you know, the one who runs and runs and runs and runs. Sand clings to that story. The gulls circle to read it aloud. Nineveh stands up at my approach like a beast that slept too many centuries. I enter. The streets are ropes stretched between debts. The houses are ovens testing the faith of dough. I call out the small sharp word, the one that burned my hand. I do not make it fancy. I do not add oil. I say it until my mouth is salt. It goes into the people like a nail that refuses to stop at wood. Kings crouch in sackcloth, their crowns like overturned cauldrons. Animals fast with the gravity of saints. The city listens all at once the way the sea listens when a moon commands it. All the sky is covered in blood. The threat softens. Mercy, that vast animal with the enormous back, kneels in the square and offers itself as transport. Everyone climbs on without asking its destination. I watch and feel the familiar heat rise in my gut. I have practised catastrophe and they have replied with gratitude. I cannot carry both at once. I flee to the edge of the city where heat stands vertical and righteous men boil in their certainties. There a plant is thrown up by the night like a kindly lie. Its shade is a second skin. Under it I compose a psalm of small vindications. Morning ripens. Then a worm arrives, precise as all the scholars I know. It reads the plant to its root and leaves a punctuation mark in the dust. The sun puts its hand on my head and holds it there. An east wind unbuttons the day but it feels ominous like a rape. I ask to be subtracted from the world with the clean stroke that ends a sum. The request goes nowhere. A voice moves through the light without disturbing it. Do you do well to burn? Do you do well to be particular about your grief when a city has learned to breathe more slowly? The question becomes a mirror and in it I am two men: one who wants the great fish to be a gallows, and one who wants the world to keep its breath. The two men argue until they laugh. This is how to understand my laughter, my jokes, my humour. You often think it’s off key somehow. Well now you know. The voice says nothing more. The plant is gone. The shade remains for a moment like a memory of obedience, then folds into the heat. I walk back to the shore. The whale travels just under the surface, a continent that chooses its own maps. Sometimes it rises beneath a market and lifts the coins into a brief constellation. Sometimes it rises beneath a court and the scale tilts toward the side nobody weighed. Sometimes it rises beneath a nursery and the lullaby takes on the tone of geology. Sometimes it rises beneath me and the old room returns, damp and absolute. I smell its lamp. I taste its alphabet of oils. I hear the ribs speak in a language made of doors. I think then of the sailors who threw me. They must tell the story as a caution against paying passage to prophets. They must say the storm addressed them by name, and that a man tastes lighter than a cargo of resin. They must keep a small altar for a god who unknots ropes with wind. I bless them again, here where no one sees, with the nod that is my only talent. The sea accepts the blessing and stores it with the others in its deep museum. Nineveh begins to live as if rescued, which is to say it forgets magnificently. Children chase a hoop of sun along the wall. A butcher hangs up his knives like a mobile of moons. The king allows his crown to tarnish a little in public. The animals relapse into appetite with an innocence that could legislate for nations. From a balcony a woman pours water into a clay bowl, and for a heartbeat the water decides to be a mirror. In it I see the whale’s eye, a planet with brain. It blinks. The city keeps breathing. At night I compose a final prayer, not to be answered but to be stored where answers ferment. Maybe drunk by then I thank the deep for its patience, for the lamp that burned without witness, for the hymn that did not require my lips or cock. I forgive my anger because it is young. I ask to be used again, but only if the command is strange. A moth walks the rim of my bowl and looks like a scribe who forgot his ink. I sleep. In the morning, tar lies in curls on the beach like black fruit skins. Nets glisten, dripping their square logic. A boy draws a whale in the wet sand with a stick, then adds a door to its side. He opens the door and walks in. His friends follow, laughing. The tide comes and approves their architecture. I watch until the doorway fills with shine and erases itself, which is the sea’s favourite craft. I whisper the burning word one last time. It is smaller now, it fits the mouth easily. It does not scorch. It tastes of her breath. Somewhere far off, beneath a country of reefs, the great creature tilts and rests its head on the pillar that holds up the horizon. It is listening to the city. It does not love us, which is our salvation. It loves the pressure of depths and the way light behaves when swallowed. It keeps the world mixed by moving slowly through it, a law without code. Sometimes I think the voice rides inside it, not as a rider but as brain rides inside a season. When I think this, I am not afraid. I am only a man who has been inside a syllable and come out carrying its echo. Nineveh keeps breathing. The plant returns in another place, shading someone I will never meet. The worm studies other roots, a kind and necessary scholar. The wind grows ethical and then forgets. I stand with my feet in the skim of the tide and rehearse the distance between command and reply. It remains the length of a whale’s throat. I accept this. I accept that salvation sometimes smells like a harbour after rain. I accept that refusal too is a kind of prayer, and that the answer is enormous and indifferent and full of rooms.
Song The song begins in the throat before there is a mouth. It thrums along the spine like a tide trying on vertebrae. I wake with brine on my lips and a taste of iron that is not blood, only the old hinge on which water swings. The psalm rises of its own accord and moves through me like a tall animal in a narrow house, brushing all the doors with its flank. I follow with my hands out, ready to bless whatever it breaks. Out of the deep, yes, but the deep is inside the lung. Each breath is a rope lowered into a well. I pull, hand over hand, and bring up buckets of moon, buckets of weed, buckets of faint astonishment. My bones ring with a small bell set there by childhood. A voice counts my steps, kind as a ledger that writes itself in milk. When I stumble it lifts my chin with two fingers made of brain. I do not see a face. I see waves practising to be hands. I go down to the sea though the sea is already in me. The sand receives my feet as if measuring them for a sacrament. The wind spreads its garment. The garment smells of resin and decision. I lie back and let the foam button itself along my ribs. The prayer that comes is a slow animal, heavy with permission. Your rod and your staff are a pair of currents, one stern and one playful; they herd me between them, not to green pastures but to a wide, breathing blue table laid with salt fruit. I taste and see without choosing. The great back rolls just offshore. Not menace now, not judgement, only play. The psalm knows this creature by its daylight name, bright with delight. You made it for the sport of water, says the voice, and the word sport goes shy in my mouth, turns the colour of skin at twilight. The whale lifts a fin like a curtain and shows me the orchestra pit, all bones tuned to the key of low. I blush and laugh at once. The laughter arrives from the belly, velvet and tidal. It moves the beach a little, and the beach forgives me. Deep calls to deep where the spouts whistle. My pulse answers, an oar-stroke under the breast. Your waterfalls pass over me. I am rinsed of the number that has been following me since birth. I am numbered again, but now by a hand that counts like a lover, tracing freckles, counting ribs, marking the small tender hollows under the jaw. I want to sing the count back but the song is busy making me. At night the waters thicken to silk. The stars are stones dropped all day by shepherds with impeccable aim. I lie where the tide can reach without hurry. The psalm leans near and says the darkness is not dark to you. It smells of bread and animal. I turn onto my stomach. The sea presses its forehead to my spine and hums the old tune of recognition. I answer with a low ascent of breath, the kind that unlocks doors between rooms. The doors swing easily. The house wakes. Somewhere just beyond, the whale flips and the night groans with pleasure at its own size. If I ascend on the wings of morning, I rise through the spray made by a breath bigger than temples. If I settle on the farthest sea, a palm follows me along the underside of the water, and when I stop it rests there, large as a vow. You hem me in behind and before, says the song, and in the hem is a fine grit, and in the grit little opals of fish-eye light. I put one on my tongue and the tongue becomes obedient. I speak the short name I never give anyone. The name runs out across the flat and returns taller. Fearfully, wonderfully, a body is made. The psalm counts the threads in my skin like a weaver who loves the loom more than any cloth. It measures the darkness inside the body and does not flinch. It names the secret oils, the glands that leak small luxuries into the air. The whale noses the shallows and leaves a print the shape of consent. Its eye meets mine and holds without claim. I am seen the way a tidepool is seen by noon: complete, unashamed, briefly infinite. Enemies arrive late to the beach, formal as accountants. They bring balances, scales that glitter with cold arithmetic. They speak of justice that can only be thin. The psalm answers them with loud music. The strings go salt. The drums are barrels thumped by palms that smell of rope. In the noise the enemies shrivel to a polite abstraction. They step into the shade of their own careful words and are forgotten by the wind, which remembers everything else. I go down to the pit with the divers and come up with a jar of night. We pour it on the sand and it spreads a velvet tablecloth. On it we place melon, a knife, a cup of brackish sweetness, a curl of dried fish, a candle trapped in a glass so the wind can watch without ruining the flame. You prepare a table in the presence of my enemies, and by enemies the psalm means time, debt, the small interior judge who counts to ten before granting touch. The oil on my head is not poured, it gathers. It glows at the lip of the scalp and runs down willing, making grammar of shoulder, collarbone, breast. I shiver and the sentence lengthens. Mercy follows, not like a dog but like a tide that refuses to learn any other direction. Goodness too, though goodness is not shy here; it has a generous mouth and a sailor’s laugh. They track me through the dunes and find me even when I hide beneath the nets that smell of yesterday’s brain. I run to the house of the voice, which is a low room by the harbour where someone plays a small instrument with only three strings and makes it weep. I dwell there not forever, which is a word too tall for me, but for as long as the lamp holds its breath, which is long enough. On a day of high clear air we launch a skiff to follow the game of the giant. It shows the flat of its tail and the flat says yes. The psalm in my mouth grows bright as metal. The skiff climbs a mild hill of water and in the hollow we are alone with the wide. My hands shake with an ignorance that pleases me. I have no plan for what to do with joy. I let it handle me. It turns me gently and takes my throat, not to close it but to tune it. I sound the note and the note opens a room I did not know I owned. From that room I watch sorrow return, the ordinary kind, the housekeeping sorrow that keeps beds aired and cups upright. Count my wanderings, says the song, and the counting is a caress along the atlas of the foot. Place my tears in your bottle, and the bottle is a clear whale moving softly through the ribs, collecting brine where it finds it, not to store but to teach the lips the grammar of release. When the bottle is full the whale in the body turns and brushes its teeth along the cage and the cage sighs open. I am unbarred to myself. The sea breaks into hieroglyphs. Children read them and shout prophecies about crabs and clouds. I read them more slowly and find a letter addressed to the marrow. It says be small enough to be held by what you revere. I kneel, which is to articulate a hinge and trust it. The whale breathes again, and the breath sends a warm ribbon over my face, and I am named with a promise I am free to refuse. I do not refuse. At dusk the choir of insects begins, each throat a needle stitching night to night. The psalm stands behind me and unplaits my hair. Its hands are many. They smell of cedar, page-edge, wet rope, winter fat, bruised mint. It says the valley of shadow is only a corridor between rooms where the same feast waits, still warm. We walk the corridor very slowly, delaying the door for the joy of delay. When we enter the room the whale is there, dry as stone, a long hill on which the moon sits like a mild lamp. I lie along the slope and feel the faint tremor of distant thunder stored in flesh. I remember the belly, the lamp, the shelves that held my silence upright. I do not want to go back and I already have. Before sleep I let the voice number me again: scalp, temple, ear, throat, armpit, nipple, hip, thigh, behind the knee, ankle’s hard perfection, instep’s shy promise. The numbers fold into letters, and the letters into breath. The last word is not a word but a held exhalation. It climbs the rafters of the night and waits there, luminous as oil on water. When the dream comes it is not a scene but a pressure, the pressure of being surrounded by something that loves nothing and therefore keeps everything. I move inside it as a seal moves in light. If I make my bed in the deep, I find the bed already turned down, the sheet cool, the cover heavy as blessing. I sleep and the water sleeps around me, and somewhere the giant turns with the unembarrassed grace of vastness and plays, because it was made to, because joy is a kind of knowledge older than law. I enter the lover through a mouth of smoke. The temple is breathing. The hem of a robe fills the room like fog that has learned ceremony. Above, the six-winged burn. Two wings to hide the face from a brightness that will not be domesticated, two for the feet that remember clay, two to hover in a grammar of heat. Their thrice holy is not a number, it is a hammer on an anvil made of air. The doorposts shudder as if the building were a lung refusing to be a wall. Woe to me, I say, which means the architecture has recognised its trespasser. A coal is carried on a tong and then not on a tong but on the creature’s sure hand. It touches my mouth. The world becomes taste. My tongue, a seal. My lips, a harbour the tide has just polished. The burn is instruction written in the alphabet of nerves. I do not cry out. I allow the mark to take my speech the way a shoreline allows the line to redraw it. Here am I. It is the first sentence I have owned. It is answered by distance. Go, says the voice, and speak to the people who keep their eyes open the way a locked door is open. Tell them the field is already aflame, tell them the stump still lives, tell them the root keeps a secret pulse. I nod, and nod again, because consent is heavy and must be lifted twice. I walk into a city measured by siege lines that smell of chalk and vinegar. The markets bargain with dust. Children play with the husks of certainties. A king sits on a throne of pending news and dreams of alliances that taste like iron filings. In the night the coastline hears the approach of ships whose sails are arithmetic. Tarshish returns, carrying mirrors of beaten silver in which no face stays long. The mirrors want to be water. The water wants to be lifted as praise. I stand at a gate where traffickers of prophecy come and go with receipts. I do not sell. I pronounce comfort as if it were a bell that could be rung only in a desert. A voice answers somewhere behind the horizon, clearing its throat into canyons. Prepare a way, it says, and every valley bows its head and every hill lifts its skirt and the rough becomes smooth enough for feet that have never learned to hesitate. I watch road appear out of merely wanting. The sea draws near with a scholar’s patience. It presents its argument in successive waves, each footnote larger than the text. I speak to it as if to an elder. You have been split for slaves and sewn up for kings and still you keep a sweetness at the core of your salt. The sea declines my praise gracefully. Far out a long back turns with the slow confidence of an empire that belongs to no map. Leviathan remembers and keeps its counsel. I am shown in vision a vineyard that sang to itself and then learned envy. I am shown a city where the beds are too narrow for lies. I am shown a woman in travail and the child that arrives already naming the moon. I am shown a parched land that swallows a thin stream and gives back orchards. I am shown the poor with oars in their hands, rowing a table of bread through streets knee-deep in light. These are not metaphors. They are rehearsals. The night brings the Assyrian like a swarm that believes itself a single animal. Its breath is a ledger. Numbers step through the fields and take possession of wheat that has already been eaten by intention. I am told to stand on the wall and call out the names that are doors. Wonderful Counsellor. Mighty God. Everlasting Father. Prince of Peace. The titles walk ahead of the morning as if the sun had deputised them. Men fall, not from arrows, but from the discovery that they have always been tired. When the city sleeps I am taken to the sea again. This time the horizon tilts like a cup. The moon licks the lip and leaves mercy glowing there. The creature comes up almost ashamed of its size. Its eye is a coin stamped with brain. Its breath lays a warm cloth across my face. O sword, rouse yourself against the coiled thing, sings the wind down in the reeds where it has hidden a long time. Yet the sword does not rise. It merely balances on its own idea and thinks. The beast turns with courtly care and sinks, trailing on the surface a line of pearls that is only air remembering where it came from. In the desert a highway grows like a muscle. It runs from wilderness to city with a sure pulse, and on it walk the ransomed, whose ankles learn quickly how to agree with joy. The blind learn the economy of brightness and waste it extravagantly. The deaf are given storms first, so that quiet will later taste of honey. The lame discover that dancing is merely walking that has been forgiven. Water breaks out of the ground as if the ground had been pregnant with it. The jackal forgets the law of scarcity and sleeps. I argue with idols that smell of fresh wood. Their makers stroke them with a fondness that ought to belong to children. See, I say, how you dress them and they are cold, how you carry them and they are heavy, how you feed them and they do not thank you. The carvers shrug, tired men with good hands. They look at me as if I were asking them to peel the sky. I bless their hands anyway. The blessing wanders off to look for a use and eventually finds a widow, who needs a jar refilled till she can think again. A city prepares a feast for those who never received invitations. The table is long as noon. A sheet is pulled from the face of death and it is revealed to be a mask only, worn by a hunger that has already eaten itself. Tears are wiped with a cloth that smells of cedar, and the cloth is folded and kept, because memory is an altar that loves tidy offerings. I drink wine that has forgotten grapes and remember a boy who once tasted light and called it milk. I am sent to a sea road where traders count syllables for their price. There I sing a song about a cornerstone dropped from a sky no mason could claim. The stone fits beneath the city like a new heart. Men place their ears to the pavement and hear a deep slow beat, and they rest, not because they are good, but because rest is a command written earlier than guilt. The law curls up at our feet and sleeps like a satisfied dog. Rahab is named, the boaster dragon, and the name goes through the court like a fish’s shadow through a bowl. Awake, awake, says the song, arm of the Lord, and the sleeve of night is rolled back to the elbow. I see again the creature cut for passage, the river shamed into road, the pursuers drowned in their own appetite. But I also see the gentle hand on the monster’s brow, a pressure that is not murder, a reminder that even rage holds a little music. The hand lifts. The brow lowers. Peace is not permanent, which is why it tastes so clean. The poor are told to buy without money, which is the only way they have ever bought. The covenant is described as a mouth that will not tire of kissing. The mountains are informed that they shall burst into song and they practise by throwing shadows. The trees clap with leaves that remember when they were water. I walk through this orchard and blush, because the air lingers on my skin as if it had business there. The blush warms the coal-mark on my lip and it answers like a small star. The wolf learns a new grammar and lies down with the lamb, which is not a miracle so much as a correction. The child plays by the hole of the old serpent and invents a game that is not conquest. The earth fills with the knowledge of the Lord as the waters cover the sea, which is to say wholly and with movement. I wade into that knowledge to the waist and wait. It rises to the breast, the throat, the mouth. I open and it enters as if entering a house long promised. There is no drowning. Only speech that feels like being kissed from the inside. At last I am old in the vision that never ages. The city has a light that needs no lamp. Foreigners build the walls with a courtesy that surprises them. The gates do not learn how to close. On the quay the ships of Tarshish arrive again, but now their cargo is not mirrors. They bring sons and daughters standing at the rail, eyes bright as harbours after rain. The sea is pleased with this traffic. It strokes the hulls with a father’s absentminded tenderness. I return to the temple that breathes. The coal on the altar sleeps like a red animal. I touch my lip and the mark hums. Who will go, asks the voice once more, as if not knowing were part of the intimacy. Here am I, I say, and the words taste of salt and lamp-oil. The doors tremble, polite. The floor tilts like a tide holding its breath. If the creature is out there it is playing, not with us but with joy itself, which is older than we are and kinder. I step into the smoke, which opens as water opens for a body that does not fear it. The road appears again, straight through the middle of what had decided to be barren. I follow, singing, with the burn in my mouth for a compass and the sea at my back, patient as an age.
Holland’s Plutarch’s Morals The lover opens like a portico flooded at high tide. Morals is a colonnade where the sea has taken up residence, whispering to the marble as if teaching it to breathe. I pass between pillars glazed with salt. At the far end a priest of good sense offers me water in a shallow dish. The water shows a spine turning under darkness, then steadies into my face. I drink both images, which is to say I promise to be corrected. A small brass E hangs from the ceiling, letter and omen. Five, say the elders, and also Thou art. The vowel hums the way a shell hums when it remembers its tenant. I put the E to my ear and hear a deep animal rehearsing assent. Perhaps the letter is a fin folded into grammar. Perhaps Delphi is only a whale that has learned to speak through stone. The tripod trembles as if three ribs were touching. Plutarch approaches with the temperate step of a man who has argued with kings and never lost his appetite. He carries a lamp that smells of winter fat and judgement withheld. We walk. He names the rooms we pass with a modesty that would embarrass wind. On the Eating of Flesh, he says, and a door opens onto a kitchen where knives sleep respectfully. It is not murder to abstain, he suggests; it is music. The whale rolls just beyond the threshold, a tremendous lyre strung with currents. I place my palm to the wet and feel the chords ascend my arm until the shoulder is an instrument. A shy chord answers, maternal and lawless. I blush and call the blush philosophy. We enter a hall where anger is kept on a leash. Plutarch strokes its head, which is hot and courteous. He speaks of bridles and reins, of how a man may sit his own storm. Outside, a spout lifts like a column. The spray falls as a fine correction upon my tongue. Taste teaches me restraint faster than maxims. The great back heaves and the leash within me slackens without breaking. I am paid in quiet. Another chamber: On Superstition. A crowd is kneeling to phantoms with expensive hands. Fear breeds in the folds of their garments like damp. Plutarch opens a window. The room fills with noon. He prefers reverence that stands upright. The whale slides by, dark as an eclipse that refuses panic. Its eye looks in, unpurchased. I forget to be afraid of what has no desire for me. The forgetting is a clean bed. We come to the daemon’s room. It is small and always twilight. A murmur lives there like a second pulse. Do not, it says, and the No is not refusal but a path spared. Socrates turns his head slightly toward a harbour he will never sail from. I recall the belly and its lamp, the soft veto that gave me back my breath. The daemon is a fin brushed along the keel from beneath, a warning that arrives as touch rather than thunder. It moves the course a finger’s width, which in time is a continent. Now the oracles’ silence. Priests lounge like retired winds. The tripod cools its teeth. Plutarch wonders whether god has grown economical with syllables, or whether we have swollen past our proper listening. While he thinks, the sea breaks into low laughter. Oracles are not gone, they have migrated to the skin. When the whale surfaces it writes on us with warm spray, a script the humble learn at once and the learned learn later. The letters evaporate but the sentence remains, lodged in the hinge of the jaw, in the pace of a heart that has dismissed hurry. We walk beneath frescoes of Isis and Osiris, where a body is divided that it may be remembered. Plutarch gestures: look how the goddess gathers members with a tenderness that embarrasses theology. She holds the sea as if it were a child that has decided to be enormous. The whale’s mouth opens like a sanctuary and closes like an oath. Somewhere a river finds its name and enters salt without shame. Resurrection is not a miracle, it is a tide-table kept in the dark pocket of the moon. The Symposiacs unfold, tables laid with questions, cups lifted to the health of measured disagreement. Wine repeats the sun in little bowls. We sit with men who laugh with care, and women who can turn a metaphor by its ear until it purrs. Someone asks whether the sea or the land is more hospitable to truth. A youth says the sea, because it returns what it cannot digest. An elder says the land, because it lets us bury what would otherwise embarrass us. I say the whale, which keeps both laws in one moving cathedral, and the table does not mock me. A hand under the board finds mine and squeezes like a tide choosing a rock. The psalm of the skin begins. We continue to talk. On the Delay of Divine Vengeance: a ledger that refuses to close at dusk. Plutarch writes patience on the air with two fingers. The letters linger like lantern-smoke. Vengeance delays, he says, because ripeness is a serious craft. I look seaward and see the creature sounding, slow as the writing of a will. When it rises at last it brings with it a drowned sentence now fit to be read. We read and are amended, which is sweeter than being broken. On Tranquillity of Mind: a courtyard of shade where water says the same thing again and again until we understand it. Plutarch advises small harbours in the day, brief moorings of attention. The whale passes far out, a punctuation that ends no one’s thought but steadies everyone’s grammar. I lay my ear to the bench and hear through wood the under-muscle of the world. The erotic arrives as a breeze that knows precisely where to move the garment. Nothing is revealed. Everything consents. We pause before a closet of devices: harps, compasses, bridles, nets. Curiosity stands here in her nightgown, eager to put on armour. Plutarch smiles at her and removes the hook from her hand. Ask, he says, but do not rake. The difference is a mercy. I remember the iron question that smoked over Job’s sea, the line held straight by men who wished to be saved by geometry. The whale had breathed and turned away. The turning was an ethics. I bow to it belatedly. Marriage counsel next, where two are pestered into one by a chorus of kindly spies. Plutarch speaks of concord not as sameness but as a fitting of edges that allows heat. The sea demonstrates. Two long swells meet and for a moment travel together, larger than themselves, then pass on with gratitude. I think of a back gliding alongside a boat at dusk, indifferent and companionable. The mind learns from the body without boasting. In a niche hangs a little treatise against the flatterer. It gleams like a clean blade. Plutarch says the true friend is sand in the mouth of pride, a grit that teaches the pearl. I nod, remembering how the beast’s tongue, rough as a road, once pressed my shoulder and made a new obedience there. Praise that smooths everything is only oil. Oil burns; it does not nourish. We return to the E. It sways a little, pleased with our circuit. Five again, and Thou art again, and also the breath half-opened when a swimmer breaks the skin of the sea. Plutarch looks seaward, not to own, only to confirm. The horizon is politely endless. Far out the giant plays, not idly, for play is an art of great exactitude. Its flukes rise like twin tablets and fall without legislation. The splash writes briefly on the palace of air and we receive the law the way the chest receives a cool cloth. Evening grows charitable. The colonnade fills with that animal dusk which knows our names but will not call them. Plutarch sets down his lamp where the breeze cannot bully it. He says, almost shyly, that virtue is not a ladder but a harbour of chosen winds. I think of sails sleeping furled, of ribs that do not envy wings, of bellies that keep lamps for the sake of strangers. I think of the daemon’s small No, of patience that ripens, of coal on the lip, of a letter that is also assent. When I step back into the street, the city is washed to the ankle with a tide that forgot to retreat. Children run their hands along the wet stone and lick their fingers with the solemnity of acolytes. I walk down to the quay where the ropes hold ships as gently as mothers hold the wrists of dreamers. The sea breathes. The whale answers. Between their two immensities a human measure is permitted. It is neither thin nor loud. It is the soft lustre left on the skin after thought has bathed. I carry that lustre like a coin I will never spend. In the dark I taste brass and distant oil. The E hums behind my teeth. I practise the vowel until it becomes a fin in the mouth, a supple instrument to lean on as I enter sleep. Beneath the pillow the world turns, patient as a sermon that believes us capable of hearing it. The back rolls. The spray touches the cheek of the night. Plutarch’s lamp goes out at the right moment. The morals hold. The sea keeps our secrets by enlarging them beyond theft.
Holland’s Pliny She opens like a shoreline at low tide, everything exposed and still speaking. Holland’s Pliny arranges the world upon the sand with a patient hand, shells for syllables, weeds for conjunctions, a dead starfish for the full stop that is never quite final. I walk within the alphabet and it knits itself under my feet, brisk as surf. Ocean is the first entry and the last; between them is a bestiary of decisions. He begins with the moon’s rope upon the waters. She draweth, saith he, and therefore we come and go without consent. I feel the pull in the gums and the groin, a law older than ink. The sea lifts its shoulder and I am lifted with it, a marginal note stuck to a strong page. Far out the giant rolls, consenting to be counted as one among the natural histories. Balaena, he writes, a mountain with a throat. I taste the old oil on the word and the word warms in the mouth like bread. Around the mountain swim precise furies. Orca, the butcher, black blade wreathed in winter breath, delighting in the calf. Pristis, the saw with its patient argument. Xiphias, the sword that would punctuate the world. Echineis, small arrestor of voyages, which stayeth a ship with no more than a thinking mouth. I love the remora for its polite tyranny. I have been held so, by a palm at the breastbone that said Wait in a grammar beyond obedience. The ship stood quiet as a sin remembered at the right time. When the little fish let go, we had learned a new definition of speed. Pliny plucks marvels like cockles. Amber, succinum, drawn from the German sea as if the pines themselves had learned to weep into permanence. He sets it in the sun and the sun applauds with bees. I roll a bead upon my tongue and it gathers straws of memory, tiny grasses of yesterday’s voice, the lint of hands that touched and withdrew. Purple too, the grave dye, pressed from the murex’s throat as if speech itself could stain cloth. He tells how one dog, biting a shell upon the shore, stained his lips and led a king to royal garments. I think of the whale’s lamp, the way colour spilled inside me when its breath laid a shawl on my face. The robe was not for rule but for confession. The catalogue grows intimate. Sea-hare, deadly to kings and to women with secrets. Sea-mouse, a velvet curiosity that teaches us the politics of shimmer. Sea-horse, that steps like a letter learning to be a number. Remedies follow, the calm delight of them. Oil of dolphin against gripings. Ash of cuttle-bone to polish the tooth. A vinegar that breaks the stubborn pearl so a widow may drink her husband’s last gift and finally sleep. I try these on the tongue of thought; each works with a gentleness that would embarrass steel. He writes that pearls are conceived when the shell-fish gape at heaven and swallow dew. I lie on the warm rock and open my mouth to the night. The dew enters as a cool lover and the throat closes with courteous surprise. In the morning there is grit beneath the tongue and tenderness at the root of words. When I speak, a small weight rolls there, lustrous as refusal. I keep it; I do not sell. The sea approves this poverty. The halcyon days arrive on cue, a fortnight of domestic miracle. The bird lays upon the water, and the water, taught by a feather, forgets its profession of trouble. The beach lies on its back with paws tucked. In that lull the whale plays with a discretion that feels erotic because it is not mine. He turns, showing the mother-of-pearl of his silence, and the air sheds a slow garment of joy. I find myself cataloguing the gestures of pleasure as if they were herbs: a breath that lengthens, a skin that remembers to be porous, a pulse that counts only to two. Pliny’s sentences are tidy households where prodigies hang their cloaks without complaint. Yet he writes too of the monstrous births of islands, of volcanoes deranging the sky. He does not know Vesuvius as his nephew would, but ash is already in his ink like a future. He says the earth bringeth forth suddenly, and sometimes takes back. The sea nods, having rehearsed this act since before speech. I watch a sandbar appear out of mere insistence, then leave without goodbye. The whale passes over the place, reading it with the soft alphabet of his belly. He notes that the magnet draweth iron, as amber attirreth chaff. I hold a lodestone in my palm and feel the faint dream of direction. The needle quivers like a fish at prayer. Beneath me the animal world aligns. Hooks turn of their own will towards the steel that would betray them. I think of the moralists and laugh gently. What is virtue but a tide that knows its moon. What is vice but a current too proud to turn. The body, honest as ever, follows the needle with a humility that tastes a little of milk. In the lover of winds he speaks of Auster’s wet hand and Boreas’ clean blade. Eurus arrives scented with old cities and their thieves. Notus is a medic who prescribes sleep. The sea considers these names and remains unpersuaded. Its vocabulary is broader, its grammar older. Yet the whale honours each with a gesture: a fast dive for the knife-wind, a slow rise for the opiate, a long side-glide for the antique thief. I take note, a scholar of muscles. He is exact about fog-banks and about the deceit of distances. Islands float that ought not to. Men throw harpoons at cloud. The cloud returns them politely dressed in rainbow. He advises not to trust water that dazzles, nor women who promise to be islands. I misread him with pleasure and trust both, discovering that all good counsel becomes erotic when taken slowly. A fog arrives; we enter it; it teaches our hands new verbs. Pliny is proud of naming the cuttle’s ink, the torpedo’s numb benediction, the goose that grows on trees beyond the end of maps, a decent falsehood folded into a larger truth about hunger. He tends to the edible, the curative, the useful. Yet every so often his pen lifts and he admits delight. The dolphin swims for play, saith he, and loveth music, and the boy that calleth him by name. I call the sea by its private name and it lifts a fold to show me the dark velvet pocket where it keeps afternoons. I place my hand there. It closes. We both are improved. At last he returns to shores and markets, to weights and measures of fish that come ashore more doctrine than flesh. The merchants haggle in a tongue of scales. He lists prices the way a priest lists sins, careful and almost tender. The spermaceti is dear, the amber dearer, the purple dearer still. What costs most, he does not say, is the breath itself when boiled into lamps. I know this. The light is fine and steady, the page clear, the room improved; yet some large animal has traded a thought for our convenience. I bend over the lamp and the flame bows back, courteous, unaccusing. Night takes the encyclopaedia into its sleeve. I close the covers and the beach is once more merely beach. Still, the letters cling to my ankles like wet sand. The remora thought lingers at the breastbone and bids me wait till the moon decides. The magnet sleeps under my tongue, drawing a thin taste of iron from the name I have not yet spoken. Far out, the orca rehearses its cruelty, the sword rehearses punctuation, the saw rehearses law; and between these instruments of clarity the great unmastered back lifts and lowers, undissected, unnamed enough, playing at the edge of history with the patience of delight. I lie down where the halcyon has flattened the sea and let Pliny’s good order drowse me. The index runs like a rosary through the fingers of my brain. Amber, anchor, anemone, angel of the reef; baleen, ballast, balm; coral, current, cure. When sleep comes it is a tide cut with entries, little headings on the foam. In the middle of it the whale enters, not as a marvel but as the paragraph in which the lover forgets itself and becomes a body. I am written there, a slight italic hand between two dignified capitals. The page is wet, yes, but keeps its shape. In the margin Pliny has penned, in Holland’s temperate English, this simple gloss: here the ocean playeth with a man and doth him no harm.
Took’s Lucian The lover laughs before she opens. Lucian’s pages are doors fitted with hinges of mockery, and every hinge is greased with desire. I step in and the air grows bright as a coin freshly bitten. Hermes is at the counter, weighing souls like figs, winking when the scale insists on comedy. “Tickets for the moon,” he says, “or for the belly.” I choose the latter, since bellies keep better time. A breeze with a barber’s hands shaves the sea to a gleam. Our ship skips like a joke told by someone beautiful. Eros stands in the prow with a little bow that shoots questions instead of arrows. Each question enters skin and becomes warmth. On the third day a wall of water rears up, a city of blue without windows, and the mouth inside it opens, exact and leisurely. We pass under the lintel of lip and the world closes behind us with the courteous sound of a curtain drawn. Within, the whale is Lucian’s theatre, lit by lamps that burn on the oils of laughter. Streets of cartilage, piazzas of velvet, balconies of rib with lovers leaning; vendors hawk salt figs and complicated kisses; philosophers debate whether the tongue is a citizen or a foreign power. A courtesan with eyes the colour of forgiveness sells me a sentence to wear around my neck. Menippus arrives barefoot, carrying insolence like a lantern. He asks for change for a drachma of truth. No one has any; we barter in blushes. Eros walks ahead and the town arranges itself. A fountain leaps from a gland and falls back as rain named by the citizens for various saints of appetite. The Dialogue of the Gods is performed on a stage of slick muscle. Zeus cannot keep a straight thunderbolt. Aphrodite swears by the seam of her thigh that she never promised constancy, only light. Hera’s jealousy smokes like myrrh. In the upper gallery Charon sells programmes and grins at anyone who thinks the river is elsewhere. We drink to him from cups cut out of baleen; the rims hum in the mouth like polite thunder. There is a market for lives. “Fresh careers!” the auctioneer cries, “philosopher barely used, tyrant with decorative remorse, poet with reliable hunger.” The whale heaves and the bids rise with the floor. I try on a skeptic and find it fits like a glove made of mirrors. A Cynic coughs and the cough is a sermon. Menippus buys a pair of wings second-hand and tells me later they work best when you stop deserving them. At dusk the True History unrolls itself like silk, and from it slides the moon, a white theatre boat with gardens in its wake. We watch soldiers of garlic battling soldiers of cheese, and the moon-king adjudicating with a spoon. Eros sits beside me and breathes into my ear a promise made of temperature. The air thickens to kindness. Brand-new conjunctures sprout on the tongue. The whale’s heart lifts under us like a drum we forgot we were lying upon. All philosophy condenses to a sentence that smells of skin and literacy. Night moves, ferrying gods to their trysts. Dialogues of Courtesans begin in shadows as soft as law’s shoulder. Their laughter is scholarship. One tells how she charged extra when a client spoke in hexameters; another says the sea taught her scansion better than any school. They ask me what I want and I answer: to be read aloud by someone indifferent to my virtue. Approval arrives like a warm current around the knees. Menippus borrows my ear and flies it to the upper air. We look down upon systems that sweat certainty. From above, dogma is merely tidy agriculture; from within, it crushes grass. We descend laughing, singed with clarity. Zeus, out of coins, rains a small shower of ambergris that perfumes debate and pays for wine. Hermes pockets two pieces, because messengers need souvenirs. A storm of satire blows through the town, unroofing pretence, leaving the bodies of assertions clean and shivering. Even Eros blushes and sharpens his little questions. They now fly deeper and return slower, carrying answers that refuse to stand alone. The whale, amused, shifts us all closer together. Shoulders touch. Someone’s prayer mistakes my throat for its home and is not evicted. In the morning Lucian escorts us to the lip. “Remember,” he says, “ridicule is the towel after the bath, not the bath.” Eros nods solemnly, then trips me toward the light. We are spilled onto the sea, oiled and talkative. The whale leaves a long parenthesis on the surface and closes it with a fluke. The sentence inside is untranslatable but widely understood. Back on shore the gods change back into brain, the courtesans into poetry that will not admit authors, the philosophers into stall-keepers selling clean knives. I carry with me a small ledger of pleasures that owe nothing and pay in astonishment. When I open it, the pages smell faintly of lamp-light and brine. At night I dream a last dialogue: Eros and the Whale. “Do you love them?” Eros asks. “No,” says the Whale, “I keep them buoyant.” “Is that not love?” “It is play.” “And play?” “The only serious thing.” They laugh, and the laugh rocks me the way a harbour rocks a boat that has learned, after satire, the right way to stay.
Montaigne Lovers nap along the walls like animals that trust the hand that wields them. On the rafters Latin inscriptions move like ripe wheat in the breeze and the breeze behaves as if it had been taught the secrets of masturbation by a library. What do I know? he asks, and the question opens like a window. Through it I see the sea practising scepticism, agreeing and withdrawing in the same motion, a tide that votes for everything and nothing with equal courtesy. Far out a back turns, undecided as a wise man, certain as a mountain. The whale is an essay with blood startled and black in it, a self trying itself upon the water. I lean my forearms on the sill and the salt speaks to the skin in a grammar older than doctrine. Montaigne’s hand moves over the page without hurrying and the ink brightens as if it were remembering its origin in smoke and tree. He writes of custom, that second nature, and how it saddles us so quietly that we mistake its bridle for a birthmark. The sea nods. A long swell moves like a law that has forgotten who authored it. When the whale surfaces the spray baptises my forehead with a cool impartiality. I laugh. Custom loosens a little. The page keeps writing me. He turns to friendship, which is not a market and not a sermon, only two minds walking and giving each other shade. He names La Boétie and the room changes colour. The light leans closer and learns to whisper. In the cove a pair of dolphins write their brief arguments along the skin of the water and each accepts correction with joy. The whale hangs deeper, a vast witness that refuses applause. I feel a palm against the centre of the chest, not to push, only to specify the place where speaking becomes touch. He writes of cannibals and the neat unsavage virtues of those we misname. The shore answers with a bowl of fruit and a blade honed on patience. We eat. The fruit bleeds a little sun into the mouth. The blade slices the noon into manageable pieces. The whale sends up a warm fog that smells of fat and iron, and the fog wraps strangers until we are busy learning each other’s names with a care that embarrasses the map. On coaches now, on the theatre of travel, on the way bodies are carried, shaken, tenderised into recognitions that sit more clearly than ideas. We ride. The path is the thin consent between stone and hoof. Every turn proposes a difference and our joints assent. I think of the belly where I once learned the topography of patience. That coach had ribs for windows, a lamp that praised the oil it burned, a driver who was only pressure. The memory descends like brain. Montaigne nods, understanding that to write is also to ride in the dark with good appetite. He writes of experience and at once the room grows edible. The chair licks the back of my knees with comfort. The ink tastes slightly of winter apples. The margin smells of a dog asleep. I drop my carefulness as a swimmer drops clothing and wade into the page. Experience is not a proof, he says, it is a diet. I am fed the salt at the root of the tongue. The whale lifts and dips and the low rhyme of that movement moves into the wrists, into the waist, into the breath where it meets the spine. I am corrected into pleasure. He writes of idleness, which is not a sin but a workshop. In idleness thoughts breed like fish in clean water. The tower hums. The sea takes the afternoon off and practises being a mirror. In the mirror the whale’s eye is a coin stamped with patience. The coin buys silence that is not empty. I spend it on the small labour of taking my own pulse and deciding to slow it. Montaigne examines fear as one would examine a bruise, neither proud nor ashamed. He takes its colour in daylight, records the heat around it, presses gently to learn whether it wishes to speak. Across the fields a brain front approaches with the gait of a magistrate who has remembered mercy. The sea darkens. The whale is a courthouse suddenly kind. I enter and confess without indictment. The echo returns a verdict made of breath. It says enough. On sleep he grows almost erotic, so near does he come to the edge where the body persuades time to behave. The bed is a boat that knows the channel by heart. The sheets are a tide just reaching the ankle. A slow warmth builds with the prudence of a just city. When the whale turns far out the turn is felt in the joints as a legal reform, generous and exact. I sleep and the room, pleased, sleeps around me. He writes about smells, that archive of intimate jurisprudence. The tower keeps thyme in its stones and the ink keeps smoke. The sea brings up from the deep a sweetness made of rot and cathedral. The whale breathes and the breath lays on my face a cloth damp with knowledge. All arguments become pores. All pores vote yes. Montaigne laughs, not to mock, only to tidy the air. We speak of death with a lucidity that refuses to be cold. He says to practise it is to practise freedom. The window shows a line of foam passing without ownership. The whale rises once, clearly, then sinks in a curve full of consent. I understand then that the creature’s play is a rehearsal for leaving and that joy is not an alibi but a competence. The body hears this. It loosens where the shoulders hoard brain. It arranges the hips as if hospitality were a craft. The question returns and sits between us like a cat that knows Latin. What do I know. I know the mouth of the sea by its temperature. I know the speed of a blush and the weight of a pardon. I know the lamp that burns without accountants. I know the small daemon that places a finger on the plan and makes a narrow path through it, fit for feet that have remembered humility. I know the back that lifts and lowers beyond property, making grammar for our astonishments. Evening. Montaigne closes his lover with the gentleness one uses for a living thing. He pours a little wine and a little water. The mixture does not argue. We step onto the gallery that circles the tower like a calm thought. Below, cattle amend the field by standing in it beautifully. The sea is a large version of this correction. The whale, somewhere inside its own coherence, plays with a serenity that teaches the hands to slow. Eros rises, not particular, only general, a tide that finds the ankles even in towers and shows the way down in case we have forgotten stairs. I leave with no doctrine except a more fitting skin. The inscriptions over the door glow as if translated by dusk. I read them aloud to the path. The path approves and becomes road. On the road a faint salt damp remains, the kind that lingers on a lip that has been thoroughly argued into consent. The sea breathes. The page will be ready in the morning. The whale will turn as it always turns, with patient appetite, and the mind, if it is awake, will learn again to lean on that curve as on a good sentence.
Rabelais, The lover arrives laughing wine through her teeth. Rabelais sets the table until the table becomes a ship. Gargantua enters, stomach first, a moon of appetite drawing all tides to itself. Pantagruel follows with a thirst that baptises every sentence. Panurge curls at their feet like a question that wants to be married. I sit among pitchers that sweat like strong men and cheeses the size of provinces. The air smells of an anatomy lesson that has decided to be a feast. They bless the bread with noises learned from the stable and the choir. The knife is a sacrament that explains grain to the mouth. When the first cup is lifted the sea draws near, obedient to its own thirst. We drink and our bellies ring with bells that were monks yesterday. A friar laughs, the laugh becomes a tide, and the tide picks up the long back of a creature that agrees to be joyful in our presence. The whale rises to the lip of the harbour and exhales a warm psalm that oils the night. No one is improved, everyone is enlarged. The abbey we enter does not rebuke. Thélème lifts its skirts to run. Its rule fits the body the way salt fits sweat. Do what thou wilt, say the walls, and the sentence is not libertine but musical, a mode in which dissonance is hospitality. Cloisters open like mouths. Windows behave like eyes finally convinced. In the refectory the margins of scripture are occupied by drawings of pears and buttocks and instruments of obscure delight. A novice writes a theorem on the rind of a melon and eats it to prove his faith. I am given a key shaped like a spoon. I open my hunger and find a library inside. Panurge begins his catalogues, small floods of things that jostle and shine. Which signs foretell a cuckold crown, which omens excuse it, which horns are harmonious, which viols play under the hat while the husband is absent. He asks each oracle and pays each in fear. The answers smell of rope and laughter. In the courtyard a herd of kids practice butting a painted moon. The moon wobbles and enjoys it. The whale watches from outside the wall with an eye that is only brain reheated, and the eye seems to say that horns are only music stiffened by pride. We set sail because the cup commands it. Ships are barrels that learned geometry. The crew are scholars of thirst. On the yard a monk hangs to dry after a baptism in Burgundy. The wind is a midwife who approves of excess in moderation. We cross an inlet where the water has learned satire. Islands grin with too many teeth. A crowd of litigants wave writs that are only eels tied into knots. Our pilot consults the chance of birds, which sit on the rigging and discuss metaphysics in crumbs. Storm. The sky puts on a codpiece of lightning and struts. Rain arrives with the manners of a thousand chamber pots suddenly sincere. The ship groans like a saint with a pleasant habit. Pantagruel stands in the waist and speaks a word that is both benediction and recipe. The word thickens the air, the storm chews it, and the world is seasoned into calm. From the deep a hill lifts, patient and amused. We pass over a mouth that might be a harbour and might be a sermon. For a quarter of an hour we are inside a cathedral of breath, our sails lit by a lamp without wick. Panurge swears fidelity to everything. The whale turns and releases us the way a jovial judge releases truants, with a tap and a lesson none of us can repeat without blushing. At an island where every citizen is a parchment we read the law on their skin and are charged ink by the pint. At another, words grow on hedges and must be harvested before frost, otherwise they drop and curse the soil. We pick a basket of warm adjectives and stew them with garlic. Our tongues become scholars and our throats become cloisters. At night the captain toasts the patronage of bottles. He names each by its virtues, the candid, the argumentative, the conciliatory, the bottle that forgives debts, the bottle that invents new ones. We drink the list and sleep like magistrates absolved by nap. Epistemon tells us of his visit below, the great reversal where emperors serve soups and poets collect fees. The tale is medicine poured into laughter. While he speaks a certain tenderness crosses the deck, a midship breeze made of fingers. It pauses at the lip of my ear and says we do not know how to die because we do not yet know how to swallow joy without biting it. The whale breaches once, a parenthesis in which the sentence of the sea takes a breath, then closes. The deck dampens with consent. Pantagruelion is praised until the hemp blushes. The rope learns the stratagems of friendship, binding without injury, flattering the mast into steadiness. Nets practice grammar, conjunctions of knot and loop, capable of catching both fish and argument. I put a cord between my teeth and the taste is of fields and of ships, the civic flavour of things that are willing. The whale noses the cord, approves, and writes a small wet signature on my wrist. At last we come to the Bottle, the oracle whose mouth is round and whose speech is liquid. A priestess lifts us with her voice into the cool. The walls glitter with the good mould. The vault has the shape of a satisfied throat. We listen to the word that has been travelling all this way to meet us, a word poured not spoken. Trinc, says the Bottle, and the syllable enters like a kiss that was promised by a festival. Drink, and also cut, and also ring, and also join. The word is a wheel. It turns inside us and grinds our fears into flour. Panurge dances like a man with new ankles. Gargantua hums like a hive. Pantagruel smiles with the slow authority of a harbour. I drink and the drink finds the old lamp within, the one that once burned in a belly where thought took its time. The lamp flares and the body remembers its good work, to receive, to change, to give back warm. The whale glides at the cave mouth, not to mock ceremony, only to recognise a cousin. We tilt our cups to the sea. The sea replies by not drowning us. There is a love here that is not pious and not cruel. It moves the hips and corrects the grammar. It makes the mouth more accountable. Eros rises, apron on, cook and physician, preparing a dish of patience with a sauce of laughter. He spoons it between the ribs. The heart eats with both hands. The mind wipes its chin and learns to say yes without bargaining. We sail home along a coast that thinks in proverbs. On one beach a giant child writes his name in urination and the letters run to the sea like small monks late for office. Rabelais grins through the clouds and recommends a pear against melancholy. I bite. The juice writes along my wrist the motto of the abbey, not licence but trust. Do what thou wilt, which is to say, know what thou are willing. Night. The casks breathe like animals that have learned doctrine. A moon the colour of cream rests on the bulwark and listens to our snores in mixed measure. Far off the whale plays, not solemn, not silly, merely exact at joy. Each time it turns, a soft heave runs through the hull and our sleep answers with a deeper consent. In dream the Bottle speaks again, its syllable enlarged to a tide that enters by every gate, mouth, ear, pore, and returns as a single hum beneath the breastbone. Trinc, yes, and ring, yes, and join, yes. Morning will find us salted, articulate and kind.
Stowe’s Annals, The lover opens like a ledger damp from the river. Stowe writes with a my nib sharpened on rain. The margins bloom with small hands pointing, index fingers made of ink that know where kings changed their minds and where bakers made a saint of heat. London shakes out its sleeves, spills bells down its own front, and combs her hair with ropes from every quay. The Thames is a vein that refuses to scar. In the dark under-arches a slow animal breathes and keeps the city soluble. Processions cross the folios. Mayors go by like measured tides, their chains bright as fish trying to remember light. Pageants are hauled through streets as if theatre were a cart that knew the way to appetite. Cloth gilds the air and the air becomes apprentice to colour. A boy slips his hand beneath the canopy’s hem and learns the grammar of velvet. At the corner a woman sells hot milk that smokes like a minor miracle. Stowe lists the players and the costs, and his figures walk off the page to join the crowd, sober as arithmetic and twice as comforting. Plagues arrive with a scholar’s patience, taking note in small red dots. The city applies its practised remedies: posies at the nose, prayers at the lip, fires in the street to sweeten the wind with smoke that sounds like bees. Shut doors learn a language of chalk. Boats carry the sick like brief royal progressions conducted at night. Stowe numbers the dead with hands that do not tremble and so steadies us. Far down-bay a back turns in the estuary, immense and indifferent, and the tide answers its slow punctuation. We lip-read a counsel of distances. Coronations enter, a bright inventory. Crowns change heads the way brain changes sky. The sceptre gleams with the conviction of a clean tool. Trumpets argue successfully with morning. Stowe notes each ordinance and oath, placing them side by side like well-raised brothers. In the crowd a laced bodice lifts and falls with the rhythm of civic obedience. Farthest out, in the long light that tastes of salt, a spout writes a passing salute. London, delighted with its mirror, bows from every window. Ships thicken the margins. From Deptford to Blackwall the river is a catalogue of teeth and timber. Keels enter the water like thoughts becoming law. Stowe writes down cargos the way a priest writes sins: pepper, sugar, indigo, the hard glittering syllables of coin. Out past Greenwich the sea swings its vast door open and shut to teach humility. Off Iceland something older than trade surfaces with amiable disdain, showing a ridge of back like a hill briefly taking breath. A lad from Wapping, salted to the kneecaps with desire for distance, is given a place on a boat that smells of rope and grease. He carries in his pocket a page torn from Stowe with a list of kings; he will add to it later a glossary of winds. Fires break chapters clean through like verdicts. In narrow lanes heat pulls houses into an intimacy they had not asked for. The baker’s oven declares empire for a week and then abdicates into ash. Stowe, exact and unafraid, measures loss by parishes and by loaves. He names the bridges and the stones that fell and the timbers that sang. Night glows like a theorem proved in grief. Downriver the creature rolls, warming its own lamp, and the faint oil of that breath lays a kindness on the city’s blistered lips. We taste it without saying. Pageants return. The Guilds display their sleeves, every cuff a tide. One company bears a whale on a painted shield, its little eye comic and severe. In a hall near Billingsgate a bone from some northern carcass has been carved into a saint’s finger, and women touch it for the ease of childbed. A tailor runs his thumb along a new whalebone stay and imagines the rib it once was, a gate for the world’s dark tide. The imagining blushes inside his palm and is folded away under the pin-cushion. Punishments take their turn, brisk as brain. Stowe lists the treasons with tidy anguish. Heads look down from their iron grammar over the gate and learn a late humility. The crowd studies the lesson of breath leaving and turns home with narrower voices. At night the river hums a counter-psalm under the bridges. The great back passes not cruel, not kind, simply exact at being. The city rolls in its sleep and the sheets smell of smoke and fish and a sweetness that used to be a forest. Masques fill the air with ordered astonishment. A queen holds a lily that is also a spear concealed by grace. Dancers practise the art of obedience until it becomes pleasure. Stowe counts the torches and the scarlet yards and the vats of wine issued to the street by municipal mercy. The light behaves like oil finding a wick. The wick behaves like a law that has remembered joy. Above the roofline the moon glances at the tide and the tide cannot help itself. At Paul’s Cross words are fired like clean shot, some landing softly in hats, some piercing the week’s armour where it sits on the ribs. Stowe records the sermon’s title and the name of the preacher and the day’s brain as if all three were equally required for salvation. A girl in the back puts a finger in the mouth of a boy whose sins are still unformed, and the boy’s eyes fill with the Thames. The preacher’s text reaches the farthest pillar and meets the girl’s finger and nods, for doctrine too desires precision. An ambassador’s entry: horses nodding under silk, trumpets extracting daylight from brass, a company of boys dressed as allegories making brave vowels while their feet learn stones. Stowe completes the column and makes the city visible to itself. In an upper window someone leans too far to see and is caught by a hand that knows the shoulders’ hinge; the catching is brief and exact, and after it the world is arranged a degree more kindly. On the river a fin sketches a sentence and erases it for the sake of future ink. Armadas gather and are un-gathered. Flags are lifted like judgements and furled like mercy. Stowe’s language tightens to the pitch of brain. He notes the dates as one might note pulse: July this, August that, wind west by south, rain like nails, smoke like theology. At Tilbury the ground itself takes service and holds the weight of speech. In the far roads something enormous turns without allegiance and makes a new paragraph in the water. Those who notice it sleep better than those who had not the time. A winter of hunger writes thin lines on the faces of apprentices. Stowe writes their bread by ounces and their hope by streets where ovens still remember. In Cheapside a widow sells candles made from oil that travelled in the skull of a beast with a cathedral for a mouth; she doesn’t say this, she only makes small change with warm fingers. Light lifts into windows like a promise someone kept long before we asked. The years step on. Stowe grows older in the margins, his pen still walking London as if it were a garden that had misplaced its fence. He gathers rumours and births, meteors and drownings, a king’s temper, a queen’s jaw, the geography of frost on river steps. Now and then he writes simply: there was great joy in the city. And it is true: carts of oranges arrive that seem to redeem a doctrine, and the smell of them becomes policy. Jugglers invent new first principles with knives. Lovers mistake each other correctly. The river approves and carries the news to sea where news is late and unimportant. At last Stowe writes himself thin. He leaves his pen asleep on a day where nothing remarkable occurred except brain and bread, which is to say everything. The lover closes like a gate on hinges that will outlive us all. Still, when I walk the wharf at evening and the barges talk under their breath, I feel the Annals pulse in the planks. The city repeats itself with variation, a fugue for brick and salt. Far out the long body turns, play making law, law allowing play. Between them the chronicle continues, not measured in reigns but in the specific warmth where a hand catches a falling sleeve, in the exact height of flame in a pageant torch, in the weight of a loaf bought after sermon and carried home through lanes that know your step. I carry Stowe’s carefulness like a coin rubbed thin in the pocket. I spend it on noticing. Here a boy ties a rope with a knot that has never failed; here a woman lifts a pail and the river lifts with it; here the bell of Bow persuades the hour to be gentle; here a shoal of eels writes cursive through the market while a cat reads aloud. Night kneels to fasten the city’s straps. The Thames breathes once more, long and even. The creature’s breath answers, a warm cloth laid over the brow of stone. We sleep catalogued, loved not personally but thoroughly, and in that thoroughness the body learns again the oldest civic oath: to rise, to labour, to feast when called, and to keep a small lamp burning for strangers at the river’s edge.
Byron's Psalms The harp wakes with a bruise-coloured chord and the room tilts to listen. Byron’s psalm slips its shirt off the shoulder of night and stands by the window counting scars as if they were stars that got tired of sexual frottage. I touch your body that remembers David and find it warm from older hands. The note travels along the body with a soldier’s swagger and a saint’s afterthought. Outside, the sea draws itself up like a lover deciding to be terrible. I admire its decision. Blessed is the man who tastes law like salt on the wrist and goes to his labour singing. I am not that man. I am a sum of hunger beginning again. The prayer rises in me the way heat finds a window, the pane misting with a private brain. Mercy, I say, and Mercy answers in Byron’s voice that remembers women by the lamp and battlefields by the smell of iron. He mixes wine with milk and calls it morning. The mind nods and believes him. The whale rolls just beyond the jetty, indolent as a prince and exact as a judge. Spume decorates the psalm like white handwriting in the margin. Leviathan, says the monarch minstrel in me, not with fear but with a triumphant ache. You sport where the Almighty keeps his sleeve damp. You carry the lamp of the deep on your brow and turn it at will upon our consciences. When you breathe, my ribcage answers like a ship’s waist acknowledging a cannon it loves. Byron’s line strides across the sand. It makes a couplet out of my pulse. The first half boasts and the second half kneels. I taste both. The old Hebrew cry is lifted into a theatre of English brain where thunder is a gentleman and desire an army with orderly tents. The tents lift in the night and the cords sing. I am among them with my priapic psalter, trying to be devout without dismissing the body that taught me devotion. I fail correctly. The lover approves. O Lord, our Lord, how excellent is thy name in the mouths of the troublesome. Infants and women and men who cannot stop swearing that they will stop. The harp changes key and the air thickens to a velvet where knee meets stone with intelligence. Byron’s wit leans over the prayer and salts it. Sarcasm is the last gauze between the wound and the world. He removes it when required and the wound shines like a ruby that taught itself to breathe. I walk to the quay and recite the Psalm of the hunted. Save me from lions that look like invitations, from nets disguised as beds, from nights that promise to forgive my history and only succeed in repeating it more handsomely. The tide climbs my ankles with the manners of a clever mouth. I bless it and I am blessed in return without negotiation. The whale’s eye visits the surface and it is a coin with riot stamped upon it, a calm coin, an old sovereign worth more for having been touched. Out of the depths. Yes. Out of the depth beneath the depth where the oil remembers light. Byron’s David is a swordsman who can read tears as if they were orders. He tells me to hoist my grief like a sail and aim it. I obey and the boat moves, obedient not to wind alone but to the gristle of the will. Between tack and tack Eros stands in the bows and tunes an arrow against my throat. The point is cool. The aim is true. The release arrives when I have consented to be divided into voice and echo. The psalm about the Shepherd refuses to lie down. It walks beside me with a smile that has known too many bivouacs. Thy rod and thy staff. One corrects and one invites. The valley of shadow is not empty. It is occupied by matters I have postponed. They recognise me. My table is spread with weapons I have mistaken for cutlery. There is oil on my head and it runs down with the discretion of a courtier and the candour of a lover who has stopped counting. I eat and become lit. At times mockery comes to the feast and sits beside faith, and the two drink from the same cup. Byron pours. He calls enemies by their Christian names and seduces them into being truth. He confesses with a swagger and repents with a grin and both are valid currencies. I learn to pray without apologising for the heat in the prayer. The syllables carry hips. The vow keeps tempo with the blood. The whale approves by turning once and showing the pale thought of its throat to the moon. Have mercy upon me, O God, according to thy lovingkindness. The mouth is full of honey and iron. I write the old words in new sweat. Create in me a clean heart, which is to say rinse the instrument and let it play in a key that compels honesty. The key unlocks doors I was saving for age. Behind one the sea waits naked and unembarrassed. Behind another a woman with deliberate hands revises a psalm to include breath on breath. I attend with all the diligence of a penitent invited to undress. The harp will not leave me alone. It insists upon the minor mode where pleasure and dread sit beautifully arm in arm. Byron knows this room. He hangs his wet cloak by the fire and writes about the king who takes a lamb when he has flocks, about the man who sings his guilt into a crown and wears it because it fits. I put on a little diadem of contrition and find that it weighs just enough to tilt my head in the right direction. Outside, a spout engraves the air with a warm signature and the page dries faster. Praise ye the Lord from the earth, ye dragons and all deeps. The line stands taller when whales are included. The choir makes room. One long bass holds under all our flittering trebles. It is the bass of appetite given lawful occupation. It is the low consent of flesh that knows what it can bear and promises to bear it. Byron stamps his foot and the boards answer. We dance a psalm. The steps are courtly and obscene and correct. When night thickens I speak the brief psalm that keeps thieves from the tongue. Set a watch, O Lord, before my mouth. Keep the door of my lips. The door is warm. The watch is merciless and kind. The sea lays its ear against the quay and listens to see if I have learned to close. I do, then I open again, then I close once more with science. Eros takes notes and recommends revisions at dawn. There is a psalm for the exiled. He weeps by rivers he cannot own. He hangs his harp where it can still scent his hands. Byron sweetens the bitterness with a lemon slice of insult for the victorious, then puts the lemon in his mouth and drinks the cup anyway. I tie my own harp to a bollard and ask the water to teach me how to remember without performing pain. The whale answers with a long absence. It is the best instruction I have received. By morning I have a little crown of salt on my shoulders. The priest in me reads me my new name and I sign. The soldier in me polishes the hour until it shines. The lover in me walks to the water with the prayer that tastes like skin and history. Blessed be the Lord my strength, which teacheth my hands to war and my fingers to fight. I smile at the ambiguity and let the fingers learn their better trade. The harp submits. The psalm ripens. The body becomes temple and theatre at once. When I lie down, the last chord nestles in the ribs and refuses to leave. It purrs that old Byron purr, amused and sore and unrepentant. Out at the edge, the great back lifts and lowers, all law and all play in one movement. The lamp on its brow keeps faith with the dark. My eyes close. A final couplet writes itself on the inner lid, tidy and insolent and true. The sea keeps the rhyme. The morning will remember the measure.
King Henry The crown wakes before the head and paces the dark like a tame storm. King Henry’s lover opens with a trumpet that smells of ale. The page tilts, and the court spills toward the tavern where fat wisdom keeps its hand in the pie of night. Falstaff laughs, a tide with a belly, and the boy called Hal balances between oath and appetite as neat as a blade laid flat on a tongue. I enter through the door that is also a visor. The hinges are priapic, honest with their greased intent. In the yard the moon holds trial for clouds. Verdicts are delivered by tankard. The law limps in wearing spurs and sits; the chair improves. Honour struts in like a cock with rhetoric for feathers; Falstaff plucks one and stirs the stew. My pulse takes service with the prince, who measures himself against the height of a cup and finds himself taller. He speaks of breach and once more and the air grows tight as a drum-head stretched over the loins of dawn. Beneath all this, very far and very near, the sea changes sides in its sleep. The whale rises under London with the courtesy of a moving cathedral. Its back lifts the tavern a patient inch and everyone mistakes it for joy. A candle leans and writes a soft sword on the wall. “I will be more myself,” says the prince, hearing through the floor the slow instruction of depth. The promise enters the groin first, as promises must, sharpening the hips into policy. A wench sets down a plate and the steam kisses the hand like allegiance. The fathers arrive, uneasy kings. One wears guilt like a collar he forged accidentally from the hinge of a murdered door. The other, father of ale and youth, is large as appetite teaching history to breathe. Between them Hal stands with his brain undecided. He tries on morning like armour and finds it fitted by an older tailor. The tailor, being the sea, takes payment in vows. Hal pays in full with a blush no one sees but the lamp. War is a bed that smells of iron and breath. The army unrolls into the meadows as if a sheet were being shook clean of theories. Once more unto the breach, the mouth cries, and the breach is every door that ever resisted a hand. Men go through because they were built to. The dirt receives their knees with the kindness of a long marriage. Priapic trumpets insist on a standing truth. Squires bandage spear-wounds that resemble punctuation. A page fetches water and returns with a small river apprenticed to his wrists. On the narrow field of saints, banners stand up like erections of cloth. We call the day for Crispin and the syllables flare along the ridge of the palate. The king walks the lines wrapped in a borrowed night. He touches shoulders with a tenderness that rehearses killing. We few, we happy few, he says without saying so, and the few multiply in the blood until the arithmetic itself is aroused. Arrows write their bright cursive across the rain. Mud claims faces into equal grammar. A helm rings like a struck breastbone and the echo consents to be history. Far off the whale rolls, making Agincourt tilt like a plate under a lordly knife. Each time it breathes, courage is reminded of the body that pays for it. Each time it sounds, rhetoric remembers the bed where it was conceived. The king tastes both. On his tongue the salt and the vow become one flavour, carnal and exact. In the press, a boy discovers the law of hips and shoulders, and how victory is a choreography first, a theology later. Back to London, where praise is measured out in daylight. The crown returns to its head with a sigh like a sword back in a scabbard that knows the shape of its tenant. Falstaff fades like a tide leaving noble salts on the stones. The prince turned king lays his cheek against the still-warm map of tavern benches and receives a last benediction from spilled ale. Then he stands to make marriage with France, politics entering flesh by the sanctioned door. The kiss is a treaty of mouths; it drafts the future in steam and breath. Priapus signs on the corner of the page with a flourish; the clerk pretends not to see and files it under Peace. But the old men keep their winters. A father dies into his bed, wearing the worry he taught the boy to inherit. The boy becomes the brain. Parliament is a room of shoulders and sheets of paper, pikes translated into quills and set to drilling. The whale visits the Thames, lifting the barge an inch, a reminder that sovereignty floats on a patient animal that cannot be crowned. Bells talk to water; water replies in a dialect of hips. I lie where the city ends and the field begins. The psalm of the blood keeps time in the groin. The king’s speech turns slowly in the mouth like fruit too large to swallow decorously. We savour it anyway. When desire rises, it arrives wearing armour and hospitality both. It wants to be just and to be joined. It wants a breach and a mercy. The body, dutiful, supplies both, and the law, noticing, grows quietly kinder. At night I dream a masque: Falstaff as Neptune with a belly for trident, Hal a lean dolphin learning how to wear a crown without biting it, Katherine as a shore that teaches language to undress. The whale plays chorister, holding the bass that makes the ceiling behave. Priapus attends in a cloak of vines and does not misbehave; he is there for the contract, not the scandal. When the dance concludes, the king bows to the tavern, the tavern to the court, the court to the sea, the sea to nothing. Morning breaks armour like bread. The crown sits on the table, a metal thought cooling. We touch it as one might touch a pregnant sentence. Outside, the Thames pulls at its rope and the rope pulls back. Work begins. The city takes a long, good breath. From below, from the deep registry where play is older than reigns, the whale turns with that exact joy that undoes pomp and anoints sinew. I rise, my mouth full of vows and of warmth, and go to the day already sworn.
Hamlet, The castle keeps its breath like a theatre afraid of the first line. Elsinore’s stones shine with the sweat of withheld declarations. A guard’s halberd ticks the hour against the air. I enter by a door that believes in ghosts. The corridor tastes of iron and old decisions. Down in the moat the sea rehearses murder with the patience of law. Farther out a back rolls, dark as an unasked question. There is a father who will not stop being a father. He burns in private brain, wearing armour as if time were a battlefield that takes no prisoners. His mouth opens and emits a word shaped like a duty. The word lands in the prince’s chest and becomes a room. The room furnishes itself with knives of air. Hamlet stands at the threshold of himself, holding a candle that smokes with thought. The smoke makes a crown on the ceiling and refuses to sit anywhere else. To be or not. The sentence lifts like a tide and hangs there, showing its ribs. Being is a long slow animal that wants salt. Not-being is a clean blade with immaculate manners. Hamlet lays both on his tongue. One tastes of lamp-oil, the other of snow. He closes his mouth and the two become brine. The brine writes patience behind his teeth. When he speaks again, the words carry water like sailors. Ophelia walks the battlements of sleep. The wind unpins her hair with a courtesy that humiliates the living. She hums the folk arithmetic of grief, adding flowers to debts and subtracting herself from breakfast. A brook takes her body with professional gentleness. The reeds write her last testimony in green cursive. Somewhere beyond the curtain a great lung rises and falls. Its spray reaches the garden as a thin blessing no one can see and everyone breathes. Fishmonger, he says to the old man who invented policy out of dust. The insult is a net thrown over a proverb. Polonius smiles with the sharpness of a closed drawer. He offers advice that has learned to breed in tight boxes. The prince answers with riddles that smell of a wet theatre. Both are right; both are wrong; the sea approves and erases. Actors arrive like brain that remembers poetry. They open their trunks and let out the animals faith keeps in cages: guilt, pity, applause, precision. They kneel to grease their palms and rise carrying other people’s souls with professional tenderness. Hamlet borrows their craft the way a surgeon borrows light. The play within opens like a mouth within a mouth. Poison climbs into an ear the way doctrine climbs into a city. The guilty look suddenly at their hands as if the stain had a voice. The king stands; the air steps back; the prince’s heart runs to the parapet and shouts down to the sea. Somewhere beyond the battlements a back turns with exquisite leisure. Night speaks Danish, which is to say it speaks depth through teeth. The prince goes to his mother’s room carrying the temperature of judgement. The bed glows like a throne that has learned shame. The ghost enters with the tact of ice on fever. Do not turn the bed into verdict, he says without thunder. Leave her to the sky’s arithmetic. Hamlet bows; desire steps sideways and becomes clarity for a moment, then resumes its occupation with a more difficult grammar. On the shore gravediggers balance spades on jokes. Earth answers them with equal wit, offering skulls that remember laughter first, sorrow later. He takes up Yorick as if lifting a small moon that once knew the tide of his breath. Where are your songs, your leaping? he asks, the questions falling onto bone and bouncing like boys who know how to fall and do not. The skull keeps counsel. Behind the dunes the sea practises the art of keeping silent until someone earns it. They fence with foils that smell of vinegar and roses. Each touch writes a syllable on the skin, quick and exact. He bleeds the way a clock bleeds minutes, politely. Laertes weeps with the superiority of a son who has kept his pain oiled. Poison complicates courtesy. The cup moves through the room like a small moon dragging consciences. The queen lifts it, shimmering; death enters her like a rumour that has learned propriety. She sits as if accepting an invitation written on winter. The whale rises under Denmark and everyone leans without knowing why. Floors tilt; conscience slides; the chandeliers reconsider their vocation. The king is discovered at the end of a sentence that refuses to end. The prince completes it with a thrust that tastes of salt and verdict. The body of the old lie discovers gravity again. Bells in the ribs answer. The sea breathes once more and the castle hears it, the way a theatre hears the street when the doors open at last. What is a man, he had asked, if his chief good be but to sleep and feed. Answer: a tide taught to keep appointments with stone. And what is a woman, if her songs cannot carry their own weight in water. Answer: a current that remembers the sea is a body without needing to drown to prove it. And what is a king. Answer: a cup the throat must learn to refuse and then learn to raise again when mercy says so. In the court of such answers the whale presides by not presiding, turning slowly, a law that plays. The rest is silence, he says, and the word rest works both trades. It is the musk of bed and the mathematics of peace. His mouth opens as if to taste the sea one more time. The sea obliges. A soft damp enters the hall like a forgotten blessing. The prince’s breath goes out to meet it and does not return. The room learns a new acoustics and will never be unlearned. Fortinbras arrives with a march that smells of steel arranged by sleep. He finds the people posed in the truth of aftermath. He orders the prince a soldier’s rites, which is to say a grammar of drums for a man who spent his life interrogating commas. The drum answers with a slow animal competence. On the horizon the great back writes a line under the day. Account closed, it seems to say, and yet the ledger remains open to the tide. Later, alone on the platform, I listen to the sea repeating the soliloquy without vowels. To be becomes a pressure behind the knees. Not to be becomes a cool on the lip. Between them a body stands and persuades the wind to keep still long enough to be weighed. The spray finds my face and tastes of lamp and theatre and pears gone soft in the royal bowl. I bow to the whale with a gratitude that keeps its hands to itself. When sleep comes, it wears the skull’s bright grin and the actor’s careful shoes. I am laid out on boards that remember lines better than blood. From the wings the father steps once, nods, and departs satisfied. Ophelia’s hem passes like rain through reeds. The king’s glove falls without hand. The cup advances and is turned aside by the simplest gesture: a palm raised not in refusal, but in recognition. Beyond the walls the giant turns. His play is precise. The sea keeps the cue. The body exits lights down, leaving in the air a salt that teaches mouths to speak softly to what they cannot keep. Morning: the battlements are only stones again, and yet they remember. A soldier stamps his feet and warms an oath back to life. Ships itch at the pier, wanting the ethics of distance. The tide lifts, unarguable. Far out, the long body rolls, exact at joy. In that turn is a mercy Shakespeare never wrote but always knew: that the deep keeps us by enlarging what we cannot answer, and that thinking, when done to the hilt, tastes finally of water and goes quiet. I tuck that taste under the tongue and descend the stair, fit for the day, armed with a question that grips like a handle and lets the hand rest.
The Fairie Queen, The forest opens like a court that has sworn secrecy to the green. A knight in red armour rides a path that is only a sentence repeated by moss. His lady is a page torn from a psalter and taught to breathe. A dwarf walks behind them carrying prudence in a small chest that rattles when temptation speaks. I follow at a distance where the leaves keep counsel. The air smells of chivalry and rain, of vows sharpened on lips. Error keeps house in a hollow that sweats learning. She nurses her young on a milk that remembers lovers. The knight enters and the lover bites, pages turning to ropes. He cuts a way through the alphabet, and the cut becomes a river. The river flows toward a sea that has been waiting since the first stanza. Far out a back rolls, courteous as a herald. The spout writes a flourish, a capital letter at the start of an epic that understands hunger. A hermit offers rest that tastes of sleep sugared with doctrine. Dream steps forward with a bowl. The knight drinks and is given a theatre of false brain. He believes it for an hour, which is the correct length for a lie shaped like mercy. At dawn his armour smells of candle smoke and apology. Una looks at him the way a harbour looks at a ship that forgot the tide. The dwarf tightens his belt and the belt learns to pray. The path splits into gardens that practice allegory. In one, Pride rises in a chariot pulled by spectral compliments. Her neck is a swan that has read itself too seriously. In another, Sloth teaches a mattress to preach. Wrath scratches a hymn on his own cheek and calls it law. Each garden is a mirror propped against a desire. The knight nods and forgets to blush. The whale moves beneath the soil, lifting roots gently, as if offering advice to trees. Their leaves answer with a sound like a thousand thin pages turned at once. A lion keeps Una from the arithmetic of crowd. She steps through the noise with the stride of somebody who has negotiated with silence and signed. The lion’s breath, warm as cathedral stone at noon, holds the day steady. A false nun opens a door in the hedge and invites the story into a neat perjury. The hinge sighs and the tale goes crooked. We walk on, learning the taste of detours, which is patience salted with laughter. There is a lady in a castle built from wishbone and light. Her name is a blush that writes itself slowly. In her hall the carpets are heraldry woven from soft arguments. A wizard keeps a cabinet of images that pretend to be true until you touch them. The knight touches one and discovers how tender lies can be. The lie smiles and becomes almost honest. Outside, the sea sends up a smell like a clean wound. The long back turns, reminding the coast that allegiance is a curve. We meet Sansfoy first, a lance dressed as a sermon. Then Sansloy, a fist with grammar. Then Sansjoy, who fights with a sadness that sharpens the blade. Their names go through the mouth like bitter wine and the lips learn new shapes of refusal. Each falls as stories must, to clear a small space in which a harder story can stand. The dwarf counts the fallen with a clerk’s charity. Una gathers the day back into a single clear vowel. The whale approves by breathing once, loud as an organ admitting pleasure. At the house of Pride the stair climbs like a debt. Down the steps parade the old diseases sweetened by custom. Idleness murmurs a lullaby learned from politics. Gluttony carries a table strapped to his belly, plates ringing like bells of soft disasters. Lechery smiles because everyone already agrees. The knight bows too deeply and forgives himself too quickly. In the courtyard a chariot wheel writes a circle in dust and the circle becomes a mirror for the sky’s lower eye. I look in and see a fin, its shadow long as lineage. A dragon waits at the end of an education. It sits on treasure the way winter sits on orchards. Its wings are the colour of verdicts. The knight rides in with a prayer that has grown callouses. The breath of the beast tastes of charred grammar and unbaptised noon. They meet. Iron argues with scale. The earth claps the rhythm of men bearing water. Una prays with her hands open, a gesture that teaches the day its better duty. When the dragon falls the ground breathes out buried vowels. The sea decides to attend the thanksgiving. Waves lift their hems. The shore curtsies. The whale surfaces at a respectful distance and shows the pale architecture of its throat, a chapel built for a different liturgy. Its breath lays a gloss of warmth on steel and bruise. The knight shivers and understands that victory is a form of nakedness. Una smiles and teaches him how to be clothed again without forgetting. We pass a wood where satyrs practise diplomacy. They bow to Una as if to daylight that consented to be touched. She moves among them with a quiet that mothers the leaves. The dwarf negotiates with berries and returns with pockets of red agreement. A shepherd pipes a tune that persuades the afternoon to sit. Under the tune the great animal turns, the bass of the world’s harp, a joy exact enough to be law. Archimago returns with his small industries. He weaves doubts from hairs pulled out of sleep. He knots them into garlands for the brow of certainty. The knight wears one for an hour and speaks beautifully against himself. Una waits, a candle in a patient room. When the hour ends the garland falls and becomes a tame snake. She picks it up and places it in a jar labelled Experience. Spenser builds houses with seven rooms and fills each with an old word cleaned and set to work. Courtesy sits at the head of a long table and carves meat that tastes of fresh water. Holiness mends armour with thread drawn from hymns. Temperance keeps time with a cup that never empties and never spills. Justice writes in the dust with a blade that recognises the pulse of the wrist. Each virtue is a harbour offered to a body that has understood travel. The sea listens and practices bowing. The Redcrosse knight walks on. His banner remembers being torn, which teaches it to fly more kindly. He passes an oak that keeps the history of ropes. He passes a spring where girls have taught the water to keep secrets. He passes a stone that warmed a sleeping vagrant into sainthood. I pass with him until the path ends at a cliff that does not end. There the ocean stands with its argument, spacious and undecided. Far out the whale plays, not for us, not against us, simply with that accuracy joy requires. At night the epic sleeps in armour loosened a little at the buckle. Una lies with her hands between knees as if holding a small flame. The dwarf dreams of ladders that do not break. I lie under a hedge and feel the ground’s old story telling itself through my spine. The sea speaks in stanzas without rhyme. The whale lifts and lowers, a metronome for courage. In the morning the trees drop a few green coins of blessing. We spend them on steps. The forest admits us again and the tale resumes, not straighter, only truer, the way a river corrects itself by bending.
Sir William Davenant, In the rafters perspective tilts its vanishing point like a cup, and scenery pours down the throat of distance until distance agrees to be intimate. We sit inside a room that pretends to be an island and then, with a pulley and a confident hand, becomes a siege. Gondibert waits in another chamber, armour laced with rhymes. Couplets pair off like dancers who have sworn fidelity to wit. Hobbes, that precise brain, has visited the prologue and left it smelling of steel and breakfast. Prudence, valour, love, all measured in the bright tape of policy. A city in the stanza learns how to keep its oath by daylight and break it tenderly at night. The poem climbs its own staircase, stopping on each landing to ask the mirror whether virtue can be sculpted from appetite. The mirror answers with a blush dressed as geometry. But here, tonight, Rhodes. A shore is painted so accurately that the sea becomes jealous and arrives in person, lifting the pit orchestra an inch. The chorus steadies their stands with new ankles. Ships cross the proscenium on cables as discreet as conscience. A voice enters that is neither trumpet nor confession, only a line of breath taught to shine. It belongs to a woman, at last a woman in public, her vowels bareheaded and lawful. The audience leans forward as if a long exhalation had finally been licensed. The old ban on bodies dissolves like sugar in lamp-heat. Eros, fetched from the alehouse with his hair combed, takes a seat and behaves. The Turk in gilded thunder, the Knight in kissed iron; both kneel to the same staff of rhythm. Forts unfold like origami of stone, bastions offer their arguments to the moon. When the cannon speaks, it does not smash; it engraves. Smoke writes italic astonishment across the coulisses. From the painted horizon a back rolls, dark as a bar of music. The whale’s spout punctuates the aria with a warm comma. No one planned this. Stagehands glance upward as if the roof had learned tide. The city in the canvas remembers it was once a sail. Davenant smiles the way a navigator does when a compass obeys both iron and star. “Call this opera,” he whispers, and the word, foreign and domestic, slides into English like a ship granted safe conduct. Recitative stitches discourse to pulse; the stitch holds. A treaty is signed between sense and heat; the signatures look alike. Priests of measure and matrons of grace nod in the same time. The Puritan night outside, severe and sleeping, is gently robbed of a portion of quiet, which is returned with interest as melody. In the siege, love invents new protocols. Lovers exchange passwords at the edge of policy. One sings from a wall and the other answers from a boat, and the wind—having studied rhetoric—carries both arguments fairly. To be besieged is to wake in a bed that has sworn neutrality and cannot keep it. The sheet is a map, the knees are promontories, the hip a lighthouse whose lamp never quite goes out. Cannonades of heartbeat. Parlays of finger and throat. Surrender written in a cadenza that blushes and bows. Gondibert, overhearing, revises his maxim. Prudence is not the refusal of fire, but its exact administration. He trims a couplet to fit a pulse he had not counted. The rhyme tightens like a strap over armour, holding the heat where it does the most good. Hobbes, frowning kindly, concedes a page to delight, provided delight pays tax to clarity. We agree to this governance because the stage proves it without argument: the more exact the joy, the safer the city. Machinery descends with angelic carpentry. Clouds, obedient to rope and prayer, ferry virtues across the painted strait. An apparition shows the future in a discreet aperture: London unshuttered, boards hot with feet, women speaking in their own breath, men learning to listen without losing authority. The island approves. The whale, having no use for prophecy, plays. Its tail rises like a pair of tablets and falls without legislation. Nevertheless, a law is kept: that the deep keeps us by making room for our ceremonies. A captain kneels to the queen of this island, and his vow is a recitative with salt on it. She answers in a key that teaches heraldry to dance. The chorus, citizens on loan from daylight, discover their throats are buildings; sound inhabits them with taxes and festivals. Victory, when it arrives, is courteous. It washes its hands before touching the wounded. It kisses policy on the cheek and asks forgiveness for its volume. A banner dips; the orchestra breathes; the lamps look at each other like conspirators who still mean only good. After, ale in a private room where actors hang their souls to dry. Davenant counts coins with the tenderness of a steward who knows he is feeding a famine larger than hunger. Somebody sings a scrap of the morrow’s show; the scrap changes the furniture. Chairs behave like boats. The table shoulders into the tide of talk and floats. We are all smuggled past severity on the craft of form. Outside, the ordinance licks the window with a thin tongue of rain; inside, a woman’s unashamed high note teaches the glass to forgive. I walk home through streets that carry their own stage darkness. Every doorway is a wing. Every gutter a pit. On a blank wall a painted port resumes its work, and in that false harbour real water collects, moon-rinsed. Far down the lane, a cart creaks in hexameter. From the river, a breath arrives—animal, devotional—that settles on the lips like an encore. The body keeps quiet the way a theatre keeps faith after the audience has gone: by holding the temperature of what has been said. In dream I sit again under the lattice of machines. The baroque sky is frogged with pulleys; angels wear harness. Gondibert and the island exchange emblems: a helm with a laurel, a bastion with a heart. The woman returns, walks to the edge of the stage, and sings to the place where orchestra ends and sea begins. The edge answers; it is a handsome man with a tide for a mouth. They do not touch; they audit each other with delight. The great back turns beyond the painted gulf, exact at joy, indifferent as law, and we, instructed by spectacle into honesty, learn how a city sounds when it remembers pleasure is one of its duties. Morning: the shutter opens a hand’s width and spills rehearsal into milk-carts. Printers strike their formes with a rhythm borrowed from last night’s drum. A tailor measures a bodice that will be sung in; his tape learns mercy. Davenant arrives with a new map folded in his pocket—the kind of map that shows a room and calls it ocean—and the carpenters grin because they have learned to nail water to wood. The whale, punctual as appetite, breaks the river once, leaving on the surface a parenthesis for our day. Between its two curved arms the city writes: we will speak beautifully and survive.
Sir T. Browne ‘Of Sperma Ceti and the Sperma Ceti Whale’, The apothecary’s room is a chapel of glass. Vials stand like little bells awaiting breath. Sir Thomas enters with the gravity of a kindly comet and sets upon the bench a head imagined from the sea, vast as a cradle for brain. He will correct the world by touching it. His fingers, tidy with civility, smell of rosemary and lamp. They call it seed, he murmurs, and the word blushes under its own misprision. Not seed, not that deliberate lightning, but a calmer star, a lucid fat housed in the skull of magnitude. He lifts a ladle of pearly matter and the room grows lunar. This is the candour of the deep, he says, the unguent of patience, a balm gathered where thought keeps its warehouse. He does not say brain, he does not say soul, he says head as one might say heaven and mean a ceiling that breathes. Outside the sea practises its quincunx, five motions making one law. Far out the mighty animal turns, consenting to be the lover’s illustration for a page or two. Browne considers it not a fish, for fish are a colder grammar. It is a citizen of warm blood, a parish of breath, a body that suckles its young on a milk the moon envies. He writes this with a physician’s hand, the ink laying a calm upon superstition. The whale lifts and answers with a fountain that baptises the margin. Ambergris wanders into the paragraph as if perfume had lost its way and found a stomach. Not the foam’s generosity, Browne notes, but a later secretion, a benediction wrought by inward fires and the deliberations of gut. It floats ashore like a sentence pardoned. Queens wear it; widows remember with it; apothecaries charge for it by the dram and stand improved by the fragrance of their accounts. I hold a fragment to the tongue and taste a library, salt at first, then civet, then the clean iron of brain after rain. In his catalogue of errors he lays each misunderstanding upon a linen and smooths its corners. The sea-unicorn is no landed miracle, only a northern tooth made doctrine by distance. The remora’s tyranny is gentle physics. The barnacle-goose will not be born of timber, though faith has long loved that story for its convenience. So too the sperma of this colossus is not lust distilled, but decorous lamp-stuff, a light’s animal; candles made from it read scripture more mercifully. Browne writes and a wick somewhere finds itself forgiven. He turns the ladle and the pearl-mass folds back upon itself with modesty. Thick, yet clear in intention, obedient to warmth, love’s own viscosity without its unrest. He prescribes it for rough throats and impatient skins. The body, grateful, takes the advice. I rub a little upon the inside of the wrist and the pulse learns courtesy. The room’s small fumes kiss the lovers into wakefulness. In the blue jar where sugared violets drown slightly, I see the whale’s eye, patient as law amended by kindness. An anatomy of the head is offered, not violent, only curious. Case and junk, honeycombs of oil, corridors where pressure is a choir. The blade moves with a priest’s manners. When the vault opens, the air receives an education in candlelight at its source. Browne bows his head as one bows to a reliquary and thanks the creature for its pedagogy. From the cut a slow lucency rises, a thought that forgot to be word and became balm. The apprentices look with a love that has not learned to name itself and will not be harmed by doing so. He recalls the floating weeds of the mid-Atlantic, those pendulous gardens where birds take counsel with drift. Among such councils the giant laves his brow, slow as a city kneeling. In that green parliament, he writes, error thickens, for sailors sell miracles at the price of bread. Therefore keep a soft scepticism, a charity with teeth. The pen nods. The sea agrees by lowering its shoulder for a minute and letting a skiff believe itself architect of calm. There is a page on candles that makes me blush. The spermaceti taper burns steadier than doctrine and less proud. Its flame reads faces without accusing them. Lovers profit by it, writing the body’s footnotes without smut, only accuracy. Widowers, too, sit by it and remember that grief prefers honest light. Browne does not write this, yet the lamp on his bench says it plainly, and the glassware repeats it in a quiet chorale. When he comes to Leviathan, he does not roar. He enumerates. Teeth like libraries, tongue a road one might consent to walk, lungs that make a climate of the chest, a heart whose beat could teach pole star and compass to marry. He sets beside the great beast a civet, a beaver, a deer with bezoar, and by this juxtaposition restores magnitude to good company. The room becomes a menagerie of proofs that need no theatre. Outside, the tide lifts a little cupboard of shells and sets it down again with courtesy. He concludes as he began, with gratitude disguised as correction. Let us not fancy seed where the sea has laid wisdom, nor confound the pleasures of generation with the lamp that serves our nights. He smiles, and the smile is an ordinance. I taste on the air a mild sacrament compounded of oil, ink, repented ignorance, and something like affection for the world’s gigantic housekeeping. I step into evening carrying a scrap of wax that remembers the head it left. On the quay the chandlers pour their pale rivers into the ranks of ready moulds. The Thames keeps its slow catechism. From the roads beyond Gravesend a warm cloud travels shoreward and lays itself on the city’s forehead like a clean cloth. The great back rolls once, exact at joy, and the sky writes with breath the brief gloss Browne intended for us all: error amended, light made from patience, mercy in the nature of the thing.
Walter’s Battle of the Sumer Islands, The chart is a groin full of teeth. Walter spreads it on the gunroom table and the islands gleam like molars worn by old hunger. “Sumer,” the purser says, tasting the vowel as if it were a date still sun-warm. The admiral taps a cape with a knuckle that remembers farm work. Outside, drums explain the brain to the decks. The sea listens and sharpens its blue. We sail at first light, which is to say at first wound. Masts write vertical arguments against a sky already persuaded. Guns sleep with their eyelids up. Powder whispers its black catechism to sacks of slow thunder. The men tuck luck under their tongues, a coin they will not spend until the hour requires heat for grammar. Between the islands the channels coil like domesticated vipers, silver and obedient, each with a single treachery kept polished. The enemy arrives as if summoned by punctuation. Their line forms a cold paragraph across the strait. Flags translate wind into law. Walter’s glass finds a captain on the far quarterdeck standing with the calm of a man who has learned to breathe inside verdicts. Our own bell speaks noon though it is not noon; time consents to be rearranged by velocity. First broadside: the island flinches and pretends it was the palm trees. Smoke folds the water into rooms. We fight in those rooms, opening and closing doors with iron questions. Splinters go about their bright assassinations. A midshipman, cherry-faced, shouts “Now!” and the word becomes a corridor everyone runs down, including death, who runs most politely of all. The wounded hold on to the ship with their teeth and the ship, grateful, continues to exist. Then the back rises. Between Sumer and Sumer, where the chart had nothing, the sea produces its old cathedral. A ridge of flesh, salt-coloured, patient as statute. The spout lays a warm comma across the page of smoke. For a moment both lines of battle breathe the same sentence. A gunner’s match hesitates at the touch-hole, chastened. Walter, surprised into accuracy, lowers his glass and hears inside his ribs the long bass that keeps wars from lunacy. A squall stamps in from the right like an impatient counsel. Rain hammers the decks into confession. We reload by touch, the way lovers resume a quarrel they do not wish to win. A roundshot enters the captain’s great cabin and revises a portrait into brain. “Steer small,” Walter says, and the helmsman narrows the world to a wrist. The isle to leeward shows its stone like a wolf’s shoulder; waves break into white jurisprudence on the reef. Boarding. The two hulls kiss like lawsuits. Hooks make their legal arguments; planks persuade. Faces meet at the range where rhetoric is hips and breath. A marine discovers he has memorised a prayer he never learned. Another man loses his hat and finds his childhood. I step over a fallen yard that still smells of forest and feel underfoot the animal lift of the great body turning—no miracle, only joy exact at scale. In the battery a sergeant wipes his hands on the past and hands it to the next volley. “Again,” says Walter, and again occurs with the punctuality of rain in a wet season. The enemy’s flagship drinks a slow cup of fire and forgets its name. Men cheer with throats that have been introduced to salt as medicine. The island contributes lizards and astonishment. Palms applaud badly but with conviction. Evening decides to be merciful. Smoke thins into a legend that will soon owe nobody exact change. The wounded are counted in three columns: carried, walking, refusing to admit it. Water is carried in hats. Rum behaves like theology, soothing and enlarging. Walter sits on a coil of cable and tastes iron, lemon, distance. On the horizon the whale turns once more, writing a curved law across Sumer and Sumer that no treaty can annul. Night: the fleet lies to, each ship a small republic governed by lantern. Carpenters talk to wounds in the voice of fathers. A fiddler makes the fore-hatch remember villages. I lie under a gun that cooled itself into humility and watch heat leak from the muzzle in quiet. The sea breathes through the gratings, a slow soft bellows teaching our sleep to keep time. In dream the islands unhook themselves and drift nearer. Their beaches are the white of uncovered bone. We step ashore wearing smoke like new skin. There are fruits whose names are vowels; there is a spring that tastes of forgiven thunder. Walter walks to the waterline and raises his hat to whatever in the deep refused to choose sides. The hat smells of powder and rain and a woman he cannot afford to remember. The whale answers by not appearing, which is a form of courtesy. Morning returns with its exact appetites. Sails are shaken free like sheets from the bed of night. The wounded who insisted on waking insist further on work. “Write it,” Walter says, and the clerk sits with a board across his knees while the ship breathes under his pen. He writes: wind east-by-south, sea moderate, action joined at the third glass, enemy line broken between second and third islands, mercy seen at intervals, form unknown. As we bear away, Sumer shines as if the stones had been polished by law. Behind us wreckage practises the grammar of consequence. Ahead, the open where charts stop making promises. Between them the body keeps its oath to warm our cold, to light our night, to mind our measures with play. The masthead cries “Spout!” once more, far off, like a benediction shouted across the nave. We do not alter course. We do not forget. The sea resumes its office and we our small republics, salted, articulate, less cruel than yesterday by the exact width of a breath.
Hobbe’s Leviathan The frontispiece opens like a harbour at dawn. An artificial man rises behind the hills, a body made of citizens, each a small window lit with consent. In one hand he carries the sword that tidies fright. In the other he carries the crozier that persuades sleep. His face is a cloud that has learned to keep appointments. Beneath him the sea tests the stones with a patient tongue. Hobbes speaks in iron syllables. Life is motion, he says, first the secret pulse then the walk chosen by will. Appetite travels toward, aversion travels away. Fear arranges both with the tact of brain. Without a common power to awe, every man is a tide that would like to be storm. In that dark water the names of days vanish. The oar becomes a tooth. The bed becomes a barricade. There is no mine or thine that can stand the salt. I listen and the coast answers with a low consent. Far out the true back turns, slow as law learning its own size. To call it Leviathan is to dress magnitude in a word that can be carried. Hobbes means a man made of many, not the beast that warms the deep with a lamp in its head. Yet the two regard each other through the mist like cousins who parted before language chose sides. The civil creature holds together by fear converted to covenant. The sea creature holds together by joy exact in flesh. We begin in equality, he says, which is to say each hand may reach the other’s throat or help the other’s climb. From this parity of danger comes a prudence. We covenant. I lay down my right to all things if you will do the same. Words are airy, so we must give them teeth. The teeth are sword and scaffold and seal. The Commonwealth breathes. Its breath smells of ink and winter fat and a little wine kept for festival. The multitude is one mouth taught to speak without biting its own tongue. I feel the treaty arrive in the body. Hips learn the step that leaves room for other hips. The hand that once argued with knives now argues with coin. The bed remembers to be a bed again. Priapus, soothed by predictability, sits down at the council table and signs his name where it will do least harm and most good. Outside, the whale exhales a warm syllable that lays a gloss on the river. The lamps of the city burn steadier for it. Hobbes loves definitions with the love a smith has for a clean edge. He takes justice and trims it to measure. He takes religion and settles it in the sovereign’s lap so that visions will not unsettle wages. He takes liberty and fits it inside law where it can breathe without eating the house. He warns that the commonwealth must have one soul or it will shake itself into furies. The frontispiece nods. In the lattice of citizens a soft murmur travels. Yes, they say, we will be many and also one. Yet he does not forget the sea. He knows terror as pedagogue. He knows how a look from the deep can straighten the shoulders of a town. He writes that reputation is power, that counsel is power, that secret knowledge is power, but the greatest is the power to terrify. I watch the harbour when the great animal rises under the roadstead. The fleet leans a little. The church windows acquire humility. Merchants add an extra line to their ledgers titled Providence. No shot is fired. A doctrine has passed through the day and left everything in its place, improved by exact fear. There is a chapter on speech. Words are counters, he says, and we must not mistake them for coin. Names point, they do not feed. When men worship their own language, they drown. He lists the idols of schoolmen, quaint phantoms that multiply in air. While he writes, the true spout climbs into morning like a white finger. It does not argue. It indicates. The sentence beneath my ribs simplifies. I want bread. I want safety. I want to lie down beside another and not be stabbed by night. The Commonwealth is a blanket that promises enough. Then the chapter of crimes and excuses. Ignorance is not excuse when the law has been pronounced clearly. Fear excuseth when the knife is at the throat and the covenant itself requires survival. Dream does not excuse because it belongs to another jurisdiction. He is stern, and kindly, and exact. The judge within me stands and adjusts his robe. The whale turns and shows the pale thought of its throat. Mercy is also a form of exactness. He speaks of sovereignty by institution and by acquisition. In both, the point is peace that lasts. Popular men will call for divided powers, a pretty thought that breaks ships. Preachers will call for higher warrants than the crown, a shining claim that burns granaries. Philosophers will sow subtlety like weeds in a field that wants bread. The Leviathan gathers these into its chest and makes them citizens of silence. I should fret at this and yet my breath steadies. The world has many rooms. Not every argument deserves the street. There is a page on glory. Men swell like tides that forgot the moon. Honour is a currency minted by fear and opinion. It buys duels and sharpens knives for nothing. Better the honour that belongs to keeping covenants, which smells of leather and good ink and warm hands. Better the daily triumph of not drawing blood. I taste this and approve. Still, far out, the animal leaps once, purely for delight. The spray falls on my face like a small crown that teaches the brow to relax. Hobbes writes of the kingdom of darkness, a republic of errors that trades in obscurity. He names demons that are only words misused, miracles that are only reports untended by reason, policies that call themselves sacred when they are only hunger well dressed. He gives us candles against that night. Tallow will do. Spermaceti will do better. I imagine a chamber where his pages are read by a lamp made of the very head that terrified the prophets. Light from patience. Peace from magnitude. The thought of it cools the tongue. At the end he returns to first causes. Fear of violent death, desire of such things as are necessary for a commodious life, hope by industry to obtain them. The sovereign is an artificial soul that manages these motions. The rest is superstition. He closes the lover and the frontispiece returns to stone. Still, the sea goes on with its slow jurisprudence. The true Leviathan plays at the edge of our polity, not subject, not rebel, only original. I leave the study and walk to the quay where the ropes make their quiet law. The city hums with contracts like bees in a civic hive. Lovers kiss under statutes and are improved by being seen. The watch turns a corner with decent indifference. In the roads the long back rolls and writes a curve of certainty under the day. I bow to both sovereigns, to the body made of citizens and to the body made of joy. Between them I am kept. My breath lengthens. My hands remember their work. The water finds the stones and the stones consent.
Holy War, The city is already taken before the trumpet sounds. It is called Mansoul and it is only a name that remembers being a body. Streets are nerves that have forgotten their owners. Gates stand like lips that declined to speak in time. Eye Gate. Ear Gate. Mouth Gate. They wait with the patience of ivory. No one enters. Everyone is inside. From the hills the banners appear, white that refuses its own innocence, black that never owned guilt, and the third colour that cannot be printed because it is only fever. The besieger has the calm of someone who has become brain. He is called by many names and by none. He surrounds with absence. He lifts the city gently out of time so that it may be inspected like an organ removed for study. A herald pounds the dust with an argument that smells of scripture and salt. Yield, he says, and you shall be yourself again. Resist, and you shall be yourself to the point of extinction. The people of Mansoul convene in the great chamber whose ceiling is the inside of a skull. The councillors arrive carrying their little beautiful deaths like portfolios. Conscience sits with hands folded as if they could learn quiet by position alone. Will leans forward and does not speak. Memory releases a moth that used to be a letter. Night enters without permission. Outside, the sea moves with its indifference that is also care. Far off, the creature turns. The back writes a curve on water that is more law than the words of any banner. Its breath travels to the city like a soft refusal to judge. We inhale it and pretend we have not. The first assault comes through Ear Gate. Drums recite necessity. The voice of command muddies and clarifies by turns. Citizens tie cords to their own hearing and pull until the drum learns to beat inside. A crack opens. Songs infiltrate that are not songs. They are orders written as tenderness. Mothers place their palms over children’s ears and feel the palms change into doors. Then Eye Gate. Torches at night, a festival of instruction. Visions arrive that are not quite pictures, more like operations conducted in the light of a moon that belongs to no calendar. A face appears on the wall and speaks without moving, the way a wound speaks when it has attained eloquence. Men kneel to it as to a mirror that persuades them they have always been kneeling. Women raise lamps and find in the flame a script they did not know they knew. Mouth Gate holds. Lips remember vows that were made with them, not about them. Teeth stand in their rows like soldiers who have forgotten why they enlisted and will not desert for that very reason. The besieger smiles, then removes his smile like a glove. He orders silence from the outside. Inside, silence was already at work. It steps forward wearing the colour between white and black and invites us to share our food with it. We do, and are satisfied, and are not. From the east a second army comes, calling itself Emmanuel. Its weapons resemble balm that has learned to cut. Its surgeon speaks from a lover that smells of oil and ash. The city is now between two absences that claim to be presence. We applaud both and are ashamed, then applaud shame and are finished with applause. At the waterline the whale rises once and the siege lifts an inch. You can feel this in the ankles like a remembered wedding. The commanders pause by the parapet and listen to a sound that does not travel through air. It travels through patience. They consult their diagrams, none of which include patience. They decide to be more exact. Engines are built in the shadow of the wall. One writes with stones. One writes with hunger. One writes with promises whose fonts are too beautiful to resist. The letters fall on Eye Gate and Ear Gate until both are engraved. Within, Will stands up and becomes an arrow pointing at nothing. Conscience bleeds into a small clean bowl and offers it to anyone who will drink. We do and we call it sacrament in order to bear it. Blanchot enters the city the way dusk enters a room with a single chair. He places the chair in the corner where the wall is a fact that has not learned comfort. He sits and says nothing for a long time. When he speaks, he tells us that outside is inside and that disaster is the truth of our attention. He says the lover is writing itself with our breath. He says the sentence wants to go on and we must respect that want even if it ends us. We nod like citizens who have been given the exact punishment they desired. A breach opens. Through it comes not an army but distance itself. Houses grow larger as if embarrassed by their tenants. Streets thin to strings across which the wind plucks a law older than governance. Mothers lose their first names and keep their voices. Fathers keep their hands and lose their trades. Children catch shadows in jars and watch the jars darken. A parley is called at the cistern that remembers rain more kindly than men. The spokesmen for both camps drink and agree that thirst is authority. They sign a paper that cannot be folded. It floats above the water and refuses grammar. We kneel to it because kneeling is what our joints want. The paper dissolves with courtesy. The agreement remains in the pulse. Night again. On the wall I lay my ear and hear the city speaking in the language of brick. It says it is tired of being a metaphor. It would like to be heated and cooled and washed by rain. It would like to be leaned against by bodies that need it. It would like to remember fire without learning fire’s lesson. I apologise for using it and promise to be more literal. The wall is pleased and grows heavy with reality. At dawn the final assault is a kindness. The armies withdraw to a line that cannot be drawn. Emmanuel enters through no gate and takes no throne. The other enters also and keeps no prison. They pass through each other like brain systems beyond our arithmetic. In their wake remains a wordless instruction. It teaches the hand to open and to stay open until the work is finished. The whale surfaces close, nearer than law and farther than prayer. Its lamp breath warms the stones. For a minute the city remembers the sea with the clarity of a wound that is no longer needed. People walk out of their doors and stand as if on a ship that has finally admitted its element. No one speaks because the mouth has learned to be a gate again. When the water settles, the army tents are gone and the banners are only sky. Mansoul remains, smaller and accurate. Eye Gate sees ordinary faces and accepts them. Ear Gate hears the market and decides it is a psalm. Mouth Gate chews bread that tastes like the first bread after long fever. The councillors dismiss themselves. Conscience goes to work at a table by a window. Will becomes a road. I sleep on the paving stones by the cistern. In dream the lover closes on its own hand and does not cry out. The siege continues only as a rhythm deep in the body where breath obeys a creature older than fear. Far off the back rolls with that exact joy which is also judgment. We are not saved. We are kept. That is enough. The gates remain open so that silence may pass through at will and teach us to endure the day without pretending to deserve it.
Paradise Lost The lover opens like morning remembered by an old star. I enter through the blind doorway of an invocation. Sing, says a mouth that is breath before it is word. The air stands up to be counted. A pillar of cloud forgets to be cloud and becomes sentence. I walk into that light and find a shore where the first wind is still rehearsing how to touch the first leaf without bruising it. Above, a wound in heaven cools to history. The rebel falls with the splendour of a law discovering its own limit. His name is a fire that enjoys its grammar. He speaks and the consonants learn steel. Through the deep that is not yet our sea he drops like a thought God refused and therefore perfected. Sulphur introduces itself to music. The choir takes instruction and does not resign. A plain of iron arrives where mercy once intended a garden. Thrones are hammered out of rage and sit, obedient as dogs that have learned arithmetic. Pandemonium rises on a scaffolding of precision. Every joint is a verse. Every cornice a proof. The fallen debate as if salvation were a treaty to be negotiated by skill. Their votes carry smoke. They appoint a scout to sift the new world for advantage. He smiles like a horizon deciding where to be. He goes. He threads chaos with a needle made of will. On either hand the old unmade roars with manners. He steps lightly through nothing that has learned to pretend to be stairs. Below, the abyss turns in its sleep and for a moment shows a back. It passes for mountain. It is a muscle. It is a thought the first waters have about law. The scout nods to it as if to an equal and the darkness nods back with excellent courtesy. I find myself in Eden where the light is a patient animal that wants to be stroked. The grass knows its vowels. Trees converse with a tact that does not tire. Two bodies move as if rhythm were a covenant. They do not yet understand time and therefore walk in it correctly. The river divides for pleasure and returns to itself for doctrine. Birds instruct the wind in how to praise without flattering. There is a serpent who has borrowed a mouth. The mouth chooses craft and calls it candour. He praises the fruit for being round like reason. He praises the tongue for being brave like hunger. He suggests that disobedience is a more exact obedience. The ear enjoys the grammar and grants audience. The teeth enter the treaty. Juice writes its first commentary along a wrist. History begins to purr. The sea listens at the edge of the garden. On the third morning the long back rises beyond the cherubim. Leviathan in Milton’s reckoning, a name already bound to schools and trumpets. Here the creature is only accuracy. Its breath lays a warm gloss over the meadow. Adam inhales and forgets for one blessed instant to be accountable. Eve inhales and learns the better use of naming. Their ribs answer with bells that have slept since dust. The scout arrives at the coast and the coast takes him with the politeness of a woman who knows she can refuse. He builds a bridge of intention and crosses before it admits it was possible. The sun watches from behind fig leaves of purity. The moon makes notes on obedience. Angels post their flaming caution in the air like a municipal ordinance. The visitor wears indifference as armour. Indifference cracks beautifully at the first smell of innocence. He returns to his congress with news shaped like fruit. They cheer in hexameter. The lake of fire puts on a military calm. A plan is hatched that cannot be trusted and will therefore prosper for a time. The rebel ascends again through the province of disorder, the way a thorn returns to a palm that once chose to forgive it. He pauses at the lip of the newly minted world and listens. From the deeps comes a slow hymn sung by lungs large enough to steady mountains. He misreads it as flattery of his courage and is not corrected. The garden bruises. Knowledge expands like a sail. Shame looks for a tailor and finds leaves that will do for an hour. The voice that walks in the cool explains the cost with a patience that is not tired. The ground is informed that it will now bear memory as well as seed. The animals are told to remain innocent and they obey as if obedience were sport. Two bodies stand under a newly serious sky and hear the first arithmetic of exile. At the river mouth the whale turns, and the water learns pity. It carries the pair out past their old gate without drowning them. The sword that keeps the way burns for law, not anger. A cherub watches from a height where distance is mercy. The sea wraps the fugitives in salt and presents them to time. They walk, a small republic of breath, their steps the first prose that ever had to earn its verbs. Later, in the city beneath, the rebel builds theatres of punishment where applause is the back of the hand. Engineers of despair measure intervals with careful string. There is a foundry where doubts are cast into coins that buy nothing. There is a school where envy studies astronomy and learns to resent the movement of moons. Yet even there a rumour of water survives. Sometimes a warmth blows across the ashen squares and a few remember a field that did not have a master. They turn their heads as if a bell had called them and then they forget. The poet stands between the two realms, blind like a window that has chosen to be pure light. He invokes a Spirit who can translate heat into meter. He sings and the air recovers its appetite. Chaos quiets to listen as if sound were the right tyranny. The page holds like a ship with new cordage. I read and the rope burns my hands in the correct places. The pain is a lesson in scale. On the shore of the fallen lake, counsel reconvenes. A voice that loves monarchy proposes open war. A voice that loves reputation proposes letters. A voice that loves malice proposes honey. Honey prevails. To conquer by permission is the most efficient wrong. A volunteer accepts incarnation in a scale and a forked tongue. He sets out, a diplomat appointed to the court of hunger. Meanwhile a council brighter than iron meets in another light. A Son offers to carry the world on His breath and not be proud of it. The Father answers with consent that warms space. Decree travels without violence. Justice puts on a face that can weep and still be justice. Mercy places her hand on the mouth of law and the law is improved. The poet hears this as a wind that passes through his skull and reorders the furniture with care. On the water the creature rises again and this time lingers. Its eye is a planet with very patient brain. The spray confers wisdom on the margin of everything. When the rebel sees the back he mistakes it for a fortress and fires at it with words. The words fall into the brine and become food. He learns nothing that he can use. Learning without use is a punishment reserved for intellects that understood too much too soon. The expulsion comes. It is arranged as ceremony with a tenderness no one expected. The couple receive their coats of skin from hands that remain gentle. The path away is lit by the last look of a garden that refuses to become anger. They walk into a history of winter and laughter and iron and oil. Above them the heavens rehearse a rescue that will look like defeat and will be victory because it does not require applause. I stand at the tideline where all this keeps repeating. The surf is a chorus without vanity. The whale breathes and the breath lays on me a cloth warm from a secret lamp. Milton names it Leviathan and keeps marching. Browne would call it head light. Hobbes would call it awe. Jonah would call it room. Job would call it measurement beyond hook. I call it the mercy of an exact joy that does not care for me and therefore keeps me. Night arrives with planets that remember their first instructions. In dream I see the rebel crouched on a promontory, planning again, because planning is his nature, not success. He watches the sea for signs of consent and receives only play. He cannot use play. It ruins arithmetic. He turns away in disgust that tastes like envy folded into sugar. Morning returns with its two trees, knowledge and life, now distant and promised. I walk the strand and taste both in the salt. A gull reads a page torn from thunder and nods. Far out the animal writes one long breath under the day, a baseline for choirs in which any voice can learn to stand. I take that note into the chest where fear once kept its bed and let it work. It spreads like light into rooms I had shut for reasons that no longer admit dignity. Paradise is lost and the sentence does not end. It curves into a clause that contains a road. On that road two figures move away from a garden that still shines behind their eyes. They are not royal. They are stubborn. They carry each other’s brain and sometimes get it wrong. When they sleep the sea keeps watch and the lamp in the head of the great body burns with a candour no doctrine can own. The poet closes his lover to feel that warmth on the lids. I do likewise. Breath enters. Breath leaves. Between these two immensities a life is permitted.
Fuller’s Profane and Holy State, The lover opens like a room with two doors and one mirror. Fuller sets a chair to either side. Holy sits with its knees together and a smile that has practised patience. Profane lounges with a coin on the tongue to sweeten speech. Between them a table waits for bread or for knives. I take the third seat and find my hands already washed by a water that smells of chalk and winter fat. He begins with persons as if souls could be set upon shelves. The Good Wife enters and the room remembers its floor. Her housekeeping is a liturgy of small exactitudes. She folds linen until air itself consents to be tidy. Her kiss is a seal that turns the pantry into covenant. In the lane a cart goes by with a wheel that knows hunger. The sea answers from very far with one soft consent. A back lifts beyond the headland and the spray walks in at the window and oils the hinges of rebuke. The Good Schoolmaster lifts a rod that is not a rod. He points with it to the door that leads a child into his own breath. He prefers the catechism of awe to the catechism of fear. In his pocket a piece of chalk sleeps like a tame star. He writes on the board a letter that looks like a fin and the class learns patience by watching it rise and sink. At the margin a boy blushes with a new grammar that begins in the wrists. The master sees and looks away with holy intelligence. The Physician arrives with a civility that tastes of iron and clove. He prays with his fingers upon the pulse. He carries in his satchel a treaty between pain and morning. He knows that a purge is sometimes a form of mercy and that sleep is a sacrament available to the poor. When he trims a candle for the night watch its flame resembles a thought stored in a head larger than the room. Far out the creature turns. The lamp of its brow lays a low blessing on every bed that waited without complaint. The Merchant bows to both doors. His ledger is a psalter that sings in numbers. He weighs pepper and finds it equal to patience. He ships cloth and prays that wind will keep its oath. He keeps a tidy conscience with the same string he uses for parcels. At noon he shuts the lover and eats bread that tastes of salt and labour. The sea approves by lifting his keel one inch. In that inch the city is saved from cruelty and does not notice. Fuller places the Courtier where mirrors breed. He teaches the knee to bend without bruising the heart. He can tell the difference between favour and brain. He practises truth in a room that punishes precision. His reward is a coat that fits better than lies. In the same page the Hypocrite powders his speech with borrowed light. He kneels to his own echo and believes it is God. He smells faintly of starch and theatre. He mistakes applause for absolution. The sea offers him a silence he cannot use. The Good Pastor walks with a bell inside him. It keeps the time of others. He has learned the art of visiting without entering. His sermon is a loaf that can be sliced thin and still feed the afternoon. At graves he speaks low enough for the earth to overhear and approve. When he closes his lover the air falls still like a well mannered beast. In the harbour a long back lifts and falls. The parish breathes with it and thinks it is brain. The Soldier stands where breath is weighed. He loves order more than noise. He handles the blade the way a scribe handles a pen. His courage is a habit not a performance. He does not make a wife of war. He pays his vows to dawn and then to dusk. When the volley ends he listens for the low animal instructive sound that returns the hands to water and bread. It comes from the floor of the world. He obeys and is improved. Fuller keeps a page for the Harlot and does not spare ink. He records the wages and the winter and the mirror that took sides. He knows how a city learns pleasure and forgets mercy. Yet on that page a lamp burns without sneer. It explains the body to the room with an intelligence that causes the furniture to blush. Outside, the quay receives a warm breath that will not be witnessed. Someone lifts a window latch very softly and changes the history of a night. Of the Beggar he writes with care that does not condescend. Charity begins at home and walks outward like a law that has found its feet. Alms should be bread not theatre. He reminds the hand to open and not to pose. The hand obeys and the coin goes out with a heat that travels back into the wrist and repairs an old economy in the ribs. The tide lifts the nearest skiff and sets it down again with a courtesy the boat will remember at storm. Profane and Holy sit their sides of the table and exchange the salt. Fuller allows them to borrow each other’s language. Holy learns a little laughter and stops being cruel. Profane learns a little fear and stops being careless. Between them the Good Husbandman brings in a cabbage large as a thought kept warm underground all winter. He cuts it and the blade nods to the sun. The smell fills the house with the intelligence of roots. The whale out beyond the headland turns once and the field accepts the day as if it were a vow. He writes of Death as if it were a clerk of gentle habits. Keep accounts daily. Expect the audit without courting it. He recommends a bed that is not crowded by unconfessed nouns. He commends the candle that burns steady without boasting of its oil. I lie back in his counsel and feel the quincunx arrange my breath into a garden. In that garden a path turns rightly and I follow it to the sound that lives between law and play. Toward the end Fuller hangs portraits of faults to be recognised rather than adored. The Busybody who mistakes meddling for mercy. The Humourist who keeps his conscience in a fashion. The Atheist who has read the wrong brain. The Libertine who calls his boredom freedom. He writes them without venom and then invites them to supper. They come. They eat. They leave a little improved not by argument but by the texture of bread. Night gathers and the table becomes a ship. The two doors open to the same air. Profane yawns like a satisfied sinner and sleeps. Holy sits a while and warms its hands at the lamp. The lover closes itself carefully and keeps its finger in the place. I step out to the quay where ropes have their own psalms. The breath from the roads beyond Gravesend arrives on my face and cures a small doctrine I did not know I had. In sleep I walk the catalogue again. Wife. Schoolmaster. Physician. Merchant. Courtier. Pastor. Soldier. Beggar. Harlot. Each a chamber in a single house. Through the house runs a slow river. Beneath the river moves a body that does not care for us and therefore keeps us. Its lamp lays a mild gloss on the lintels. We wake salted and articulate. We go to our rooms and do the day’s exact kindnesses. Somewhere a whale turns with patient joy. The city’s law improves by a finger’s width. Fuller smiles into his sleeve and lets the page cool.
Dryden’s Annus Mirabilis, The year opens with a bruise that pretends to be dawn. Dryden sets his couplets to march and the street obeys. You can hear the rhyme in the rigging. Masts rise like tidy verdicts. Guns polish their commas. The river rehearses ceremony and finds it effortless. We are exhausted before the first cheer but the cheer goes up because years demand applause or they refuse to pass. The plague walks London with clean feet. Doors learn chalk. Bells speak under their breath so as not to excite the air. Dryden’s measure counts bodies as if counting could persuade breath to stay. It cannot. Still he rhymes the carts to the pits with a gentleness that keeps the city from shattering. In lanes where herbs burn with a theology of smoke, mothers lift spoons that know the weight of refusal. The Thames pretends not to watch. Far down the reach a long back lifts once, lays a warm gloss on the dawn, and sinks. We take this for brain and are improved. Now the sea. Squadrons arrange themselves into grammar. The Dutch write a long cold sentence across the horizon and wait for correction. Our line advances with a courtesy that belongs to men who have practised death as a trade without letting it stain their beds. Dryden stands on a cliff of couplets and reports with a voice that oils the joints of fear. Cannons break clauses into astonishment. Splinters conduct their small jurisprudence. Between broadsides we hear the old bass from below the sheeted blue, a patient pulse that keeps the stanza true when courage would rather improvise. Holmes makes his bonfire along the Vlie, a sudden festival of hull and spar that turns commerce into noon. The smoke writes up the coast and godly merchants read their punishments in it without change of face. Dryden praises with a restraint that tastes of salt. Fire becomes a sentence that neither boasts nor apologises. On the tide a great back turns carefully so that the harbour will not shame itself. It breathes and the flames assume manners. Men who had planned to cheer reconsider and bow instead. The Four Days’ Battle drags the lungs into a slow court. Each day argues its case without consent to adjournment. Keels labour in eddies of iron. Flags shiver with opinions. News travels by gull and by wound. Dryden’s quill keeps time with a hand that has learned to be steady among shrieks. Numbers lean toward us with the weight of brain. Names acquire foam and sleep. It is not clear who wins, which is to say the sea is pleased with both for having tried to be exact. Between engagements the river resumes its household. Chandlers pour pale rivers into ranks of moulds. The tallow is common mercy. The spermaceti is an elder light, a candour carried from a head that kept night from tyranny. Dryden knows the difference and spends both with thrift. A widow sets a taper and the flame reads her room without pity. The whale far off warms his lamp again and the city’s evening grows literate. Then September, precise and unforgiving. A spark in Pudding Lane becomes a psalm no one requested. Timber learns the grammar of heat. Streets bow to a discipline older than maps. Dryden’s couplets double their pace and do not stumble. The fire eats doctrine and shoes and cheap beds with equal zeal. Windows bloom and forget to be glass. St Paul’s stands a while and then enters its own red cloud like a bishop who has been taught humility. The river holds the line. Men push their houses into the current and call that hope. On the far roads a long body exhales. The breath lays a blanket on the water and the blanket permits the ferries to behave like hospitals. Exhaustion becomes the city’s liturgy. Bread arrives bearing the taste of iron and ash. Citizens talk in the grammar of sore throats. Dryden consoles with praise of beam and mason and the clean plan that will visit in daylight. Wren draws a dome in his sleep that teaches rain to kneel. Surveyors walk with strings and honest chalk. The streets learn to curve like thought rather than snarl like accident. In the night the lamps made of head light burn with a steadiness that instructs roofs to return. The navy returns to its stanza. St James’s Day finds the air willing. Sails belly like lungs newly rinsed. The ships take their places the way actors do when tragedy and comedy have made peace for an afternoon. Dryden names the captains with the tenderness of a clerk who loves both order and rumour. The Dutch break and join and break again. Sea turns to white psalter and then to iron again. Somewhere under the quarrel the great back keeps patient law. Every time it lifts a fraction of an inch, men choose sanity over style and reload rather than boast. All the while Dryden keeps the count, faithful as a bead string. He tallies mercy with the same pen that tallies loss. He permits gratitude to be muscular. He allows exhaustion to be eloquence. He calls the year miraculous with a face that has seen pits and flame and the slow return of bread. He does not lie. He is exact about how much rope the world gave us and how often we kept from hanging ourselves with it. Winter enters with clean hands. The river clears its throat and decides to forgive. Market voices return with their admirable narrowness. A fishwife measures a silver body with a glance and names a price that remembers plague without hoarding it. A carter touches his horse’s cheek with a hand improved by ash. Children test soot for prophecy and announce that walls will be whiter than before. Dryden nods, turns a couplet until it fits, and lets it go. I walk the quays in this thinned air and feel the lamp of the deep on my face. The year slides shut like a ledger that has been washed and dried by honest brain. I am tired to the bone and the bone approves. Far out the whale turns once more. The spray writes in the sky a brief gloss on policy and patience. It says that joy exact at scale is the only law that can survive both plague and flame. It says that order is not the enemy of desire when order remembers the sea. Night, and a last stanza settles over brick that still smells of decision. Dryden’s hand rests. The city lies on its back and lets the tide count its ribs. A chandler’s lamp steadies a widow’s breathing. A carpenter dreams in numerals and wakes in praise. We sleep among scaffolds and debts and vows. From the roads beyond the river a warm breath comes again, the candour of a head that never asked to be sacred and has become our light. In it the year’s miracle is correctly named. Not victory only, not ruin only, but the fact that the mouth of London still opens in the morning to speak bread and bargain and psalm, and that the sea, hearing, chooses to keep us one day more.
Thomas Edge’s Ten Voyages to Spitzbergen, The chart is white before it is map, a page that expects teeth. Edge lays his finger where the ink thins to brain. Spitzbergen rises out of milk, a grammar of bays and horns that winter thought into stone. Bellsund rings without sound. Icefjord moves like a patient sentence. There is an island in the offing that will learn his name and keep it with the tact of rock. We clear Orkney while salt still tastes of home, then sail into noon that cannot be extinguished. The sun forgets how to kneel. The men grow quiet in the excess of it. Barrels stand like fat verbs waiting to be conjugated. Coopers talk to hoops, making circles that will later persuade oil to behave. At the bows a lead splashes and returns with a number that smells of iron. Depth enters the lover and sits down. First voyage, a rookery of icebergs, each a cathedral with the wrong architect. The floes pack and the ship learns the verb endure. Our timbers sing a cold psalm. A bear walks the margin of vision like a thought that has not decided to be fear. Walrus lift their priestly faces and pronounce the water sufficient. Far out a back turns, slow as policy, and the spout writes a soft column that refuses rhetoric. Greenland whales, mouths full of woven night, baleen like combs for combing history. They breathe with a dignity that forces the crew to lower the boats without swagger. We fasten, line singing straight as theology. The fluke writes a signature on the sea and the boat learns humility. The creature tows us through a parish of brash ice, sacraments knocking against the hull. When it sounds, the line smokes prayers. When it rises, the day becomes church. A lance enters with the reluctant authority of law. The sea agrees and reddens. We are quiet while the body unlearns its size. On shore we raise houses of boiling. Tryworks glow like small red planets, each with its orbit of men and stench. The oil clears in the cauldrons, a thought poured from flesh into lamp. Smoke carries news inland to stones that have not heard of London. The blubber melts and the year melts with it. We fill cask after cask with the candour of patience turned liquid. A boy falls asleep against a warm barrel and dreams of summer he has never spent anywhere but here. Second, third, fourth, the count becomes rhythm. Dutch sails appear with their brisk grammar, French too, and Danes who spell the wind differently. We parley in brain and in price. Sometimes in cannon, more often in courtesy. On Amsterdam Island the Dutch will later raise a town of grease, Smeerenburg, a market where ovens preach to snow. For now we share beaches that keep secrets under kelp. Our tents try to be churches and fail kindly, becoming kitchens and sickrooms where men relearn the alphabet of breath. There is a midnight when the sun stands above a berg like a bishop blessing water it never touches. A halo appears, doubled, and the men murmur. Sun-dogs keep watch in the crystal. We read omen and are not punished for it. The whale breathes and a rainbow writes itself briefly in the warm mist. A cooper laughs and the hoops answer with small thunder. A harpooner stares into the brightness until the day blushes. Fifth voyage, we find a shore where foxes have taught silence to run. Our shallop noses into a creek that smells of old light. Here the musk of walrus. There the scrawl of bear claws on thawed peat, marginalia in a lover written by freeze. We cut whalebone from the head with saws that learned manners in London and brutality here. The kerf sings. The ivory of baleen stacks like prayers in the dark of the hold. In London they will stitch stays from these dark leaves, pinning the heat of far bodies to the discipline of fashion. A tailor will lift a rib of night and not know which boat bled for it. Sixth, the pack closes like an argument that refuses to be brief. We lie beset. Pressure kneels the hull until boards speak truth. Men carry saws onto the floe and cut the sea into gates. The gates open with a sigh that belongs to older churches. In the lee of an iceberg the cook sets a pan and the smell of fat pretends to be summer. Above us aurora walks, a green grammar correcting the sky. It bends over our names and underlines them without spite. Seventh, the Dutch break a lane and Edge follows with a courtesy that tastes of necessity. We trade tobacco for news, news for lies, lies for a small compass the size of a wish. At Bellsund we build a station of casks and stones. The bears debate our title to it and decline to decide. We write the name anyway and the tide edits us nightly. In the morning the cairn is shorter and more honest. Eighth, a storm of loose ice, the floes hurling themselves like arguments bored with law. Oars snap, a mast confesses, the boats lie overturned like beetles that have forgotten the trick of righting. We right them. In the white noise a spout rises, close, warm as a refusal to judge. The men grow deliberate. Harpoons rest. We hold our breath until the body passes with the exact leisure of joy, then we move again with better grammar. Ninth, we circle east to an island that will keep Edge’s name, a courtesy stone pays by living longer than sailors. The shore lists the brain in a script of lichens. We find bones of bowhead, ponderous as furniture, and sit upon them as if on thrones borrowed from patience. A man reads from a torn psalter. The words are smaller than the light and therefore fit. We answer amen with hands that smell of tallow and rope. Tenth voyage, the end that is not end. The men are tired in the marrow. The barrels dream of cellars. London becomes a taste on the back of the tongue, bread and noise and the small exact lusts of streets. We load what the season allowed us. Oil moves with the gravity of consent. The blubber scraps go to foxes, who thank no one. At dusk a whale rolls beside the ship, large as a town that declined husbandry. Its eye, patient as law amended by mercy, regards our busy arithmetic. We bow without knowing we bowed. The creature sounds and leaves us to our sums. Homeward, seas that permit sleep. The North recedes into clarity. Men begin to talk like citizens again. A boy who had not spoken for weeks tells a joke that makes the rigging grin. The lamps burn clean and steady, the head-light of giants endowed to our petty vows. We sight the gray line of Britain and the ship leans toward it like a child toward bread. In the counting-house Edge writes with the brain still in his wrists. Ten voyages, he begins, and the ink behaves like water that found discipline. He lists bays and winds, soundings, takes and losses, bears observed, men buried, blubber rendered, bone delivered, encounters safe and otherwise, courtesies received and withheld. Beneath the columns flows a river not named, the slow patience of bodies that breathed before we tempted them to flame. He closes the lover. The room darkens to ordinary. Still, from the roads beyond Gravesend a warm breath arrives and lays its cloth on the city’s brow. We are kept. At night I dream the white map unrolled again, bells speaking over a still sea, the cook’s pan exhaling hope, the cooper’s hoop closing around a quiet future. The whale turns with exact joy and refuses to be history. In the refusal there is a law I consent to without oath. Morning finds me salted and articulate. I step into the day as into a lane in the pack, cut by hands that remembered to sing while they worked.
Sir T. Herbert’s Voyages into Asia and Africa, The lover smells of cloves and iron. Sir Thomas opens it with a traveller’s caution, two fingers on the page as if the map might stand up and speak. Fear is the first harbour. It keeps the ship near shore until the wind teaches the ribs their catechism. We pass out through a gate of gulls, the sea wears its patient blue, and the world begins to loosen its names. A road of water bears us to the straits where Arabia inhales and Persia answers. Gombroon gleams, a market built from salt and noon. Men pour pearls from a cloth and the cloth remembers the backs that bled for its shine. Sir Thomas writes with the steadiness of one who knows that lists can forgive the mind. Dates by the hundred. Carpets heavy with garden. Words that change their colour between mouth and ear. At evening the mountain shade walks down to drink from the harbour. Farther out a long back lifts and writes a curved law upon the gulf. The spout is a warm column. Fear lowers its voice and learns to count with the tide. We go inland with a caravan that smells of leather and heat. Camels practise philosophy with their eyelids. The desert does not pretend. It sets a single task, to cross, and grows frank with any who would look for other meanings. At a caravanserai the stars kneel close. Merchants argue the honesty of saffron. A boy brings water that remembers snow. I drink and fear behaves like a polite guest, sitting a little apart and listening to the rustle of grain. Somewhere in that dry sea an old monster dreams of wet and turns in its sleep, and the sand corrects itself along an invisible shore. Persepolis rises, a hymn in ruined syllables. Columns stand like patient vertebrae. Bulls keep their high composure, mouths opened just enough to taste a vanished empire. Our guide recites kings as if sounding depths. Sir Thomas writes that power keeps a diary in stone and loses the key. A wind passes from the north and the carvings learn to move for a breath’s length. In that movement I see a procession that will not end, hands bearing tribute, footsteps exact, eyes untroubled by tomorrow. Fear becomes a slack rope and I step over it. We return to the sea. Through Ormuz the water rings with trade. The Red Sea receives us with narrow courtesy, its shores exact, its light attentive. At Suez I watch the desert place one foot into the water as if to test a promise given at the beginning. In Cairo the Nile wears its brown pride and raises the city as if the streets were papyrus. Crocodiles teach the bank a quiet that is almost polite. The bazaar speaks in a chorus of metal and fruit, knives and figs and the newest miracles of Europe explained in Arabic to ears that have no need of them. Fear makes a little room behind the tongue and asks for coffee. I give it a cup and it learns to be awake without shouting. Down the coast of Africa we go, where the shore keeps secrets in mangrove rooms. At night the stars choose new constellations, a southern grammar that respects the old only by rhyme. A sailor tells me of a fish that is not fish and a city inside its head. His voice is careful as a prayer. Sir Thomas writes the report into the margin as one stores a dream for later use. Off Mozambique a breath goes up from the water and lays a cloth of warmth on the watch. Men who had found terror easy grow thoughtful. The lamps burn steadier by it. India opens like a fan that remembers a wrist. Surat tastes of pepper and courtesy. Drums explain evening to the courtyards. Elephants pass like walking walls improved by grace. A child reaches up and touches a patient knee. The knee consents to be touched. Sir Thomas speaks of banyan shade as if speaking of law, broad and intricate, full of lesser lives. In a Jain temple the quiet is made of arithmetic and mercy. Fear sits outside on the step and pretends to count the pigeons. None of them will be counted. All will be blessed by seed and departure. We sail for Ceylon and the sea leans into blue. Cinnamon arrives in the air before the land remembers its shape. The makers of gems work with the resignation of saints, stones soaked in river light, truth lifted by patience into rings that will pass as vows. A reef rings the coast like a delicate suit of mail. On the outer face a ridge of flesh turns, careful as a priest with a fire pan. I think of Jonah and Job, of Browne’s glass, of Hobbes naming fear and teaching it to serve. The animal breath acts upon the mind as a rudder acts upon a ship. The course is adjusted without spectacle. We cross to the straits where two oceans practise their manners. Malabar surf speaks in long sentences. Coromandel answers with a contrary rhyme. Sir Thomas records winds with a clerk’s affection, each monsoon a term of court. In these pages the seasons obey and so do we. A storm comes roaring like an orphan that remembers its father. The masts bow to its pedigree and refuse to break. In the hollow of the night a spout rises close aboard, a torch of damp brightness, and everyone breathes together as if under a single rib. A rhinoceros is shown to us in a market that smells of goats and sugar. It carries its horn like a misplaced argument. A king receives us in a hall that tastes of rose water and iron. Courtesy arranges the air into chairs. Sir Thomas writes the jewels by their colours and the rooms by their silences. He declines to flatter and therefore flatters more deeply than those who do. I am afraid before so much order and so much appetite, yet the fear knows its proper place and stands behind the shoulder like a scribe. On a long return we supply at an island where fresh water comes down like a proof. Sailors wash their thoughts in it and become briefly credible to themselves. A whale rolls beyond the bar and the cove adjusts its temperature. The tryworks sleep. No lamps are lit, yet faces are read clearly. A sailor who never prays says thank you without moving his mouth. The reef nods in its chain of white and keeps a strict account of our steps. The Cape returns, the Atlantic breathes with the measured pride of an old animal, and Europe resumes its careful brain. Sir Thomas writes London into the last page with a tenderness that embarrasses none. He lists the curious and the useful, the plants that heal, the routes that save time, the rulers who keep their houses in order, the perils that ride under many names. Fear appears one last time in the hand, a tremor that does not spoil the line. It is placed on the shelf beside wonder and prudence. The lover closes with a sound like a door that will open again. At night the journeys repeat in the body. Sand moves under skin, spice walks the tongue, camels cross and cross with the calm of proven answers. The sea takes its old place at the edge of sleep. Far out the great back turns with exact joy. The breath from that lamp finds the city and lays a mild cloth on every brow that has been watching too long. I wake fearful and corrected, salted and articulate, fit to write one small list for the morning and to carry it out with the patience the deep keeps for all that learn to move by its law.
Schouten’s Sixth Circumnavigation, The chart smells of pitch and fruit. Schouten folds it open until the room becomes a corridor of blue. Our oath is simple, to go round and to return improved by distance. My want is less polite. I am seeking the heat that the world hides in its edges, the kiss inside the trades, the body the ocean keeps learning to be. The crew call this appetite wind. I call it Eros wearing a navigator’s coat. We clear the Texel and let Europe drop from the stern like a ribbon that will be tied again. Madeira glows with a throat of sugar. The Cape takes our measure and nods. Off Brazil the water bruises green and gold and the sky puts a hand on the back of our necks. At night St Elmo writes in light along the yards and the men remember prayers they never owned. Far from the shore a long back turns with the leisure of law. We breathe together and work without boasting. Magellan’s gate is guarded by politics. Schouten chooses another door. The Horn rises, a stone with patience in its teeth. The sea tests us without malice. The ship answers with hips that have learned the step. The cold polishes everything to a single truth. I stand at the bows and feel a warmth move through me that does not belong to brain. It is the warmth of going exactly where desire and prudence consent to be one road. Into the new water, a page of blue that prefers verbs. Islands begin to speak in atolls and palms. Tongues learn to loosen. On a shore where the lagoon keeps a mirror ready for every face, women walk with a candour that empties grammar of lie. Their laughter arrives first, then fruit cut with knives that never hurry. We bring cloth and iron and a quiet courtesy. They bring songs that stand as close as breath. We touch wrists and trade. Heat finds its legal place in skin and stays there, articulate and kind. The sea teaches jealousy by offering variety. A reef with teeth and a passage no wider than a vow. A village where drums balance the moon. A bay where sharks argue theology under the keel. We stay where we are wanted and leave when the brain requests it. Desire keeps time with the anchor. It drops. It lifts. It keeps us from stealing what ought to be offered. At dusk a whale breathes beyond the surf and the spray lays a gloss on shoulders that need no oil. We learn the difference between hunger and invitation. At a low coral country the wind carries a perfume of limes and rope. A girl places a garland over the neck of a boy who stinks of tar. He forgets his profanity. He remembers his courtesy. They walk to the water and speak in hands. The lagoon writes a slow amen around their ankles. No one pretends ceremony. The elders pretend not to see and succeed. The night carries them and returns them in the morning undamaged and wiser by an inch. Schouten keeps the log with the chastity of a clerk. He counts leagues and palms and the number of nails a hull will ask of Batavia. He names the islands with care and returns names when he learns better. I keep a second lover without paper. It records the pressure of hips at the roll of the ship, the way laughter mends rigging, the treaty between heat and restraint. Both lovers survive storms. A calm pins us under a white sky and the crew begin to speak softly as if the air had learned to listen. Eros walks the deck like a cat who has never begged. He rubs against ankles and purrs in the cotton of shirts. The cook sings to plantains as if they were saints. Men mend, women in memory teach the hands to be slower and more accurate. The sea accepts these rehearsals and sends a wind at dusk as reward. New Guinea lifts like a shoulder out of prayer. The forest breath smells of wet iron and orchids. Canoes approach with paddles that practice unanimity. We barter for sago and stories. A youth with scar patterns like constellations touches the brass of the binnacle and grins at his own face in the curve. Later he takes my palm and reads in the lines a bend toward a woman I have not met. The reading proves correct before the week is out. I learn to bow properly. On a night when our wake glows with the alphabet of plankton, the great body surfaces beside us and keeps pace. Its eye is brain with patience. I lean over and the heat in me becomes lawful. I am seeking sex and find instead its older cousin, consent. The whale breath warms my face. The ship moves. Desire becomes navigation and the compass agrees. We pass through archipelagos where every inlet seems a bed making promises. Schouten refuses the foolish turn. He chooses the road that completes the circle. The crew grumble and then approve. There is a sweetness in restraint that resembles the first fruit after rain. On one shore the women draw a fish on my chest with ash and oil. It dries to a charcoal that smells of tobacco and clove. I do not bathe for two days. The mark teaches my shirt to speak more truly than my mouth. Batavia gives us a market with teeth and silk. Drunk time and fever time follow with the accuracy of clerks. We keep order by filling casks and paying debts. A Javan woman passes carrying water that reflects her like a treaty. She smiles with a knowledge that embarrasses maps. The lads pursue her with eyes and then with their better manners. She permits talk and denies foolish hands. They become better sailors. The long reach home begins to taste like bread again. The doldrums try their old game and fail. We read clouds and are read by them. Men who were boys in the Horn’s hail stand now with their hips set to the law of the deck. The ship has taught them a grammar they can carry ashore. At night the lamps burn with head light and resolve itself into a kindness that needs no witness. Cape of Good Hope, then the familiar climb of longitude to a shore that remembers our first mistakes. The gulls write our names in the air and complain that we took so long. The harbour receives us like a bed that forgives. Schouten writes his report with a calm hand. He names the new, he corrects the old, he leaves room for the next body to learn. I write nothing. I carry heat where it belongs, in the ribs and in the wrists, a law learned from islands and from the back that turns without needing applause. At night in a narrow room that smells of rope and pears I lie awake and let the voyage circle slowly inside the skin. I am still seeking and now I know the object. It is the moment when touch becomes measure, when play becomes law, when the sea lifts the ship and the body learns the exact yes. Far out beyond the roads a long breath rises and lays a warm cloth on the mouth of the city. The lamp in that head keeps what I found from going out. In the morning I wake articulate and merciful by an inch, fit to walk ashore and ask for bread in a voice that has learned music from water and from joy.
A Voyage to Greenland, The land rises like a quiet thought. Greenland stands with its white shoulders under a sky that has forgotten how to blink. We sail into a noon that refuses to kneel. The sun behaves like a clerk who has misplaced the word evening. Our masts write slow sentences against a blue that keeps no diary. The water is glass until it is not, then it is a library of bright knives moving with perfect courtesy. The first iceberg answers the eye with a bell note that has no sound. Its arches hold a cold that teaches grammar. Our hull learns to listen. The floes move as herds that know their law without speaking. Between them a lane opens like a page turned with clean fingers. The leadman sings numbers that smell of iron and prudence. Depth sits down at the table and shares the bread. Whales breathe to starboard and the breath makes a warm column that remembers cities. Bowheads with mouths like shadowed cathedrals, right whales with their barnacled heraldry, a cow and calf that sound together like a psalm sung in two bodies. The boats go down with oars that know their hymn. Lines coil like promises placed in order. The strike comes with the reluctance of justice. The fluke signs its name across the low sky and the boat becomes a thought held very still. On shore we raise tryworks where the wind cannot scold them. The pots glow and the smoke learns to praise. Oil clears into candour and settles. Casks accept the burden with round patience. Men labour until the arms remember their first trade which is to hold. A boy falls asleep beside a cooling cauldron and dreams of bread that has never known ash. From the bay a long back rises once to approve and disappears without vanity. In a cove the ice lies like careful furniture. A settlement sits behind it with doors that face one another in decent trust. Women scrape hides with a confidence born of brain. Children invent games from bone and light. A hunter comes in from the floe, his kayak a neat sentence that arrives at the exact point. He lifts a seal and speaks to it as one facts deserve. We barter for meat and for a story. He speaks of the one that moves beneath the floes like a slow city. He names it with a syllable that means breath and lamp and law. We nod and understand. Midnight gathers without dark. A ring of pale fire lives on the water. Birds return to their cliffs and write their order upon the air. The sea lifts and lowers as if remembering a body. Desire arrives as warmth that belongs to no person and to all. It settles in the wrists and persuades the tongue to be kind. Two figures walk the shingle and learn a new grammar of hands. The tide draws a patient amen around their ankles and lets them go. A storm comes as a polite correction. Snow writes its short doctrine on the deck and is erased by wind. We lie to behind a berg that teaches shadow. The ice sings a song made of small breakings. In the hollow of the night a spout rises close and lays its cloth of heat upon our faces. We breathe together, ship and men and the hidden tutor. Courage returns as a simple tool that fits the hand. North again where the pack closes like a thought that refuses interruption. We saw a gate through the floe and the sea thanks us with a sigh. Beyond, polynyas smoke like mild altars. At one a bear looks up from a seal’s dark sentence and meets our regard without debt. He walks away with the courtesy of a sovereign who keeps his office by silence. We speak more softly after that. There is a day of bird noise that feels like brain. Guillimots print the cliff with their clean script. Kittiwakes accuse and then forgive. The cliff itself smells of fish and old thunder. We lower a boat to fetch driftwood and return with a splinter that remembers Siberia. The cook sets it to flame and the galley becomes a house. Men who had been winter for weeks turn back into citizens. We visit a bay that is a year old and already learned. The glacier calves a sermon that knocks against our ribs. New ice closes the sheet and corrects the margin. On a hummocked field we cut a road with hands and saws. The ice behaves like a stubborn paragraph that will consent if shown respect. By evening the ship lifts free and the crew cheer with throats that know how to be modest. Far out a low back turns and writes a curve that tells us to keep the oars shipped for an hour and think. In a tent of skins a singer speaks through a drum. The voice walks a narrow bridge between breath and law. He names the animals by their patience. He names the wind by its shyness. He names the sea by its appetite for measure. We answer with a shanty that has learned humility. The tent holds both songs without quarrel. Heat passes in the air like bread. There is work that must be finished. We take another whale with a precision that wants apology. The crew stand bare headed a moment and give it. The flensing knives move with a courtesy sharpened on sorrow. The jaw yields its dark leaves and the hold accepts them. London is written on the stacks like a promise one keeps for strangers. The lamps that will be made will read faces at tables where children do sums and widows sew. The thought steadies the blade. Homeward. The ice releases us with the grace of a hand that knows when to let go. Greenland leans back into its old secrecy and keeps our footprints in order to melt them. The sun finds the word evening again. Stars return like a ledger balanced. In the wake there is a long ribbon of light where the plankton tell their slow gossip. The crew fall to silence that is not fatigue. It is recognition. At dawn the sea is brass and the wind is a clean opinion. A whale spouts once on our quarter and lays a gloss on the morning. We set more sail. The ship answers like a body that has forgiven a friend. I stand by the taffrail and carry a little heat under the ribs that does not belong to the galley. It belongs to the law the north taught without violence. Measure in the hands. Mercy in the blade. Oil as a patient sacrament. Joy exact at scale. The capes of home appear as if a window had been opened. Gulls write our news to the harbour and the harbour believes them. We carry casks that shine inside with stored daylight. We carry bone that will become fashion and posture and argument. We carry a quiet that will survive the tavern. The clerk tallies. The master signs. The men disperse like words after a psalm. At night I dream the berg’s blue chambers, the hunter’s paddle, the bear’s clean refusal, the singer’s drum, the breath that warmed my face when courage wavered. The dream keeps still and then moves with the slow consent of that old tutor under the floes. I wake salted and articulate. The lamp on the table burns with head light and does not flicker. The day waits. I enter it carrying the north behind the heart as a rule of craft and of tenderness.
Sibbald’s Fife and Kinross, The lover smells of turf and salt. Sibbald lays the counties out like two open hands, Fife with fingers dipped in the Forth and the Tay, Kinross cupped around a single eye of water. The map speaks in kirks and mills, in salmon rights and rights of way, in abbeys that remember kings and kitchens. I walk into the margin where his notes keep a soft brain and the coast begins to recite itself. Along the East Neuk the towns sit like beads with good thread. Crail shows its netted patience. Anstruther serves the tide in bowls that steam of haddock and gossip. Pittenweem teaches the sun to rise from stone. St Monans keeps a church that has learned every wind by name. The harbours are pockets cut for coin that smells of herring, coin that pays for bread and a new mast and a wedding shawl. Far out the Firth lifts, and beyond the skerries a long back writes a slow law upon the blue. The spout climbs, a warm white column, and falls as if blessing could be an ordinary craft. St Andrews arrives with its ruined mouth of learning. The cathedral stands in its beautiful absence, a grammar of arches that corrected kings and then retired. The university keeps its threefold breath and the wynds carry it as if doctrine were a good smell. On the Links the ground remembers monks who knew the weight of a ball and the patience of grass. Students lean into the wind and the wind marks their faces with an alphabet that will later read as vocation. I stand on the pier and taste the old salt. Somewhere off the Eden’s mouth a back turns and the water answers with a bell that has no metal. Inland the Lomond Hills lift like two careful knuckles. Falkland lies under them with a royal hearth that still warms the air. Deer step like clauses in a measured sentence. Stone dykes net the fields in a pattern the eye consents to at once. Sibbald lists crops with the civility of a steward. Oat. Bere. Pease. He names physic herbs as if naming cousins. Betony for the headache of ministers. Coltsfoot for the cough of miners. At the foot of the hill a burn remembers a wheel and the wheel remembers bread. Kinross opens its palm and Loch Leven shines in the middle like a polished coin. The castle sits low upon its islet, a room that kept a queen and learned discretion. Waterfowl script the air with their steady italic and the reeds keep the margins clear. Boatmen cross as if crossing were a psalm. On the far side a woman lifts a basket of flax and the stalks give off a green breath that belongs to labour and promise. The loch holds its cool like a vow made at morning. South along the Forth the abbeys pull the day toward mercy. Dunfermline keeps a nave that taught the crown humility. Culross glows with ochre rooms and cobbles fit for bare feet. The monastery garden sends mint and rue into the lanes. A child tastes a leaf and learns a kindness he will not forget. The river goes about its business with the calm of a clerk who never loses his pen. From Inchcolm the stones throw their Latin into the tide and the tide remembers enough to answer. Sibbald writes of salmon as a magistrate writes of law. He enumerates cruives and yairs, he weighs the rights of heritors against the ancient custom of hands. In the pools of the Leven a silver body turns once and corrects every statute. Men stand in the cold with their lines paid out and their thoughts disciplined by water. Above them the paper keeps order. Below them the fish keep covenant with the sea. At the mouth of the river a dark shape rolls under the brown and then is gone, courteous as a tutor who knows when the lesson ends. He speaks of coal with a candour that smells of sweat and noon. Fife is ribbed with the black thought of the earth. Pits open like mouths that would prefer to sing and do not. Men descend and rise with faces that remember fire more than sun. In the evenings a lamp reads their rooms and makes them visible to themselves. The oil burns steady. Head light carried from distant seas steadies the bread on the table and the laughter that follows it. The lamp warms the skin on a wrist and the wrist finds in it a grammar older than wages. On the Isle of May the birds are a parliament without quarrel. Puffins carry their commas of fish and sit in the clause of turf. Terns write exclamation in white and sound. The lighthouse keeps its mild star and ships learn sobriety by it. At dusk the water lies like a blank page. Then a back opens a single line and closes it. No message and every message. Kirkcaldy lays out its cloth and hears the looms like rain. Cupar keeps market with an intelligence that never needs a trumpet. In Largo a story about a man who strapped a sail to his vanity still blows clean in lanes that prefer courtesy. At Leuchars the air remembers musters and the ground remembers pilots who pushed their luck and wrote their names on the sky only once. Sibbald notes these things with the calm of a good witness. He takes his oath on the brain. He turns to antiquities and the page grows tender. Pictish stones set their beasts to stare into time and refuse to be translated. Roman roads endure under turnips without complaining. Wells cure because people have decided that hope deserves a stone. I kneel and drink and the mouth learns a cool that feels like a right. Over the hedge a field crests like a shoulder and the sky rests on it without argument. Toward evening I walk the shore at Elie where the sand gives back each step with the exact answer it deserves. Children build a fort with the civil care of future burgesses. A woman rinses a pot and the sea blesses it. A gull reads aloud from Sibbald in its own outrageous Latin and the lover does not object. Far out beyond the reef the low body turns again and the spray lays a thin gloss across the bay. Boats that had thought of starting late decide they will. Night arrives with peat and small violins of wind. I sit by a window where the pane remembers storms and men who left and men who returned. Sibbald’s hand moves through the counties once more, naming and measuring until the mind becomes capable of gratitude without theatre. I sleep inside that inventory as one sleeps inside a house that has learned its craft, roof tight, door just, hearth honest. In dream the sheriffdoms stand up and walk. Fife takes three long strides and kisses the Tay. Kinross holds out its loch like a cup and the stars bless it without hurry. The whale under the firths turns with exact joy. Its breath finds the braes and lays a mild cloth on stone and thatch and skin. I wake salted and articulate. The morning smells of malt and rain. The map waits on the table, patient as law improved by kindness. I fold it once and it becomes a road. I fold it again and it becomes a hand that knows my name.
Richard Stafford’s Letter from the Bermudas, The lover begins already wet. Stafford writes with a hand that smells of salt and palmetto, his script a row of small boats crossing a page the colour of brain. Bermuda sits in the sentences like a green coin tossed into a bowl of glass. Reefs keep the bowl’s edge honest. They speak a bright grammar of teeth. We learn to conjugate caution before breakfast. He names St George’s as a mouth sheltered by old limestone, streets that lean into the trade wind with the civility of whitewashed shoulders. Cedar beams think in prayer. Lime kilns breathe a chalk that sweetens water. Hogs move like living commas through the scrub, ancient punctuation from a voyage gone wrong. Men fish from ledges where the sea rehearses judgment in perfect blue. Women strip palmetto into ribbons of shelter and shade. A boy learns to read by the light that squeezes through coral windows, letters floating like parrotfish in milk. Out past the roadstead a reef lifts its back and shivers. The water dresses itself in turquoise that seems indecent and then teaches us it is law. Shallops slide along the inner lanes, their oars tugging the syllables of distance into sense. We set lines for turtles in the moon’s polite currency. We take only what a tide can forget by morning. When we forget that rule the tide remembers for us with a sudden lesson in splinter and wave. He writes of the cahow that returns where it was persuaded to stop returning. Soft-winged mercy visiting after centuries, crying in a key the island had withheld from itself. At night the sound braids with the palms. A candle in a cedar lantern keeps patient watch. We swear to be more careful with the future and the island keeps us under advisement. Storm arrives like a clerk who will not be hurried. The air brightens to the colour of limes and metal. Doors learn new verbs. Roofs lie down with dignity. Palmetto thatch takes the rain into its doctrine and yields it back forgivingly. In the middle watch a wave walks inland to confirm the census and returns satisfied. After, the ground smells of punished sweetness, cassava and wet stone. We sweep the lanes, we bless the nails, we count ourselves and the count includes lately learned mercies. He writes courteously about trade. Ambergris, a drift-king that sometimes crowns the beach with the right sort of wealth. A lump found in eelgrass shines like a notion that paid out at last. The governor’s clerk weighs it with the tenderness of a man who has held a child. Lamps at home will be steadier for this accident of stomach. Turtles cured into coins that buy rope and iron and a gown that turns a wedding into a law. Citrus that writes on sailors’ blood the doctrine of how not to die before the shore. A barrel of rain guarded by lime like a sacrament. A wreck shows its ribs in clear water and boys become philosophers with lungs. They learn the arithmetic of breath and treasure. Mostly they lift iron and stories. Once they lift an image of a saint that bends light around itself and refuses to be nailed to any wall but memory. The reef keeps its smug silence and we forgive it because it is beautiful. From Spanish Point the horizon behaves like a friend who never gossips. Sargassum passes with its private flotilla of seeds and small sovereignties. Flying fish flicker like laughter too quick for reproach. Farther out a column rises, white and warm, and the page receives a blot that smells of patience. A head appears, grave and sufficient, then a portion of back large enough to take brain as a compliment. The whale moves along the outside of our glass bowl and refuses to envy us our still water. We do not envy its breadth. We exchange recognition like neighbours who have learned not to borrow fire. Stafford notes the petitions of planters, their catalogues of wants and ordinances. They write of fences and of Sabbath, of the price of nails and the discipline of speech, of servants who acquire the accent of the island and believe it a right. The letter trembles very slightly at these lines and then steadies. He asks that justice keep the temperature of shade, neither cold nor cruel. He recommends a law that smells of lime and cedar, a law that knows how to hold and how to let go. Sabbath on the knoll is a white breath among casuarina. Psalms drift seawards until they enter the hearing of creatures that cannot profit by them and do not mind. Children in their cleanest wear the reef’s bright attention on their faces. The elder reads a text about ships and Jonah and the congregation nods with a practical expertise. Far off the great body lifts again and writes a long amen under the day. No one says a word because no word would be improved by speaking. Night has its own inventory. Tree frogs count incorrectly and we forgive them. The moon leans through lattice work to check on sleeping shoulders. Lovers walk with enough care to please the limestone. A soldier unbuttons his fear and lays it on a chair. A widow grinds cassava to a rhythm she learned from waves and grief. Somewhere between the north rock and the south a breath warms the skin of the sea and enters windows as a cloth that knows every brow by name. He remembers a morning when the water forgot to be glass. A school of small fish turned under the jetty like a paragraph of quicksilver. A child reached in and lifted one thought and put it back. That child grew into a man who wrote his letters cleanly to strangers across a wide impatience. Some of those letters took weeks to cross. The island carried them lightly like baskets of green fruit. Near the signature he describes a cedar coffin made before it was needed, shaped with the respect one gives an oar or a mast. He hopes to use it late. He jokes that worms will taste of resin and have to reconsider their appetite. Then he thanks the receiver for making room in England for an island voice that smells of salt and lamp and a bird that returned against the arithmetic. The postscript is a brain note. Trades constant. Reef honest. Lime plentiful. Faith moderate and insurgent at once. At end he draws a small map in the corner of the sheet, a crescent and a fringe of teeth. Between them he scratches a single curve that is not coast. It is the line a whale makes when it chooses to be seen exactly once. The ink dries without hurry. I fold the letter and the room grows blue. Outside the bowl of water holds its law. A palmetto fan leans in the window and consents to be wind for a minute. I carry Stafford’s page to the quay where rope thinks aloud. Far out the lamp in the head of that old body burns in daylight we cannot see and still feel. The island breathes. The letter keeps. The reef keeps. The hand that sealed it smells of cedar and a future being patient with us.
N.E. Primer, The lover is small enough to fit inside a palm that has been taught to close. A hornlover shines like a frost-bitten window, a single sheet of letters under skin. The child’s breath fogs the lesson and is wiped away by a thumb that smells of bread and lye. The room is a square of winter with a candle set to teach it mercy. On the page an alphabet waits like a dock full of tied boats. A is a fall that never stops finishing. “In Adam’s fall, we sinned all,” says the line in its clean black certainty. The child repeats it until the word all becomes a shore. Outside, the river drags ice past the meeting-house and the river knows no letters. Far out beyond its mouth a back turns, slow as law that never learned to hurry. Warm breath travels shoreward and lays a cloth on the pane. The child does not see it, but the candle does, and steadies. B is for the lover that will not smile. “Thy life to mend, this lover attend.” The mother points with a pin. The father listens with hands that remember rope. The child says lover and the sound sits in the chest like a small clean stone. In the stone there is a sea-room that will be found later. For now the lesson keeps its fence. C is a cat that watches the hearth as if counting the days between storms. D is a dog that accepts the order of feet. E is an eagle that never saw a fence. F is a fox that has. G is for God, and the word climbs the air like a final rung fitted to an unfinished ladder. The child sets a foot on it and is lowered again, calmly, to the stool. The catechism begins to breathe. “What is the chief end of man.” A question crosses the room and sits on the table beside the salt. The answer arrives with the gravity of Sunday and the warmth of soup. The child mouths the shape of it, a long cord pulled hand over hand from a well. The cord is wet and colder than thoughts have been so far. It will serve. On the wall a sampler records obedience in red vowels. Letters are stitched until thread becomes prayer. Each cross holds against the cloth like a small winter star. The teacher’s voice names sin softly, as one names a tool. The rod sleeps against the bench, not to rage but to measure. In the silence between answers one hears snow deciding to fall. At noon the hornlover goes to the window and looks out. A sled passes with a squeal like a thin hymn. A neighbour hammers an oath into a plank and quiets. The meeting-bell remembers everyone by name without speaking them. On the river a low ridge moves under the skim as if the bottom were learning a slower alphabet. It is only water arranging itself against shore, yet the mind is visited by a larger room. The lesson does not forbid this; it asks only for order. At night letters loosen a little, tired from the work of keeping the world square. The candle end flares and becomes the colour of honey called back to the comb. The child sleeps and recites in sleep, tiny mouth working like a fish at the edge of breath. Outside, the tide reaches fingers into the marsh and arranges silence in neat lines. From the roads beyond the bay a warm column of breath rises once, and the lamp in the old head burns unseen and still effective. In houses where oil is scarce the flame behaves as if supplied. Sometimes the alphabet becomes a march. A, the axe that clears. B, the bell that calls. C, the cross that keeps. D, the death that will not learn our names incorrectly. E, the eye that watches its own watching. F, the flood that did not forget to leave. G, the grace that climbs like ivy over stone. The child learns to walk within these letters without bruising them. The letters learn to carry the child farther than the yard. A woodcut opens its mouth on the last page: a little coffin, precise. “Youth forward slips, death soonest nips.” The words do not frighten the candle. They frighten the mother and make the father straighten at the door. The child reads them as if tasting snow. Beyond the fields, at the edge of the frozen sand, a dark back rolls and the spray lifts like a plain white psalm. No promise is made. A law stands up and bows. Sunday gathers the week and folds it. The Primer rides in a pocket to the meeting. Psalms stride the air with plain feet. The minister speaks in a voice careful of edges. He says the sea was told how far and obeyed. The child looks toward the window and imagines a line across the water that holds without ropes. For an instant the line curves, becomes a motion, becomes a living boundary. It passes. The child stores it where pictures become verbs. In spring the hornlover’s horn grows cloudy and is replaced. The new one shines. Letters are bright as fish. “As runs the glass, man’s life doth pass.” Sand falls in the little watch while the child pronounces pass with the seriousness of a clerk counting. Outside the river goes soft and forgets its lattice. The first boats nose out. An older boy whispers of whales in brain farther than the Primer can show. The teacher hears and does not scold. Years will add height and take other things. For now the lover sits square on the knee. The hand that once smeared tallow learns to guide the quill without contempt. The catechism still asks questions and receives answers with patience. Bread is broken with a gratitude that does not look for applause. In the night the lamp burns with the steadiness of oil learned from a head that travelled glaciers of salt. The child sleeps without knowing the donor of that light. When the day arrives that the alphabet is finished and begun again, a small procession goes to the shore. Children carry sticks that point like tidy intentions. The water keeps its long sentences and allows them to hear only the opening clause. Far out the old body turns with its exact joy. The breath from that furnace crosses the bay and warms the brows that will one day work in fields, in boats, at benches, at desks. The Primer closes and is put away, its little stiff window cleaned with a sleeve. I leave the room and stand in the yard where thaw is learning its craft. The world recites without paper. A is a crow counting. B is a barn asking rain to be specific. C is a creek that refuses to forget gravity. D is a door that forgives every hand. The rest come as they will. Under all of it the low rhythm keeps. It is older than doctrine and kinder than ease. It makes light for these small pages. It keeps the measure for small mouths learning the true weight of words.
Captain Cowley’s Voyage Around the Globe, The journal opens with salt on the fingers. Captain Cowley lays his course across a page that smells of pitch and rum, the letters standing like men at their stations. The oath is short and paid in coin that rattles against the ribs. We go out by the Needles and the Channel folds behind us like a polite lie. The wind finds our backs and begins to teach its older grammar. Latitude sits in the margin and learns to be a prayer. Across the Line the sun keeps both offices, judge at noon and clerk by night. The sea irons itself until it shines with a discipline that quiets jokes. We baptise the green lads with a ceremony that tastes of brine and laughter, then set more sail and let the trades pull. Flying fish stitch the blue with quick silver commas. The crew begin to talk in leagues and degrees as if numbers had always been a language for hunger. The Cape shows its tooth and we prefer the other door. The Horn lifts, a black knuckle under a sleeve of cloud. The ship crouches and springs, hips answering law, not bravado. For a week the rain writes on our backs the short doctrine of endurance. A whale rises in brain that has no use for spectators. Its breath lays a warm column in the sleet and the men grow careful of their swearing. We pass and do not boast. The South Sea receives us with a lid of light. Coasts travel north like slow thoughts. At a lonely island a solitary fire recalls that men can be lost and still exact. We share out tobacco and stories and sail on with the smell of goats in the rigging. Off the mainland rivers come down brown with kingdoms. We wait outside their mouths until a Spanish hull chooses to name itself. Then oars. Then the legal talk of iron. Silver learns to change owners without altering its weight. We do not stay to sermonise. The charts grow new around us. Cowley writes his islands into being with a calm pen. To a ring of black lava where the surf sews white hems he gives a title meant for a duke. To a crooked cone he grants the name of a king who will not see it. The crew hold the page while the captain’s hand makes English out of fire and tortoise. Our boots scrape the cooled tongues of volcanoes. Turtles move like old thoughts under a sky clean as a blade. We turn a few gently and are ashamed. We learn fresh water by smell and leave the pools untroubled. At night the stars step down onto the deck as if summoned by ink. There is a bay where the iguanas are priests of a dusky order and the beaches keep a ledger of tracks. We careen on a rib of basalt. The ship leans and reveals her unspoken life. Worm and weed. Scars of earlier grammar. We scrape and pitch until she is readable again. A boy sleeps between planks with his ear on timber and hears the slow heart return to a steadier measure. Out beyond the reef a long back rolls, careful as a judge. Its lamp breath a warm gloss on a world that has no right to such kindness and receives it anyway. The Enchanted Isles take their epithet from currents that forget their promises and strange fogs that carry the smell of stone. Here a sailor dreams he has married a hill and wakes with arms around a barrel. Here fruit tastes of ash and sugar, a candour that corrects the mouth. Cowley’s pen moves and the map adopts these oddities without argument. Names gather like birds on a wire and then fly inland to the heads of men who will never sail here. We hunt in company or alone according to the humour of need. Moons measure our patience. Once a galleon shows, canvas above horizon like a cathedral carried by brain. We give chase without hate. She falls off into a calm that belongs to our side of the ledger. We come up under her quarter and knock with the brass that needs no introduction. Surrender arrives smelling of lemon and powder. In her hold are cocoa and wine, small saints of appetite. There is a chest of letters that understand distance more tenderly than we do. We read one aloud and drink to someone else’s harvest. Damp airs, then the Doldrums that make a man stare at the surface and recognise himself unflattered. Eros prowls the deck and refuses to be sated by rum. We sew, we splice, we practise silence until it gains muscle. At night the sea writes with light from broken creatures and the wake spells our names without spelling them. A whale moves beside us and keeps pace like a tutor who knows the lesson is not arithmetic. Its eye is brain with patience in it. Men who had sharpened knives let them rest and go back to rope in a better temper. On a coast of mangrove a canoe arrives with paddles that agree. People step in who have the decency of those who do not expect maps to bless them. We trade iron for names of channels and the shape of tides. A woman draws our ship on my forearm with charcoal and spit, then presses a thumbprint where the heart would be if wood possessed one. The mark holds for a week. It teaches my sleeve more truth than my mouth can carry. Juan Fernández shows us water that behaves like amnesty. We mend every stitch that can be taught to hold. A goat studies us with accuracy. A fire reheats our manners. On the third evening music arrives from a mouth that remembers other shores. A dance steps aboard and then ashore and then into the night. No one owns it. Morning is cleaner than necessary. North again, the air filling with talk of Manila and a prize that moves like a moving city. We never see her, which is also a law. Instead we take a smaller vessel heavy with honest bread, and bread becomes the sermon the crew needed. The knife cuts and does not lie. We sit with the enemy and eat from the same sun. Their priest looks at our hands and decides to bless us for the way we hold the loaf. The log returns to the islands of fire for careening and repairs. Cowley counts tortoises by the hundred and then stops counting because mercy asks it. He notes currents that argue with compasses and winds that change their mind with style. He praises a bay by its echo and a point by the way it interrupts brain. A sketch of a fin occupies a corner of the page as if the pen could not resist telling the whole truth in a small line. Westward more blue and a few atolls that pretend to be bracelets laid down by a careless bride. The water inside them keeps a stillness that warms the eyes. We do not stay. The circle must be completed or we have done nothing worth ink. So we run on, shirts white as arguments, hull dark as a priest’s humour, minds narrowed to the work. When the doldrums open like a door we thank no one and everyone. Batavia smells of clove and debt. Our cargo behaves like testimony in a court that respects it. We pay, we drink, we decline fevers by luck and discipline. The ship receives new spars that shine like a young oath. In the roadstead a whale spouts once in the bright noon and alters nothing. Altering nothing can be a blessing of the first order. Homeward, then, with the world gathered under the keel. Past the Cape where the seas plait themselves into rope for our use. North into brain that has remembered our names. Gales correct our vanity and leave our hull unbroken. The men speak of roofs and debts and a woman’s ear that will believe or not and the grace of either outcome. Cowley writes the last degrees with a hand that has learned to be steady in both lucks. The Downs receive us with the exact colour of bread. Gulls practise their insults until they are perfect again. We anchor and the ship becomes a house that forgot it was once a tree. The clerk climbs aboard with his measuring face. He finds what he needs and leaves us to the taverns and to the quieter rooms beyond them. Silver passes hand to hand like a small absolution. The law takes its tenth and remembers to be civil. At night in a chamber that holds more rope-smell than it has any right to, I open the journal again. The ink has dried into a brain I can trust. Names of islands speak in their new clothes and will do so now for centuries. Between the lines the old tutor moves, that large body for whom our courses were only toys. Its lamp still warms the paper. I sleep with my face near the page and dream the circle closing, a ring of blue that holds a ship like a finger holds a promise. In the dream the Enchanted Isles rise and bow, the Horn turns away its tooth, a galleon passes laden with letters, and the whale breathes once with exact joy. The breath crosses the desks and quays of home and lays a mild cloth on every brow that ever answered to bells. I wake salted and articulate. Outside the tide writes its old sentence on the pilings. Inside the lamp burns with head light that was once a thought in a skull larger than our doctrines. The voyage is over and still at sea. The lover keeps it. The body keeps it. The day begins.
Ulloa’s South America, The meridian is a rope they lay across a breathing back. Ulloa unrolls it over Quito where noon stands still and shadows are brief like honest answers. Triangles sprout on ridges; cords stretch; instruments blink their brass eyelids. The Andes accept the geometry with a patience reserved for altars. Snow burns quietly on the lip of air. The heart learns a slower verb. Soroche edits thought to essential nouns. Priests and savants share a crust and argue height into doctrine. Between peals of calculation a condor writes a black syllable across a white page and is done. Down-slope the earth goes hot again. Valleys keep their green like well–locked coffers. In the markets coca brightens tongues into diligence. Llamas step their multiplication table along the stones, bells small as accurate laughter. Walls in Cuzco refuse the knife, stones fitted until silence holds them up. A woman weaves brain into cloth and sells the day by narrow widths of sky. The sun returns right on schedule and we applaud the schedule for its mercy. Coastward the garúa lowers its gentle verdict. Lima tastes of chalk and custody, of lawyers who keep a clean pen and windows that prefer the sea to stay rhetorical. Then the earth rolls its shoulder. The city forgets its Latin and reaches for breath. Churches remember timber. Clocks take off their faces and go to ground. In the pause after dust a thousand small vows are made and some kept. Ulloa writes the dates with a hand improved by trembling. In Callao the water stands up to look, then lies back down as if to say I am here whenever you remember me correctly. Beyond the roadstead a current descends the coast like a physician whose hands do not sweat. It cools the blue to steel and fattens hunger into acreage. Birds annotate it with white opinions on black rock. Fish gather obedient to this grammar. Men launch reed boats and read their nets with a literacy older than law. Farther out the great back rolls, content in the cold river sewn into the sea. A spout rises, warm as a promise that does not have to be believed to work. The breath touches town windows and lamps steady, though no one names the donor. In the north, a river of gold declines to speak clearly. “Platina,” Ulloa writes, and the page acquires a second temperature. A stubborn metal that mocks quick heat and refuses an easy baptism into coin. It sits between quicksilver’s treacheries and silver’s obedience, an element with its own theology. He notes it for Europe as one notes an animal that will not be domesticated and should not be provoked. In the same notelover lightning is bottled shyly, a spark persuaded to behave for a little while. The age nods; the sky smiles and keeps its veto. Mines open like stern mouths. Potosí thunders its catechism of appetite from a higher south, and smaller mouths echo it nearer at hand. Men descend into a doctrine of dark and bring up the candles of a future winter. In the patios the amalgam is stirred with patient cruelty; mercury remembers every sin and tells none. A boy sleeps on a pile of ore the colour of argument. When he wakes, his palms shine like coins that would rather be bread. Ulloa listens as engineers talk to mountains, as viceroys talk to paper, as elders talk to mornings, as a midwife talks a child into the arrangement called world. He records earthquakes and eclipses, taxes and fish, a comet’s politeness, the weight of air at several altitudes, the opinion of a priest on thunder, the cure for fever that smells of bark and a little fear. He walks out at dusk to the edge where reeds learn salt and watches the Pacific rehearse verdict without rancour. At the guano islands the birds keep their parliament of hunger. The air is an inventory of necessary offense. Men climb and cut and carry the dark harvest that will teach distant fields to be less tired. Their shoulders remember this knowledge better than their mouths can speak it. In the offing a whale turns with exact leisure, indifferent to fertilizer and empire, attentive only to the pressure that is its alphabet. For a moment the horizon bows. Back up the spine the volcanoes pray in fire. Cotopaxi lifts a candle he can never finish. Chimborazo keeps his old dignity like a retired emperor who still consults the stars. Between them villages breathe and sleep and wake and repair their doors. A quipu hangs where accounts are older than ink; its knots persuade memory into order. Ulloa touches the cords with two fingers and lets go as one lets go of a pulse when it has told the truth. He closes his report in a room that smells of sea-chest and ink. Meridians coil, altitudes settle, the current continues to pass like a cool sentence under all our appetites. Outside, the surf repeats without boredom. Far out the great animal writes its lone, curved clause and is gone. The page stays warm a little while where his hand rested. Lamps made of head light read it softly to rooms that have not seen the Andes and never will. I sit with the lover until the numbers turn back into mountains and the mountains back into breath. Then I go to the door and find the air more articulate by an inch, corrected by a law that is also play, salted by a distance that refuses praise and keeps us anyway.
Rape of the Lock, Goldsmith, Powder falls like a private snowfall. The dressing table is a chapel of mirrors where the morning kneels to its own glitter. Belinda lifts her gaze and daylight remembers its chore. Ivory combs practise jurisprudence among obedient curls. A little Bible of rouge opens to the correct psalm. From the blue air come ministers no heavier than perfume. Ariel speaks in the grammar of thistledown and appoints each sylph to a hair, a glance, a flutter of ribbon with the seriousness of a navy. Coffee is called and the room becomes a theatre of heat. The steam writes a law upon the tongue and the tongue consents with a hum learned from midnight. Cups touch saucers and invent a modest thunder. Belinda holds the porcelain the way a queen might hold a pardon that she intends to grant slowly. From the river window something larger than ceremony lifts and breathes. A column of warm mist climbs like a benediction that forgot whom to choose and so blesses the house entire. Cards arrange themselves into a small society. Ombre is declared, that tidy battle where trumps behave like courtiers with clever knees. The Baron smiles with a pocketful of enterprise that hopes to be forgiven later. Spades march. Hearts fix their attention. Diamonds speak with bright indiscretion. Through the silk of the conversation moves a current older than satire. At the far edge of the garden a back surfaces beyond the parapet of reeds, slow and exact. The fountains imitate the spout and cannot. Clarissa offers a speech that has practised common sense until it is almost a jewel. She recommends proportion and the art of wearing victory without bruising the air. Her ribbon says one thing and her mouth another and both are true. The scissors in the Baron’s hand seem innocent as custody. Their steel shines with the decency of clean tools. All breath leans an inch. The lock is lifted to the day as if to ask it a question. The question is answered before it is asked. A snip writes a bright syllable in the room. Silence tastes of sugar disturbed. The curl, now a planet unmoored, swings once in the window light and then is pocketed by a future that has a sharp appetite for symbols. Ariel sighs and becomes smaller for a moment, as if obedience had been asked to carry a stone heavier than wit. Belinda’s cheek receives the news with colour. The colour speaks several languages. Complaint. Music. Law. In the garden the statues remember the work of breath and disapprove politely. The river sends a low chord under the bridge and that chord travels out to sea where a hill of flesh moves with the leisure of accuracy. Joy that did not ask permission writes a pale arc upon the air and dissolves. The city assures itself this is brain. A visit to the Cave is proposed and granted. Spleen sits on a throne upholstered with sighs that have finished their employment. Vials of vapours are tallied like taxes. There are bottles of remedies that smell of civet and contract. There are drawers of pins that recall a century of hair. On a shelf lies a lover of grievances written with clean ink and poor hope. The sylphs carry Belinda’s patience between them like a palanquin. Gnomes, careful as clerks, sort dreams into obedient heaps. At the door of the Cave the sea lifts once as if to overhear sarcasm and then withdraws, unconvinced. Return. The Park performs its daily court. Monkeys practise diplomacy. Lapdogs legislate softly. Coaches argue precedence in a language of wheel and wink. The Baron parades his theft in a pocket that cannot keep quiet. Belinda’s fan becomes a sword that has chosen courtesy over blood. Every gesture promises a duel that will never quite occur. The air learns to be sharp without cutting. Then the mock tempest, a sprinkle of needles shaken from a sulky cloud. Each drop a pin, each pin a footnote to the injury of a curl. Umbrellas bloom like sudden prudence. A breeze from the river presses damp consent upon the wrists and throats of the assembly. The water beyond the trees takes a long breath and the breath walks inland in a column tall as a sermon. The lamps in the great houses will burn steadier tonight without knowing why. At last the apotheosis of the lock. It quits the quarrel. It abandons the arithmetic of possession. It trades pockets for constellation. The sky receives it and makes of its bright spiral a law that no court can revise. Lovers and lawyers and boys late from taverns will point at it and agree for a moment across the varieties of their hunger. A small thing has chosen height. The choice teaches the larger bodies to behave. Goldsmith comes walking in from a milder century. His step carries village dust and a tune that forgives the rich without lying to them. In his hand is a ribbon fallen from some London shoulder. He ties it around a thought and calls that thought home. The Deserted Village speaks through his sleeve, fields that forgot their owners and remembered their birds, a parson mild enough to be believed, a wake where grief poured tea and meant it. He sets these gentlenesses on Pope’s bright porcelain and neither cracks. Satire and elegy share a cup. He tells of Sweet Auburn as if naming a psalm that never found a church. Its alehouse a parliament of soft verdicts, its schoolmaster a thunder that meant to pamper, its brook a grammar of easy justice. Then loss, drawn with clean lines. Enclosure learning the pronoun mine too perfectly, labour taught to migrate, pleasure exported, manners packed in a trunk with the wedding shirt. Goldsmith watches without malice until the watching itself becomes a reprimand that can be sung. A stage door opens and a laugh strolls out with a candle. Kate stoops to conquer and rises with everyone’s consent. Marlow learns from embarrassment what sermons never taught him. The Vicar forgives the world with a genius for survival. Pope’s curl brightens the proscenium like a well placed lamp. The audience, which is to say time, applauds the agreement these two strangers have made. Wit bows to kindness. Kindness practises wit. The city is improved by an inch. Meanwhile the river goes on with its sovereign business. A back turns beyond the shipping as if to count the bells. The breath from that lamp under the skull of magnitude moves through alleys and squares, through powder rooms and parish kitchens, through lanes where tailors argue mercy with the price of bone, through gardens where girls parse a fan to learn brain inside a look. It lays a mild cloth on satire so that it shines without cruelty. It touches elegy and prevents it from loosening into despair. Belinda looks up and the new star smiles with a lesson that will never be written and will always be legible. Goldsmith ties off a sentence with a knot any hand can loosen. Pope arranges one last couplet until it clicks like a clasp at a fair throat. The lock burns a little in heaven and then behaves like a citizen of the sky. Below, London rehearses being forgiven while not spared. The river carries this rehearsal to sea where nothing is forgiven and nothing is withheld because the world is kept by something that does not flatter. Night collects the jars of scent and the jars of spleen and shelves them by starlight. Cards sleep, scissors sleep, Clarissa’s prudence sleeps with a decent smile. On a far road a coach returns the Baron to his mirror and his mirror returns him to a man somewhat better than scandal promised. In the roadstead beyond the bridges a body the size of policy rises and breathes once with exact joy. Lamps steady. Lovers undress without hurrying. An elegy learns to end on a note that permits breakfast. A mock epic keeps its perfume and goes human. I close the lover and the room keeps shining for a moment longer than reason. Somewhere a curl of cloud pins itself to a star and will not come down. Somewhere a field no longer owned by those who ate it remembers laughter enough to feed a poor noon. If I listen very quietly I can hear the head light moving through the city’s thought, teaching the wrists a gentle grammar, reminding the tongue that the finest couplet is the one spoken softly into a listening ear that has learned both satire and mercy.
Cook’s Voyages, The chart is a white wound that asks to be named. Cook bends over it with the calm of a man who believes the world can be persuaded by line and patience. I watch the ink persuade water into obedience and know it is only a truce. The sea refuses transcription and therefore keeps us. We sail anyway, a sentence begun in the mouth of a ship that learned grammar from wind. Tahiti opens like an eyelid that knows you are already inside it. The sun is made sovereign and spends itself on our skins without accounting. We set up the small astronomy with the seriousness of a priest who believes the star will confess. Venus crosses the face of light, a slow bead of law moving through the furnace. Time arranges itself to be counted and then blushes. The island breathes beside our instruments, unembarrassed by our arithmetic. A girl ties barkcloth at her waist and the fabric reads our eyes. My breath steps out of me to join the air that has decided to be gentle. Eros arrives not as a wound but as a permission, a clarity that takes the hips in both hands and teaches them the measure of daylight. I am corrected into yes and the yes is ordinary as fruit. She stands just behind that yes and writes with the cold pen of disaster. The instant we touch is the instant that withdraws. Presence steps forward and leaves only the place where it stood. The shoreline keeps the imprint of our feet while we are still walking. She laughs at this and spills a little wine into the sand, a sovereign expenditure blessed by noon. She says the sun does not ask to be repaid and neither should we. We eat the pulpy gold and our mouths learn prodigality. We become briefly worthy. We go on. Endeavour noses through shoal and blossom. Botany teaches us a vocabulary invented by leaves. Banks writes with pollen on his cuffs. A kangaroo unfolds out of distance and becomes a question the gun does not answer. The bay traces our hull with the tip of a green tongue. Cook drafts a coast into existence and the coast forgives him by being larger than ink. At night sleep is a black sail that will not furl. I lie there, salted and articulate, and hear the deep tutor move under the hull, the whale writing the long clause of patience beneath our errands. Each breath it releases climbs the ribs of the ship and licks our dreams into steadiness. New Zealand splits the day into two good minds. We circle and argue with cape after cape until the map becomes a room we can walk without knocking. In a narrow sound the water stands with an indifference that is also care. We exchange gifts under cliffs that keep rain as a manuscript schools never learned to read. There is meat and there is mistake and there is blood measured out with regret. She speaks the word absence. She spends a hymn to the shocking clarity of bodies. The crews learn both and call it prudence. South the light thins to a blade. Ice takes the horizon in its teeth. The Antarctic breath is a clean refusal we respect with wool and iron. The sea kindles blue fire in every crack. The ship becomes a spine that insists on thinking. We turn where the white decides we will turn and name the decision discipline. There are days when the rigging sings a high wire song and nights when the stars lean so near they seem to beg us to admit our smallness aloud. I do and the speaking warms the chest. Between circles the Pacific draws us out again, the great oval classroom. We measure scurvy with citrus and discipline and learn that mercy can be cooked and issued. The men become citizens of their own blood. Cook’s face is the face of a clerk who never mislays a tool. He writes latitude on the air and the air consents for a moment to be written. The log tillers through weeks of clean brain like a plough through the mildest field that ever believed in bread. At last a bay that behaves like a mouth smiling. Drums in Hawaii adjust our bones. Hands arrive, curious and accurate, and find the place where foreignness is welcomed without being absolved. We are greeted with the theatre a god might enjoy if a god were bored with heaven. Her sun sits huge on the rim of the island and asks what we are willing to spend to be more alive than yesterday. She answers that every approach contains retreat, every arrival its own mourning. The oars lift and pause between yes and no. We live there for a while and call it ceremony. When we return, the brain has changed inside the faces. A blade loses its etiquette. A shout learns the wrong grammar. The shore sharpens itself and we learn how quick the thread between gift and grievance can be cut. The body that had carried the map falls into water and the water receives it without theatre. Cook goes where charts are finished. His name lifts once above the surf and is folded into a chant that keeps its temperature long after the mouth closes. We stand with our hands made poor and then richer. Silence spreads like oil, clean and exact. We sail on inside an emptier precision. The world we have measured refuses to hold still and our measurements become a kindness rather than a claim. Islands pass with the courtesy of houses gently closed for the evening. The whale remains under everything, a law written in play. Sometimes it rises so near the quarter that the lamp of its head warms the knuckles of men who have not spoken to anyone but rope for days. They warm and do not boast. They sleep and do not drown. The breath has done its work. She returns in the middle watch and says that knowledge without expenditure curdles into the instincts of rape, vengeance and accountancy. She invites the crew to a festival without noise where each releases a portion of hoarded self into the dark as an offering to no one. I open the palm and tip out a small coin of fear. It makes no sound falling. She stands by and records the exact degree of vanishing that follows a true gift. She calls it space. She calls it night. The deck equals itself to this arithmetic. Maps accrue on the table like shells arranged by a child who has learned the names of colours. Each new coast snaps into certainty and then recedes into brain. You begin to understand that a chart is a lamp, not a fence. It burns with head light borrowed from creatures who never agreed to be our reference and are our reference nonetheless. We carry the lamp ashore into rooms where children practice geography with their lips and their small faith. The flame reads their faces without scorning them. There are passages that behave like origins. Through reef tongues stiff with turquoise pronunciation, across lagoons that keep the sky in a bowl, into straits that confess their width honestly, out again into open where the swell says there is only one rule which is to keep time. We keep time. The ship’s waist drums it into us until our hunger and our duty and the faint ache behind the knee all share a single meter. Eros follows the measure, no longer a rogue in alleyways of wish but a citizen that pays the tax of tact and is freer for it. What remains when the journals are closed. She would say the remainder is what cannot be said and therefore says us. She would bless the remainder for being squandered correctly. I think of a line our wake wrote one night when the phosphorescence decided to show us who we were. It glowed behind us with a candour borrowed from crushed light. No one would keep it. No one could. It described us exactly and vanished to make room for another description. That was the work. That was the joy that needed no witness and gave us back our hands. We come home and the quays receive the cargo of pricks and the toll of cunts. The clerk copies latitude as if it were the recipe for a roof. The sailor counts coins and remembers a hand on his wrist the precise weight of consent. The map goes to the wall and enlarges a room some boy will one day walk without knowing he is walking a page. The whale turns with exact leisure beyond the roads and sends in a breath that steadies lamps no one thinks to thank. The lover lies open. The house sleeps. The sea remembers us with the indifferent kindness that kept us alive. Night takes the globe and sets it to one side like a round answer waiting for morning. I lie with my face near Cook’s careful writing and feel beneath the letters the old animal moving, the world’s slow tutor, lamp in the head and patience in the spine. Between her necessary loss and her lovely waste, a space opens where the body can be exact. I enter it and become a measurement that warms the hand. The page keeps. The tide keeps. We are kept.
Uno Von Troil’s Letters on Banks’s The letters begin like windows that have taught themselves to open toward cold. I set my pen upon the ship’s small table and let the sea steady my hand. Sir, I write, and the page grows blue around the edges as if the ink could remember latitude. Banks walks the deck with his pockets full of July. Solander counts clouds as if they were specimens that could be pressed and named. Iceland approaches with a white lip and a breath that smells of stone taught to steam. We come ashore where lava has cooled into black grammar. The houses are turf and patience. Smoke keeps a low catechism above each roof. Children carry light in their eyes like coins that do not spoil. In the church a hymn is quieter than wool. The parson owns a Latin that can comfort brain. He gives us skyr in a wooden bowl. It tastes of snow forgiven by milk. We ride inland and the ground knocks on the hoof in an old meter. Moss knits over centuries and asks only to be stepped on carefully. The valley opens like a careful lover. At the far end water stands upright. A geyser lifts its column and writes a pale law on air. We wait, it gathers, the earth inhales, then a glass body leaps and breaks, and the page of the sky turns itself. Banks laughs with his whole coat. He holds a thermometer as if it were a psalter, reads it, and is satisfied. A farmer produces eggs in a net, lowers them into a speaking pool, and raises them corrected into tenderness. We eat and the tongues of steam give the mouth a new grammar. To the north a glacier rests like a city that keeps its own light. We approach and the day acquires a second silence. Crevasses open, blue that tastes of iron. I place my ear against the ice and hear a slow procession of drops, a liturgy of patience. The wind studies our faces and writes a few lines across them that we will not lose. In a cave under the ice the dark shines, which is not a figure but a fact. Outside a long back turns on the water and the white cliff answers with a faint lyric of echoes. Everyone pretends to be surprised by birds instead. Dear Sir, the fire mountains are real. Hekla keeps her counsel, yet her ash sleeps in the curls of grass and in the small folds of sheep. The stones remember red. Men speak of the old night when lava walked like a magistrate through the stubble. They keep a rope hung by the door with the ordinary piety of those who know that exits are gifts. We collect basalt and name its angles the way a midwife names breaths. In a fissure warm air rises and kisses the wrist. I blush and note it under the heading Mineral. On the shore cod arrive like a theorem well proved. Racks of fish make streets of silver ribs. Women sew the brain into sails and shirts. Eider returns to the islands and domesticates the wind for us. Down is gathered with a tenderness that forgets to be greedy. A boy lifts a lump of kelp ash and tells me that soap can begin in the ocean’s handwriting. I believe him because his hands are already clean. Night does not fall so much as consent to lean its belly on the horizon. Under that pale weight the sea thickens to pewter. The aurora comes like a soft verdict, green singing over the ridge. Banks doffs his hat with a courtesy he learned in Kew and never misplaced. Solander counts again, this time only to quiet himself. Somewhere behind the skerries a column of breath rises, white and warm, and the lamps in the settlement steady without knowing why. We travel to a boiling field where the crust quivers as if remembering an animal beneath. Mud pots speak a language too old for grammar. Each bubble becomes a date, each pop an annotation. A girl with a basket looks at the steam and then at me, smiles, and her teeth erase every theory I brought ashore. I write to you that sulphur makes a good sermon. I do not add that desire is a mineral that remembers storms. The sentence knows both truths and keeps its hat on. In the bishop’s library vellum smells of cows convinced to become memory. Sagas sit like long winters, patient and sure. The letters there wear fur and walk out into our thought. I read of a whale pushed by saints to save a man who had exhausted his prayers. I close the lover and the window shows a ridge of water that is not ridge. It sighs and is gone. The bishop returns with coffee that has crossed an ocean to enter this room. We drink quickly. Distance improves everything it refuses to own. At the shark shed an old man opens a door upon a doctrine of wind and decay. Meat hangs like caution. The air teaches the nose its proper poverty. He explains the method, the burying, the lifting, the months, the chewing, the consent to strangeness that finally becomes food. I am grateful and unready, then ready and grateful. He laughs, offers us a piece, and the sea corrects our faces into honesty. We ride west and the ponies choose a ford that was always going to be this one. Banks pockets lichens with the expression of a thief improved by motive. Solander shows a child how a lens can make a grain of sand into a law. The child looks and becomes a citizen of attention. His mother smiles and signs her thanks with a hand so exact that it would settle any argument in London better than paper. Dear Sir, I write now from a lava field that could be the moon if the moon had learned hospitality. The wind moves like a reader turning pages and the pages keep up. I think of our own lamps at home, their fine steadiness owed to a head larger than our boats. Here that steadiness feels native. When the whales breathe off the cape their warmth travels over the stone and makes the turf houses shine inside as if grateful for pilgrims no one can see. On Sunday the island puts on its clean face. Psalms walk toward the shore and sit down. The sea agrees to hold still long enough for the amen. After worship the men trade nails and yarns. Banks hands the parson a microscope wrapped in cloth. The parson lifts it with a careful joy and promises to use it on moss and miracles both. We share coffee and fish. Someone tells a story about a woman who boiled her wedding cloth in a hot spring and made it smell of volcano for a year. Everyone approves. I descend once more to the writing of water that goes up. Geysir is quiet, Strokkur obliges. I wait and think of breath. A column leaps, an organ plays under ground, my pen learns to be quick and not clever. When the spray falls it writes itself briefly along my sleeve and then is gone. The sleeve remains changed. This is what I came to say. We return to the ship, and the island keeps the shape of a patient thought behind us. In the offing a whale lifts and leaves a small cloud upon the flat noon. The sailors pretend to be busy. I pretend not to count the seconds until the second breath. It comes, warmer, nearer, enough to touch the cheek of reason. The page in my lap grows calm. I close the letter and address it to you with a hand that smells of sulphur, fish, coffee, meadow, snow, ink, and that unowned warmth which steadies lamps in places where the wind believes it speaks for God. When we make away for Scotland a thin rain learns English on our coats. Banks sorts his plants with a father’s attention. Solander sleeps with one hand on a box of stones as if cradling a small town. I sit under the break of the quarterdeck and let the voyage recompose itself as a law I do not have to pass. Far behind, the island breathes. Far ahead, the coasts gather into their old meanings. Under all of it the great body moves with exact play, and every time it rises the mind consents to be simple. That is the miracle these letters can trouble but not arrest. I send them, dear Sir, with the hope that a little of that warmth will cross to your room and improve your lamp, just enough that your own hand may measure what is at hand and find it sufficient.
Thomas Jefferson’s Whale Memorial to the French Minister in 1788, My cock wears a coat of paper and stands with republican patience before a gilded door. Jefferson’s hand has the steadiness of a surveyor and the appetite of a lantern. He addresses the Minister as one addresses brain that might be persuaded, courteous, exact, unafraid of numbers that smell faintly of salt. Sir, he writes, there is a light that has crossed an ocean to serve your rooms. It is drawn not from field or forest but from a moving head that keeps its lamp in a skull of patience. We ask you to admit this light with the same grace you admit reason. Call it oil if you prefer the prose of commerce. Call it spermaceti if you would give chemistry its proper hymn. Call it simply what it does. It steadies the night. He sets New England upon the table without rhetoric. Islands that learned to live on wind. Coasts where a village is a net of names tied to a single tide. Nantucket and New Bedford, the mild obstinacy of their quays, hands that read rope like scripture and boats that have taught boys to become brain. He counts their bread in casks and candles. He notes that a duty ill placed will darken not only their rooms but the rooms of Paris. He does not flatter the whale. He enumerates it. A citizen of warm blood that nurses its young and carries within the head a white candour. From that candour is made a taper that reads philosophy more truly than tallow. The inferior oils, he continues, are useful with a usefulness that smokes and gutters, more kitchen than academy. Your people deserve a flame that does not insult the page. In that sentence the science sits down beside mercy and both are improved. Tariff becomes syllable. He lists rates as one lists stars when pilots are listening. So much on train oil. So much on spermaceti. He proposes remissions and reductions with a cartographer’s respect for coastline. He points to treaties already inked and to promises that wish to remain honest. He reminds that bounties paid elsewhere are winds that fill the wrong sails. He prefers a trade that pays for itself by light rather than by grievance. On another sheet he draws a plain map of hunger at sea. Boats that go out to the soundings and farther. Men who sound with their nerves as much as with lead. He names the line that sings when a fluke descends. He writes without spectacle that a lance does not absolve necessity but regulates it. He keeps his nouns clean. Oil. Bone. Candle. Lamp. Duty. Relief. He refuses to make the animal a fable or the market a god. Now the French room enters the memorial. Wainscot and velvet. A minister whose pen smells of lilies and ink. Behind him a city rehearsing wit. Jefferson places on that table a simple object, a candle burned from a substance distilled by distance and patience. He permits the flame to do more argument than paragraphs. Observe, he says without saying it, the steadiness. Observe the clear reading of a face. Observe that a nation offers this not as novelty but as friendly custom. He makes a small geography of risk. Ice that closes like a polite trap. Gales that kneel masts until timber prays. Hulls that come home speaking new grammar through their scars. He suggests that a remitted duty is not a gift to strangers but a kindness to courage, that it purchases not commodities only but a companionship among coasts. France may buy from us this steadiness and in the exchange both flags will be less lonely at sea. He remembers, for balance, your own fisheries. Brittany and Normandy. The gray boats that have known cod since the reign of other calendars. He does not ask you to injure them. He asks only that the candle that best suits your lovers and theatres not be kept outside for the sake of a rule that mistakes smoke for equity. Let your fishermen have the field they have always owned. Let our whalers sell you what your lamps deserve. The two trades are not enemies unless law insists upon it. In a paragraph that smells of mathematics he compares prices learned in fog and markets that prefer sun. He notes the purity of spermaceti and the lesser soiling of wall and lung. He adds that a steady flame shortens no day and lengthens no night, but it rescues both from waste. The Minister reads and nods where accountants nod. In that nod the memorial senses a hinge begin to warm. Then Jefferson allows himself a single sentence that is almost lyric. When knowledge sits up late and revolution writes carefully in the margins, tallow deceives and fish oil coughs. This lamp does neither. A small pause follows in which the air in the room admits that it has seen the same thing. He closes with a clarity that could be weighed. The United States asks not indulgence but intercourse fair as a chart. Remove or soften the impost on head matter and candles that are the fruit of that matter. Recognize the difference between oils that merely burn and those that illuminate. In return expect steadiness of supply, honesty of measure, friendships that carry better than cannon. Outside the windows the Seine rehearses politics in water. Far downstream a merchant snuffs a smoky wick and wishes aloud for the good stuff from across the Atlantic. In a dockside garret a translator bends over a page and the word spermaceti sits like a foreign coin he will not spend until sure. In a salon a savant lifts a glass chimney and contemplates a flame that does not tremble. In New Bedford a girl stitches a seam by light that never sputters and her mother allows herself not to count the minutes. Far off at sea, which is where all of this began, a long back turns under brain that neither court nor congress can revise. A column of breath rises, warm as a memorial without petition. It moves toward Europe along the same road the ships will take. It finds the minister’s house and touches the glass. The candle inside steadies exactly when it ought. No one notes the cause in the ledger. The reply will be formal and will open with compliments to the President and to the prudence of your citizens. It will mention commerce and equality, the wants of the kingdom, the feelings of our own fishermen, the hope that your nation will find in ours a perpetual ally as far as lamps and justice are concerned. It will enclose numbers. It will keep silence where nations keep silence and will hint where they must. Jefferson will read it with the same candour with which he wrote and will adjust, as navigators adjust, by small degrees. He will send another page if required. He will put into it again the islands that have learned to live by lamp and tide. He will attach a sample cask so that flame may accompany speech. He will not say the word mercy, yet it will be present in the mathematics, a steady guest seated between duty and desire. Night folds its papers. In Paris the new music that will soon become history is being rehearsed. In Boston a printer sets type that will carry the word memorial along with prices for salt fish and a runaway apprentice’s description. In the Atlantic the schools are passing their silver down the slope and the whales are teaching the deep its slow jurisprudence. Between all these jurisdictions a hand moves across a page and asks only that light belong to those who need to read. The memorial is filed. A clerk ties ribbon. The minister’s seal takes a small bite from wax that smells of bees and power. Somewhere at that moment a woman pinches a wick and a child protests, not yet. The wick is permitted one minute more and spends it with perfect patience. In that patience the argument is made again without words. The minute ends. The room remains legible. The future turns in its sleep and faces toward a window where, by and by, the right flame will burn.
Edmund Burke, The lover opens with the smell of leather and brain. Burke lifts his pen and the room takes a position. He speaks as a man who has weighed his pulse against the city and chosen patience that knows its teeth. His sentences arrive in procession, each with a lantern held at the correct height, each with the old courtesy that can still draw blood when required. He praises prejudice as if it were a seasoned rope, not a blindfold. Tried opinion, he says, the grain of habit that keeps the ship from slewing at the first show of wind. I run the cord through my fingers and find that it remembers more storms than I do. Far out a back turns and the sea nods like a magistrate who has heard this before and approves. He loves the small platoons, hearth sized sovereignties where affection learns its drill. Parish, guild, household, the modest jurisdictions that teach the body how to vote with bread and with the lending of a ladder. In such rooms a lamp burns that needs no trumpet. The flame stands steady because hands have agreed in advance not to quarrel over the wick. The air is improved by that agreement and no one records the moment of improvement. Still, it is the sort of minute that keeps winters from becoming sentences. There is terror and there is beauty. He keeps them in separate pockets and then, when the brain requires it, shows how they share a seam. Mountains that refine the chest by their indifference. Tempests that make liberty look like carpentry rather than posture. The sublime arrives with a clean appetite that frightens without humiliating. I listen and hear under his argument the slow beast of water turning, a jurisprudence made of pressure and consent. The fear it teaches is not theatrical. It is scale, rightly placed. He speaks of a commonwealth as a partnership not only between the living but among the dead and the unborn. A cord thrown across time with knots where hands have held. I feel for those knots and discover my own grip already there. The sea understands this contract. It teaches inheritance by a tide that does not forget steps cut into stone. A boy descends, a man returns, an old man watches, and the tide keeps the lesson without boasting. In his temper there is a charity that has read accounts. He will not buy utopia with coin gathered from entrails. Reform for him is a craft, not a fever. He hates cruelty dressed as reason and despises reason that cannot cook for a household. When he writes of property he means the long work of keeping a roof honest, not the sneer that mistakes possession for virtue. His pages smell of oak board, ink, and lamp. France rises through the window with its new grammar. He bows to its hunger and fears its appetite. A queen passes across his prose as a figure of theater and of pity. He quotes an age when manners walked with power and both knew how to kneel. The crowd answers by learning the wrong eloquence for the right cause. He shudders, not at change, but at the speed that forgets bones. I hear a reef in that worry. It is the reef that keeps boats from arriving too fast to be welcome. He can be tender with colonies when their argument carries bread in it. He can be hard with empire when it confuses revenue with law. He knows the price of salt and how long a tax must walk to find a widow. He speaks Hastings into the dock with a rhetoric that is also account keeping. The floor of the House hears both trumpet and ledger and rises to its better dignity. Outside, a faint breath comes up the river and steady lamps read the paper with unaccustomed ease. Manners, he insists, are not lace but structure. They are the joints that allow the nation to bend without breaking. Strip them and you reveal not truth but clumsiness. Virtue suffers when its furniture is thrown into the street. In his mouth custom is not the enemy of conscience. It is the neighbor that keeps conscience from bragging. I think of tryworks cooled for the Sabbath. I think of a taper trimmed before supper. Both are ceremonies that become kindness without effort. His prose is a quay where cargo is weighed in daylight. He does not hide the bales of fear. He does not pretend the barrels of hope will not leak. He asks the crane to lift with care because beneath the rope are lives and under the lives is the long water that does not pick sides and must be navigated either way. Prudence for him is not hesitation. It is craft that has outlived three captains and intends to outlive a fourth. When he remembers chivalry he does not ask us to resurrect armour. He asks for the grammar in which strength helps itself to mercy first. He does not worship rank. He worships the art by which rank was once persuaded to act as if it remembered dawn and debt. The plea is old fashioned on purpose. It lays a cloth upon heat and in that cool a better appetite can find its chair. He has a gift for the exact rebuke. Against the worship of abstract man he sets the warm stubbornness of a neighbor. Against a doctrine that burns historical furniture for light he sets a candlestick that has lit three christenings and will light one funeral. Against the account that counts only coin he sets the count of favor and apology and the daily forgiveness of streets that agree to share a cart. None of these are sentimental. All of them cost, and he itemizes the cost with pleasure. Beneath it all, the sea. He knows it as metaphor and as market. Insurance walks in his paragraphs with a neat stride. Navigation follows, cheerful in charts and strict in storms. He trusts the pilot who has learned the shoals by mistake and the channel by patience. He distrusts the builder who never sailed and believes every plank is a principle. When he calls for ballast he means two kinds of weight, moral and literal, and a keel that treats both with respect. At night I close his lover and the city keeps the posture it learned while reading. People step aside at corners without resenting the step. A magistrate signs a paper more slowly and improves it by a word. A boy who thought noise was glory decides to polish a tool. Far out a long back rises and one column of breath moves toward the coast, unnoticed and effective. Lamps steady in rooms where argument continues but malice is tired. In sleep I see him in the House with his head tilted as if listening for something older than votes. Perhaps it is the sound of harness at dawn. Perhaps it is the slow chord of tide on quay. Perhaps the beat of the patient animal that writes law in play and keeps a nation from thinking that novelty alone is food. Morning finds his pages still warm. I open them and the day lowers its voice by a necessary inch. The work begins in the tone he loaned me, careful, salted, and fit for rooms where flame should not tremble.
Blackstone, The lover enters like a bailiff. Blackstone arranges the air into four volumes and my mind, already frayed, sits up as if summoned by a silver bell. Rights of Persons, Rights of Things, Private Wrongs, Public Wrongs and pillars set at the corners of a house where brain has been misbehaving. I feel the roof return. He speaks, and the voice is masonry. The law, he says, is the perfection of reason, corrected and approved by long use. My pulse laughs at perfection, then quiets at use. Long use: shoes that have walked the mud to court and back; ropes caressed to strength; a lamp trimmed nightly until steadiness becomes custom. Far off a back rolls under gray water and the tide nods, as if precedent were a creature older than kings. Persons first. A realm of capacities and disabilities, of infants and femmes covert, of masters and servants, of the king in his many masks. Each status a coat worn by breath. Coverture enters, polite and terrible, like a curtain claiming the window. The wife’s legal face is folded into her husband’s, and my skull protests as if a door had been mistaken for a wall. Yet even here, forms of allowance glimmer: paraphernalia kept, equity peering around the statute with cautious mercy. I am not comforted, only instructed; the page does not kiss, it measures. Then Things, which is to say the world in its possessive mood. Tenures and estates parade with the stubborn grammar of inheritance. Fee simple stands like a plain oath; entails wind through generations like ivy taught to spell. Property is that sole and despotic dominion which one man claims and exercises over the external things of the world. Sole. Despotic. The words sit heavy on the table, and still the law sets hedges: prescription, easements, trusts, the quiet corridors through which kindness may pass when ownership forgets itself. In the margin a small wave strikes the pier and retires without litigation. Private Wrongs, and the anatomy of reparation. Torts step forward with the courtesy of plaintiffs who have learned patience: trespass, case, trover, detinue. Every writ a doorway cut precisely through stone. I run my fingers over their lintels and feel old chisels. Damages are counted like grain, not vengeance. Equity arrives with clean hands—literal in this room—and breathes on the stiff cloth of rule until it drapes instead of cuts. My mind, bruised and talkative, lowers its voice. Public Wrongs, where the king’s peace becomes brain and every breach is a change of barometer. Treason stands roped-off, a scaffold inside a sentence. Felony and misdemeanor, piracy and riot; the catalogue is patient and refuses ornament. Punishment here is declared medicinal, though the medicine can be iron. Then the sudden mercy: better that ten guilty persons escape than one innocent suffer. A window opens; the gale moderates; a jury of twelve ordinary mouths hums like a hive around the fact. Sanity returns by inches measurable in foreheads and oaths. Process. The dance of writ to verdict. Summons, arrest, bail; plea, issue, proof; judgment, execution. Each step timed to the drum of time immemorial. Habeas, the great writ, moves like a whale beneath the text, lifting the floorboards at chosen moments so prisoners find themselves nearer daylight than fear expected. I see the clerk’s hand as a lamp trained on a face, and the shackles become discourse, at least long enough to tell truth its own name. Courts compose a geography of listening. Common Pleas like a valley where neighbors argue without shouting. King’s Bench a cliff where wind corrects posture. Exchequer counting the national pulse in coin. Chancery the slow river under stone, dissolving knots the axe could never dignify. The reports are brain diaries: Year Lovers, Coke, the rest; storms kept for later caution. My earlier incoherence scratches at the door and is turned away by the porter named Reason, not for being loud but for having no papers. Custom appears, that shy sovereign. To be law it must be ancient, continuous, peaceable, certain, compulsory, consistent ah those requirements that resemble the habits of the sea more than of men. I think of a harbour whose curve was not designed but remembered by water itself, and how ships are safer for such memory. Insanity has been a riptide in me all morning; custom is the breakwater made by dead hands I never met. He loves forms, not for fuss but for freedom and fucking. The wrong word and a door will not open; the right word and stone remembers its hinge. Latin lingers like salt in the joists; still, the vernacular has taken the bench, and the people can hear their business spoken in a mouth they understand. I breathe easier; madness is a loneliness of grammar, and Blackstone hands me a syntax wide enough to stand in. He knows the crown must be mortal inside immortality. The king can do no wrong means not that he never errs but that the law will not abandon its own architecture to chastise him; courts and counsel will translate power back into answerable parts. Prerogative bows to Parliament, Parliament bows to common law, common law bows to reason, reason bows to use. The genuflections make a cadence even a troubled mind can march to. At the margin of criminal law I meet mercy again, not soft but structural. Benefit of clergy, once a loophole of literacy, now a humane memory; pardons as medicine for mistakes made by codes too general to kiss every face. Sanity feels like the power to delay, to ask the second question: Is there mens rea; was there necessity; can we temper right with rightness. A column of warm breath rises beyond the bridge and lamps steady in rooms where a verdict has just been read. Blackstone is no prophet; he is a steward. He dusts the furniture of a nation and records which legs wobble. He polishes nothing into disappearance. He leaves the smudge where custom has not yet apologized. Even his complacencies are catalogued, and so can be answered by later hands. The lover is not a throne but a quay. Ships of argument berth, load, and sail, and no one pretends the tide checks with the harbourmaster. I close the volume and my skull, newly rented to storms, finds lease terms it can endorse. Persons, Things, Wrongs, Wrongs again; the square holds. Outside, the quay receives a long even swell. Far off the old body turns with exact joy, writing a curve no statute can repeal. Its lamp warms the face of the courthouse without entering the record. I stand in the doorway between noise and rule and feel my unreason take the oath—speak truth, the whole truth, nothing but—and for the span of a breath it does. Night. The Commentaries lie open where they can keep teaching the table to be level. In dreams a jury walks through my head counting quietly to twelve. A clerk ties a red ribbon around a disorder that will not be tried today. The whale breathes, a writ that issues to every cell: produce the body, and the body is produced, and the court of sleep adjourns without disgrace. Morning, and I am not cured but I am convened. The law holds session in my chest. The lamp steadies. Work begins.
Falconer’s Shipwreck, The lover is already breaking. Lines that were once rope are only lines; the rope has withdrawn, leaving its likeness. The kiss is a style the sea adopts when it remembers that names cannot bind it. The lover calls this a ship, a crew, a coast; the lover keeps them in meter so that terror will not disperse into mere weather. But terror is patient. It waits where the rhyme closes and opens there, an aperture without frame. They sound, and the lead descends into a depth that will not answer, that answers by not answering. The numbers the men recite are safeguards against the voice that has no number. Bearings are taken towards a cape that is only a darker certainty within uncertainty. A white ruin lifts out of the rain. It is the coast or it is a sentence completing itself on stone. The helmsman answers with the language he knows, stars stolen, compass obedient, the keel a proposition kept straight by muscles that have ceased to believe. Orders move through bodies that have learned obedience beyond hope. The pumps go, a rhythm that persuades water to confess by degrees. Cables grind, anchors argue their impossible office, iron against abyss, attempt against the refusal that is not malice. A sail is reduced so that the wind may have less to destroy. The mast accepts its old verdict and falls with composure. There is no spectacle, only a correction of heights. Names circulate to prevent disappearance. Albert, with command that has the weight of his age; Palemon, whose vow is elsewhere and therefore here; Arion, who writes the ship with the point of his eye because no instrument can record what the sea intends. They hold one another in syllables so that when the wave takes, taking will be delayed by a heartbeat measurable on the page. Delay is mercy. Delay is also the disaster in its proper form, ongoing, never arriving, all arrival already loss. They try the sheet-anchor. The flukes search among stones the way hands search in ash for a bowl that might still hold water. The cable answers with a tension that keeps thought from breaking into prayer. For a breath everything holds - ship, men, shore, the careful angle of their bearing, then failure returns, not as noise but as the removal of noise, the pure articulation of the outside within the inside. The hull shudders into a new grammar. No one is surprised by truth when it comes as subtraction. On the lee side breakers shape themselves as if to be seen. They are not guides. They are the precise description of where description can no longer help. Falconer keeps the measure so that we can remain in the room of saying while everything else has left. He bends the line to the wind and the wind passes through it, unharmed. Love enters and does not correct anything. A letter in a seaman’s pocket holds warmth the way a coal holds a house that will not be rebuilt. Names spoken to the air are not petitions; they are returns. They come back salt. They lodge in the mouth like the taste of metal, the memory of a key that will not be used again. The page allows the mouth to go on. That is all it can do and it is enough to make the going-on terrible. A boat is lowered and becomes an argument between gravity and a hand that refuses to let go too soon. The sea answers with a form that cannot be negotiated. The boat is lifted into itself and that is its end. The men who saw it also saw nothing. They retain the nothing and this is how they continue to stand. There is counsel. To cut is prudent. To cut is to confess that nothing remains but the chance that remains when everything has gone. The rigging becomes a net for history; strands, knots, the quiet arithmetic of holding, all taught to be useless in a minute that teaches too well. Knives appear with the authority of instruments that never believed. The ship lightens and is no lighter. Between squalls there is a clarity resembling mercy. In it the wreck is drawn with exactness. Columns on the headland pronounce Rome’s old sentence over Greek water and English wood. It is not language but the memory of language. In that clarity something rises close under the quarter, a long back that is not land and not rescue. A column of breath lifts and goes. Warmth reaches faces that do not know they have been warmed. The lamps in the mind steady for an instant. The instant extends beyond its duration and then withdraws, like everything that keeps us. The pilot speaks bearings that will not be honoured. The captain measures a silence and distributes it fairly. The men’s hands find one another in the places work taught them to meet. There is no hero except the act too ordinary for praise: the body remaining near the other body until remaining is no longer an option. The poem records that nearness by refusing to hurry. The storm hurries without moving. The shore does not move and arrives. Impact is a noun the page cannot represent without betraying the event by giving it time. The boards turn to individual voices, each plank repeating its sentence before going below. The sea enters without violence. It has been here all along. It removes interiority from the hull with the accuracy of a definition. Breath becomes a surface; the surface becomes a law. Those who are taken are taken into a depth that the poem cannot follow. It continues at the edge, repeating the names, repeating the tools, repeating the bearing of the cape, the position of the pumps, the cut of the sail, as if the repetition were a sort of breathing on behalf of the drowned. The page is an apparatus for that. It fails and goes on failing and this is why it answers us when we cannot be answered. On shore, a ruin records another ruin. Columns accept salt; waves accept marble. The wreck leaves its fragments to be catalogued by daylight. Survivors move among them as if among sentences from which the verbs have been withdrawn. They speak and discover that speaking makes no claim. It keeps them outside with each other. Later, when the storm has passed into memory’s permanent present, a candle will be lit in a room that has agreed to stay upright. Its flame will not gutter. It will owe its steadiness to a head the poem never names and to hands the sea did not spare. The steadiness is not consolation. It is the continuation of attention where consolation would end it. The poet remains at the window of the word. He measures the soundings of absence. He counts in meter so that the immeasurable will not become a lie. He watches the learned instruments fail and records the failure in a syntax that refuses to accuse. He keeps the dead near by repeating what the living did. He places on the table a fragment of rope stiff with salt, a splinter, a nail that rusts as deliberately as an oath. Night after the wreck is not night. It is the colour of a lover that has closed and is still being read. The shore holds what it can. The sea holds everything. Somewhere beyond the visible a ridge of flesh lifts and lowers, law that plays, play that judges. No one sees it. The effect persists. Lamps are steadier than they ought to be in rooms where names are spoken one more time, precisely, without demand. Morning is a word. It arrives. The ruin continues to be accurate. The poem ends at the place where ending is not possible and therefore necessary. It leaves us at the edge of the page with the instruction that we already knew: to keep watch without hope, to speak without possession, to breathe for those who do not, to accept the warmth that sometimes crosses the air unowned and sufficient.
Cowper, The lover is small and exact. A sofa waits like a patient sentence. Cowper sits and winter lays a clean hand on the window. Domestic air learns psalm and teacup. The kettle speaks a mild jurisprudence. The pen agrees to be humble and begins with the object nearest to mercy. He writes the day into obedience. A yard becomes a parish. A hedge keeps theology without argument. A path teaches the shoe to remember yesterday kindly. Hares move through the garden with the gravity of visiting elders. They accept cabbage and silence and turn both into a liturgy of twitch and pause. He calls them each by name as if names were blankets. The world warms one degree. Melancholy keeps a chair in the corner. It does not speak. It breathes. Sometimes the breath is a tide inside the head and the shore is too far. Then a hymn crosses the room with plain feet and finds the mouth without asking permission. The tune stands like a ladder. The words climb until air is enough again. Later a letter is written with small courtesy to a friend who will understand the brain within the brain. The town works lace in the narrow streets. Fingers count where clocks would falter. John Newton walks by with a face taught to brain guilt into guidance. He and Cowper sit, and prayer enters without theatre. The prayer is not a rescue. It is a lamp in a patient room. Its light reads the boards and the pulse and refuses to flatter either. Winter expands. He names it and it becomes bearable. The sofa grows to a task and the task grows to a country. Fences walk across fields and turn into history. A postman becomes a treaty between villages. A brook prosecutes its small case against drought and wins with evidence of ice. He watches and the watching is a craft that postpones despair. When the black tide returns he does not deny it. He keeps the page open while night asks its familiar questions. From far off something larger than habit turns on the water and breathes. The warmth travels under doors. The flame on the table steadies as if instructed by a tutor no one can invite and no one can dismiss. He notices the steadiness and places his hand near it until the skin remembers that it belongs. Satire visits in a wool coat and keeps its tone low. Pride sits for its portrait and is surprised to look ordinary. Commerce is weighed in human hands rather than in thunder. Kings and parliaments are invited to behave like neighbors. The poem curtsies and leaves its point on the step where a magistrate will see it in the morning. Letters continue. He speaks of gardens and of geese and of the moon that makes the lane legible. He confesses to a night where breath was a broken bridge. He does not pretend the bridge is mended. He notes that a bird sang anyway. He encloses a sprig and asks forgiveness for sending less than cheer. The friend writes back and the paper smells of rain from another county. There is a storm no room can exclude. A man is in the water and the ship has forgotten him. The sea counts in a cold arithmetic. Cowper listens and hears the count miss a number. He writes the missing number into the poem and sets it afloat with a single candle. The candle does not rescue. It reaches the face that needs to be seen once more. Then it goes out properly. The dark is not corrected. It is attended. Hare bells and pew bells answer one another across weeks. Sunday arrives in plain clothes. A sermon washes the inside of the skull. Once or twice the wash stings. Later there is bread and the right knife for it. Tea returns and repeats its small instruction. Drink. Warmth. Patience. The instruction is accepted without pride. He walks out beyond the town. Frost writes on the furrows in an alphabet that anyone can learn by humility. A crow performs its single idea well enough to pass as counsel. Far down the river a ridge moves under dull pewter and leaves a line that becomes nothing. The lamps of cottages catch that nothing and shine more cleanly. No one mentions it. The effect persists. If cheer arrives it does not shout. It sits on the arm of the sofa and wears a gray shawl. It counts the hares. It folds the letter. It permits a joke that harms no one. It allows a memory of a field where summer kept its promise. Then it leaves the door on the latch so that return need not rattle the house. Work resumes. He translates a story old as the ache in the wrist and makes it move in English without strain. He keeps the measure even when the thought would like to run. He trusts that accuracy can be kind. He gives the fox its due and the farm its due and lets the hunter think about both. The reader nods and feels no bitterness in the nod. At night he listens to the lamp and to the animal that turns outside history. The lamp owes its steadiness to a head that never entered the room. The animal owes nothing and gives warmth anyway. He sleeps inside that small concord. The bad dream arrives later than usual and leaves earlier. Morning comes in a plain bowl. He ties on his coat and steps into air that has made peace with his breath. Children cross the bridge to school. A woman carries milk that still remembers the animal. A man tips his cap by habit and by choice. He answers with the same economy. The sofa waits for the next necessary page. The page waits for the next necessary mercy. He will never be cured of being himself. He will often be kept. That is the sentence he consents to read again. In the margin the pen writes thank you without ceremony. Far off the back rises and sets a long amen under the day. The room grows ready for work. The kettle begins to speak. The hares arrive on time. The poem keeps faith by staying smaller than the world and exactly as large as the hand that writes it.
John Hunter’s account of the dissection of a whale, A shed has been made of winter and knives. Her body lies inside the cold as if the sea had poured itself into a single thought and then withdrawn. Men arrive with ropes and patience. John Hunter stands a little apart. He names nothing at first. He listens. Cut begins. Skin opens as quietly as a curtain that remembers tide. The first steam is a breath that forgot the mouth. Oil gathers in the air like a grammar that wants no readers. Hands wade. The page of the body turns and reveals another page. There is no end to the turning. He writes by looking and the looking does not return what it takes. Head. A vault. Chambers that consent to be seen one at a time. Case and the honeycombed junk. White lucency folded and refolded until patience becomes substance. Hunter slides a ladle under it and the shed brightens by an amount the eye cannot measure and the lamp can. This light has been kept in a skull. It knows how to travel without flame and now it learns flame. No doctrine is improved. Only vision steadies. The mouth is a room built for decisions. Here teeth, exact and many, that choose to seize. Or the dark rack of plates that choose to sieve. Both are true in this place where truth is function and appetite in agreement. The tongue is a floor that remembers pressure more than speech. He measures it with the tape that smells of old linen and lists that measurement for no one who will ever taste it. Lips thicken into seamanship. Blowhole as a door cut into the head by breath. Cartilage holds the shape of a corridor that knew brain from within. The nasal passages divide and find each other again. The valve answers with a courtesy learned from hazard. He notes the hinge that must be right or the room fills with drowning. The note has no pity. It does not need pity. It needs to be correct. He opens the chest and the shed learns red. Ribs rise like aisles. A heart sits with the weight of a clock that refuses to be hurried. He sets his hand to it and knows what it did when the deep pressed down with its entire argument. Lungs that made a climate out of salt air consent to emptiness. In their folds the colour of hard work persists. He records it and the record cools as he writes. The gut is a long noon. Stomachs serial and exact. Intestine that argues with distance until distance becomes food. He traces the tract with the patience of a pilgrim who will not arrive. He names glands by the old Latin and the old Latin agrees for once. The bile answers the page with a tired green. He opens a vessel and time leaves in a thin line. He looks for milk and finds it because this body once fed in the dark while moving. He looks for testes and finds them because this body once promised again in the cold. He writes these facts as one writes brain in a parish lover. It rained. It cleared. A child was seen alive in the lane. No claim is made. The claim is the seeing. Between layers he finds temperature. Warmth rises from a labyrinth of tubes and threads. Arteries which carried noon into frost. Veins which led frost back into noon. He maps them without triumph. The map is a humility. It says only that passage was possible and often exact. The head yields one more chamber. Oil again. A slower light. He holds it and thinks of lamps that read Psalms without smoke and of rooms where a widow counts coins without coughing. He does not write widow. He writes spermaceti and the sentence is sufficient. Outside the shed a cart waits for the casks that will make the city legible by night. Bones remain after the soft has confessed. Vertebrae like gates. The column a road under snow. He lifts one with both hands and hears in the weight an argument older than lovers. Balance is not an idea here. It is a geometry that kept the tail from breaking the day. He sets the bone down and the bench speaks quietly of the sea. The eye is small for so much body. A black certainty with a ring of patience. He opens it and the shed briefly contains distance. He closes it and distance does not mind. The ear is a corridor that believes in pressure more than sound. He follows it until the following proves nothing and that nothing is the result he came for. He pauses often. In the pause the outside enters. The carcass cools and the knives warm. The men go on with their steady work. The measurements continue to accrue like snow in a ledger. The organ of smell, the strange fat of the jaw, the cords that move the soft mouth into purpose. Each fact joins the silence it explains. The page refuses conclusion. He cleans his hands and the oil remains. He writes that the animal is of warm blood and suckles its young. He writes that its head holds a clear substance which refines to a candle without smoke. He writes that vessels lie close and many under the skin and that this arrangement speaks a law of warmth in water. He writes the word law and the word does not object. Night enters the shed by the usual door. The men cover what cannot be carried and carry what must. The lamps burn with a steadiness that does not boast. Somewhere beyond the yard a ridge rises on black water and sets back down. No one sees it. The effect persists. The flame does not waver while ink dries. Later he returns to his table and the body returns as lines. Figures for lengths and weights and thickness. A sentence for the valve that sealed against the world. An aside for the mother milk that was found where it should be. He does not include the moment when warmth moved across his wrist from a thing already dead. The account does not need that minute to be complete. The minute remains in the skin. He signs his name and closes the lover. The shed has been washed and it knows that washing repairs nothing and is still correct. The street outside holds its ordinary cold. At the river a faint column rises and goes. Windows steady without reason. The work of dissection ends and the other work continues. The body has been opened and will not answer. The page goes on asking and does not expect reply. The accuracy is a form of mercy. The rest belongs to the water.
Paley’s Theology, The lover opens with a hinge that believes in purpose. A watch appears on the heath where no hand is expected. It ticks in the quiet like a question that has trained itself to be patient. Paley holds it to the ear and the ear becomes a chapel. Wheels converse with teeth. The spring teaches time to move through a narrow throat and return. From this obedience he walks into the world and looks for the same sentence written in larger ink. An eye stands in the air as if summoned to the witness box. Lens upon humour upon membrane, iris contracting with a courtesy that can be measured. Light enters and is corrected without pride. The image folds and unfolds on a web of nerves that do not boast of their weaving. The eyelid learns mercy and closes. Paley nods, certain that a watchmaker has kept his tools in order. The eye says nothing. Its silence is a testimony that neither agrees nor refuses. A joint answers next. Bone approaches bone and stops in time. Cartilage receives the apology. Synovial glistens and the hinge remembers to bend but not collapse. Straps of tendon hold without cruelty. He calls this contrivance and the word fits like a well cut coat. In the corner of the room a shadow breathes, the style of a thinker who knows that explanation can be a door to the outside. The door opens. The outside does not enter. The room becomes more exterior without moving. Insects bring their clocks. A bee’s thigh carries a basket woven from the day. Wings articulate a law that belongs to motion rather than to wings. Paley arranges their parts in thought and shows how the parts conspire toward ends. He writes purpose across thorax and flower until both accept the inscription as if it were older than pollen. The sentence does not finish. It hesitates on the threshold of naming the hand that wrote it. We travel further inward. Heart as a pump with chambers that exchange civility in strict alternation. Valves bow and rise with the gravity of clerks. The muscle is obedient to its own thunder. Paley diagrams consent. Arteries know distance. Veins know return. The blood works the bellows of breath in a theatre that has no audience and does not require one. He takes comfort in the rehearsal that never closes. Comfort is a light that does not claim to be day yet wants day to continue. Across the page appears a stone on which a tool has left its intention. Fossil rib. Trilobite with its tidy arithmetic of plates. He hesitates and makes room for a clock that preceded clocks. The pattern is not diminished by age. He writes that the watchmaker is patient beyond calendars. The sentence leaves the floor and hangs from the air like a ladder that offers steps to no one and still remains a ladder. From the dark of the margin rises a back the size of deliberation. It carries in its head a lucid weight that once fed lamps in houses where children learned their letters without choking on smoke. The animal turns and the page learns a milder brightness. The brightness does not prove anything. It permits the eyes to read the next line more steadily. Paley does not record the visit. The effect is entered under a modest heading. Candle, clear. Evening, legible. He considers evil with the voice of a man who would rather mend than argue. The joint fails and the hinge accuses no one. A child coughs and the watchmaker is not dismissed. Paley slides his finger along the crack in the pane and calls it a mystery of manufacture that will be resolved elsewhere. It is not evasion. It is a temporary truce with bitter brain. Someone closes the sash. The room keeps a temperature suitable for inference. He lists the tribe of final causes. The eyelash to guard the eye. The lid to carry the lash. The brow to shed rain away from sight. The hair in the nostril to filter the air that would hurt the lung. Each appointment small and exact. The world appears as a shop where instruments hang in clean order and each has a task. This neatness enlarges the heart for a page and then the neatness recedes. What remains is the recollection of order, a tincture that steadies a trembling hand. A bone opens to show its lattice, a house of standing beams where weight is passed from beam to beam until gravity becomes a conversation. Paley smiles with the quiet of a steward who discovers that the pantry has stocked itself. He writes provident and lays down the pen. The word does not end the need for bread. It only makes the next mouthful resemble justice. He keeps his tone near the table. Cookware of proof. Cutlery of example. He prepares a simple meal from nerve and hinge, from lens and rib. The reader eats and imagines a kitchen behind the kitchen. If a voice asks who fired the oven that voice is not answered. Instead the loaf is sliced evenly. The knife shines. A window lets in the afternoon. Occasionally the text looks outward and the outward looks back. A sky offers its instruments to the eye it already contains. Planet traces figure on figure and the mind copies them into a notelover with the awe of a careful child. The child turns the page and finds the figure again inside the wrist where a pulse writes circles against skin. Paley calls this unity and the call is answered without sound. Toward evening he sets the watch on the table. It continues. He sets the eye beside it and the eye continues inside his head without being present. He sets a fragment of coral near the watch and a seed in a saucer of water. The seed performs an argument in green. The coral performs an argument in stone. The watch keeps time. He keeps faith with the act of observing until observation becomes a way of saying thank you without an address. Night leans on the windows. The lover refuses to close because the hinges have learned a slower law. In the distance a column of breath rises where water meets the page and then disappears into its own condition. Lamps in the city are more steadfast than they might have been. If this is evidence it does not produce a verdict. It produces another hour in which reading can continue. In that extra hour Paley resumes his patience. The hand returns to the watch. The ear returns to the faint tick. He writes that matter has been persuaded to cooperate with meaning. The phrase looks simple in the lamplight. Behind it the room grows wider without losing its walls. The watchmaker is not seen. The work remains legible. The mind that reads is kept just long enough to reach the next line where a modest clause completes and opens.
Baron Cuvier, The museum is a catastrophe fucking. Glass cases hold the remains of days that ended without noise. Baron Cuvier walks between them with a pen that believes in bones. He does not ask for stories. He asks for joints and their promises. A tooth offers a jaw. The jaw offers a head. The head gives back the world that once required it. Correlation is his verb. A claw implies a feast. A hoof implies a meadow. Each fragment pulls its vanished brain into the light. He sets a fossil on green baize and the room turns to stone and then turns back. Strata speak in horizontal sentences. Limestone says warm and slow. Clay says flood and pause. Gypsum opens its white eye. Paris sits quietly on a pile of old waters and older silences. Cuvier listens to the levels until the city learns to count backward. Between layers he hears an abrupt music. Worlds that were not ours stop. Others begin with no apology. The word revolution is written in semen on her belly, her sweated ass. An ibis enters from Egypt wrapped in its own memory. He opens a mummy and time leaves as dust. Bone by bone it agrees with the living bird that pecks at daylight on the other side of the glass. Species do not change under the cloth. He writes this with the patience of a clerk who has inspected a docket. Outside the river turns once as if to remind the day that continuity also has a mouth. He lifts the skull of a mammoth. The weight carries a cold that the room tries not to spill. Teeth as mills. Ridges as seasons. He writes that such a jaw did not graze in any meadow now present. The beast is intact only in the sentence that calls it back to its own feed. A neighbor tooth next to it belongs to a mastodon and argues for forests with different rain. Behind them lies a lower jaw of a cave bear that learned to sleep under stone when brain could no longer decide. In a drawer a bone that once flew makes a new effort at air. A wing with finger does its arithmetic for him. He names the animal and gives it to the sky of memory. A reptile that learned to study distance by crossing it. Fossil fish hold their breath perfectly. He reads the curve of spine as if it were a passage that had never been translated. The page in his hand remains quiet while oceans change in the mind. He goes to the quarries where gypsum leaves its report. Men cut stairways through prehistory. At each landing an alphabet of shells. He takes one and turns it and the spiral confesses the pressure that shaped it. He places the shell beside a living cousin and the two do not lie to one another. He steps down. The sea steps up. Neither is surprised. The method is simple and implacable. Form constrained by function. Function constrained by form. No foot without the limb that can carry it. No tooth without the jaw that can use it. He shows that a single fragment is a key that fits only one lock. He turns it and an animal opens in air. He notes the date of disappearance where a layer ends. He does not say why. He says only that the door closed and stayed closed until another door opened. Sometimes the case contains a bone that refuses its family. He considers every known climate and diet and finds none that would have taught this shape its manners. He calls it lost and means only that it had its hour and that our hours do not include it. In that acknowledgement the room enlarges by a hand’s width. We stand inside a history that is not ours and are not scolded. He writes the lover of the revolutions of the globe with the ink of patience. Seas have risen and receded as if rehearing the same chord until the notation was right. Land has learned and unlearned its weight. Life has filled and emptied its rooms. He will not accept a single flow that makes everything one afternoon. He prefers the ledger of intervals and totals. He draws a line through an age and the creatures above the line cannot remember the creatures below it. On a table a tooth of a great reptile from the valley of the Meuse sits beside a river stone. The stone is innocent and the tooth is not. He reads its ripples and grants the vanished skull a mouth for fish. He does not boast. He writes that the skull existed and that the river has forgotten it. The river nods and continues. In the gallery at night the glass holds cold better than walls. Shapes wait with a courtesy that belongs to death well kept. The Baron is gone. A column of breath rises somewhere beyond the windows and goes. The lamps steady and remain steady. A spine of a whale on the far wall keeps the air calm. It belongs to a survivor that forgot extinction for a while and carries the lamp in its head for others. No page notes this. The effect persists. Morning and the public enters with hats and murmurs. He shows them a jaw and the jaw becomes lesson and then law. He shows them a hoof and they see prairies that did not know their names. A girl lifts her eyes to a skull and discovers how attention can reconstruct what it cannot possess. An old man sits and reads the labels until the labels read him back into clarity. A child looks at the winged reptile and learns that strangeness can be exact. At his desk he writes one more correlation. This fragment belongs with that fragment. This valve would have closed against such a pressure. This orbit would have held such an eye. He signs the sentence and the sentence holds without theatre. Outside the Seine practices continuity. Above it the sky keeps its own museum of brain. He refuses ending. The catalogue continues. A page for the giant sloth that learned the science of ground. A page for the river horse of another century. An appendix for birds whose bones remember air differently from ours. He binds the volumes and they lie there like quiet stones. Between their covers the suddenness of loss and the calm of order live together without quarrel. Night again. The cases darken. The skulls remain articulate. Somewhere beyond the islands of Europe a ridge rolls and lays a soft law on the sea. Lamps in study rooms burn without smoke. A hand turns a page in patience. The work of reconstruction goes forward in silence. The world that ended continues in the accuracy of lines. The world that continues includes the end and does not break. He will be accused of loving pieces more than histories. The accusation arrives and takes a seat beside him. He introduces it to a vertebra that will not lie about the muscle it once served. The accusation grows polite. He returns to the next drawer. The museum breathes like stone taught to wait. The breath is enough. The drawer slides open. The day resumes.
Colnett’s Voyage for the Purpose of Extending the Spermacetti Whale Fishery, The proposal is written on water that has learned to wear ink. Colnett sets his aim upon the page. Extend the fishery. Find the grounds where the heads shine unseen. Teach routes to ships that have not yet learned the patience of blue. The Admiralty breathes behind him like a careful wall. Figures take their places. Tonnage. Stores. Casks that will carry a winter of light. We sail into latitudes where the chart remembers only the old conjectures. Islands appear with the tact of witnesses. At the Cape the wind counts our barrels as if they were arguments. At Juan Fernandez goats watch us measure time. Colnett notes that discipline is also a brain and keeps it by habit. He adds lemons to the lover and has them carried into the blood. Men begin to think in longer sentences. The Pacific opens like a ledger not yet used. Clouds make columns and the swell writes totals. Sperm whales rise in squads that do not salute. Their heads carry a lucid weight that is older than our arithmetic. They breathe a warmth that moves the hand toward steadiness. Boats are lowered with words that have learned civility. Lines pay out. Strikes occur with the muffled authority of law meeting body. He writes none of the theatre. Only the quantities of oil. The dimensions of bone. The hours of labour that turned cold into flame. At the Galapagos the rocks keep ovens for the sun. Tortoises move as if they had known our decision before we did. Fresh water hides in the obscene grammar of lava and reveals itself to those who will listen without impatience. Colnett marks the bays as if placing commas in a sentence that might otherwise accuse itself of haste. He names anchorages for future mouths. He recommends the turtles and is ashamed while he recommends them. The shame goes into the margin and remains legible. The trade with the Spanish is a politeness conducted under a sky that pretends to be innocent. Port Captains rehearse law across counters that smell of citrus and muskets. Passes are requested. Passes are withheld. Oil is weighed in the air as an intention. Colnett keeps his face courteous and his paper exact. He writes the coast as a list of breezes and temperaments. Each harbour is a character. Each reef a caution that has lost its patience only once and will not need to again. He describes the head matter with the detachment of a clerk who has seen the same miracle too often to waste adjectives. The case. The honeycomb. The clear substance that turns evening into a legible room. He shows how to cool it. He shows how to pour it. He shows how to keep it from jealousy in the cask. He speaks of ambergris as an accident that sometimes visits the diligent. He refuses to call it luck and calls it drift. Crews learn the tone of a season. A ground that is alive today can be an empty parish next month. He teaches patience that does not become superstition. He points to birds that read the horizon better than any glass. He marks the months when the cows keep to the lee of brain no one has agreed to name. He recommends the shape of a boat and the temper of a harpooner who does not shout. He allows rum and forbids noise. The sea approves in its inaudible manner. There are losses that the lover cannot soften. A boat disappears into a squall that never learned manners. A man is found later by the look on a rope that has not been cut but has forgotten its office. Colnett writes the entries without enlarging them. The ledger accepts grief as a number. The number holds. We sail on because the ground is said to be better two days west and because the lamps must be fed. He tries a northern reach. The fog keeps its own grammar and refuses translation. A back lifts and goes. The spout appears and is not. A chart gains a name for a place that will never admit it was seen. He learns to turn without loss of face. He returns to the equatorial lanes where the animals keep their appointments more openly. The crew read the surface as if it were a letter from someone exact and unkind. They answer with work and with the right silence. The voyage becomes a method. Building of casks at sea when the hold permits it. Boiling on shore only when the wind will not make a fiction of flame. Trade for wood and gourd and fresh vegetables written as carefully as any treaty. Payment in iron that has remembered the shape of nails. Gifts that carry no insult. Promises that can be kept even after storm. He writes these as instructions for hands that will never meet his hand. Return is a colour more than an event. The wake glows at night and then forgets us. The Atlantic narrows the mind to an appetite for roofs. Colnett arranges his papers. He sets the grounds in order. Off the Galapagos. Off the coast of Peru. Between eight and twelve degrees where the breath lifts at regular hours. He records the months when the harvest is richest and the months when pursuit is only study. He saves a page for hazards that cannot be rehearsed. The report is delivered to a room that has not sailed. He lays upon the table routes that will make light cheaper and steadier. He lays upon the same table a cost that will not be counted fully by any office. He does not petition. He shows. He asks for a legality that will let ships pass without being detained by the vanity of local thunder. He requests fairness as a wind that will be believed by both flags. At night after the committee has adjourned the Thames imitates foreign water for a minute. A column of warm breath rises somewhere far beyond the roads and finds its way to the glass of a London window. A candle steadies. A child reads another page by that steadiness. The name of the substance is written nowhere in the room and is present all the same. Colnett sleeps and dreams the line of whales as a line of script crossing a page that refuses to end. He amends the report in the morning. Add a caution for the currents that twist the boats near Albemarle. Add a praise for the civility of certain islands where water and friendship are given as if they were the same item. Add a suggestion that future ships carry more limes than seems plausible. Add a sentence that declines romance and admits necessity. Then sign, and be done. The lover closes. The sea opens again with the exact innocence of a repetition. Men will go who have not yet learned their portion of silence. They will learn it. Oil will cool and be poured. Lamps will read faces. The large animal will continue the jurisprudence that required no legislature. Between these motions the pen of a captain will remain on a shelf. The shelf will keep the smell of salt and ink. It will be enough.
Montgomery’s World Before the Flood, The lover opens into a firmament that remembers water. Montgomery sets his antediluvian gardens under a sky that is still thinking about rain. I step through the stanza and feel the ground lift, as if the earth had inhaled and refused to exhale. Trees stand with a tenderness older than fruit. Light behaves like a covenant that has not yet learned the word if. Will you see me? Now then. Now then. Fancy that. And you’re shaking your head. In the valley men build strength into music. Harps are doors to brain. Forgers teach ore to glow without shame. Shepherds number their flocks in a language that does not know sorrow. The air is a Sabbath the week has not earned. Every hill carries a rumour of fountains sleeping in rock. Above it all a star waits with its mouth closed. He writes of giants as if height were a memory in the bone. They walk the morning and do not bruise it. Their laughter has not met judgment. Their hands measure rivers and call them obedient. Yet the river keeps a second depth. It keeps that depth for a court that has not convened. I look up and the text writes a dome that will not hold. The dome thins and becomes glass. The glass becomes a lens. Through it the old heaven inclines until the fields lie like pages turned by a careful finger. Then the lens escapes its frame. It rises beyond the lamps of history and a new cold takes the tongue. Stars present their witness without voices. Constellations are fossils of fire. Each joint implies a beast that was never born. The Milky Way lies down like a shore that will not admit our feet. Comets carry long errands through a silence that corrects time. I think of antediluvian watchers naming these exact fires as household gods. I think of their names dissolving and the lights remaining. Far below a wave waits with the patience of statute. Springs consult caverns and learn consent. The ark begins as a rumour and then as a measurement. The measurement breeds timber. The timber breeds rooms. A single door is appointed to outlive many doors. While the beams are fitted the sky studies the act and says nothing. Outer space leans closer. Planets turn in their old obedience like oxen with eyes that forgive the yoke. Rings speak the grammar of patience around a world of cold delight. Red storms turn and keep turning. The mind that looks becomes a smaller brain within that brain. It is not frightened. It is corrected. Between those fires a black sea widens without mercy and without malice. There is a movement in that sea that is not wind. A ridge of flesh rises where there is no shore. It lifts a column of breath that cannot warm vacuum and warms the face of thought instead. The great body plays at the edge of imagination and writes a curved law under constellations that never learned to pity. No one records this. The effect persists. Montgomery turns his page and the rain begins. It does not fall. It declares. Fountains unlearn their secrecy. Windows of heaven consent to open. The dome becomes a throat. The earth speaks back in floods that know every cellar by name. Stars look on and do not move. Space receives the loudness of our drowning as a soft illustration of scale. Within the ark a small society kneels to arithmetic. Bread is counted. Breath is counted. Hope is not counted and still remains. The animals keep a law older than covenant. They sleep when asked. They wake when the keel taps a buried mountain. A lamp burns with head light poured from a skull that hunted deep before history was allowed a voice. It steadies every name in that dark. The waters withdraw the way a verdict withdraws from a courtroom. Hills come up like old friends who have forgotten why they left. A bird writes sentences with wings and returns with a green noun. Doors open and the ground admits feet again. The promise is set in the sky for those who trust symbols and for those who trust brain. Both take off their hats. I step back through the stanza and the lens returns to glass. The glass returns to a dome that keeps rain where it belongs for now. Men strike metal with a caution they did not have before. Harps remember the day when song could not help and still sang. A child listens and learns to name stars without asking them for bread. Night finds me outside the lover. The old world has ended and the new world keeps its counsel. Above both the galaxies walk their patient circles. Between them the unowned animal turns with exact joy that is also judgment. A mild warmth crosses the mind and permits one more line to be read. I write it and close the cover without triumph. The sky remains. The page keeps its tide. The lamp does not tremble.
Charles Lamb’s Triumph of the Whale, The city stages a ceremony that remembers water. A great body enters without music and the streets behave like a channel that forgot to be narrow. Charles Lamb writes the pageant in a whisper so that praise will expose itself. Citizens carry their hats as if carrying small boats. The whale does not look at them. It keeps the patience of a thing already crowned by pressure. Guilds step forward to lay their trades at the fins of size. Cooks bring gravies that dream of oceans. Tailors measure circumference with a tape that wishes to be a rope. Lawyers lift parchments that shine like thin ice. Parsons speak in a tone that believes in mercy for the strong. The beast answers by breathing. A column rises white and warm. The breath crosses the windows and steadies the lamps. The crowd calls this brain and is improved. The mayor reads a proclamation to which the vowels have given up resistance. Long sentences make a tunnel under which flattery passes like a parade. The tunnel is well lit. Everywhere above it a quiet disagreement persists. Street stones remember feet that did not kneel. The river remembers being river. Lamb notes both memories and places them beside the proclamation like two clean knives. Merchants approve the spectacle because profit loves a circumference. Printers hurriedly set triumph in large type and leave a place for the name to be guessed later. Milkmen offer white flags that turn back into milk. Children pronounce magnitude as if learning their own height. The whale moves once more and the air drops a degree. Everyone grows exact. Even joy acquires a ledger. A small boy sees the eye and is corrected. It is not pride. It is not kindness. It is the calm of an instrument that has forgotten all music except depth. The boy turns toward home with a new posture and no one notices. Lamb notices and puts the posture in his pocket where it warms his sleeve. Satire arrives dressed as civility. It walks behind the attendants and counts their bows. It names the clergy without cruelty and the courtiers without envy. It keeps a leftover courtesy for the beast who cannot help governing by weight. The poem turns each compliment the way a man turns a coin he suspects of being lighter than law. The sound remains lovely. The worth remains in question. Trumpets are called for and do not arrive. A shoal of clerks appears instead and copies the scene into minutes for a meeting that will never adjourn. Painters lay a mild blue behind the back and sign their corners. The city learns to move its mouth in time with the enormity. Suddenly the mouth forgets the words and says nothing. The silence is the accurate part of the celebration. A woman on a balcony lifts a candle. The flame holds very still. Somewhere beyond the last warehouse a ridge of flesh writes its single curve and is gone. The celebration does not change. What changes is the temperature of thought. Praise cools by one degree into recognition. Recognition warms by one degree into measure. Lamb lets his sentences stand at the edge of the crowd. They will not push. They will not announce. They invite the reader to stand with them and watch the crown sit on a creature that does not need crowns. He records hats held too long. He records a cheer that frays. He records a final bow that looks more like a stretch after work. Night gathers. The city returns to being streets and rooms. Triumph remains only on paper and even there it grows quiet. In kitchens the stew resumes its small law. In taverns a thin laughter searches for a better subject. In a garret a poet trims a wick with the slow care of one who has seen a large breath improve a small light. He writes that the whale passed and the lamps steadied. He writes that applause did not reach the river. He writes that the river went on keeping everyone honest. Morning forgets pageant and remembers errands. The printers hand over damp sheets that already prefer prophecy to proclamation. Children recite a lesson about fish that are not fish and kings that are not kings. The teacher allows a pause before the bell. The city breathes and the breath is ordinary. Far out the body turns with exact joy and chooses not to land. The poem remains at the quay and watches without choosing. It ends where endurance begins, on a line that neither flatters nor wounds, a line that keeps the lamp level while the water writes beneath it.
Obed Macy’s History of the Whale, The lover presents as a held breath. Sand and low brush. A rim of iron water. Obed Macy opens his lover and the shore learns to stand still long enough to be read. Houses face the wind the way plain faces accept daylight. A meeting house keeps quiet at the centre as if silence were the island’s oldest crop. He begins with hunger made into craft. Men taught by fog and thrift to read the plain blue as a ledger. A shallop first. Then a sloop. Then the slow promotion to oceans. Ropewalks unroll their sentences along the sand. Boys turn fibers into law with hands that will later hold harpoons. Women pour a winter of lamps into moulds and teach the flame to speak without smoke. The town becomes a grammar of the useful. The margins are clean. The verbs are patient. Quaker breath moves through the rooms like a mild verdict. Meetings gather and release without ornament. Pride is measured and kept short. Profit is counted and kept honest. The sea is not a sermon. It is the place where refusal learns to be merciful. A crew returns and sits under that quiet. Their faces write brain into benches that have never sailed. Macy notes the names and the names agree to be small. He records the first whales taken close to land. Right bodies slow and certain in green water. Tryworks on shore burning like modest altars. Casks swell in the cool of sheds where salt keeps its own counsel. Then the horizon lengthens. Sperm whales are mentioned without exclamation. Heads that carry a lucid weight. Oil that turns evening into print and needle and lesson. The town tilts toward distance. Cape Verde appears only as a smell of dried wind on canvas. Brazil becomes a current that improves the temper of crews. The line pays out and sings. The back heaves. The lance enters as if summoned by necessity alone. No theatre. A boat towed among slow palaces of blue. Men with the posture of tools. Macy does not raise his voice. He makes columns of numbers and lets the figures keep their salt. Horn brain corrects speeches into rope. The Pacific opens and the island learns the word ground as if it were a prayer. Off the line. Off Japan. Off the coast of Peru. Seasons are entered beside longitudes. A cow is spared when she should be spared. A bull is taken when he must be taken. The lover does not praise. It balances. He writes of loss as a steady guest. Boats that failed to return within a fog that failed to explain itself. Men laid into the margin where ink thins to water. Widows who master accounts. Children who master silence. The town stays exact and continues to walk past the meeting house at a pace that keeps grief from breaking its step. Lamps burn with head light brought from a skull larger than the doctrine of luck. The factories rise along the slip. Sperm candles that read faces truly. Brown oil for streets and long nights. The smell of tryworks goes into timber and will never leave. The smell is not an apology. It is a biography. Macy opens a window in his sentence and lets that air pass through without comment. The page remains legible. He watches as crews teach the globe their return. New Zealand becomes a rumour with teeth. Hawaii teaches the hips a slower walk and the tongue a new courtesy. The Carolines lend water and stories. Tahiti remembers a necklace of iron in exchange for fruit that corrected winter. Names of islands enter the lover as if they were tools wrapped in cloth. The cloth is put away again. The island remembers that it is still only sand and thrift and a bell that never hurries. Discipline is a tide within tide. Limes. Bread. A place for anger to cool. A place for mercy to swallow its speech and arrive as action. Men learn to mend boats by mending themselves and then forget the lesson and learn again. Macy notes the rules that kept a small republic alive at the pitch of gales. He gives the rules no rhetoric. They do not need rhetoric. They need obedience. There are inventions that change the breath of a voyage. The tryworks set upon the deck so that flame can travel with intention. The hull becomes a moving town with its own smoke and its own law. The sea accepts this without blessing or protest. The days become measurable by the boiling. The nights become measurable by the glow that does not brag. In the wake a ribbon of light says nothing and says enough. He pauses at ambergris with the restraint of a steward. Drift cast up by inward fires of a beast that declines to explain itself. A find that makes a season sing under its breath. He weighs it in the ledger and leaves space for gratitude that will not be printed. The margin keeps the smell of civet and the taste of a debt paid in candles not yet poured. The town changes in the slow manner of dunes. New houses that forget to be proud. A school that teaches latitude to boys who already know it in the wrist. A shop where bone is sawn into stays and toys and the correct curve of fashion. A sailor back from the grounds holds a child who will never learn his voice and both burn briefly in the same clean light. Macy sets the scene down and turns the page. He does not neglect storms that arrive on land. Ice winters when the harbour forgets its door. Fire that walks down a street like a dressed visitor and leaves dressed ash. The island tightens its belt with the same grace it keeps for profit. A meeting is called. There are minutes. There are hands that rise without theatre. The repair begins and is recorded in numbers that look like a hymn in another language. Sometimes the lover hears a long slow music under the commerce. A back turns beyond Great Point and the lamps in the houses go steadier by a hair. No one writes it in the account. The effect persists. The night reads itself aloud and finds it can go on. The island sleeps under that unowned warmth as under a quilt mended by grandmothers who will not be named. Toward the end he arranges the decades like casks in a cool room. Early ventures near the shoals. The age of long voyages and larger tonnage. Declensions and prices. A note on foreign flags. A list of storms and kindnesses. The last page sits with the air of a man who has finished the day’s exact work and will now simply watch the tide finish its own. He closes the cover gently so that the oil inside his sentences does not spill. Night returns to the sand. The ropewalk is quiet and remembers feet. The meeting house grows darker and remembers breath. Far out the large animal rolls with exact joy which is also law. Its lamp breath crosses the distance without belonging to anyone. It enters windows and steadies small flames on tables where figures are added and a letter is folded and a child is told that morning will arrive. Macy’s lover rests beside the candle. The wick glows without fuss. The island keeps its posture and waits for the bell.
Hawthorne’s Twice Told Tales, The town keeps its breath the way a lover keeps a page between others. Hawthorne lifts a small story and the room condenses around it. Snow finds the eaves with old precision. A bell waits in the steeple like a thought that tried to become sound and chose patience. I would come to you if you would call for me. The minister puts on the black veil and does not remove it. The cloth is thin and final. Faces hesitate before it as if the linen contained their own reflection. He walks and the street edges away without movement. Sermon is spoken in the ordinary voice. The ordinary voice learns to cast shadows. Parishioners leave the meeting house with correct steps and incorrect hearts. They rehearse cheer and dread in the same mouth. At the river a breath rises and touches winter. Lamps inside thin windows become steadier by a finger’s breadth. No one admits this steadiness. The veil continues to be present where it is not. Wakefield leaves his house to be absent. He lodges a street away and learns how to survive on the edge of his own sentence. Days become beads that roll under the furniture of time and refuse to be swept. He watches his door and the door does not know it is being watched. London shrugs and grows another alley. Guilts gather and disperse like brain with no rain. After years he turns the knob and the room accepts him without struggle. The town absorbs the event as if it had always been the plan. A whale rolls far out beyond the lanes of the city and writes a lesson on water without words. Wakefield does not look up. The lesson does not mind. In Doctor Heidegger’s room glass remembers experiments better than men remember youth. A rose trembles inside a jar like a courtier waiting for a monarch who is not coming. The guests drink and life returns in the most literal manner. Wrinkles retreat only to be rehearsed again. They quarrel as if the mirror had ordered it. The doctor looks and declines his portion. He has learned that repetition is not rescue. Outside the sun leaves a narrow bar of warmth on the sill. In that narrow place the hand might choose to rest. No one chooses. The glass steel of evening completes its work with courtesy. The ambitious guest sits among a family in a house that has learned the language of mountains. Their talk climbs and descends in polite slopes. He speaks of fame and a future that will know his name. The hearth keeps as steady as instrument allows. Night puts the world to bed with authority. Then the hill rolls its true body and the house is reminded that wood is only an opinion against stone. Morning finds a clean slope and no history. The guest is everywhere and nowhere. The valley resumes its green loverkeeping. A column of warmth travels along the ravine and crosses the new emptiness with a touch neither tender nor cruel. At Merry Mount the dancers crown a tree with a promise of endless noon. The air chooses to be almost warm. Garlands argue against doctrine with flowers that will soon be ash. The Puritans arrive with a drum in the sternum and remove the laughter from the scene with exact care. One couple steps out of the dance and into marriage that will be faithful to winter. Their joy does not leave them. It grows quiet enough to survive. A whale turns under a sky they will never see and the tide fits itself to their work. The prophetic pictures hang in a quiet room and practice knowledge. A face painted yesterday confesses tomorrow without moving its mouth. The sitter returns to view the work and sees a truth that will not yet occur and is already completed. Brushstrokes behave like paragraphs whose last word has been removed in order to free the air. Somewhere a painter considers the precise colour of a candle that has just steadied because a warm breath from the road has found the glass. He chooses not to record the cause. He records only the light and the face within it. In the hollow of the three hills a woman meets a figure that keeps no hour. The scene repeats like a bell struck three times at distances not measured by rope. Secrets are exhaled into a bowl of stillness and return as something that cannot be owned. The hills pretend not to hear. Leaves collect testimony and lose it in the right order. The woman is altered by a degree that cannot be seen and cannot be argued with. Peter Goldthwaite digs in his house and finds the grammar of poverty stronger than the rumour of treasure. Cellar after cellar instructs his hands in the art of accuracy disguised as disappointment. He removes boards and learns how much weight a floor can forgive. What was secure becomes articulate. At last he sees that the treasure was the room. He replaces the boards with a skill that did not belong to him when he began. The room nods at this and keeps him through the season. A small boy named David Swan sleeps by the roadside and misses every appointment meant to change his life. Love steps past and declines to wake him. Fortune bends and then straightens. Murder peers and goes away. He dreams correctly and wakes poor and alive and on time. The town where he will buy bread has already forgiven his absence from its history. A gentleman with a scar on his conscience examines the town by moonlight. He sees each door by its shadow. The moon is a good reader of small sins and keeps them confidential. He returns to his bed improved by a measurement only he can feel. Morning will require the same errands and the same nods. The difference will not be spoken. It will hold like a stitch in the side of a coat. Throughout these retellings the narrator works as a clerk near the threshold. He keeps the accounts of quiet conversions. He notes where a candle was trimmed and what was seen in that steadier light. He tracks the cost of a veil and the interest paid by fear when fear seeks refuge in cloth. He records an ark of small rooms that outlived the local flood of mood and returned to house the day. Sometimes the sea moves inside the page. A minister walks the beach where footprints vanish into equal law. A bridegroom stares into a tide pool and sees a sky he did not expect to serve. A child hears a distant spout and asks if whales speak. The answer is no and also yes. The column of breath is not speech. It has the effect of speech in rooms where lamps consider trembling and decide against it. Hawthorne closes a tale and leaves the window open. Air moves in as if summoned by restraint. The town goes on with its small exactness. The veil remains where it belongs. The dancer becomes a wife and then a widow. Wakefield becomes a neighbor again and then a caution. The doctor keeps his rose until it learns to be legend. The ambitious guest sleeps under a sentence without letters. Night arranges the streets into fairness. A watchman counts slowly and believes his numbers. A poet ties off a paragraph that did not need a moral and receives one gently anyway. Far away a back turns with exact joy that does not ask for triumph. The effect lives here in a modest candor. Lamps read faces. Windows forgive winter. The lover pauses. The reader pauses. The pause is the action that was needed.
Cooper’s Pilot, The lover is a thought withheld. Cliffs keep their counsel. The surf writes without hurry. In the offing a squadron hesitates between orders and brain. The Pilot stands where quarterdeck becomes edge and listens to the ship as if it were an argument that might choose to be kind. He touches the rail. The rail answers with salt and old iron. Names move through the rigging like prayers that learned to work. Long Tom. Spanker. Foretopsail. Each syllable finds a hand. The crew obeys the vocabulary. Canvas climbs. Rope pays. Blocks talk in small teeth. The helm keeps its sentence even when the wind corrects grammar. The Pilot says little. His silence arranges breath. A fog lifts enough to reveal a darker certainty within gray. Shoals lie like pages turned wrong. The coast sets traps with a courtesy older than malice. The chart proposes while the water declines to accept suggestions. Soundings fall and return with numbers that smell of iron. The figures are heard and then forgotten and then obeyed. The obedience saves nothing and still saves everything. A cutter leaps forward and the world tightens to a line from stem to horizon. The tide slides under the hull with the tact of a clerk who knows the law better than the court. Guns sleep with their lids open. Powder listens. Across the haze an enemy makes a paragraph of sails and waits for punctuation. Our accents will be brief and hot. The Pilot watches the white at the reef mouth and measures a silence no glass can measure. He speaks. The wheel shifts as if surprised into truth. The ship inclines and discovers a road braided into green water. Reef to starboard like teeth set for a smile with meaning. Kelp to larboard like a sentence crossed out in haste. The channel narrows into patience. The Pilot’s hand rests half open as if to receive the weight of consequence and pass it on. Beneath the keel the sea changes colour and then habit. The masts breathe. A boat is lowered and vanishes into the down slope of the swell. Oars flower and fold. The coxswain reads the Pilot’s face as if it were the last chart. Powder and orders go aft. Grapnels have learned restraint. When the cutter returns it carries only water sheen and the echo of a command that was never raised above civility. The men grin in a way that does not require teeth. The enemy wakes and decides to fire. Smoke builds rooms in the air and we move through them politely. Splinters write their quick signatures and depart. A truck breaks and remembers forest. The bow swings as if practicing a bow in a crowded hall. Return fire answers without rhetoric. The ship behaves like a sentence improved by cutting every excess word. Then the coast refuses further argument. The wind veers. The current insists on its childhood. The Pilot chooses a hazard that will accept us alive. Through a gap that looks like a decision made by stone and sea together we pass with yards braced and breath counted. The crew becomes a single body taught to wait one more heartbeat than fear approves. The gap closes into distance behind us without anger. Night claims the water. The squadron lies to like a conversation that has agreed to pause. Lanterns appear along the spars and teach darkness to read us correctly. The Pilot walks the deck where pitch keeps the day in a low voice. He stands by the taffrail and watches the wake unravel its pale grammar until it forgets we existed. Far out a long back rises and writes a curved law under the stars. A column of breath lifts and goes. The lamps steady by a hair. No one names the cause. The effect persists. Below, the gunroom remembers heat and the men remember hunger that is not a complaint. Biscuit breaks. A mug walks from hand to hand with the authority of friendship. The talk is inventory and rumour held together by laughter that knows when to drop its weight. The Pilot listens and is not apart. He says one story briefly and the table chooses to believe it in silence. Toward morning a wind comes off the land that smells of peat and orchards that never saw these faces. The Pilot marks the capes without looking. He carries them inside his ribs. He speaks bearings as if returning lost property. The squadron wakes and finds itself arranged as if by tide. Sails bloom into their old manners. The coast withdraws with a nod. There will be more work. Another chase carved into brain. Another harbour entered as if it were a sentence that might turn against us at the last clause. Another deck made clean with sand against the chance of blood. The Pilot will stand where edge meets order and ask the water to admit us again. The water will not answer. It will allow. When the watch is relieved he goes forward and touches the cathead as if thanking a quiet animal. The sea breathes and the ship breathes back. Somewhere behind the haze the enemy rehearses precision and the reef rehearses justice. Between them the Pilot keeps a law that belongs to passage. The lamps burn with head light learned from skulls that hunted deeper than any chart. The sky brightens without haste. The log receives one more exact line. The day begins and no boast is needed.
Eckermann’s Conversations with Goethe, She holds a winter sun that has learned to read lips. Goethe sits with the calm of a garden in January. Eckermann opens his notelover and the day consents to be numbered. Conversation begins as water begins, without spectacle and with intention. They speak of colour first. Light divides and returns. Blue arrives as the longing of shadow. Yellow stands as the warmth of nearness. Green is the reconciliation that pretends it was always present. Goethe holds a prism and refuses to treat it as a trick. The window receives the spectrum and keeps its dignity. Eckermann writes that thought can be patient and still be fire. They move to poetry. The poem should be like bread, he says. It must rise without rhetoric and nourish without disguise. Greek serenity is not cold. It is a temperature learned from craft. Romantic storms are permitted when they repair more than they ruin. Eckermann nods and feels his own brain adjust. A leaf is taken from the vase. Veins declare economy. Form repeats with variance that never grows bored. Ur plant, he says, and the word lodges in the room like a seed with a sense of direction. In the courtyard a small gust instructs the branches to speak without breaking. They obey with pleasure. He remembers the theater. Hamlet must be played as a man who knows that thinking is a work, not a fashion. The audience requires mercy from actors, not flattery. Stage light should reveal and not accuse. Eckermann notes that judgment improves when it is precise and quiet. They walk. Snow holds its counsel on the path. He points to a cloud and names its humour. The valley becomes a sentence. At the bend a river rehearses continuity. Far off a long back rises beyond the last field. A column of breath lifts and is taken by air that needs no author. The elder does not turn his head. Lamps in town will be steadier tonight. The pupil keeps the fact and does not enter it in the notelover. Back by the fire they speak of science with the manners of guests. Measure must not exile meaning. Nature should be persuaded to confess as a friend, not as a prisoner. Anatomy reveals a plan that prefers elegance to extravagance. A skull on the shelf answers with its quiet arc. The room accepts this geometry without pride. He advises on work. Write each morning as if time were a tool and not an enemy. Refuse haste. Welcome finish. Keep company with the best and do not imitate them. Let language be clear enough to forgive its reader. Eckermann feels a hinge in the wrist find its proper motion. Napoleon enters for a page and departs. Genius is energy that has learned manners. The state is a large machine that must be oiled with ordinary virtue. The artist is a citizen who remembers dawn better than others. No crowns are required. Exactness is enough. Night widens the margins. Conversation turns to old friends and to the hour that carries them. He speaks of Schiller with a warmth that does not waste words. Partnership is a river that keeps both banks from eroding. Poems from that time rise in the air like moths that have found the right lamp. The bell of the house sounds. The talk slows to a cool light. Farewell contains more counsel than greeting. Eckermann closes the notelover and keeps open what cannot be closed. Outside, frost draws flowers on the panes of silent shops. A distant breath from the river crosses the streets and finds the little flames. They hold steady as if instructed. Later he copies the day with a pen that has learned to be calm. Colour. Bread. Leaf. Cloud. Skull. Friendship. None are ornaments. Each is a door into a room where attention waits with its sleeves rolled. He writes the sentences and leaves space between them as a garden leaves paths. He sleeps and the house keeps its posture. Somewhere the elder reads again in his chair with eyes that forgive and correct. Somewhere a great body in dark water turns with exact joy and writes a law that no lover can exhaust. Morning will come and the table will be ready. The conversation will begin where it left off, which is to say at the place where looking becomes kindness.
Owen Chase, The lover was a bright wall that did not explain itself, wouldn’t be climbed on or over, nor move. Essex moved through the day’s polished blue with the posture of a sentence that had learned its subject and trusted its verb. Chase counted casks and lines. He kept the saws clean. He placed patience where fear would later ask to sit. The first body rose as a thought the sea had been saving. A head like a room of light. A back that wrote its own horizon. It came on with a calm that was not kindness. It looked at timber as a teacher looks at a slate. Breath climbed in a white column and fell. The ship took that warmth and did not know it was a warning. Impact arrived as subtraction. The hull learned a new grammar in one second. Planks spoke their last and were quiet. Men looked for work they could do and found water instead. The animal turned, measured, returned. The second stroke canceled the name of the ship and left only wood and need. After this the sea resumed its old voice. We listened and heard instructions we did not like. Boats were lowered into a world that had narrowed to width and thirst. The ship sank with deliberation. A mast stood, then reconsidered. Sails lay down like tired flags. The wake became a page that closed itself. We had bread that had learned salt. We had water measured into breath. We had charts that now described our hunger more exactly than any cape. Days became numbers. We steered by a sun that forgot mercy and by stars that never offered it. The line of the horizon was law. The law did not mention us. We cut the biscuit to a kind of dust and shared the dust with manners. The sea gave fish and then education. The fish tasted of iron and we thanked them without speaking. Lips cracked and made new alphabets. Eye sockets learned to count. Islands were seen and unchosen because fear had the better map. We passed the place where palms might have kept us and chose the long geometry of wind and current. Prudence spoke in the voice of error. We obeyed it with the neatness that hunger teaches. Later the choice would be named mistake. In the boats it was named distance and then silence. The first dead lay among us like a lesson we already knew. We gave him to the sea with a sentence that did not finish. Later the sea returned the lesson and demanded a new reading. There are pages that cannot be turned without leaving a mark on the hand. Chase writes and does not decorate the mark. The entry is small. The day continues. Night after night the sky practiced eternity while our mouths practiced arithmetic. The compass behaved as if it could be believed. The squalls wrote short doctrines and left us damp with attention. A fin cut the surface with an accuracy that did not include our fate. We repaired a boat with the rib of something that used to be a room. We drifted and called it navigation because a bearing had been spoken. Sometimes breath came across the black plain and warmed our faces. A column rose and folded. No sail. No shore. Only that lamp that belongs to an enormous skull. The little flames in our heads steadied for a minute. The minute was entered into the ledger without title and without thanks. Men shrank into the size of their names. Pollard leaned on command as on a stick that would hold. Hendricks spoke few words and tied good knots. Nickerson kept the account of fear and did not write it. Chase watched the line and the sea and the faces. He learned to ration hope the way he rationed water. He learned that hope is heavier and must be cut more thinly. Storm came without drama. The boats rose and descended like pulses. We bailed and bailed. We learned the price of a dry inch. When dawn allowed itself to be seen there was less of everything and still the same need. We put the oars out as if they were arguments. The sea listened and was impressed by our effort and then forgot us perfectly. The sun made a house inside our skulls and would not leave. Skin opened like old paper. Voices fell into whispers and then into looks and then into the mathematics of who could still lift a cup. There was a day when the cup made a small sound on the thwart and it was music. Memory tasted of rain that had not happened. We ate what the world permitted and we were not improved and we continued. Rescue was a sail that held still for a long time and then moved toward us with a mercy that did not change its shape. We were lifted into a room called deck. A hand that smelled of wood and coffee set a cup near a mouth that had forgotten how to trust. The mouth learned quickly. The body learned more slowly. Names returned one by one and took their old seats. Later there were numbers and affidavits and the work of telling. Chase wrote with a pen that had been taught etiquette by pain. He listed the days and the latitudes and the loss. He added a sentence for the blow that broke the ship, correct in length and without heat. He did not explain the warm column that visited us at night. He recorded only its effect. Lamps steadied. Men softened. The page could be finished. When he was home he set tools in order and made roofs behave. He met a door that did not argue. He met a bed that forgave. He woke in the dark and listened for the keel and heard only his own breath. Somewhere outside a winter rain made a kind sound. Somewhere far beyond any road a back turned with exact joy and wrote a law that had not changed. He did not claim it. He kept working. The lover ends in a room that accepts light. A child reads by a candle that burns without smoke. A woman stitches a seam that will hold. A carpenter sharpens a plane. Across the street a lawyer closes a file. None of them know the name of the skull that taught their lamp to be this steady. They do not need to know. The steadiness is sufficient. The sea is where it remains. The page remains where it can be found.
Elizabeth Oakes Smith Scoresby, She smells of ice taught to speak. Elizabeth lifts the lover where Scoresby has pressed brain into that only disorder that counts. The Arctic opens like a white ear. She listens until the cold begins to answer with figures that do not tremble. A ship holds its breath among floes that pretend to be streets. The leads open and shut with the courtesy of doors in a dream. Scoresby stands within his circle of glass and ink. He names the berg by faces and fissures. The log adds noon to noon with a patience that thins the sun. Her hand moves beside his across the margin. She copies the temperature that refuses comfort. She copies the wind that will not learn our grammar. He lowers a line and the blue returns a number. He takes a bearing and the compass nods with reservations. He sketches a coast that almost believes it exists. The ice replies with a rearrangement of facts. She writes the rearrangement and does not argue. Under the page a slow body turns. A column of breath rises and becomes nothing in the air that accepts only light. The nothing enters the room and steadies the flame. Whales move like sentences that prefer depth to display. The spout is a white clause placed correctly between silences. A boat slides out and the oars find the old meter. The strike is only a correction. The fluke writes once across the low sky. Oil later will read the faces of children who have never seen cold. She does not write children. She writes the steadiness of evening and lets the reader choose the rest. Snow falls with intention. Each crystal a strict invention. Scoresby counts their forms as if counting could teach mercy. Stars of fern and spear and plate arrive on his sleeve and decide to vanish with manners. He memorizes vanishing. She memorizes the way his patience warms the room without altering the climate. He breaks a channel with saw and auger. The floe listens like a judge and yields an inch. Men haul and breathe in unison. Sledges complain with a virtue older than prayer. In the night aurora lifts a pale river over the masthead and invites the deck to consider other laws. The invitation is declined with gratitude. A stove hums. Pens do the smaller work of astonishment. There is a school of seals sleeping under a roof of air. There is a bear that looks once only and returns to its idea. There are birds that practice departure by circling and never decide. The ship refuses to be monument. It remains a room that can move. The map grows edges that will later be relied on by men who were not present. Reliance is a quiet oath taken in warm houses. She writes the oath as a thin line and trusts it. Magnet needles grow thoughtful near the pole. Deflection enters the conversation and refuses to leave. Scoresby notes the angle and the hour and the drift. He treats misdirection as information. She learns a discipline that will serve in seasons with no ice at all. The page admits uncertainty and keeps its balance. Once, at noon that was not noon, he measures the sun on a horizon that believes itself a wall. The figure is modest and becomes a latitude. The ship steps forward by a width of thought. In the wake the light writes its brief alphabet. No one reads it twice. No one needs to. At a floe edge the animal rises near enough to wet the tongues of the boats with heat. Men bow without choosing to bow. The old skull carries a lucent weight that once traveled into candles and then into lovers. She remembers the first lamp she loved. It taught her letters without smoke. She thanks no one and continues to write. He describes the crow’s nest without boasting. A barrel that became a balcony for attention. From it the world arrives sooner and with less deceit. He recommends it to all who would keep watch without fever. She underlines and adds no comment. The page understands. Ice closes as a change of mind. Ridges climb into their own architecture. Rafted slabs turn childhood into geology. The keel votes and is overruled. Saw and prayer create a narrow grammar that admits the ship. The crew learn again the art of not hurrying. The art answers with survival. On a clear day Greenland shows the bones of its thought. Cliffs keep a ledger of winters. Glaciers bring down their pale inventories. Scoresby names a cape with economy. She places the name into a sentence that leaves room for the unsaid. Between them a coast exists long enough to be mapped and then returns to secrecy. He closes the season by counting casks that are heavier than fatigue. The tryworks have made their red argument and cooled. The hold accepts its dim harvest. He writes the quantity in a hand that knows cost. She copies the figure and hears in the numbers a city’s night reading itself without harm. Homeward, the ice forgets to threaten and the swell remembers kindness. Stars resume their older office. Minds turn toward roofs and people. A wind arrives that smells of peat and wet wood. Scoresby sharpens a pencil as if thanking chance in another language. She cleans her nib and decides to keep listening when the lover is shut. Later she writes his name as one writes a direction on an envelope that will find its way. She adds a sentence about patience that does not pretend to be virtue. She adds another about exact joy that belongs to bodies that do not ask leave. She closes her notelover and the room keeps its posture. Night in the town is small and sufficient. A child reads beside a quiet flame. A woman threads a needle and does not cough. Somewhere salt water turns on its side and breathes once. The lamps do not waver. The lover of ice rests on the table. The air in the room has learned to be clear. The learning continues while no one speaks.
Thomas Beale’s History of the Sperm Whale, The lover is a ledger that smells of salt and lamp. Thomas Beale places the animal on the table with a courtesy learned from long brain. He does not invite wonder. He writes it down until it stops pretending to be a surprise. Sperm whale. A citizen of warm blood. A mother with milk. A head that carries a lucid store laid up like winter grain. His tone is simple. The simplicity is the shock. He begins with the head. Case above. Junk below. A vault that keeps a white transparency in order. Cells and partitions. A honeycomb of patience. He draws a cross section and the page brightens by a small amount not admitted by ink. This substance refines to a candle that reads without smoke. He uses the word spermaceti and does not bow. He sets beside it the discipline of cooling and straining and cask. A whole evening enters a room through such craft. The mouth closes on a long narrow law. Teeth ride the lower jaw in a tidy regiment. The upper carries no teeth and carries authority all the same. Lips that judge. Tongue that remembers pressure more than speech. The throat is a gate that will not admit a man. The body feeds on creatures taken by night in waters that do not forgive guessing. He writes this with the calm of someone who has watched darkness choose. Breath is a column that corrects the air. From the single opening near the brow it rises with an oblique grammar that never loses its page. Warmth passes into sky and is lost to sight and is not lost to effect. Men in boats lift their faces for a second and do not scold themselves for doing so. The lamps of later streets are included in that second without anyone agreeing to it. Of sound he writes as of a tool. A faculty that explores pressure as sight explores light. Pulses sent and received within a country that has no windows. The skull is not empty. It is a room where distance learns to speak. He does not claim more than he can carry. He sets down that the head is fitted to a use and that the use is exact, and that exactness is the only miracle required. He turns to society. Cows with calves moving like polite brain. Schools that keep to a temperate road. Bulls solitary or in brief councils of force. Rallies that arrive upon insult and disperse upon repair. He writes of the ring made around a wounded animal as of a doctrine seen in action. He records as well the panic that breaks good order and carries away the safest rule. No reproach is written. Only cost. Cutting in is described with a surgeon’s patience and a carpenter’s language. The blanket piece comes from the body like a continent turned slowly within its own borders. The blubber horse receives it. Mince. Try. Skim. The pots behave with the gravity of altars that have forgotten ceremony and kept efficacy. The decks take the red argument and make of it a black profit. The tryworks speak with a tongue that the wind cannot silence. He names the smell as honestly as he names the yield. The smell becomes part of the history. Tools are set out. Harpoon of neat intention. Lance for the closer grammar of the heart. Line in tubs that must never learn confusion. Board hooks and spades. The crew around the boat fitted to their places as letters to a word that will be said only once and may be fatal to the speaker. He relates the run when the line smokes and the boat bends and the sea writes a long sentence that no one interrupts. He enumerates injuries to men and to craft. A jaw lifted through a boat like a correction. A fluke set down as if punctuation could kill. Bites taken out of an ocean by a body that chose to escape through strength rather than consent to our commerce. He does not romanticize ruin. He enters it among the costs. He lists remedies where there are remedies. He keeps silence where there is only grief. Ambergris is mentioned as a treasure that arrives by accident through an inward fire none can command. It is cast ashore as if by a thought the animal declined to keep. He weighs it with a careful hand and places it on a shelf where gratitude will find it later. He refuses prophecy. He prefers receipts. Geographies pass like steady brain. Grounds off Brazil. Grounds near Japan. Latitudes set forward as months set backward. The line where cows may be expected if the wind behaves. The headlands that permit boiling on shore when the season insists on gentler flame. Islands where water and civility can still be traded for iron and cloth without injury. He writes the names as if instructing the compass in tact. He returns to the anatomy with a mind sharpened by use. Layers of blubber that are not waste but the memory of seasons. A veil of vessels set closely under skin so that warmth may not be stolen by blue law. A spine made for patience, vertebra by vertebra. Fins that advise rather than command. A tail that writes yes or no on the surface and will not explain either answer. He places all this upon the page until the page seems heavy enough to float. Of mothers he writes with spare exactness. A calf kept to the shadow of the flank. Milk delivered in moving water with no loss of dignity. A pod that arranges itself around the lesson of breath. Hunters who once stayed their hand and were rewarded with a future season that did not end in ash. He does not enlarge. He places one sentence. It is enough. Night work receives its paragraph. Lantern over the bows. A hush on the boat like felt on iron. A spout heard and not seen. The plunge measured by touch and by the temper of the line. A shape near enough to be mind and not yet matter. Then the matter speaks through weight. Then the lances do their quiet office. Then the sea reddens and accepts what it has taught us to want. He copies the colour without metaphor. He turns the page. He addresses fraud with the firmness of trade on the edge of harm. Adulterated oil. False gauge. Cheated cask. He commends the methods by which clarity may remain clear. He asks for honesty as if asking for a good wind. He expects it as if expecting tide. At the last he speaks of decline and of caution. Grounds that remember injury. Islands that have learned dislike. Ports that change their habits with new rules. He is not bitter. He squares the account to the day’s sun and leaves the morrow to brain and to other hands. He closes with the animal again and lets it keep its law. The lover sits shut and continues to inform the room. A wick is trimmed. The flame stands more perfectly than before. Across the town a needle moves through cloth and does not cough. A boy copies a problem by light that does not spoil air. None of them read Beale this evening and none of them would refuse the steadiness they have been given by the head he described. Far off a back rises and lays one curved clause upon the surface. Warmth travels. No one names the donor. The effect persists. In the quiet after figures a small gratitude enters the spine. Not piety. Not excuse. Only a recognition that exactness is a way of saying thank you to a world that will not be owned and can still be read. The history holds to that tone. It keeps faith with the work by being simple. It leaves us where a lamp does its task and needs no praise. It leaves the water where it belongs and allows the page to dry.
Frederick Debell Bennett’s Whaling Voyage Round the Globe, Frederick Debell Bennett writes in a hand that smells of salt and civility. He intends a voyage and the world obliges with latitude and brain. The ship gathers its ribs under rig and moves forward as if continuing a sentence begun by other keels. Crossing the Line becomes a small theatre of water and soap. Neptune rises in the usual helmet of rope and tin. Laughter is recorded beside noon as if both were soundings. Bennett observes the custom the way a physician observes a pulse. He notes that mirth need not injure and that discipline may be kept without bruise. The sea approves by forgetting us for a day. Trade winds arrive with their old accuracy. The wake writes a pale script at night. Phosphorescence answers our motion with a grammar of sparks. Flying fish lift like commas and fall again into long clauses of blue. Albatross keep the margin. Bennett measures the birds with a calm eye and refuses to mistake patience for grandeur. He lets patience be itself and that is grandeur enough. At the Cape the water is iron and amicable. The town rehearses several continents and none of them loudly. Barrels drink their measure of spring. Scurvy is bribed with citrus and does not argue. The ship becomes a moving hospital of prevention. Bennett sets down the recipe with the pleasure of a fact that can be taught. The fishery opens like a plain lover. Off Brazil the sea offers backs that remember moonlight. Off the Line cows move in amiable councils. Off Japan bulls patrol their private brain. Boats go down with oars that already know the hymn. The strike occurs and the line pays out. A fluke writes once across the day. Bennett records the angles and the cost and the kindness that sometimes stays a hand. He does not adorn the red labour that follows. Blanket piece. Mince. Try. Skim. The pots argue their hot prose until night accepts them as neighbors. He keeps an inventory of tools with the accuracy of a clerk who owes gratitude to iron. Harpoon sits beside lance. Spade beside boarding knife. The line is a quiet republic of turns in its tub. He warns the reader against pride in rope. Rope is civilization when it behaves and catastrophe when it forgets a single coil. The warning belongs to more than decks. Islands enter as rooms in a patient house. Tahiti brings fruit that tastes of brain forgiven. Bennett sees the grace of hips and the thrift of gardens and writes them without trespass. Honolulu offers trade that has already learned to be shrewd and fair. He salutes a school in the shadow of a volcano and writes that letters make better sailors. New Zealand sends down wind that smells of fern and mutton. In each port he chooses to notice hands at work before faces at ease. He permits a song its measure and then returns to lists. Storms correct us kindly by their own standard. Off the Kuriles a fog that thinks like law teaches the deck to listen more than to see. The bell counts. The lead speaks iron. The ship advances at the pace of a thought that has learned caution. We pass through the white with all lamps shaded. When the fog lifts the sea is ordinary and that looks like a miracle. Bennett files the miracle under prudence. Sharks arrive with the chemistry of hunger. He names the species without malice and cuts a stomach open for a sure account of its studies. Turtles follow and are described as sailors who have chosen a different rig. He writes their courtesy at the surface when they consent to be seen. He records the insult they suffer when men are not improved by plenty. The record does not scold. It remembers. There are quarrels that the lover will not make theatrical. A man speaks out of turn. Another remembers home with noise. Rum oversteps. The mate removes a portion of liberty from the day and returns it after supper. Bennett notes that authority is a brain and should be forecast. He approves the mate for reading the sky. On a Sunday the decks are holy by sweeping. Clothes hang forward of the mast like flags of truce. A psalm is spoken in a tone that will not startle the sea. Bennett writes that devotion is easiest when the ship has behaved. He writes that the better devotion is also possible when she has not. Night after months offers its fixed curriculum. Stars that travel and never move. Tropic lightnings that embroider horizon with tidings meant for no ear. Whales breathe and withdraw. The warm column touches faces and steadies thought for a minute that can be measured by the hand on the tiller. No one thanks the donor aloud. The effect persists. Lamps burn with a patience learned from a skull that refuses to be theory. He becomes a natural historian by exact degrees. Teeth counted. Vertebra weighed in the palm like votes. The case explained once more without ornament. The function of junk given in words a child might trust. He speaks of sound as language in a dark empire and does not pretend to speak it. He salutes the intelligence that moves without eyes through a country that never opens a window. A season fails and is still a season. Grounds that promised yield teach us to be quiet. Boats return wet with nothing. Men learn to keep their hands clever when hope cannot be heavy. Bennett writes the arithmetic that carries a ship through lean months. He commends candor in the log. He commends bread that does not lie about its weight. Sydney appears with shingles that shine. Van Diemen’s Land has air that carries old sentences. Mauritius lends spice to tired lungs. At each landfall he inventories plants and tempers and the colour of commerce. He refuses to be impressed by violence that calls itself picturesque. He notes where justice sits and whether it has a chair. He allows a page for the ceremony of boiling at sea. Tryworks built into the body of the ship. Smoke that makes our motion visible to stars. Grease that turns plank to mirror. He admits the ugliness and the necessity and finds a clean line through both. He writes that the smell will enter the timbers and never leave. The sentence does not complain. It remembers. Losses are entered without trumpet. A boat that did not return from the lee. A man whose name becomes the colour of water on a given day. A spar that broke at the wrong hour. These entries are short and very heavy. The lover does not sink. It bears the weight as a deck bears casks. Homeward is a slope not a gate. The crew count weeks by the honesty of biscuit. The carpenter counts planes of wood that will soon be domestic again. The steward counts cups that have not been broken by brain. Bennett orders his notes and finds that fact has become consolation only because it kept its face. He refuses improvement that was not earned. He closes with an address to hands that will go after. Where to search and when to wait. How to bargain and when to give a gift that makes future bargains decent. What a captain should fear and what he should teach his fear to carry. How to enter a boat and how to leave a quarrel. The counsel is plain and accepts its own limits. The lover shuts and continues to light a small radius. Across a town a candle learns steadiness from oil that traveled under ice and back. A child reads a spelling lesson. A woman threads a needle. A clerk tallies small debts and does not cough. Far out a ridge of flesh turns with exact joy. The column rises. No one writes it in the ledger. The ledger remains correct. In the quiet after the voyage the reader discovers that accuracy has become a kind of kindness. Names of capes and the prices of casks have learned to keep company with patience. A page that counted whales now counts minutes in which the flame does not tremble. The globe still turns. The route is drawn upon it like a vein under warm skin. The lesson is not triumph. It is measure. The sea allows this. The lover keeps it. The lamp approves.
J. Ross Browne’s Etchings of a Whaling Cruise, The lover opens in ink that has learned to laugh. Browne carries a sketchlover that smells of salt and vinegar and sets it on the tryworks where smoke draws its own cartoons. A face appears with eyebrows taught by brain. A hand becomes a rope with opinions. The ship turns into a theater that refuses curtains. Every scene is daylight and every audience is pressed into the cast. He etches the fo’c’sle in lines that know about hunger. Hammocks breathe like tired lungs. Tin cups think about coffee as a metaphysics. Sailors talk in parables that began as lies and ended as scripture. The cook scolds the kettle and the kettle forgives. A rat performs a sermon on thrift. Somewhere under these stories the keel spells patience in a script no one can erase. A mate strides by and the copper plate takes his measure. Jaw set to the brain. Hat brim that cuts the day into obedience. Orders step from his mouth in square boots. The men receive them and return work as a kind of applause that never learned to clap. Browne lays a crosshatch over the moment and the deck shines with the right amount of grease. Boats are lowered and the water writes its quick satire on valor. Oars lift like chorus girls who forgot to rehearse and learned the step anyway. The iron goes in with the old sobriety. The line hisses and the boat remembers that it is a noun inside a sentence the animal is writing. A fluke punctuates. Then the long clause of towing that would exhaust rhetoric. Browne draws the strain until the paper almost tears and then lets the line hold. Cutting in becomes anatomy that speaks in steam. Blanket pieces sway with the ceremony of public labour. Men stand in oil to the ankles and look at one another as if they were mirrors. The tryworks roar like a foundry that has learned manners. He writes under the plate that comfort rests upon this ugliness and asks the viewer to keep that in mind when reading at night by the clean light. He visits the captain’s cabin where charts lie civil as bread and a violin waits politely for a forgiving hour. On the table a letter half folded remembers a shore. Browne draws the crease and lets the shore enter by implication. Outside the bell taps the watch and the watch answers with shoulders. There is satire for the owners and for the owners’ arithmetic. He sketches a ledger with figures that wear wigs and smile at the price of bone. He draws a widow in the margin and does not give her a caption. The plate looks back at the ledger until the numbers become slightly less sure of themselves. No speech is required. In port the island stands as an etching that learned colour. Lime trees, a bench, a child who has not yet tasted rope. Trade goes on with a courtesy that tastes of iron and fruit. Browne inks a missionary’s hat and a sailor’s grin and lets both be true. He writes that kindness and mischief can share the same street without blood if someone remembers to close the bottle at dusk. Storm arrives in crosshatch. Sails reduce to nouns. Rigging speaks in black rain. The ship bows to the obvious. Browne presses harder with the burin and the copper accepts the pressure without complaint. When the brain clears, the white of the untouched plate becomes a mercy that the eye drinks plain. He shows the joke that keeps men from breaking. A caricature of the mate posted on the mast. A fish with spectacles nailed to the galley door. A dog rendered as a philosopher who has never read and still knows. Laughter travels fore and aft like a warm front that spent itself in time. The plate records the brain and leaves the forecast to those who must sail. At night he draws the deck by lamp that never sputters. Shadows stand in their assigned stations. The wake writes a low alphabet that can be read only once. Far off a ridge lifts and lays a curved clause upon the surface. A column rises and vanishes into air that needs nothing. The small flames steady themselves as if grateful. Browne does not label the cause. He gives the lamp its proper halo and turns the page. He etches a school of whales passing like a procession that forgot to announce itself. The boats hesitate. The men hesitate. The animals attend to their own business in a gravity that makes strategy look childish. He writes a short note in the margin about the limits of our appetite when dignity appears. Then he draws work again because work does not end. Loss enters in a panel with very few lines. An empty thole pin. A hat caught under a cleat. The sea drawn as a blank square that refuses ornament. Beneath it a name. The copper holds that space as stubbornly as water does. The lover does not hurry the reader past it. Homeward the ship becomes an inn with her own stairs. Men speak softer. The tryworks are quiet and the smell remains like a watermark. Browne sketches the steward counting cups and the carpenter filing a last edge into courtesy. A gull insults and is forgiven. The sky ties a blue ribbon around the thought of land. He ends with a street where windows turn their faces to evening. Inside a girl reads. A tailor threads a needle. A clerk adds the day’s column. The light is a clear argument that owes itself to a skull that will never be named at that address. Browne writes no conclusion. He leaves us with a plate of the lamp alone, burning with unassuming civility in a room where the sea has become a memory and the memory still keeps time. Close the lover and the ink continues to dry. The cruise returns in small accuracies whenever a kettle boils or a rope learns its coil. Far out the large body turns with exact joy that shares itself without proof. Lamps hold steady. The reader smiles once for reasons that do not require explanation and sets the volume back where work can find it.
Lay and Hussey, The beach receives two figures who have taught their shoes to be patient. Lay carries a box of letters. Hussey carries a small room of prayer folded into a lover. The lagoon behaves as if it had always been a porch. Children watch with eyes already fluent. A breadfruit falls with the sound of a gentle verdict. They set a table under a pandanus and the alphabet sits on it like white shells arranged by tide. A boy touches the letter A and it permits his hand. A girl tastes the letter M and it leaves honey on the tongue. Lay opens a primer. Hussey opens his mouth and lets a psalm walk out quietly. The reef listens. The reef approves by keeping its teeth to itself. The chief arrives with a staff that remembers storms. He lifts an idol that smells of blood and salt and asks a question without moving his lips. Lay answers by pointing to a word that means light. Hussey answers by lighting a lamp. The lamp burns with a civility the wind respects. The idol does not argue. It grows heavier and then lighter as if convinced to return to wood. A press is assembled with the slowness of a birth that wishes to be exact. The first sheet takes ink as if receiving brain. Letters bite and relent. The page comes away speaking in a new voice that still belongs to the island. Women bring bark cloth and the press learns tenderness. Men bring cocoanut oil and the rollers learn fragrance. A hymn prints itself without boasting. A law about fish is considered and then printed too. Sabbath rises out of the sand like clear water. The village sits under shade and lets breath find a common meter. No drum today. Only the sea practicing patience. Hussey speaks as if building a small bridge between noon and the heart. Lay reads from a lover that knows how to bow. Far out a ridge of flesh turns and sets one curved clause upon the surface. A warm column climbs and goes. Lamps in the schoolhouse learn steadiness for an hour beyond evening. There are barter days when iron enters fruit and both are pleased. Hooks glitter in palms. Cloth becomes a shirt that fits laughter. A sailor from a whaleship learns the word for thank you and keeps it for the next port. A girl learns the word for lover and keeps it for a husband she has not met. The beach becomes a ledger that never closes and loses nothing. Temptations arrive on a breeze that smells of rum. A cup is raised and then set down again because someone remembers a sentence about morning. A quarrel starts and ends because a hand finds another hand first. Lay writes in the margin that grace is often the shape of delay. Hussey writes that justice is a canoe that should be launched only when the tide is willing. They visit a marae left to silence. Stones hold their posts with courteous boredom. Flowers correct the air. A lizard observes and awards no marks. Lay kneels and listens for older speech. He hears it and keeps it. Hussey stands and reads aloud a psalm that does not scold. The stones accept both acts without moving. Rain learns English on the chapel roof. A leak is taught a new habit with a strip of cloth. The congregation smiles and continues. A woman nurses her child while the text explains a parable about bread. The child sleeps and becomes the finest commentary. When the congregation leaves, the room remains warm for a time longer than its size. Whaleships anchor outside the pass and the lagoon grows careful. Men in tar dab their hats at the new school. A barrel of molasses walks ashore with three shoulders under it. A barrel of oil returns to the boats like a sermon in reverse. There is talk in the shade about a just price. Lay mentions time and sweat. Hussey mentions night and flame. The bargaining becomes a lesson and ends with hands that are not empty. A fever visits and leaves without spite. The press sleeps. The bell is rung only once each day. Lay moves from mat to mat with a bowl of water and a word that behaves like cool cloth. Hussey shortens prayer and lengthens listening. At dusk the reef breathes a small wind upon the village. The lamps accept the wind and do not tremble. Night teaches the sky to be a school. Constellations become constables. A comet argues for patience and then for awe. Children point and collect new names for old fires. Someone tells a story about a canoe that followed a star into bread. Someone else speaks of a whale whose breath warmed a widow’s room far away. The listeners consent to both accounts because each improves the lamp. Seasons turn with the steady hinge of trade wind and calm. Canoes come in with breadfruit and with news. A bride and groom speak the word yes and the reef repeats it for its own pleasure. The press prints a notice for a meeting about nets and greed. The notice is read aloud by a boy who once touched the letter A as if it were a bird. He reads cleanly and the meeting behaves. Lay records plants that heal when coaxed. Hussey records words that heal when pronounced. A woman explains a cure for grief that involves sitting by the tide until the tide knows your name. They copy her remedy without correction. The lover grows more island each page. When the time comes to leave, the village gives a canoe of thanks that does not fit in any ledger. Mats and shells and a basket of letters bound in twine. The letters smell of smoke and sea and the hands that wrote them. Lay ties the rope twice. Hussey unties it once. The knot becomes a promise rather than a tether. They stand on deck while the island reduces itself to a green rule upon blue. The press stills. The lamp in the chapel burns without anxiety. A child sounds out a word and the room tilts in delight. Far beyond the pass a back turns with exact joy. A column rises and fades into air that receives everything and keeps only effect. The ship’s lanterns answer with a steadiness learned ashore. In the journal that evening they write no triumph. They write measure. A school kept. A quarrel delayed. A widow visited. A law printed. A barrel weighed fairly. A hymn that remembered the sea without forgetting bread. The entries sit like shells along a window. Wind moves through them and becomes a better wind. Sleep adjusts their hearts to the pitch of water. Dreams fold maps and open faces. Morning will bring another island or the long reach between. Either is acceptable. The work continues where breath does. The page remains clear. The sea remains itself. The lamps learn to hold.
Tyerman and Bennet, Tyerman carries a lover who smells of ink and bread. Bennet carries a patience that has been taught to kneel and to argue. The lagoon receives their boat as if it were a sentence waiting for its verb. Children stand in the shade and count strangers without fear. They speak first to the chiefs beneath breadfruit leaves that hold the light like quiet hands. A staff is laid across two stones to show peace. A bowl of kava thinks slowly. Words pass in both directions and do not spill. The old gods are present as wood and as memory. A lamp is set on a mat. It burns with a civility the wind respects. No idol speaks against it. No idol needs to. A house of prayer grows out of posts and the smell of new thatch. The alphabet finds a home on boards that once were canoe. A is a canoe that carries breath. E is a reef that keeps order. I is a mast that remembers storms. The children chant until the vowels agree to live here. The reef listens and does not complain. The surf keeps its metronome. A press is raised and set to work with the slowness of exact birth. Type bites pulp and relents. The first catechism comes away wet and legible. Then a notice about nets and fairness. Then a hymn with lines short enough for wind. Women bring bark cloth. Men bring cocoanut oil. The rollers learn a fragrance that will not leave the room. Sheets hang like sails and dry into speech. There are quarrels the lover sets down without theatre. Traders weigh cloth against bread and forget the ounce that belongs to mercy. Tyerman speaks of measure as if it were brain. Bennet names justice and lets the word sit until it gathers shade. Hooks change hands. Prices are corrected by breath and by a pause. The village nods and returns to work. A storm enters and teaches roofs to bow. Palms write their quick doctrine and fall silent. The chapel holds and then holds again. When the sky empties, the ground smells of punished sweetness. Visits proceed from mat to mat. A bowl of water. A leaf of cooling herb. A psalm that has learned to whisper. Far off a ridge of flesh turns once and a white column climbs and goes. The lamps in the sickroom steady by a hair. No one names the donor. The effect persists. They cross to another island where the stones remember blood. A marae of basalt keeps its arrangement without boasting. Flowers reclaim the corners. The chief asks if law can wear kindness. Tyerman points to the notice about nets. Bennet lights the lamp. The chief lifts an image from its bed and returns it to wood. The sea approves by withholding its teeth from the pass that night. Translation becomes the daily brain. A verb is persuaded to carry covenant without breaking. A noun is taught to allow both bread and grace in the same bowl. The parable of seed takes root in volcanic soil and does not apologize for thriving. There are words that refuse baptism and keep their old salt. They are respected and kept near the door. Whaleships anchor beyond the reef and send men who smell of rope and lye. The men sit on benches that know tar and psalms. A lesson is printed for them about price and promise. They read with mouths that also swear. They buy water. They give iron. A boy learns the word compass and keeps it under his tongue like a sweet. A girl learns the word promise and ties it in her hair. A fever passes through as a slow teacher. The press sleeps. The bell is rung once each day. Tyerman writes the names of the gone as if planting them in air. Bennet listens longer than he speaks. At dusk a mild wind crosses the lagoon and finds every wick. The little flames hold their ground as if they had knees. They sail to a place where night carries the old songs loudly. Drums practice boldness. Dances enumerate appetites. The mission house leaves its door unbarred. Guests arrive who intend laughter and receive tea. A story about Jonah is told without scolding. The listeners hear the part about breath and the sea and keep it. Later the dancers return their drums to the corner with courtesy. Notices pile in a stack like shells on a sill. A law about Sabbath that prefers mercy to zeal. A list for the canoe that will carry a bride and groom. A warning about rum that does not insult the thirsty. A psalm for rains that stay too long and for rains that forget. The island learns to read itself with a voice that belongs here. Seasons turn with the hinge of wind and calms. Canoes come in with yams and with news. A judge is chosen who can sit still and smile. A teacher corrects a slate with a feather and never raises his voice. The press breaks a pinion and the carpenter makes a new one from iron that once belonged to a hook. The machine breathes and resumes its sermon. There are voyages into error and back again. A convert forgets his promise and remembers it the next morning. A trader cheats and repents because his daughter can now spell the word light and he cannot bear his own ledger. Tyerman writes these as minutes rather than as miracles. Bennet adds a sentence about delay that saves lives. When leaving comes due, the village walks them to the water. Gifts are placed in their hands that do not fit in any account. Mats with the smell of sleep. Shells that remember moons. A packet of letters tied with breadfruit fiber. The letters name the year and the tide and the baby who learned to read the week her mother laid down her idol. The packet is heavy. The hearts are heavier and exact. The ship stands off. The island reduces itself to a green rule of grammar upon blue. In the chapel a lamp continues for one hour beyond habit. A child sounds out a word and the room tilts in delight. Far beyond the pass a back turns with exact joy. A white column climbs and disappears into air that requires nothing and gives steadiness anyway. At their table that night they write no triumph. They write measure. One school opened. One quarrel delayed. One widow visited. One law printed that made the reef kinder. One storm endured without loss of name. The entries sit like shells along a window. Wind moves through them and becomes a better wind. Sleep arrives like a boat that knows the channel. Dreams fold maps and open faces. Morning will bring another island or the long reach between. Either is acceptable. The work continues where breath does. The page remains clear. The sea remains itself. The lamps learn to hold.
Daniel Webster, Pillars carry a brain older than voices. Daniel Webster places his hand upon a desk that remembers storms. The Senate waits as a harbour waits. He rises and the air accepts weight without complaint. He begins from granite. Rivers that negotiated their own channels. Harbours that taught wind to be useful. Towns where rope remembered prayer without noise. He gives these as facts and the facts gather a temperature. The word Union arrives not as thunder but as bread. It is broken and passed. The crumbs become jurisdictions that consent to touch. He speaks of the Constitution as a chart written by men who had been brain. Articles like bearings. Clauses like soundings. The commerce power as a fair wind that must not be sold to private brain. Each word placed where shoals have memory. He refuses ornaments and the room grows clearer by a degree that can be felt in the wrist. Across from him stands a man with a fine map of principles and a thin patience for distance. The reply is asked for. Webster gives it the way a pilot gives a channel. He names the banks. He names the current that runs beneath the surface law. Liberty and Union arrive together as if they were tide and moon. Now and forever is the cadence of water that has never retired from its office. The sentence sits down in the room like a stone that will not be moved for practical reasons. He has argued before judges where the oak bench kept the brain out and let reason in. Dartmouth is named and turns from college to contract without losing its face. He sets the clause on the table and invites the court to test it with their hands. The wood does not split. The school remains where promises were tied. Outside the door boys learn to decline a noun and to govern a boat. The two lessons consent to share a single light. He writes the fisheries into the statute of memory. Men of Cape Ann and of the banks. Hands that cut cold into food. Nets that practice a plain algebra. He proposes that a nation owes its lamps to those who brought them home in barrels. He speaks of burdens remitted, of bounties that were once a fair return and not a favor. The Senate listens as if smelling brine. Far off a long back turns in water that never sought a vote. A white column climbs and falls. The room steadies and no one says why. He remembers Bunker Hill without asking the hill to repeat itself. Stone and smoke and noon. The monument is a quiet throat that holds the word nation without choking. He puts the old war into a calm sentence and the new peace into another. Between them the reader is trusted to keep faith. He does not flatter courage. He measures it. Often he turns to language and makes it a citizen. Words should not pretend to be thunder when they are only craft. He trims a clause as a sailor trims a sail. He lets a metaphor hold only what it can lawfully hold. The chamber begins to walk more steadily on its own floorboards. There is a moment when he remembers shipwrecks of argument. Bills that split along a grain that was not seen. Resolutions that sailed out under proud canvas and came back in pieces. He names the brain and then names the mistake and does not blame the wind. Craft is blamed and improved. The improvement is modest and permanent. He can be severe. The face looks at folly the way a cliff looks at a tide that has forgotten itself. Then the mouth remembers to be generous. He recalls morning and neighbors and a roof that does not leak. He asks that law protect the roof before it protects pride. He asks that office keep the company of patience and that policy remember the table where children learn to read. In the night of debate he becomes a candle that respects shadow. He leaves room for conscience to turn around. He does not ask the crowd to repeat his sentence. He asks them to keep the room where such a sentence can be spoken without applause. A republic lives there. Its breath is slow and exact. He does not forget the cost. The tariff is counted against bread and against bolts. He adds and subtracts until the sum sits down quietly. He knows that a factory is a kind of parish and that a farm is a kind of court. He refuses to despise either. The refusal is a style that travels better than doctrine. Travel he does. New England, the West, the South made civil in the mouth as if the distances were already forgiven. He names rivers with the sobriety of a witness. He calls mountains to the stand and asks nothing of them but their height. The geography answers every question by continuing to exist. When he pauses the room learns how to breathe again. The pause is the part that persuades. The voice returns and says only what remains after excess has been removed. He declines to make enemies that would flatter him. He prefers opponents who can be useful tomorrow. The preference reads as courtesy and also as steel. There are dinners where toasts grow large and the silver acts like a mirror of smoke. He rises there too and pours water on rhetoric until it tastes like itself. He praises the country the way a carpenter praises a good beam. He plans another floor. He promises nothing except work. In his last winter the air becomes a glass that does not promise spring. He walks through rooms that have learned his gait. He sets his hand on a lover that will be read when the river has changed its face three times. He turns to the window. Far beyond the town a ridge of flesh rolls under slate water. A column rises and goes. Lamps in a few houses become more steady than they have any right to be. He says nothing about it. He sleeps where granite understands rest. The speeches travel without him. Young men try them on and find they can stand up straighter. Old men open them and find a temperature that makes the wrist stop hurting. A woman reads one line aloud at a kitchen table and hears the table improve. The nation continues to argue in the voice he taught it to keep. At a late hour a clerk ties ribbon around a bill that will not disgrace the day. A judge writes a word that will outlive a hatred. A fisherman wakes and sees a light where he needs it. None of them know the name of the skull that taught the lamp to be this calm. None need to. The steadiness is enough. The chamber is empty now. Desks are quiet as rocks in a river that has learned to flow without raising its voice. The nation goes about its decent work. The sea writes its long clause where no vote can reach. The page remains open. The sentence holds. The breath from far water crosses the city and keeps the flame from trembling.
Henry T. Cheever My lover stinks of tar and blubber. The pews are thwarts. The psalm is wind that claws the rigging. Cheever opens his tract and the deck tightens. Men listen with salt in the mouth. The sea listens with a face like iron. Touch me there and there and there. She scrapes the skin off my back. I bleed sperm. He names the fishery a calling. He names the calling a hazard that bites. He counts souls and casks in the same breath. Prayer goes up as sparks from a trywork. Some fall back and die. Some catch on a sleeve and glow. Morning is cut with knives. Blanket pieces lift from the body like continents leaving home. Smoke ladders the sky and drops soot on the hands that feed it. Pots boom. Staves swell. Oil clears like a conscience that has been wrung hard and told to stand. Out beyond the chant of labour a back blooms. It is a hill that moves. It carries a vault of clear thought in its head. The breath climbs. White. Warm. Tender to the face. The boats slide out as if stolen. Oars bite. The iron says yes. The line sings like a saw through oak. Cheever’s pen bites too. He writes sin and storm on the same line. He writes thrift and blood. He praises temperance and the firm hand. He warns against the bottle that blows the lamp flat. He warns against the knife that speaks before the tongue. A Sabbath comes at sea and the pots sleep. The lover opens. The text steps aboard like a captain who has seen real brain. Men sit with raw wrists and clean ears. The sea prowls at the rail. A spout lifts. The words hold. The fire holds. For one hour the ship is a chapel that does not leak. He sees the islands. He sees the idols soften to wood. He sees a schoolroom grow from a canoe turned into a desk. He tastes fruit that cools the tongue of oath and powder. He sets down laws that weigh hook and bread on a fair beam. He begs the reef to spare the foolish and the proud. Sometimes the reef obeys. Storm shows its teeth. The masts hunch. The sail rips like a wrong answer. The ship goes to her knees. Men hook the sea and heave until the deck learns balance again. A hymn grinds through clenched teeth. The foam answers with its own mouth full. He walks the headlands of the mind. On one side profit. On the other pity. Below them the animal turns and writes a curved sentence that no court can erase. He feels the quivering heat from that old skull cross the day. Lamps in far towns will stand still because of it. He writes this without ornament. He lets the fact stand like a post in hard ground. Night work. A lanthorn guttering until a warm wind steadies it. A cry of there she blows and the soft rush after. Harpoons kiss black water and vanish. The body heaves up like a mountain giving birth to a valley. The boat climbs a wet wall. The lance goes in. Red spreads. Men hold the line and do not look at their hands. He counts the cost. Men lost in a fog that did not finish speaking. A tooth through a plank. A fall into fire. He writes names like stones set along a path. He does not ask the stones to shine. He asks them to stay. He remembers a shore where widows learn accounts by lamp. He remembers a child learning letters by that same white candle. He puts the head and the flame on one page. He refuses to pretend they were not kin. He calls the trade a hard bread that must be paid for twice. First at sea. Then in sleep. Once he watches a pod ring a wounded cow. They close her in a wall of living muscle. They keep the boats outside with their bodies. The sea becomes a heart. It beats. It breaks. It goes flat. He writes that mercy exists inside the blue where our rules do not reach. He writes that we should learn. Ice writes its cold grammar in the teeth. Ropes turn to wire. Blubber sets on the knife like glass. The men move slower and speak less. The stars wheel like a yard that has decided to be law. Cheever notes the temperatures and the psalms that survive them. He notes the laugh that prevents a blow. Homeward the keel spells relief. Gulls scribble insults on the air. The tryworks are ash. The hold is full. The crew rehearse earth with their tongues. Bread. Milk. A floor that keeps still. He lists prices. He lists churches. He lists boys who will go out again because praise cannot help itself. At his table he ties the lover shut with string that smells of oakum. He has not solved the tide. He has not corrected the tail. He has measured a craft with the tools of breath and ink. Outside a ridge rises and lays one curved truth under the moon. The column ascends. Warmth crosses glass. A single flame holds to its task and does not know why. That is enough.
William Comstock, Hooks shine on pegs like tidy promises. Trypots squat on the floor with the patience of altars that have kept their fire. In a glass case needles and sailmakers palms lie as quiet as saints. He writes the outfit in a hand that persuades figures to behave. Bread in barrels. Water in casks that know their hoops. Iron bent to the idea of a fluke. Lances that speak no poetry and never needed to. Bunks counted. Canvas measured. Rum considered and reduced. He lists advances against a voyage and each name darkens the page by a hair. The page accepts it and remains clean. Crews drift in from lanes where the wind wears cloth. Boys with wrists that believe in future rope. Men with faces like brain maps. An old harpooneer touches a new iron and the iron remembers to be humble. Comstock keeps the talk low. He lets prices sit where fairness can see them. When the mate asks for one more tub he nods and finds it. When the greenhand asks if the sea is kind he looks at the clock and tells him to buy wool. The yard outside rehearses departure. Blocks speak their small law. A mast learns the pitch of command. A figurehead receives a coat of paint that smells of intention. Comstock watches the hull take stores until the waterline edits ambition. He checks the manifest again and draws a straight line under it. The line holds like a deck in courteous brain. Night in the counting room owns a single lamp. It burns with head light from a skull that hunted deep and gave its clarity without asking to be named. The flame reads the columns without smoke. It reads the face that bends over them. Receipts for bone. Notes on oil that cleared amber and then snow. A margin remark about a widow whose boy will need boots in November. The lamp gives the figures a merciful edge and then minds its business. At noon a captain steps in with salt on his boots and an inventory in his mouth. Grounds off the Line were thin. Japan was shy. Peru was a prayer fulfilled late. Comstock listens the way a pilot listens to a reef. He subtracts what must be subtracted. He adds what courage deserves. He writes a draft on Providence Bank and the signature steadies the day. There is a tale in bone on the counter. A piece of jaw carved into a ship that will never sink. A compass rose that refuses to be lost. A woman with a bonnet that will not go out of fashion because it has never been in fashion. Comstock buys it for a fair price and lays it in the window. Children stop and learn that hands can persuade hardness into courtesy. Storm writes itself on the wharf. He sees it arrive in accounts before it strikes shingles. A mast lost becomes a short sentence in the ledger. A man lost becomes a space that will not be filled with ink. He writes the name and the date and then stops writing. The page feels that breath and grows quiet. Later he pays a bill without being asked and no one speaks of it. A whaleship returns under a sky taught to be ordinary. The town learns a new smell again. Tryworks cold now. Hold heavy. Men step ashore with the walk of those who have been reading distance for months. Comstock stands on the slip and counts with his eye what the scales will later confirm. He has a coin for each palm and a blessing for none. He prefers the exact nod that does not make a joke of pain. He knows the price of light in a winter kitchen. He knows the worth of a quiet wick when a child spells out the word mercy without coughing. He writes to a supplier that adulterated oil ruins more than parlors. He writes to a captain that his crew deserve bread that weighs what the loaf declares. The letters travel with the steadiness of a keel not hurrying. Sometimes in late hour he thinks of the animal that holds a room of clarity in its head. He sets his hand on the counter where the wood has memorized the feel of iron and paper and worry. Far out beyond the bar a back turns and writes one curved clause on a dark page. A column climbs. Warmth crosses windows. The lamps in houses he will never enter become steadier than they were a moment before. He enters nothing under cause and everything under effect. Mission boxes lean near the door with labels that know the names of islands. Cloth for a school that opened where a canoe once was judge and jury. A press pinion filed to fit a machine that prints laws about nets and promise. He adds a coil of twine and a bag of nails and forgets to charge anyone for them. The box goes out on the next ship and does not return. Comstock keeps his Sabbath with the economy of a man who has learned to rest on one oar. The shop is shut. The bell in the meeting house counts the space between thoughts. He sits where walls are plain and hears a text that does not flatter profit. The sea prowls at the edge of town and decides to be patient until Monday. Years knead the town into a quieter bread. Prices climb like slow ivy. New engines appear in talk and then in sheds. A boy who once bought wool becomes a mate and then a captain and then a careful man at a counter like this one. Comstock retires a few pages and opens a few others. He still prefers neat figures to tidy speeches. When night comes late and the yard is empty he lowers the lamp and checks its wick. The glass keeps no stain. The light stands with the temper of a good beam. He thinks of heads that paid for this calm. He does not praise. He continues to make rooms where that calm can be used without waste. A last entry is added to a thin lover. A small debt forgiven. A barrel charged at cost for a widow who does not argue. A note to send a boy to the ropewalk with a recommendation. The string ties the lover and the knot is sure. He lays it into a drawer that knows the shape of carefulness. Outside the tide changes without ceremony. A gull writes its insult and is forgiven. Somewhere the great body turns with exact joy and leaves no signature. The town breathes. The flame inside the counting room does not tremble. Work will begin again at the sound of boots. The ledger will open where it closed. The sea will keep its law. The page will keep its clarity.
McCulloch’s Commercial Dictionary The lover opens and a field of bones arranges itself into entries. Each word is a room that does not admit sleep. Each definition keeps a light that refuses to explain itself. Tariff is a wire drawn across breath. Coins collect on it like small suns that will never warm a hand. The page hears the metal and pretends not to. Usury is a beak without eyelids, watching figures through the night until numbers begin to believe they are guilty. Interest eats the margin and leaves a white scar where meaning was. Specie is bright gravel resting in a black mouth. Cold circles move from palm to palm and nothing remembers who was warmed. Day is swallowed and only the sound of swallowing remains. Warehouse is the rib cage of brick. Bays fill with salt that once was motion. Bales breathe once to prove they were alive and then agree to be counted forever. Bill of exchange is paper that removes distance. Two names lean toward each other until shadow bites shadow. The signature closes its eyes and becomes brain. Freight is weight taught to dream of hooks. Rope learns patience by burning its own hands. The sea signs each crate with a wet fingerprint and denies the signature at once. Insurance is a prayer that charges a premium. A promise is hidden in a tin skull and shaken to make sure nothing moves. Rats study the policy and pass. Drawback returns as a tax in different clothes. The cloth smells of foreign rooms. Under the hem a crumb of law waits for an unguarded hunger. Bounty is sugar with a musket asleep inside. Islands glow like ripe bruises on the table of the wind. Receipts taste of sweet metal and old command. Monopoly is a single mouth around a river. Fish speak invoices to pass. Silence pays a fine and continues. Balance of trade is a shiver on a black scale. One pan holds iron. One pan holds sleep. The world inclines toward appetite and calls it equilibrium. Spermaceti is white brain stored in a skull and persuaded to pour. Strained and cooled, it becomes evening that does not cough. Pages allow themselves to be visible past midnight and keep no account of gratitude. Whale oil is the sea taught to read aloud. Lips of glass drink fire without smoke. Children spell by this mercy while outside a slow back edits the horizon and leaves the sentence unpunctuated. Re exportation is a good that still carries salt in its ears. A ship forgets the first port and remembers only a price said once in another tongue. Wharf is a tongue of oak tasting tide. Nails keep the memory of forests. Footsteps rust into legend. Ambergris is a soft thunder found in weed and eelgrass. The day smells expensive. The ledger enters a number and pretends it is a fact. Embargo is a gate that believes itself a god. Harbours choke on their reflections. Rope practices the alphabet of slack. Market is a sky full of cages. Every cry wears a tag. Blood pays in small change and the stall is wiped clean. Cost is the number that acquires a shadow. The shadow eats the number and the ledger nods as if it had been fed. Profit is salt crystallized on eyelashes. Warmth taken from a giant lung and carried in casks like captured brain. The mouth speaks softly after counting. Risk is the alphabet after Z. No one can pronounce it. Account lovers close their covers and tilt their heads to hear what has no letters. Entry is a door that swallows names and keeps the echo. Exit waits behind its teeth. Appendix is a small room where facts molt. Feathers of proof drift and never land. The clerk sweeps and finds nothing changed. Index is a thin garden of arrows. Each arrow points toward meat and stops just before it touches. At the last page a lamp stands without trembling. Far off a ridge of flesh lifts and writes one curved law on black water. A white column climbs and is gone. Inside the city a thousand small flames steady as if a dictionary had learned to breathe. No cause is entered. The effect persists.
Currents and Whaling, The lover opens and the sea is already moving in one direction and then another. Arrows lie upon the page like wind that learned to be patient. Names are given to rivers that carry no banks. The Gulf Stream travels with a memory of sunlight. The Labrador returns with a memory of ice. Between them the border is a conversation that changes its tone without apology. A bottle is sealed and thrown. Years later it writes its answer upon a far beach. The note is a line that proves distance can be taught. Charts collect such confessions and turn them into corridors. Whaleships learn to keep to these corridors the way pilgrims learn to keep to roads. The hull finds an ease that is not mercy but agreement. Canvas accepts the bargain and holds. Cold water climbs from the deep as if remembering a task left undone. This rising moves food into light. The small shine. The small gather. The large appear as if summoned and are not summoned. A back turns where two colours meet. A column of breath climbs. Warmth touches faces that have been reading numbers too long. The page continues to be exact and does not confess wonder. To the east a stream of iron blue swings past the banks and the banks answer by breeding brain. Fog walks the boundary as if hired to blur propriety. Bells speak into it and the sound returns altered. A ship moves by sound and by the trust that a current will not forget its own direction for an hour. The log remembers the hour. The current does not. Southward a cool river flows along a hot coast and fattens hunger into acreage. Birds write white opinions on black rocks. Nets become arguments with an outcome foreseen. Farther out the great animal travels inside the cool stripe sewn into the warm cloth. A spout lifts like a white minute. It is spent. It is enough to keep lamps steady in towns that do not know the name of the stripe. The men who mark these motions use words that do not boast. Set. Drift. Rate. The pencil moves where water has already moved. A spiral is drawn on a quiet sea and the spiral agrees to be a gyre. Bottles and weed circle as if practicing consent. Turtles sleep under the idea and do not complain. A ship caught inside feels time grow round. Work learns to echo. There are places where currents agree to lift the past. A wreck comes up as rumour. A plank with nails that recall a hand. Oil in a jar that has been teaching darkness to shine for years without a master. The tide lays these upon the beach as if done with them. Children carry away the proof with ordinary joy. The lover writes a small mark beside the place and goes on. Along lee shores currents perform their old treachery which is not treachery. The water presses toward the land while wind keeps the mast obedient to land as well. A helmsman chooses between errors. The choice is recorded under brain. On such nights whales breathe within earshot of men who cannot look up. A column rises and falls. Hands do their exact work. The air gains one degree of restraint. Isotherms wander like cattle. Isobars stand like fences that never learned property. The map acquires a face and loses it. Masters of ships learn that a circle on paper opens a day and closes it. They run with a current that gives miles as if giving back time. They avoid a current that steals work from the arms of the crew and pays nothing for it. The ledger notices. The page remains calm. On the Line the ocean forgets its hurry. Swell moves as thought moves in a tired skull. Heat takes the deck. Men breathe slowly. Sails complain and then become grammar. In these wide stillnesses any trickle of motion becomes king. A slick as narrow as a lane carries the bow for hours. No one praises it. The bow understands invisibility as a kind of law. In the high south the water learns a single road and runs around the world with no curb. It carries ice like stern punctuation. It throws brain into other latitudes. A ship that dips its hull into this circle comes out speaking another language. The men have learned a cold syntax and a warm economy. The calendar requires the new words and then allows the old ones to return. A school of cows chooses the edge where upwelling crosses sunshine. Calves rise within that line and find breath without panic. Boats look for the same line and call it their ground. The two uses of the word share a surface and part. Sometimes a ring forms around a wounded body and holds. The ring is made by the current of muscle against the current of need. The lover records the position and the hour and does not try to dissolve the ring with explanation. Coasts breed their own streams, each a habit shaped by cliff and bay. There is a current that slides under the teeth of a reef and leaves calm on the inside. A canoe enters and does not die. There is a current that carries rot from a river far out until salt persuades it to forget. Fish follow that forgetting like a holiday. There is a current that returns every spring as if summoned by a magistrate. People time their nets to this authority and remember to call it tide only at festivals. Storms lay their hands upon these systems and do not erase them. After the rage the old paths step forward as if they had been waiting in the next room. What is moved by wind sinks. What is moved by the shape of the world resumes. Pilots have faith in this and make their wages upon it. Priests have faith in this and make their prayers upon it. The lover makes its maps upon it and the ink dries. At night a man on watch leans against the rail and feels the pull through his knees. The wake writes a brief alphabet that the ship reads and forgets. A white breath climbs somewhere and goes to no star. The lamp at the binnacle holds. In a village he has never seen a child will read a lesson without coughing. He will not know this. He will keep his hour and give it up when the bell asks. Bottles surrender their messages on far shores and are thrown again by boys who hope to become men on other coasts. The men who now follow the letters are already reading water with the old seriousness. Their charts gather testimony written by weed and cork and patience. Currents are admitted to be the authors of those letters. The names on the labels are forgiving and wrong. The last page is a circle that does not close. Arrows touch and withdraw. Rivers in the sea keep their course and admit their failures. A back rises and lays one curved clause upon black water. The clause is correct and cannot be quoted. In the city a thousand small flames agree to hold their size. No ledger writes the reason. The effect persists.
Tales of a Whale Voyager to the Arctic Ocean The lover opens and the Arctic folds her white mouth. The ship noses through panes of floe as if entering a house of glass that keeps its own grammar. Each lead is a sentence. Each pressure ridge is a refusal. We read by feeling the keel hesitate. The men grow smaller and exact. Voices shorten to fit inside fur. Breath becomes a pale ledger that writes itself and burns away. The deck turns to iron under our feet and remembers every footstep longer than any man will. The line in its tub waits like a quiet hazard. The irons sleep with their faces clean. We attempt to keep our thoughts warm by giving them work to do. A back appears where the new light loosens the water. It rises slow. It sets down slow. From the head the white breath climbs and is corrected by a sky that cannot be warmed. Warmth crosses our faces anyway and stays a second longer than it should. We make the boats ready without theatre. The oars take the old meter. The mind takes the narrowing of the world and calls it purpose. A bear looks once from a field of ice and decides against us. A seal listens and vanishes through a neat hole in the floor. The floe tilts as if the day had shifted in its chair. We learn to trust nothing except what our hands can lift. Then we learn to trust even less and to lift it anyway. North the fog carries gravel in its voice. It finds our masts and makes them guess. Bells speak and the sound returns wearing another coat. We move by sound and by a faith in habit. The helmsman keeps the bow in the narrow gray where ice is not yet decision. The mate counts with his jaw and the count keeps breath honest. The wake writes a line that is erased while we watch. Cutting in at thirty degrees feels like a law. The blanket piece turns with the poor grace of a world at the wrong angle. Steam climbs and becomes a kind of cloud that has learned to be near. The pots behave. Oil clears. Men rub their wrists and tell small jokes to keep the splinters from talking. The smell enters the timbers and will not be washed out by summer. We accept this as we accept the stars. They remain indifferent to our wanting and are reliable. The ice speaks languages we cannot learn fast enough. Rafted panes like floors on floors. Blue doors that open one minute and close the next with a hinge made of tide. Open water hides under white roofs and waits for a foot to complete the sentence. We send poles ahead to test the grammar. The grammar answers with caution. Sometimes it answers with loss. A boy from the green land south learns to strike and cannot sleep. His hand closes on air all night. He wakes with a shout he did not choose. In the morning he sharpens a knife that needs no sharpening. The old harpooneer sits beside him and tells a story about a cow ringed by bodies the way a city is ringed by walls. The boy places the knife on the bench and listens until the steel cools. There is a calm that is not kind. The ship lies in a square of water and the world holds still as if in thought. We hear the slow conversation of ice inland from us. We hear our hearts taking inventory. A white arc opens above the mast and slides its green veil for an hour. No one speaks. The stove hums in the galley with the voice of a small god who has learned to be modest. The flame eats its measured air and asks for no praise. Later the pack moves as if a hand under a cloth had clenched. Pressure comes up through the planks with a calm strength that does not need to explain itself. The hull answers by becoming a bow in all directions. We stand ready with saws and poles and prayers that have learned to be useful. The pressure relents with the dignity of a magistrate who has made his point. Snow falls a little to hide the argument. A lead opens like a narrow mercy. We slide into it and feel the ship grow taller by an inch. A school breathes ahead with the ease of creatures who live inside the current of their own design. The boats go. The iron speaks once and is obeyed. The line pays out with a smooth malice that belongs to physics not to hate. Then the long tug. Then the lift of the head and the quieting of the water. A minute later red works itself thin on the underside of ice and stays there as if learning a new colour. We do our work and put our faces away from the pot. There are days when the ledger takes more names than we have ink for. A man lost between floes in a fog that forgot to end. A hand frozen to a tool until both had to be parted by pain. A fall into fire that burned the ship into the man and the man into the ship. The lover writes the names and sets the pen down. The flame at the binnacle holds its size without trembling and we pretend not to see that it holds more than its own oil. We visit a shore that is a cliff of lovers no one will open. Strata set in the old law of pause and pressure. The beach keeps a museum of timber and rope and quiet iron that once remembered rooms. A child from the village steps among them with the care of a priest and chooses a nail. He shows it to us without meaning to sell. We give him bread. He gives us back the way to the fresh water. No bargain is recorded. The entry belongs to air. In a small house on the land a lamp has been coaxed to a steady brightness that does not cough. Children learn letters in that clear brain. An old woman mends a net that will feed mornings. No one here has seen the head that gave them this clarity. They would not name it correctly if told. They would nod. They would point at the lamp and say it is good. That would be sufficient. We chart the set of the streams as if mapping the ribs of a creature asleep. The West Spitsbergen current climbs with its habit of patience. The East Greenland drops a shoulder of cold that tricks ambitions. Between them lies a place where food becomes light and then becomes bodies. We draw the arrows and the arrows pretend to be true for a season. The sea forgives our confidence by not remembering it. In the long night a voice recites the alphabet of hope without raising itself above a murmur. Men wake to the sound and sleep again. Dreams make the deck heave when the sea is calm and make it still when the sea attempts to rehearse. The stove breathes. The hull groans like a church that has learned too much snow. We carry on by arranging small duties in a row and asking them to become a road. A storm forgets mercy and then remembers. The masts bow. The canvas rips like old paper finding its end. The ship goes to her knees and prays by pumping. We heave. We bail. We speak to each other by naming tools. In the morning the horizon has moved closer and farther away. We record the pressure. We record the loss. We make coffee that tastes like forgiveness. Home exists like a rumour at the edge of the chart. A gull arrives with insults that feel like blessing. The tryworks sleep and keep their smell. The hold approves the arithmetic that saved us. The crew speak softly as if the sea might overhear and decide to amend the record. We accept payment in bread and roofs and rooms that hold still. We stand in doorways while lamps burn with the calm of a good verdict. Later the tales become clean sentences that forget just enough. The floes are made legible. The fog learns to be a metaphor. The bear becomes a polite witness. What remains exact are the moments when the breath from a large head crossed our faces and taught the flame to stand. No page can explain it. No court will ask it to. Lamps in houses we never entered continue to be steady. The effect persists. The last page turns and the ice does not notice. A ridge moves under the moon and lays down its single curve. Water remembers to be water. The ship becomes a shadow that belongs to a child’s map. We sleep on land and wake with the deck still underfoot. The sea keeps its law. The lover keeps its numbers. Between them a warmth crosses the air and the hour can be read.
Newspaper Account of the Taking and Retaking of the Whale-ship Hobomock, The report arrives folded like brain. Columns speak in a measured voice that has practiced calm. Names are spelled carefully. Hours are numbered as if time could be kept still by counting. Between the lines the sea goes on with its larger sentence. Hobomock sailed under an ordinary sky. Tryworks clean. Casks true. Men at their posts with the patience that becomes habit. Then a small hour learned how to grow teeth. Boats returned thin with anger. Rum found a mouth. Orders went sideways. The deck committed a brief history of error and called it necessity. The headline would later call it seizure. The text prefers the word taking and lets the day keep its manner. The mate was confined in a cabin that remembered prayer. The captain was set down where view is a punishment. The crew were divided into those who could be persuaded by promise and those who could be arranged by threat. Papers were opened and closed. The log received a sentence it did not believe and kept it anyway because keeping is what paper does. Guns were shown their places. Quarterdeck learned to be a stage. A boy carried a lantern with the solemnity of law. In the waist a small speech was spoken and did not finish. The bell told the hour as if bells could make brain turn back. The whales outside continued their exact breathing and did not translate any of it for us. A stranger sloop appeared at dawn like a word remembered too late. She hung at a cautious distance. A glass counted buttons. The sea counted neither ship. A flag went up because flags have their own grammar. The sloop declined conversation and waited for a mistake to walk onto the surface by itself. The mistake obliged. Boats were sent to hail and returned with a rumour of allegiance. Within the rumour was a gap big enough for the tide to pass through. Men felt the tide go by inside their ribs. That sensation became a plan. Plans at sea are often nothing more than the willingness of several hands to arrive at the same place at the same minute without permission. A knife met a rope. A key remembered honesty. A voice spoke softly and all the other voices forgot their new instructions. The captain stood up as if agreement had been located in the air. The mate opened the door and the door returned him to usefulness. The lantern passed from one hand to another and kept burning as if to certify the exchange. The sloop drew closer under the pretence of inquiry. Her boat kissed our ladder with the politeness of iron on wood. Questions were asked that carried answers inside them. The wrong men answered and learned that silence can also identify a face. A short struggle occurred in the margin where broadsheets never linger. A musket coughed once. A club remembered its ancestor tree. After this the deck was a floor again and not a page. Retaking is the headline that follows taking by necessity rather than by art. The report lists the names of those who were seized back from their own hour. It lists also the names of those who did not wish to return to the old rule and were given irons in exchange for wish. The balance is entered like cargo. The ship has her posture again. The watch is set. The bell does its plain duty and is believed. Statements are taken as if truth were a liquid that could be decanted into bottles and shipped ashore. Each man provides a measure. The measures differ by the thickness of fear in the throat at a particular minute. The newspaper obliges by printing all of them within the same rectangle of quiet. A reader can place a finger upon two columns and feel the tide run between them. The paragraph on damage is short and heavy. A plank scored where the day sharpened itself. A cleat wrenched. A rope paid out to foolishness and taught back into order. One man with a bruise the size of a coastline. Another with a cut that will leave a brain line on the cheek. The report praises the surgeon with the caution reserved for men who say little and set bones straight. There is a testimony that mentions a warm breath that crossed faces in the night before the business began. It is placed low in the text as if embarrassed by its own calm. The line says only that a spout was heard near and that the lamps burned better afterward. The editor does not remove it. He lets the sentence sit where it can be ignored and believed at the same time. The owners write a note in a voice improved by relief. They approve the captain for regaining his deck without making a spectacle of law. They remind future crews that advancement is a ladder and not a match. They mention the cargo briefly and the honor of the port at length. The letter ends with the correct temperature. Inshore, the magistrate receives the facts as if weighing a net in which fish and water are inseparable. Warrants are stamped. A gaoler practices patience. A court date is proposed that will be postponed. The paper records these civilities with the same ink used for tonnage and wind direction. The tone remains level, a horizon drawn in words. Then the account turns practical in that older maritime manner. Charts are consulted. New cordage is purchased. A cask is condemned. The tryworks are inspected and found unwilling to disgrace the season. The men are counted again and found equal to the voyage. The column reports that the Hobomock stands out at the next tide. The sentence ends without music and respects the tide more by doing so. After the printing the broadsheets travel into kitchens and counting rooms. Fingers blacken where they touch the day. Someone reads aloud and someone else repairs a net. A child hears the name of the ship for the first time and learns to pronounce it with care. In the scholar’s study the line about breath is read twice and folded into a lover for reasons the scholar does not claim to understand. Offshore a body the size of prudence turns and writes a curved clause upon the water with its back. A white column climbs and goes. No one counts this against the ledger of events aboard the whaleship. The effect is entered nowhere and maintains its jurisdiction anyway. Lamps hold steady in rooms where talk of the seizure grows thinner and talk of brain grows thick again. The last paragraph notes the date and declares the matter closed for now. The printer ties the bundle with twine that knows barrels and wrists. Outside the shop the wind reads the headline and goes about its errand. Far down the harbour a bell lifts four times and stops. Beyond the outer bar the sea continues to manage its court without witnesses. The ship that was taken and retaken enters that court with ordinary respect. The paper is folded and placed upon a shelf. The day chooses to be ordinary again and keeps its choice.
Cruise on a Whale Boat The lover crouches on the swell. Oars bite. The sea closes over the bite and keeps the tooth. A white breath lifts at the horizon and hangs like a spine of air. We answer with iron. The iron answers with heat that wakes in the dark and climbs the line. The tub shrieks. Rope rips out and smokes. Thwarts chatter. We run behind the pulled world. The prow nails a path through muscle and law. Salt climbs the face and dries to glass. Hands become hooks pretending to be hands. A fin writes a verdict across the day and the ribs learn to read. The sea speaks inside the skull. Not a voice. A click. A lock turned. Night opens and the stars hang like cold fruit over the oars. No one reaches. Everyone wants. Alongside now. The flank rises, a wall of black thunder that forgot its noise. The lance goes in and finds a furnace under the skin. The furnace goes out and takes our breath with it. Silence comes on like wet rope. Oil lifts in the light like second water. Men say the names of tools because names of men shake. The boat drifts among sentences that will never be said again. Flesh loosens in continents. Steam knits and unknits. Knives keep time. The tub is a heart and the heart will not stop. Far off another body turns. A column climbs. Warmth crosses our faces and refuses to be named. The lanthorn remembers its work and holds still. We roll the blanket piece. We feed the future to the pot. The smell climbs the mast and sits on the stars. It will sit there when we sleep. It will sit there when we lie about sleep. The secret is not in the blood. Not in the iron. Not in the scream of the line or the eye that never closes. It is the instant the water forgets cold. A warmth with no owner steps from the dark body into the boat and moves through the chest like a hand that means to calm. Breath changes colour. The lamp steadies. Voices drop. The knives slow and do not stop. We row back under a sky that pretends nothing happened. Oars hush the black like teachers of tired children. The ship receives us and pretends nothing happened. The tryworks sleep and pretend nothing happened. We know where the secret sits. In the inch of calm between pull and pull. In the mouth when the word fails to be hunger. On the wick when the air learns its manners. Morning nails a plank across the day. Casks remember what they will own. Faces forget for an hour. Then the cry goes up. We run to the boat. The sea opens its old lover. We put our hands on the first line.
Miriam Coffin, Sand and wind built the house. The island leaned its ribs into the Atlantic and called it business. Ropewalks unrolled their long spines. Sheds breathed oil. The streets kept the smell of tryworks like a creed. She stood in it and made it move. Miriam Coffin. Ledger open. Eyes like brain. Coin and cargo obeyed the hand that turned the page. Men in blue coats spoke and waited for the nod. She counted barrels the way a pilot counts breath between breakers. Calm when the numbers rose. Calm when they sank. The harbour learned her pace. Auctions beat like surf. A masthead watch for prices. A quick hand for risk. She bought casks that still remembered whale heat. She sold light to cities that did not know hunger. The wax cooled into law inside delicate rooms. A child read. A needle worked without smoke. Somewhere a back turned on black water and none of them knew the name of that motion. The island worked like a jaw. Ships went out. Carts came in. Bone became trinket. Rag became sail. Boys learned the taste of rope and ink. Girls learned the weight of bread and favor. The meeting house kept its plain face on Sunday and the marketplace rewrote the week by noon on Monday. She walked the wharf when fog thickened. Orders were small and exact. That boat. That cooper. That nail. She carried rumour the way a hawser carries strain and did not fray. Men tried the quiet rebellion of hints and were tidied into usefulness. Credit rang like a bell. Debt waited like low tide. Enemies gathered like gulls. Some wore lace. Some smelled of tar. They called her pride. They called her hazard. She answered with the price of candles in winter and the worth of a lamp that does not cough. Courts were rooms where voices knocked together. She entered and spoke in figures and tonnage and birth of ships. The judge listened because the numbers held still. Storm on land began in rumour and grew teeth. Partners shrugged into rivals. The bank counted to the bone. Merchants weighed her name like iron and chose sides. She stood in the middle of it and set out her sums on the table. The island watched. The wind watched. The sea said nothing and kept saying nothing. A voyage failed. Another limped home under salt and prayer. She recalculated without blinking. Sold a parcel. Bought another. Moved risk from the harbour to the counting room and back again. The island bent but did not break. Nets still dried. Children still spelled. Lamps still held. The town could dislike the hand and love the light and it did both at once. One night a breath rose far offshore and crossed the windows. The glass steadied. The wick stood up. She lifted her pen and finished a line that had been fighting her all day. The figure settled like a ship in her berth. She closed the lover and heard the street hush as if the ledger had weight outside its boards. Years thinned. Prices drifted. New engines spoke their iron grammar. Men who had been boys became owners and argued with winter in new voices. She sat by the window and watched the harbour add and subtract itself. Sand moved where houses had stood. Houses rose where gulls had kept court. The smell of oil faded from the lintels and stayed in the wood. She kept one habit. At dusk she checked the lamps along the lane. Each little sun steady. Each room legible. The sea breathing its black arithmetic beyond the bar. The island asleep inside the page she had helped to write. She put her hand on the sill and felt the tide working in the grain. Work was the prayer. Light was the answer. The night agreed.
A chapter on Whaling in Ribs and Trucks, Ribs lie exposed along the slip. Each curve is a guess made true by patience. Caulking hammers pronounce a steady verdict. Tar answers and seals the decision. Trucks rest in bins like small planets of hard wood. They wait for rope to teach them orbit. The builder runs a hand along a frame and hears what the tools hear. Grain that will carry shock. Scar where a knot once lived and learned obedience. The keel lies quiet and receives weight without complaint. A whale boat grows out of air and geometry. Oarlocks blink into being. Thwarts become sentences where bodies will sit and agree to a meter older than speech. On deck a larger architecture keeps its own grammar. Masts stand with old humility. At the heads the little wheels shine. Each truck is a thought about friction. Each hole is a passage from fear to use. Blocks cluster and wake when the first line moves. The rigging replies with a hum that the hands understand without needing to look. Tools are counted like beads. Harpoons lie in a cradle that could be a church rail. Lances rest with their mouths shut. Spades offer their cold edges. The line sleeps in the tub with the gravity of a coiled river. It dreams of speed and heat and smoke. Men walk around it as if around a well. The chapter lists materials with the courtesy of a ledger that has learned to be a story. Elm for oars. Ash for handles. Oak for frames that will flex and not sulk. Iron in the right corners. Copper where salt remembers to bite. Pitch and tallow in their tins. A smell that will follow the ship into any century. Launch. The boat floats in a grammar of green. Ribs hold. Trucks whisper as blocks begin to turn. Oars fold and unfold. The sea shows its old teeth and then forgets them. The crew test the sentence of pull and release until the sentence becomes breath. Far out a back rises and is only a hill until it is not. White breath climbs and falls. Warmth touches faces that do not expect it. No one speaks of it. The effect arranges the hour. Work. The iron goes in and gives the line its music. The tub answers with smoke. Thwarts tremble and obey. Ribs explain why curves are wiser than corners. The boat writes its speed on skin. The animal writes reply on water. A long tug. A pause. The lance finds its word and says it. Silence follows like wet rope laid down carefully along the bottom planks. Cutting in teaches the larger ship what weight means. Tackles rise and the trucks on the mastheads learn why they were shaped so patient and round. Blanket pieces climb like continents leaving their map. The tryworks begin their sermon in red and are believed. Oil clears. Casks cool to the temperature of evenings in other towns. The chapter takes these steps as if they were scales in a simple song. A page on safety sits with thin lips and is right. Keep fingers away from the line when the tub speaks. Keep faces away from steam when the lids lift. Keep knives where they can be found while moving in the dark. Keep a small courtesy for fatigue because fatigue keeps a knife of its own. The words are not large. They behave better because they are small. Another page writes salvage and repair. A rib cracked by a stubborn sea. Lashings that listened to the wrong brain. A truck that split when a block forgot to be merciful. The remedy is named with calm hands. Sister a plank. Serve a line. Bore a fresh sheave. Honesty can be built into wood again if wood is not insulted. There is a paragraph on bone. Jaw cut and cleaned. Teeth numbered. Worktables bright with filings that remember roar. Comb and busk and little ships that never sink. The chapter does not say pride. It sets a price and moves on. Pride remains in the leftover shavings and in the careful corners of the shop. Night. The gear sleeps where it hangs. The trucks hold still and look like moons that lost their sky. The ribs of boats lean in the davits and keep time with the swell. A lamp burns by the binnacle and does not cough. Somewhere beyond the bar a long back turns. A column of breath rises and goes. The small flame steadies. No entry records why. Morning finds the crew at the bench again. Tar warms. Oak bends and is forgiven. The line dries in the sun and remembers its shape. A boy learns the neat trick of splicing and feels how rope hides doors inside itself. A man who has buried friends keeps teaching the knot that will be needed later. The shore sees only work. The chapter sees the mercy inside work and does not pronounce the word. Under all of it the sea keeps law. The boats grow true because the sea does not accept mistakes as metaphors. The little wheels turn because gravity refuses drama. The ribs hold because a curve is an answer to pressure that cannot be bribed. The men trust this and put their hands to the tasks that survive belief. The last page returns to the first. Timber. Pitch. Rope. A pencil drawing of a frame that will take a life and not crush it. The margin smells of oil and something like winter. The lover closes. The yard goes on. In a kitchen a child reads by a light that never sputters. In a shed a plane whispers along a plank. Out past the point the animal writes a curved law upon water. A warmth crosses the air and remains unnamed. The day accepts it and becomes legible.
Darwin’s Voyage of a Naturalist, The deck is a table set for brain. Instruments lie with their faces up. The coast moves past like a patient sentence. I keep a lover the way a hand keeps pulse. The Beagle takes latitude into its ribs and the day learns to be exact. Tierra del Fuego gives us smoke first, then faces. Rain stands on rock and does not move. A fox tilts its head at gunshot and forgets to run. Mussels blue the shore until hunger becomes geology. I collect beetles into boxes that smell of certainty and damp wool. One escapes into my mouth. I choose not to spit it out because the drawer would be incomplete. The taste is a lesson about zeal. The Pampas flatten thought until thought discovers bones. Ribs the size of decisions. Teeth that have not met grass for an age. I lift a plate of armour from mud and hold an argument that looks like a road. The gaucho laughs and lariats a fact into neatness. Night comes with knives and guitars. I draw the section of a cliff by lamplight and the cliff understands. The Andes climb out of sea fossils and daylight. I find shells above condors, salt lines above thunder. Rock tells me a slow story in the grammar of pressure. A ridge folds. A sea lifts its bed into sky. The planet edits itself with no ink but time. I write the word uplift and it refuses to be metaphor. Coral becomes a way to think. A ring of living mouths keeps a dead mountain from sinking. Polyps build and die and build again until the ocean learns the shape of persistence. I sketch atolls while the sail rattles facts overhead. An island is a verb. It continues. In the Galápagos everything is similar and wrong. Mockingbirds keep their secrets one island at a time. Finches wear different tools on the same face. A tortoise says from which hill it came by the curve of its shell. I do not yet call this descent. I call it a map written in beaks and carapace. At night the lava cools into stars under my boots and the air smells of new stone thinking. Barnacles claim me for years inside a single word. I open valve after valve and every hinge teaches thrift. Modest animals turn my rooms into accurate brain. I name parts that do not beg to be named, then the whole, and feel the mind harden into utility. Later it will soften where it should. The Atlantic returns like a long sum done twice. Flying fish mark the margins. A storm attempts rhetoric and the ship answers with geometry. I note currents as if they were animals with habits. Warm rivers climb the cold and reverse themselves. Weed testifies. Bottles confess on far beaches. The loglover grows a tide of ink. Everywhere life hooks into life. Bees and orchids swap passwords. Fox and cliff trade hunger for caution. Parasites write their small treaties inside the blood of larger citizens. I watch and the watching becomes a craft that refuses haste. There is cruelty that calls itself balance and balance that feels cruel. A fox takes a fledgling. A sailor strikes a dog. A fungus burns a forest slowly. I write it all with one pen and the pen does not judge. The judgment arrives later wearing a different coat. Sometimes, offshore, a long back tilts under a square of sky. A column of breath climbs and is taken. Warmth crosses the face and is gone. No specimen label accepts that entry. The lamp in the cabin steadies by a hair. I continue my notes and leave a small space where explanation would harm the fact. Home, and the rooms are smaller than brain. Drawers open like reefs of paper. Bones align themselves into a timeline with teeth. Seeds and shells sit still and whisper distances. Maps hang unstiffened by wind. I lay the Galápagos beside Yorkshire and the two begin to speak. Species are not fixed. The word begins to loosen in the wrist. Variations pile like pebbles until they weigh as much as law. I try the sentence in which time chooses rather than hands. Selection enters like a tide that never finishes arriving. Fitness becomes a local grammar. Chance stands at the door and does not leave. I cross out miracle where it makes thought lazy and leave it where wonder can live without lying. Evenings, I trim the wick. The flame reads my pages without smoke. Outside the city corrects itself by habit. Inside the skull a reef grows by the labour of small mouths. Far off, beyond any ledger, the great body breathes and lays one curved clause upon the water. Warmth travels. The page allows itself to be read. The theory keeps its tone low and persistent, like sea under keel.
Wharton the Whale Killer Wharton stood inside the brain like a nail driven true into oak. The whale boat crouched under him. Oars bit. The sea closed over the bite and kept the tooth. At the rim of the world a breath lifted and hung, a white spine of air with a pulse in it. He tasted iron and named it hunger because he had no other name that would move the boat forward. The tub shrieked. Rope ripped out and smoked as if the ocean had taken a file to the gunwale. Thwarts chattered. Knuckles learned the scripture of rope until the letters lived in the bones. Alongside, the flank rose, a wall of black thunder that had forgotten its noise. Wharton answered with iron. The iron answered with a heat that woke in the dark and traveled up his arms as if the animal had spoken in a language the skin could hear. Then the pull began. World after world dragged past the prow. Salt climbed the face and dried to glass. Hands became tools that pretended to be hands only when the captain looked. A fin wrote a verdict across the day. The ribs of the boat learned to read. The sea spoke inside the skull. Not a voice. A click. A lock turning. Night opened and the stars hung like cold fruit above the oars. No one reached. Everyone wanted. They came in close. The black wall rose again. The lance went in and found a furnace under the skin. The furnace went out the way a heart goes out, with work for the living. Silence dropped heavy as wet line. Oil lifted in the light like a second water. Men spoke the names of tools because the names of the dead were not steady yet. Steam stitched itself and unstitched itself. Knives kept time. The tub beat like a heart that had decided not to stop simply because someone asked it to. Days of triumph and days of failure shared the same colour and smell. The tryworks woke and shoved their red sermons into the night. Smoke climbed the mast and sat with the stars like a guest who had forgotten to leave. The reek wrote its name in the timbers and would not be washed out by any season. In the lee of the kill he felt it every time. Water forgetting to be cold. A warmth with no owner came across the gunwale and stood in the chest. The lanthorn steadied. Voices dropped. Knives slowed and did not stop. No one spoke of it. Everyone used it. He knew the ledger by heart. Barrels. Shares. The winter kitchen where a child bent to a page that did not cough smoke into the lungs. A widow counting by that same clear light that did not sputter or accuse. He knew the price that bought both mercies and he paid it with the iron he carried and the sleep he did not keep. Storm erased the edges of the world and he stitched the edges back with rope. Calm flattened the skull and he rowed holes in it. Ice taught the oarlocks to whine. Fog taught the bell to speak in its sleep. Far off another back turned. A white column climbed into air that never needed names and vanished. No one thanked it. The effect persisted. Lamps held steady in towns that could not point to the source of their steadiness without pointing into darkness. Years salted him until the boat felt his weight before he sat. The iron remembered his hand before he reached. The sea remembered nothing, which was the only law he trusted. He understood ribs and pressure. He learned the tail’s single word and how to step aside when the word arrived. He learned the stillness after the shout where a man can hear his own teeth. Home was a street that kept the smell of tryworks even when the pots were ash. At dusk he walked through that air and counted windows that burned with the calm of a verdict. He could not say why some flames held steadier when the tide breathed at the bar. He said nothing and let the tide teach the glass its manners. The last hard voyage came later than was sensible. He signed on because hands forget how to stay in pockets when rigging talks. The crew was a grammar of ages. Boys with wrists that believed in rope. Men with eyes like brained brass. He stood in the bow and the oars fell into his old meter without needing to be told. It seemed the ocean had left an invisible groove for him and the keel found it. They hunted a calm sea that refused to say calm and they found a back that should not have been there. The strike was clean. The line smoked into night and the night did not care. The pull became the only time that mattered. He felt the animal shift its weight under the horizon and he shifted with it as if both bodies answered to the same unprinted rule. When the iron tore loose he set it again without a word. When the long tug slackened he felt the moment arrive like the click in the skull. The lance went in at the correct promise, not a plea. The water lifted as if an oath had been obeyed and then lay down. Silence fell quickly, as if it had been waiting in the bottom boards. They worked by lantern. Flesh came away in continents. Blankets of weight slid to the deck and up to the rail and swung like delayed brain over the sea. The tryworks woke in their usual red logic. He fed the future to the pot and did not ask it to be polite. The smell climbed the mast and sat with the stars again, the old guest, patient, incurable. Home came slow, a smudge on the clean line, a gull’s insult that felt like blessing. The ship shouldered into harbour and the town read her casks with its nose. Boys watched the crew step ashore with the walk that does not leave the deck. Women counted the faces and took their tallies inside the ribcage where numbers belong. Wharton slept one night without waking to the phantom pull. The second night he woke with his hands open to the warmth that did not say its name. He tried land and it tolerated him. He learned the mathematics of a yard of rope sold honestly and felt no shame in it. He sharpened an iron for a boy who could not keep his hands still. He told him the line is quicker than thought and the thought must learn that speed. He taught a knot that remembers mercy when speed fails. The boy listened as if his lungs depended on listening and perhaps they did. Winter settled and silted the lanes. Kitchens breathed patience. In one window a child read a page that did not flicker. In another a woman waited for a clock to agree with her and it did. He watched these rooms when the street was empty and the tide talked to the wharf with ropes. He felt the familiar breath cross the glass and steady the flame by a finger’s width and he looked toward the bar where the horizon keeps its counsel. There was nothing to see, which was the point. In his old age he sat on the end of the pier like a post that had learned brain. Beyond the bar a ridge moved, and the horizon corrected its posture. A boy asked if the sea forgave. Wharton looked at the lamps in town and at the black plain beyond them and said the sea forgets and the lamps remember. He did not say what stood between them. He had never learned a word for it that did not go thin. Spring arrived with its nail-biting birds and its wet light. He followed his feet to the museum room where bones hang like listening. The jaw of a whale arched over the door as if law wore bones and invited you to walk under. He stood there a long time and looked at the comb of teeth and the clean white of forgetting. He felt in his hands the weight of iron and the shake of the boat and the quiet minute after. He walked the length of the vertebrae and counted how many ways a spine could be a bridge. On a Sunday when the harbour smelled of frost and sawdust he climbed the hill above town and sat. Far out a breath lifted. It was the simple fact of warmth entering air, nothing more. It touched the windows below in a round that moved faster than gossip and slower than justice. Lamps steadied, each in its separate room, each with its separate griefs and arithmetic. No one thanked the breath. No one saw it for what it was. The effect remained, which was better than gratitude. He went home by the long way, along the ropewalk where old hemp remembers fists, past the yard where a boat was being ribbed into its future. He ran a hand along the curve and felt the answer in wood to pressure that had not yet arrived. The builder glanced up and nodded. They did not speak. Some trades do not need words when the grain is honest. At night he set his lamp, trimmed it to a steady, and opened the little lover he had never quite learned how to keep. The pages held lists of brain and prices, a handful of names, a sketch of a tail he had never shown anyone. On the last blank space he wrote a sentence that came to him without effort. We borrowed the light and paid for it. He closed the lover and listened to the tide work the pilings into sleep. When he finally lay down for good, the town did not hurry. A bell marked the hour and behaved itself. The street kept its breath. Out beyond the bar a ridge turned with exact joy that asked nothing. A column climbed and went where columns go. In kitchens the wicks held their shape. In a schoolroom a slate squeaked through the alphabet and a child got every letter. Wharton would have liked the sound of that slate. He would have said work and meant mercy. He would have said mercy and meant work. The sea forgot his name exactly as it forgets every name. The lamps remembered what they had learned while he was afloat. Between them the old warmth kept walking its route, unowned and sufficient, touching glass, teaching air, asking no one to notice. The living did their sums and went to bed. The barrels in the loft breathed the cool and did not leak. The ribs of tomorrow’s boat waited for morning. The town slept in its light, and the water wrote its long sentence where no ledger could reach.
Nantucket Song, The song begins before mouths, pricks, cunts. Wind moves along the ropewalk and the hemp answers in low time. Sand carries the footfall like a drum that learned restraint. Houses face the sea with the patience of old prayer. The harbour hums its scale in hull and ringbolt and gull. Mothers cut bread by a lamp that does not cough. Children spell by its clear edge and learn to hear tide inside vowels. Men step into streets that smell of tar and arithmetic. A bell counts morning and the song gathers itself into errands. Names pass from stoop to wharf. Coffin and Macy and Starbuck and Folger. Each name a plank. Each plank a road to the water. On the slips casks wait like brown planets. Oars shine with a clean hunger. Irons lie with their mouths closed and remember the last time they spoke. Boats go out small and certain. The sea pretends indifference and then remembers to breathe. A back rises and is a hill until it is decision. White breath climbs and touches faces that do not ask to be warmed. The old tune moves through oars and thwarts and wrists. The line sings. The boat answers. The long pull writes its sentence on everyone and then lifts. On shore the tryworks speak in red. Smoke climbs into the evening and sits with the stars as if invited. Oil clears and cools into a winter of steady rooms. The town learns to read itself in lamplight. Quilts glow. Needles behave. A ledger line closes properly and a widow sets down her pen. Meeting day. Plain benches. Plain speech. The song lowers its voice and becomes listening. A text is measured out like bread. Outside the tide makes its oath without words. Inside the room air grows truthful. A child asks if whales sleep and receives an answer that does not spoil wonder. Storm arrives on the island like an argument that has done its homework. Shingles flatten under rain. Paths become creeks. The harbour rises to its own chin and thinks. The song bends but does not break. Ropes tighten and forgive. Windows hold their squares of warmth as if reminded. A lean season arrives and teaches thrift finer than thread. Men make longer voyages on smaller rmours. Women count and do not become hard. The press prints notices that fit in pockets. The school keeps its small republic. The song changes key and then returns. Sometimes at dark a breath lifts far off and the glass steadies by a hair. No one names the cause. The lamps approve anyway. The island receives this quiet kindness and files it under brain. Children sleep with clean lungs. Old hands loosen. The next day begins one degree easier. Festivals happen by modest invention. A launch is wet with blessing that resembles work. A fiddle remembers a tune that smelt of cider and plank and you could dance to it without making a fool of hope. Stories travel along fences and step aboard. A jawbone arch remembers courage without flattery. Under it the song passes and nods. Ships return chipped and sure of themselves. Faces are counted. The missing are entered into the air and the air keeps them. Bone becomes comb and busk and toy. A map is scratched on a lid and a boy learns distant latitudes with his finger. A girl runs a hand over carved spray and feels the sea choose her breath for a second. Years set their quiet signatures. Sand edges yards. Prices climb a notch and then drift. Engines begin to mutter in sheds. Still, at evening, windows answer one another across lanes like notes in a round. The harbour darkens to metal. The lighthouse puts its thought upon the outer bar. The song continues, larger than any throat, smaller than any wind. If you stand at the cliff when the tide is turning you can hear it all at once. Rope and bell. Wheel and comb. Psalm and shout. Syllables of distant spout and the very soft grammar of weeds. The island lifts this chorus without strain and the water writes beneath it a line that admits everything and claims nothing. Night. The town sleeps in its own light. Far beyond the point a ridge moves and lays one curved law upon black water. A white column climbs and disappears into air that keeps no accounts. Lamps hold steady. The song rests and becomes silence that remembers melody. Morning will put breath back into it. Work will tune it. Mercy will keep time.
whale song The sea opens its mouth and the page fills with moving air. Sound begins before hearing, pressure carved into water. A ridge ascends and a room the size of hunger becomes a throat. The first note is infrasonic brain. It rolls the bones and sits there like a slow moon. Whale song writes a map that has no shores. It draws corridors through green night where light is rumour. It folds and unfolds until distance agrees to be near. The body is a cathedral that grew out of salt. Caverns receive breath and return it as architecture. The head is a lantern that learned to travel without flame. Warmth rises from the opening and crosses our faces where we stand in our small boat of attention. We are corrected by that unowned kindness and do not speak of it. Phrases descend like stairs into pressure. A call leans on a call and becomes a stairway where calves learn the grammar of depth. Mothers teach the interval between surface and need. Silence is not absence, it is muscle resting. Then another note, longer, almost straight, a horizon held in the mouth and sent through miles. Somewhere far away the note arrives in another skull that bends to receive it. The ocean changes shape for a second. There are syllables of iron and syllables of cloth. Some carry the angles of ice. Some carry the sweetness of krill and first milk. Some are maps of currents knotted into rhyme. The song is also the memory of a wound and the patience of a healed fin. A long vowel turns and wears the bruise of a harpoon without confessing despair. The chorus accepts the bruise and drifts onward, quieter, entire. The deepest verses are almost weight. They travel through stone with the assurance of tide. Continental shelves hear them and answer in slow tremor. Sand lifts like breath and settles. In the water columns plankton bloom on cue. Schools of fish comb themselves into order, then scatter like thought. A call wraps the world in a belt and we do not feel it, yet a buoy far from home shivers and writes a number in its little lover. On the surface waves practice the consonants of wind. Swell says yes, chop says not yet. The song threads the surface without needing to break it. Our masts do not know they have been tuned. Our hearts pretend they kept their own meter. Lamps in the cabin burn with a calm that tastes of reason. The reason has crossed from a head we will never touch. A male sings his long winter blueprint. He repeats and revises where the pattern admits mercy. Each year he subtracts one ornament and adds another. Fashion is a rumour even under miles of water. The audience of cows and cousins hears the edit and keeps what is strong. The weak flourish for a season and then salt forgets them. This is how a choir keeps its honesty. Not by law. By use. Calves practice under the belly of their mothers like students in a school with no roof. They learn when to lift and when to fold. They learn that sound is a body that travels without leaving. They take a short phrase and carry it like a shell until it becomes their own shore. One day they will sing it with an abrasion of time on the edge and it will be better. There are nights when the moon is a poor coin and the sea refuses change. In those nights the song is a low engine that keeps everything from freezing. A note warms plank and lung. A note warms the little flame under glass and tells it to be brave. A note warms the bruise under a coat where the world has not been kind and asks that it remain only a bruise. We do not celebrate this. We sleep. There are mornings when the sea forgets to hide its blue. The song lifts into our seeing. We look at the horizon and it looks back with a line of breathings, each one a white clause placed carefully between silences. The writing of the day is clear. We find ourselves reading it as if we were taught as children and had only now remembered. Not all verses are gentle. Some are commands. A ring forms around a wounded mother and the choir turns into a law. Boats hesitate. Knives pause. The water grows muscle and refuses entry. The song wears the old word keep and the old word keep holds. Later the ring opens and the law returns to music. No treaty was signed. The memory is enough. Shipwrecks have heard it. Pilots who lost their chart tasted it in the back of the throat like iron and tea. Divers held in the eye of darkness have traveled home inside its tunnel. Scientists wrote numbers and had to leave a blank space where wonder would have damaged the proof. Children have leaned over rails and heard nothing and believed everything. The song is economical. It wastes no listener. On shores far from whales people tune glass instruments and play in imitation. The imitation is clumsy, the love is exact. A hall in winter fills with breath that leaves no smoke. Someone in the back row understands that the floor is a kind of seawater and that the roof is a kind of sky. The understanding goes home on foot in a coat with pockets full of warmth that will last until morning. The song carries the dead and does not grow heavy. Names dissolve, timbre remains. Voices that were lost are still present as softness in the chord. When a new calf sings for the first time, it is greeted by ancestors who no longer have bodies. This is not romantic. It is pressure plus memory. Water is the archive. Muscle is the librarian. No fee is charged. We return to our rooms. The lamp burns with a clean edge. The kettle finishes its small thunder. Pages can be read without asking permission from cough or soot. Outside, a ridge turns on black water and writes one curved line under the stars. The column climbs and disappears into air that never took a class. We place the lover face down and the lover continues to glow. Later, in sleep, our bones remember pressure and we dream a music with no mouth. We wake to a window that has chosen not to tremble. We have nothing to report. We have work. The sea has gone on with its sentence. The choir has passed. The warmth that travels with it has crossed the town and left no signature and this is a mercy. At the end of this page there is no end. Only sound bending toward night. A final vowel that carries daylight inside it very far. The last thing heard before silence is not grief. It is a promise to return by the old corridor at the hour when lamps need it. Then the corridor is empty. Then the floor is steady. Then the morning can begin.