14 Jan
Dread: Johnny Pulp and the Lemonheads


Dread

so I received a picture.

she wears nothing but a nettle in her

three in a bed 

I remember and then forgot I remembered

hitman come with me 

the man walks after.mp3

kiss me slowly as the blue bird sings

country music filled the room 

took a plane arrived early morning.

cuff her to the wall and leave her

you're a black oil slick in my heart

I said I'd cut myself out of the picture

blonde femme fatale

Jenny went to the ball.

bedroom as death row 

shh

i see you.

ghost me if you like 

if we take his body out

eye contact... wear shades darling....

watch your lips like tulips

lets go down to the hotel bar.

Dread

Dream




                                        Sleeve Notes


so I received a picture just one in a folder pictures not words the thigh shone and there was a ribbon the lines made distinct those zones we know have to be taken seriously and the madness comes the madness comes into the wailing silence that is coercive I can't resist that strong arm strength lips reveal the consumption of souls that occurs in lipstick traces the fallen legibility of suspense and nakedness will you give me a key to the green room in the hawthorn bush\drink a green tea and listen to the strange communion of starlings parakeets in the branches why don't you buy me a whisky why not take my throat and bite it and ahhhhhhhh the drive is over four hours it's far far away like a brain split in two have I two minds or am I in them  some old message I read in my phone from years and years ago was it that I missed an appointment or made it with just this just this in mind? how many parties can I avoid before it all seems far far too strange ah all is far far too strange  woah I need sleep she wears nothing but a nettle in her in her ahhhh you see what I see you see what I see near by the road is frozen and snow is her eye the white of her black eye the black black berry eyes ahhhh what can desire do but become a perpetual reminder that once we live we die we live we die we live we die  summer than winter the planet is rolling through the dark it spins spins spins my head spins too are you naked are you always naked except for a ribbon a ribbon can invent the whole of modernism all modernity in a choker a black choker and those drums from across the waters across the waters where ahhh across the waters where I come ah the waters are cold are sooo cold and dark and dark waters small boy drowning small girl drowning there was nothing anyone could do there is never anything anything anything ahhhh so sad the sadness it subtracts and subtracts and subtracts and everything narrows ahhhh let me kiss you between your thighs and then ahhhhh announce rupture rupture rupture lalalalalala my eyes closed ah let me taste one last moment one taste the taste of god ahhhhhhh Everytime I tried to say the thing well I messed up and made things worse I tried writing you a letter, wrote slow wrote in prose and then in verse ha but I saw your eyes burying me ah there was no hope left all I can see is a coffin on black water rolling away I took a bus and walk with no more to say except `I think if I had just one more go maybe I could get it right and you'd understand that I've never never never never been able ah to explain what this this shattered heart this staggering breaking breaking yea  broken down tears and sweat and then dumb silence and dumb talk  I just run my mouth then let it walk then fall down like a drunk like shot in the head ahhh its mad this feeling this whole life leaves me dead bitter and sweet and  so I twist in my narrow space I catch a glimpse of your heavenly face pray to the god i never had enough faith to say all comes back all returns but in a strange strange way  call me call me will you or say you're too tired to maybe we could have a quiet drink but what's a quiet drink if not this jeeeeeez will you take my head please on a platter a silver plate cut it cut me down and then no screams just mysteries and hard faced truth and forbidden dreams i keep watching screens of actors who stopped making sense long long ago before I even tried to get inside I fathomed nothing but endless endless hopes that were merciless and devoured my waking time do you know me after all this and why are you smiling yea why why why are you all smiling three in a bed  come here and watch the recording live playback  so slo mo slo mo it is  that's such a thing for him his big big weight is like what what is the hill the mountain the great grey shadow over my paleness oh she is no friend of mine it seems I have bad dreams when naked bad bad bad dreams that spike I need a drink giimmee gimmmee  ice over the brow over the nipple of the early dawn ice  these sad rooms are full of a frenzied terror  terror that creases time my time says its late early is always late when you \haven't  slept for days for days some times I want to go home yea home is my last resort. nothing connects and yet everything is fathomable dear oh dear touch me there and there and there yea that's right lick me lick me and then woah when did i wake up besides two dead two dead that then collapsed into shadows that like fish like dark fish fall through the floor to the landing below. I want a drink a cold tea will do. No sugar. when was the last time I woke feeling I was still alive? when did I just keep walking out on my own body.  you see the room next to this one.  pay me and sure I'll be there. Let me  let me think for a while. catch a cab and come along. The party never ends I remember and then forgot I remembered  and the strain its too much too much too much and then blam blam someone is in my shoes in my skin  and the mirror is fucked and the phone keeps ringing and yet nothing is where it is and time is a forked tongue  a fork a fork a fucking tongue  should I drive into into into the desert ahhh see the night blow up in my face bang bang gang bang gang gang bang bam bam thank you thank you mam ahhh see what you see. you were naked and then crawling over the dead crawling over the dead  how is it that your lips still move slo mo slo mo and me I watch I watch and know no non no no no no oooo your lips your crazy hips are all that I can understand and your hot hot hot hot  the heat the big heat wha wha wha you're the big heat  I reached for you and you just smiled and slipped away to steal the jewells ahhhh you knew exactly what was what what was what by by the by the by the way by the way  so let's get out of here lets run and do you trust me come come come and then wrestle my fingers lock me down what was it you whispered you whispered and the boom the place in the sand was burning no blowing up  bang bang bang and I'm done  bang bang I'm dead but but but I think I died no I think I disappeared no no no I'm not really locked into this into this I seem to break breaking into something something somewhere else someone else and  you say I'll never never never have you  and I'm not even a memory because nothing sticks nothing sticks I'm not sticking around not sticking around  and you, you're twice and then in half and then boom boom bang bang gone gone gone gone gone  and I'm driving alone and the chase the chase the chase is a scream a long scream down the highway hitman come with me hitman come with me ahhh hitman come with me into the lobby and let's ahhhhh yea let's talk some more  hitman come walk besides the door hitman oh hitman walk come  by the door the yellow handled door  hitman oh hitman oh hitman  hitman come through the pavilion garden hitman come through ahhhh yea ah yea hitman come through the pavilion garden yea yea hitman let the scent of roses let the scent of roses the red red roses ah the scent of roses hitman let the scent arouse you  hitman take the backstairs way ahhh hitman take the backstairs way and hitman take the backstairs way and  yea that'll be the way that'll be the way  hitman hitman hitman  hitman crawl through the narrow space  hitman you're in a narrow space  hitman in the narrow space don't fall off the ledge  no don't fall don't fall don't fall of the ledge  the narrow space is narrowing is narrowing hitman  you're narrowing you're narrowing  I saw you by the bar and then saw you by the pool by the swimming pool by the water and  hitman hitman when will you whisper it is done ahhh when when will it be done ahhh hitman come whisper to me in the depths of my being come whisper to me in the depth of my being come whisper come whisper  whisper just once the word the word  whisper the word yea  the man walks after abandoning ahhh the dark the dark is everywhere spills out like soil through the crumbling coffin  this is a coffin light you see the tendrils of the forest even the road winds and winds until lost shhhhhhh he walks afterwards towards the lodge in the middle of the glade  his brow is furrowed yea like is that concentration is that a forcefield  at he doorway he breaks the guards nose with a single punch it happened so quickly time was glitched everything is caught up in a frozen splice of terror  listen to the silence it deepens the way we live it breaks whatever  we hold whatever we hold is broken down into its parts until there are no parts just breath ahhhhh are you breathing still? A mistake is refusing him a chair. he sits.  he doesn't acknowledge anyone more than giving them a name. Could be the wrong name. Doesn't seem so. He is waiting and waiting and waiting and they watch with fright on their faces ahhh their faces are mute and incomprehensible  and then a couple come out of the dark  her legs long as the pine  there's a sort of pining here a kind of desolate lust ahh but she is frozen into something like frozen feeling ahhh she'sbeen felt up felt up felt up  know what this is? does anyone dare give it a name, the blackness crystallises into a nameless fear fear fear and devastation comes as they all leave through the door and the man breaks some violent man's arm as a threat or warning and in the car they sit, a threesome but his eyes are on her legs and the other man is not going to be around for long you can tell  I'd tell I'd tell I'd tell but  this isn't the place nor the time this  no time no place no time and place ahhh we spin into a spiral of uncanny dying oh i died for you is what a voice whispered through the empty dark as the forest folds over folds over everything kiss me slowly as the blue bird sings and the sweet sweet nightingale  kiss me as the moon shines over the lovers hill and deer run through the forests wide eyed  kiss me as the robin and its red breast full throated sings again and again and again  kiss me and listen to the golden shine of the morning over all the houses and roads and  kiss me into the winding smoke of your cigarette and your dark sayings, your dark dark darkness  kiss me as the big fish swim deep deep down below swimming though the imaginations derangements  kiss me into the flesh of the flesh of the world the skin of life the depths of living and love  kiss me into the whisky that gleams like a devils wink kiss me and settle into the romantic night  the moonlight wears its lovers breath on its ring of light kiss me as the orgies slow themselves to the heart  kiss and kiss and kiss and kiss  kiss me darling kiss me until my lips bleed  until I bleed  I bleed I bleed I bleed kiss me slowly as the blue bird sings and the sweet sweet nightingale  kiss me as the moon shines over the lovers hill and deer run through the forests wide eyed  kiss me as the robin and its red breast full throated sings again and again and again  kiss me and listen to the golden shine of the morning over all the houses and roads and  kiss me into the winding smoke of your cigarette and your dark sayings, your dark dark darkness  kiss me as the big fish swim deep deep down below swimming though the imaginations derangements  kiss me into the flesh of the flesh of the world the skin of life the depths of living and love  kiss me into the whisky that gleams like a devils wink kiss me and settle into the romantic night  the moonlight wears its lovers breath on its ring of light kiss me as the orgies slow themselves to the heart  kiss and kiss and kiss and kiss  kiss me darling kiss me until my lips bleed  until I bleed  I bleed I bleed I bleed country music filled the room what kind of party is this what are they wearing are they wearing anything well now give me a smoke and whatever it is you have the bar is green light green light and the bodies are slow moving creatures that have lost time and the sequence of life there's a sort of disruption and a wild face is screaming screaming screaming  what was yesterday and tomorrow was that when I heard about the murders in the mansion round the curve something exceptionally violent I heard and the cops they were puking and then saying things like this was beyond anything but later the same guys were standing nonchalant and looking at the legs and asses and tits of the passersby so whats that if horror is not enough to stop these bypassed lusts their blank faces as real as the blue blue sky. so your heat, what is it, are you cruel? are you cruel? I asked you that with a smile and you brightly assessed the situation you were a tall glass of milk  honey and there was in the background a lover desperate to hold on and a rich man prepared to pay to have him killed he ties you up and has his pleasure in the abuse you demand yes you demand it don't you and then a murder in a new key and the figures are all different and you, you look into me as if your look is bleeding and then I don't feel myself anymore bodies are piling up in the skull and behind your eyes lies nothing  listen took a plane arrived early morning singing in her heart were loud loud songs vivid as sunshine and clapping hands clapping hahaha and the apartment in the spanish district had slick begonias and white stucco and a tight sense of perverse order hidden in the white lines and the hot midday sun and the shades and the cool refreshing drinks  now then now then you like girls you want to fuck one well there's all the opportunities here miss yes you'll see you'll understand this later meantime excel in the audition oh you nearly gave the old ham a heart attack a heart attack  but nevertheless you have to understand your performance is always more than can be too intense for recognition and relevance  so all that nakedness all that flesh pot all that performance by the pool sucking them off one after the other that was really not relevant nor necessary its not that you weren't great it's that this isn't the place to be doing more you have to see it now, when you visit the hotel rooms one after the other one after the other one and then two and then the next and the next you can snap yourself shut and tell yourself well tell yourself whatever gets you through but remember none of these rooms none of these bodies none of this time is really time and the bodies are bodies but have you ever really thought what a body is really have you thought what a body exactly signifies at the best of times and lets be honest  this this isn't that, this isn't the best of times no so so so so surely you understood when you woke up one morning and you had a new name and a sequence of bitterness and loss and down the hallway your corpse is found, its been there months and no one knows what to call it and the detectives all they want to do is masturbate over your cream face so ah this is the lock and this is the key.  all that's left is silence cuff her to the wall and leave her in the silk drapes and the curtains ripple with menace  menace is a slow silence and a murmur from far far away like a dream is walking  the girls look scared if you want me to be honest something something  aint right somethings not right and well  well well the dark trees are blown in the wind and the moon is just a blank dumbness there is no no no more to be seen. in the hallway a fat man is naked from the waste down and his eyes are frenzied and he moves slowly crossing his flesh with more and it's a heavy heavy scene. well well well. the green door never opens at this time of night. the green door is a door with a mystery attached but at a strange angle, oh very very strange like elvis might any minute appear out of the dark and sing bridge over troubled waters  lovely sounds and yet the tears are real here too real too real as are the colours and their fierce fierce brightness. oh oh oh oh well well well. out on the road there's a naked girl running and she's got bitter tears dripping down and her feet bleeds well well well and a car follows at a breakneck speed oh its like a rocket across the trail and fire is just a precursor of ash and well well well ashes to ashes ashes to ashes ohhh run little girl  welll well well and the white horse is the white of the eyes. The teeth. Ah those wild horses. those wild wild wild  well well well and in the rooms there are 14 men taking turns and her flesh is flesh and they are taking it in turns  well well well she'll ask for a drink and hide from rescue huh, well go figure she'll hide from rescue well well well I'm a lunatic flying over the scenes like an angel can see everything, the rooftops all crumbling away and revealing what has to be revealed and well well well well well well well you're a black oil slick in my heart I will lick you lick your slick  its a perversion yea, a perversion a perversion and so what?I watch you move like the day breaks in half and the rich man's car is an announcement and you in the passenger seat  woah he is seeing me seeing you and whispers something into your ear another aperture to another world forbidding me to enter or you to exit what was it he said to you that day?  what was it? well well well and then you made your way alone later and  why why why did you do that if if you hadn't wanted to exploit something exploit something in yourself.  betrayal is always of your own self isn't it?  you kissed upright and we touched for a long long longing time ahhhh and the car rides and the plans and the thieving whilst he knew you said he knew he knew something and the next time we shook hands and looked steady into each other he with the upper hand and me me with a sign like a threat like he read it as a message in a bottle oh oh oh oh and next time he had you strapped down and was  was making something  irreparable I guess oh like a final signature  my eyes are narrow as blades and he knows I'm not going anywhere you too babe you too know that and that's why you you want me to run run run you ahhhhhh away and in the night maybe we'd have made it but your plan was ahhh a twist in the plot and  one hand on my cock the other pulling the trigger  and we were both lying in a pool of blood blood of your flesh blood of your flesh  we're all blood in your flesh in you in you  the night is a hollow sound  listen and there's nothing ahhh but but a long dark tunnel and fast cars tires shrieking and angels are singing sweet choirs and dogs are barking and you are crying in ecstasy your mouth open you are open as a new born creature a machine with a dark plan and a map that'll kill all your lovers and we, we lie as hollow as the days and there are no days because we've invented night that lies over everything like a thick blanket and ahhhhh black tar drips down down and if I'm still walking I'm bloody nosferatu seeking your ass frozen into one single image whilst the songs continue to play though no one is left to hear them.  you are beaten by her whip and sigh sigh into her eyes and there's oil on the road ahhhh it flares and the snap of the flame ends everything snap snap snap oh yea  done bam I said I'd cut myself out of the picture woah woah woah that was a melodrama hahaha like a noir like in a noir its all dark dark and getting darker the more I push my face into yours and listen to your breathing breath breath breath breath  and then someone robs him of a jewell or a medallion or something with a weight of mystery like a blue lock or a purple key or a bronze age the bronze age is our age  so out in the other district the bad men come with their cluster fucks  clustering and singing melodies of the most divine sweetness ahhh so so so so sweet and yet their tears  those tears I think they aren't properly working you know what I mean, like the crying is broken like the broken drain the rope that constrains your hands behind you back and he will sit and watch you you with a gun a gun against your head and you have to look at him and he he is looking looking looking and as he does so you have to strip strip strip and the room  it has no air now but is full of blinding light dazzle dazzle ahhh close your eyes  close her eyes mine dazzle  and you can feel the room growing jaws and is hungry and is an appetite all rooms become appetites  appetites and drool ahhh drooling and pale and empty except for no no no no everything everything everything that would happen next like a creature crouching in the dark ready ready ready to pounce and it'll eat us all and the moon and the whispers  is that you? never wanted to have it all never to have or not to have oh well, how are you? are we going? are we ever going to get out of here? Well well well, I gues when I saw you the other night you were just  letting me know what disaster was inevitable blonde femme fatale blonde femme fatale blonde blonde blonde femme fatale  my blonde beast my blonde beast  driving the car and then standing by the windscreen the windscreen is a black black screen ahhhh  ruby ruby ruby ruby red lips roses for eyes roses for eses roses ahhhh the thorns are ripping the dress the flesh the dress the flesh  and twist and twist like a corkscrew screw screw screw screw ahhhh your my blonde beat by the road by the wall up against up against up against the wall the wailling wall  up against it we're  up against it and the hard eyes like splinters and nails like iron nails his eyes are are are are watching watching watching  why he has goons for friends for friends they're not fuiends friends ahhh no a man like him has no friends  why we run run run run why do we come come come why do do do we we we we we we we run run  because his eyes are our death these are the fateful shards the broken pieces ahhhh bits and pieces we're going to be in , bits and bits and bits and bits and pieces fuck fuck fuck ahhh fuck me and then  we're real fucked babe ah my blonde beast my blonde femme fatale ahhh fatal fatal fatal fatal  lie down and strip one last last last time and hear that rumbling sound bleeding our eyes and here it comes death death death is coming from the man who I shot I shot him in his bed in his face in his ugly face and then then well, here we are, dying late, and yea, its got too late and who the fuck knows where you got to  blonde femme fatale sllllllllow down and cut Jenny went to the ball wore a glass slipper  that slipper it was too too much and she was dancing like a cobra like a cobra like a shadow of dance and dance into the velvet blue of the night's haunches feel the night the night is a dark dark dark blue cloud of memory and she's danced it into oblivion  the body slam and the wine that drips and drips and drips like a leakage from another area of the ballroom there's no ballroom honey  the gold and silver goblets the drugs the hip hipsters hipstering where where where?  no no honey darling this is where you are the warehouse is a box of  pain in spirals the wind blows hot fro the east and burns your face is it true ahhhh let me cool your frenzied skin why why why are you looking for it honey yea yea yea we're all looking and looking and looking for it mamamamamama dadady why you playing hard  hard  hard  hard to get dear  such a playful play and then buzz buzz no longer know quite whether you're standing or falling on hands and knees oh dear you left your body in the mattress and its piss stains this is what is was always honey  knife in the skin yours his hers you can't really say anything is nothing is nothing  nothing shall come of it  as always the machine is starting up agan it growls growls like a bad dream I'm in a bad dream oh oh oh oh help me someone where are you where is the planet where did it go. Something is breaking  like bread gets broken between the lips between the legs between here and there between you and thee between the  the shape of life is melting melting melting  hell  hell  help me and then sunshine is a blade cuts across the throat  stop bedroom as death row death row death row what are your thoughts who is on the other side the other side of the bars and the lines seem murky everything so murky.  dear me darling dear me dear me my tears were drawn onto my cheek and yet the fell into your face  the moonbirds come the moonbirds come all of them whirl and cry through the hours and hours and hours pass we all pass eventually are you I know your body is illicit know what I mean  illicit but feel me anyway well this time this time this time this time tomoorow I'll be in my grave  sad sad sad man sad sad sad woman and so what did you make of the last drink the music was esoteric or something I think they'd ahhhhhh say they'd hold themselves as if  their cum was gold or something yakity yak i had a few cards could get into places still didn't want to. you like being slapped don't you. ahhhhh so so so so is that what it takes jeez I saw an beast crawling a crocodile in your sheets a great toothed beast  hungry monsters in robes of velvet chaos what were you saying in the corner  don't tell please  don't tell never never never tell the great coilis wrapping and writhing  if i could buy you i would well now ahhh what's that? what's that what's that  through there is the chain room and the lash do the thing on all fours its later than you think and I always look like this after a certain hour.  come give me whatever you can and  look at the room and see the great creature rolling slowly slowly down from the ceiling a dense shadow ahhh like life unfolding and why did you bring a gun and why did you strip without a word. Is your silence  is your silence borrowed  I would run if you weren't so damn attractive   well I guess we'll not be here tomorrow. This is our  coffin sex yea or something like an upskirt film done with poor lighting  death row meet me later. at 3 past midnight. the purple bar. the films shhhh don't mention the films  i have a key to the second room knock knock. don't talk to the barman. He's a prick and  dangerous. The dark is just a bleeding nose. I want you to wear  nothing nothing nothing just once more you hear me. You hear me. ahhhhhh the dog by the side of the road. did you see its eyes. did you see its eyes. its eyes? so here we are I had a picture you sent. ahhhh did you want to construe did you want more than looking looking looking i will find out... what are you looking at  so now count and think eyes are like water spilling across the road. are you happy babe? are you where heaven is? ahhhh I saw you with the strange men. I saw you I saw you over and over and over. . am sooo so so so tired. midnight is a gate down by the creek. the horses are dead. Someone cut out ther eyes. the car chase involved lawmen I saw you with earlier. over and over and over. Yellow lights. now in the dark the red lights bubble out of the skin. I think you killed him. such a shame it was like this. if you could remember my name then maybe maybe maybe.. isee you i see you i see you ahhh lay your self out lay out the message will  break me not my heart all of me  you are the ghost of the ghost of the ghost of sex sex sex  i see you as a fragment a fragment of essential truths never understand them never grasped them  grasp grasp grasp will you is that you will you  its a strange owl time the night birds fly blind eyes closed eyes closed you'll fall reach inside the trunk of the tree the great old oak falls lightening burned it from inside ashot a bolt of shock therapy killed from the desire of light desire of light desire it holds beyond time and space it doesn't direct it prevents direction ahhh take hold the wheel and drive drive drive this is a fine drink I like your eye liner I like the way you have a way of a way of a way of having a way  the universe is listening old men hat sort of thing creeps creeping creeps creeping you thought what? what?  well now here is the uncanny walk from the banal shopping trip to the house and what what did you see and i see it in your face the cracked vase and inside a dread rising into the whole wide world our wide world all the world ahhhhhh see here see here I watch your silver ass silver thigh your undress is a dress is a dress step lightly  woah something by the pricking by the pricking of my thumbs something something something comes comes and comes  enter me ghost me if you like what is that in the screen shot you looked like you died of fright of fright of fright died of fright  you move like an avalanche all things will be crushed down and down and down and down ahhh fuck me fuck me and then stay in the margin the margin between the room adn the road the road is thin and sharp like an arrow an arrow an arrow and the firesticks and the shouts and people are on fire someone threw a petrol bomb i guess i guess i guess i try look as if i know you i know you i know you are not who you say you are but then who is who is who is who is ahhhhhhhh the jokes are expensive pull the cracker have a pie smoke one of these it'll destabilise destabilise destabalise and then  the world tilts tilt tilt tilt tilt tilt tilt  roll your divine shoulders was what I wanted to say that time instead what I said was drowned out by time by time and now time's coming drowning again a great drowning you'll find me washed up on the shore days afterwards too late always too late find me and drag me ashore kiss of life it aint gonna work nah not even a little ahhhh you're too late to change your mind girl ahh too too too too late see you dead if we take his body out bury it in the north no one will notice if we drive slow drive slow  spin slow round and round I hear horses with red eyes red eyes why are they running through the hospital why are the patients spilling out into the open spaces between the ward the ward the ward is essential as is the ward sister did you speak or did you manage to just stand just stand just stand  i will lick you lick you lick you lick you can you then book me a flight to vienna in the red light in the red light i look my best you know  so many have told me that ahhhh again.... if we take his body out bury it in the north no one will notice if we drive slow drive slow ahhhhhh spin slow round and round I hear horses with red eyes red eyes why are they running through the hospital why are the patients spilling out into the open spaces between the ward the ward the ward is essential as is the ward sister did you speak or did you manage to just stand just stand just stand  i will lick you lick you lick you lick you can you then book me a flight to vienna in the red light in the red light i look my best you know  so many have told me that  that's all eye contact... wear shades darling... 14 16 22 34  you're not much older not that I care I ate a grapefruit. jelly boat and some unnameable atrocity of a drink named after an event that occured in a desert with aliens from a different world have we verified this ah star man star man star man need a star girl star girl star girl  slip me a micky slip me a new chance missed the message and never returned the call so many avenues all of them torn up I don't have a sense of news or information or even communication lets stop communicating shall we shut the fuck  shut the fuck  yea that's the message I'll send it later after I've settled a few more debts line them up line me up and we'll go from here you'll never know anywhere anyone sway dear dear dear and then cry alone weep until the sky parts and the weasel man is down in the lobby with a gun and a red suit and his heart is dead never did beat charred like burnt now then, I will stay here and try and avoid eye contact eye contact eye contact eye contact watch your lips like tulips like red tulips rose tulips crimson tulips blood in the grass blood is a shadow blood flows from the mind to here jeez haha can't take that thought cut sleeve cut throat walk a while dream and dream and dream  you sway in the light and the party revolves round and round and round and round and round and round and round it goes and sooooooooo  red light and black light and red and black and faces stretch across time and change happens without meaning without time without space one voice is coming from within another from the stars ahhhhh from the stars so far far away  come swing and swing and swing feel it engorge your thighs and your bones and the arms that wind and wind and wind I saw you in a trance trance me trance me again and again  she is a dancer now within the skull within the head within the minds' eye that is steady as a nail driven into the flesh driven in drive it  come back to zero and lets call out the wolf lives in here in the den near the bush we could walk there and take a knife and slay it these late night bars are something aren't they all that sleazy glass and dark  lets go down to the hotel bar have a quiet drink and talk talk it out the moon in my sighs is black ahh darling darling darling did i see you on tv on the wide screen the black screen on my thigh tak you down that's what I heard your dress is a pearl of wisdom I'll have it I'll have it round the round rain falls see you here see you there never been one for dreaming not sleeping well at all these days 4 hours 4 hours I have a pressing concern in my brain there's pressure to go to the lodge the trees are speaking strange voices a boy was found deranged and mumbling nothing ah we should move out go across the seas to another death my coffin is buried in your eyes you know